God vs. Aneros

As for my first entry I want to give a Minister/Pastor's perspective on use of the Aneros and Anal play.

Who an I?
I am a Christian Minister/Pastor that spend a number of years in full time Christian ministry.  I am mid 40's, married with young kids.  I have a active relationship with Jesus Christ.

Why this blog entry?
I have come across a few posts of people unsure if Anal play runs against their Christian beliefs.  

It is most definitely a controversial topic, and if you asked me 6 months ago that I would be writing such a blog entry, I would have said that you are nuts.  Even though I moved in circles that teaches that anal play/sex is "wrong".  I always wondered about it and as a result went on a search to find out why anal play is "wrong" from a scriptural perspective.

I must say that my perspective changed a lot since I swapped the stick I had up my butt for a Helix Syn!

Is there anything in the bible that is against anal play/sex?
No, there is not.  I have seen many people use bible verses out of context to try and prove that it is wrong, but all failed in my opinion.

That is the short of it.  If you are interested in a more detailed explanation you are welcome to read on.

Recharge Ride

I’ve become mostly an aneroLESS rider, but every once in a while, need to re-charge my ass with a legitimate ride and Oh boy are they crazy!! Here’s one of my super great ones.

House to myself, I settled down to normal LESS routine of getting warmed up and lighting the internal pleasure pilot light. Some mild contractions and pre-cum leaking greeted my descent into LESS pleasure. Butt, a new feeling welled up from down below. My ass was hungry and synthetic sensation weren’t good enough this time. During some light auto-contractions I could feel my ass mouthing P-r-o-g-a-s-m. Who was I to deny it lust?

Out came my beautiful Progasm ICE. Admiring it sleek clear sexiness as shivers ran down my spine. My ass squeezed hard on its own in delight. I admired the ICE and stroked it a little, bringing whimpers from my bottom. Grabbed the lube and got ready.

To the bathroom for prep and insertion! Quick shower and good bottom scrub; maybe a little toying with some fingers too as I teased my ass and myself. Toweled off super-fast. The Progasm sat on the vanity calling out to me. My cock started thickening at the lewd thoughts running through my head.

I lubed up the Progasm really good, stroking it nice and slow to ensure a smooth sleek covering from top to bottom. My ass complained at the constant teasing! Lube up a finger, spread legs wide and crouching I reached between my legs.

Nice peridise video

I took a video of a session that came out better than expected. I could call it "Howling at the Moon".

I kept up a running commentary from lubing and insertion. Had a number of good SuperO's, finished off with a wet one. Not bad for an obese 70-year-old with ED and two inches or so of his pecker buried in belly fat.

I'm an iPod novice.

Tried to post it on the Videos forum, it selected ok, compressed, but failed because of size. What's the best way to make it available without revealing my trueness name?

Peridise is a tricky little devil.

I popped it in, and had a nice session for about an hour. When things calmed down, I gave myself a wet one, and went to sleep with it inserted.

Morning … I don't have to get up and pee tremendously, so I reach for my IPad and start looking at my stock portfolio. By the time I'm done with Schwab, I've had three orgasms without trying at all, and my attention elsewhere. 8>(

Powerful little dickens. I felt really good after 8 hours.

Emotional Session Experiment

This is a little different for me. This is a session i had, but i'll weave in my mental imagery as well. Quick note though )more for myself than others(, the guy in this imagery…STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM YOU IDIOT )yes i talk to myself like this ALL the time I need the harshness in order for me to stop being a nitwit(. This is NOT healthy…

Over and Done with….

5:45 am: I got in my car and headed home. Before walking outside I looked over my shoulder, one last glimpse, he's standing there. I feel my heart pause for a second. I take a deep breath and force myself to keep moving. My throat is tight, my feet feel heavy, my palms are sweaty. What I'd like more than anything is to run back into his arms and never let him go. I cant do that, we already talked about this. I'm at my car, I put my bag in the trunk, then get inside. I start my car and back out. As I pass the front door I look for him, don't see him. Eyes forward…I'm headed "home".

Back to "normal" life for me and far away from the fairy tale the last day and a half has been. Back to being alone. Back to sleeping alone. Back to cumming alone. Back to dreaming about a life I wont have. Tears continue to fall down my face, I have to learn to control this unnatural attachment to forbidden fruit. He wont miss me so why do I miss him? I'll be the one still feeling how perfectly he fit me, remembering how he touched all the right spots inside me effortlessly. Being a woman sucks, giving someone your body, the deepest part of you knowing its just sex for them really blows. Knowing its only a matter of time before he feels relatively the same thing with somebody else…really fucking sucks. However, its not my ploy to change him. I love him just the way he is, I want him happy, he's so much fun happy.

"Mind the Gap"

Mind the Gap – 31 May 2014

Between what you know, what you believe, and what 'is' there can be a gap.

The gap is huge here in AnerosVille. It has to do with psychic energy.

Don't talk about it. Don't acknowledge it.

Some guy shows up on the forums who is emotionally freaking out and we have no answers for him. Taboo subject here. Move along…nothing to see.

I think it was BMayfield who coined the term "Tantric Training Wheels" for the Aneros.

…oh really…..

And we gloss over what "tantric" actually implies and think only of extended orgasms.

Big Mistake.

Most guys don't even register that things are going on under the surface…within their psyche…their energy centers….things that are changing them from the inside out. Some guys do register it and are comfortable, some simply go directly to Freak Out mode. WTF is happening to me?? Somebody please help me!!

The Gap.

Belief systems crashing into physical manifestations.

There's a saying I love: "The mystic swims in that which the psychotic is drowning"

I'm not an expert, I'm not a trained mental health care professional. What I am, is experienced in some few mystical practices. Which is to say that, I spend at least some of my time walking in the gap.

Best Feeling Ever

So i wrote a blog a few weeks back about clothes and how things are my new obsession and how they help when i ride my beautiful toys. So right now I am riding my progasm ice with a new black thong on and it is making me feel so damn good. The string is forcing the progasm to go deeper inside my cunt and is bringing me so much pleasure. As I type I am reaching a mini o orgasm an i'm shaking and moaning so softly as each kegel thrust keeps the orgasm going. Oh i love this feeling. To have total contact with my prostate is the best feeling ever. I can fee it building up to a super right now and my soft dick is soaking my front thong with that clear love juice that flows effortlessly. ok I'm going to go enjoy more of this safe rides everyone and get your self a thong an see the different things it can do for you.

Paraphimosis woes [Updated]

Break from the norm once again: this time it's a medical condition effecting the sea-monster. Maybe you heard of this, or phimosis?

If not: Phimosis is when the foreskin is tighter than it should be, making retraction quite difficult, and possibly painful. Resolving it is quite straightforward, with stretching exercises — and if subscribed, steroid cream to assist the process.

But what if one allows the foreskin to remain tightly retracted, and let hard-ons occur? Then there's risk of the condition's older brother: paraphimosis. This is when the skin is trapped under the head, and by extension blood. Trapped blood can eventually cause bloated swelling to form, ballooning part of the shaft under the head. The (flaccid) result is this:
http://www.tabletsmanual.com/img/wiki/paraphimosis_1.jpg

Gross. And it can potentially swell to much larger degrees. Luckily, mine is only by that much, pictured above. Saying this, when errection does occur, the is compressed into a ring, or 'mane' of sorts, around the head.

I've had paraphimosis for as long as I can remember. Back in high school, I wondered why my skin wouldn't fully retract, but that never got me into a rut. Trying to do so did hurt, though. Early college days, however, I finally decided to pull my skin all the way down and saw what was by then paraphimosis. I was ignorant to this, of course, and simply assumed this gross appearance was me doing something I shouldn't off – namely pulling the skin too far back.

Paraphimosis woes

Break from the norm once again: this time it's a medical condition effecting the sea-monster. Maybe you heard of this, or phimosis?

If not: Phimosis is when the foreskin is tighter than it should be, making retraction quite difficult, and possibly painful. Resolving it is quite straightforward, with stretching exercises — and if subscribed, steroid cream to assist the process.

But what if one allows the foreskin to remain tightly retracted, and let hard-ons occur? Then there's risk of the condition's older brother: paraphimosis. This is when the skin is trapped under the head, and by extension blood. Trapped blood can eventually cause bloated swelling to form, ballooning part of the shaft under the head. The )flaccid( result is this:
http://www.tabletsmanual.com/img/wiki/paraphimosis_1.jpg

Gross. And it can potentially swell to much larger degrees. Luckily, mine is only by that much, pictured above. Saying this, when errection does occur, the is compressed into a ring, or 'mane' of sorts, around the head.

I've had paraphimosis for as long as I can remember. Back in high school, I wondered why my skin wouldn't fully retract, but that never got me into a rut. Trying to do so did hurt, though. Early college days, however, I finally decided to pull my skin all the way down and saw what was by then paraphimosis. I was ignorant to this, of course, and simply assumed this gross appearance was me doing something I shouldn't off – namely pulling the skin too far back.