So I’ve been following this journey for about 3 years now. I would like to get some feedback of my progression so far.
My sessions go along like this: I watch some erotica to get myself aroused but try to not have any expectations. I don’t watch porn since the video itself can be too overwhelming at some point. Then I usually try to follow the “tug of war” method by applying gentle pressure. I will notice some pleasure building up in the prostate area. Then I let go and apply pressure again and this cycle continues. The pleasure from my prostate now expands and I get slight tingle and a lil pleasure in several of my body areas. I guess this is a P-wave? I’m not sure. But this tingling sensation keeps stacking and now my whole body is experiencing pleasure. I can’t really grasp this “pleasure”, but it feels very good. I sometimes lose consciousness and kinda wake back up and notice that I’m having an immense pleasure. I guess this is a mini-O? Then the pleasure declines and I release my tension, and contract my pc muscle again. Then wham, another mini-O and this cycle repeats until I’m exhausted. Interesting part is that I do not have any involuntaries, which is strange…