surprise! – further steps

Yesterday I did my sixt session. Mostly I practice every fourth day so that there are 3 full days between a session. Often this fails because I have no time or aren't in the mood. So I had two weeks of abstinence between my last two sessions.

And I experienced the benefits of that! What this was I will describe a few lines later.

The first (right done) Aneros session I did, I experienced a Super-T (wrote a blog entry to that). All other sessions were similar, because I always ended up with a Super-T. The quality of the first Super-T was the best and reaching Super-T’s all the time began to bore me.
But yesterday I broke the wall of Super T's and gained a new level ;)
Instead of lying on the stomach or back, I spontaneous decided to do something new and chose the position lying on the side with the upper knee bent.
The second big difference to the other sessions was the technique. I didn't produced hard contractions, but tried to hold gentle sqeezes with light differences in strenght. After a while I contracted the muscles in a way, that caused little shavings. This was a the first sign of very small involuntaries and time by time I got better in holding the right sort of contraction for causing more of these involuntaries.
You have to play with the different muscles you have in the pelvic floor and need to level the magnitude of tension. The involuntaries were very slightly and disappeared when I relaxed all muscels, so it was not this strong kind of involuntaries, described by other members. But it was a beginning.

first success – Super T without hands

I tried several toys in the past with low success but also low engagement. My experiences weren't very good and that's why I want to reassure people with this blog.

Problems I had:
– don't feeling much, when the toy is inserted.
– Unability of deep relaxation
– bad conscience
– don't taking enough time

Despite these problems I achieved my first success yesterday. Although not everything was perfect!
I have to admit, that I'm not the guy who falls in deep relaxation and trance. I also cannot make myself free of all expectations, because that would be "self-lieing". The only thing I’m doing this is intensify my sexual life and of course I have expectations at the toy!
Despite this two things which are very prejudicial for success, I achieved a Super-T. So keep calm and don't think everything has to be perfect for having success ;)

Differences I noticed to normal orgasms:
-no penile located feelings
-more intense
-another sort of arousal which is hidden by normal penetration
– 3 times long as normal orgasm
– light shivering at the whole body after session
– aftermath of that feelings till the next day

Another thing which was in a different way from most of the "how to's" is that I build my rectal arousal by pulling the toy as deep as possible into my rectum (of course all without any hand-use).
However, it took it's time but I felt anal arousal. I really felt another kind of arousal in my body which could be discovered. It's not that easy to maximize this feelings because body and mind have to work together, which is the main contrast to normal penetration.