Letting Go

This morning I didn't have the luxury of time like I have had during previous weekends. I had to be on the road to visit my parents by late morning. Still, it was a fantastic session. I have been trying out the unrefined shea butter the last two days. So far the results are good. I'll have to see about leaving the Peridise in all night with it now. I unintentionally left it in overnight earlier in the week with no trouble, but I'd rather not take a chance with the water base lube.

I started off this morning with the Peridise as usual and held off touching my nipples for longer. I'd like to see what I can achieve with less nipple involvement. I'll have to see how things progress in the future. Things still felt pretty good in the limited time I had. I had a mini-O or two before getting the nipples involved.

I've found that I can't easily get into a more meditative state anymore. Things too easily progress to a more powerful state and there seems to be no need at this point. I'll keep it in the back of my head if I run into trouble in the future, but I sort of miss the more relaxing times I've had. I don't miss it nearly enough to trump the super-O's, though.

Pleasure & Pain

Hi guys. SO I decided to sleep with my Progasm Ice last night. Even though I had some great orgasms im paying for it now. So I was in chat last night with my bro's and we were decussing building up pleasure and pressure in the body. I stated that I just let it happen and and orgasm when the body wants too. But my buddy here who has years of experience notified us that he lets the pleasure build and build and build to get a strong and satisfying orgasm.

Even though Im coming up on a year of Aneros experience I still not as advanced as other gus here. So I wante to try that. So i cleaned out and got in bed and slide hm in. I havent rode in a day so i knew i was extra tight back there. But he still went in nicely with no trouble. So I began to deeply breathe in and exhale very slowly. After a few times of this i began to feel the pressure build up inside me.

My legs became numb almost and my dick began to move on its own. It was feeling so good and I already had a semi erection. But I wanted to see how much i could take. So I continued to build and build. I had to grab ahold of my bed so I wouldn't shae to much and mess up my concentration. I felt like my body was about to shoot through the ceiling cause of all the bottled up pleasure that was going on inside of me.

My 1st session

1st use, started out shooting some aneros marksman lube into my rectum and lubed up the helix Syn with coconut oil, slid in very easily with no problems. I alternated between my back and side and slowly rocked back and forth, felt good but no oh's or groans during my 1st session. Looking forward to session 2 later today!

Presidents Day Morning, Savoring Aneros Electric Eroticism!

Hi guys,

This morning my session is going to be fairly long with intermissions giving by a blow-by-blow description of this session. I have found that having intermissions in a session is so good for savoring the electric eroticism that comes from an Aneros autof**k!

This is so true with Eupho Syn, the model which opened my session this morning. Eupho Syn is a long slender model that delivers such a sweet, subtle ride to my anal musculature and prostate. Right now I am savoring the sweet Aless autof**k as though Eupho Syn were in me right now f**king me crazy!

Next in my Aneros lineup this morning is Maximus. Ever since, I discovered the lying on my right side in the fetal position [my preferred sleeping pose], I have rediscovered Maximus like never before! For nearly seventeen months, since I began working with Maximus, he has delivered a rugged Aneros/anal massage, at times bordering on the painful. But now I have fallen in love again with Maximus because he delivers now such a sweet, yet robust autof**k which is still rather manly, but actually sublime. Maximus has a rather unique design. His stem is rather narrow, but expands to a rather thick mid-shaft which again narrows slightly before arriving at a rather bulbous head. Also on the underside of Maximus at mid length is a ridge which delivers a good Anerosing. As I write this during this brief Aless intermission, I feel so Anerosy thinking about Maximus. I wish I could marry him right now!

Saturated

Things keep getting better. I had held off a day on using the Helix because of a little soreness. I was rewarded for my patience today. I got warmed up with the larger Peridise as I've been accustomed to lately. It was a little longer warmup than usual. I didn't have any dry O's; I just closed my eyes and felt a humming in my head as I occasionally added a little PC or anal movement at times. The humming had started almost as soon as I did. This lasted for half an hour or so.

After a while I needed a break to have a BM. I wanted to wait until I got that out of the way and cleaned up to switch to the Helix. I took my time in getting back to the session even then.

Once inside, the Helix had an immediate effect. I didn't have contractions or anything, but I felt a general wave of pleasure rise through my body as I got situated in bed. It was a good sign.

I've been keeping a T-shirt on during sessions so that I don't chafe my nipples and it has a side effect of limiting the amount of sensation my fingers can give my nipples. I think this is a good thing as it slows the progression a little and lets things happen more on their own.

ORGASMIC MILESTONE

I recently was thinking about the most popular topics I have written about in the various blogs I have posted. When I looked at the Word Press Analytics when I had the WP blog the top ten topics for me were cock, cum, prostate orgasm, balls, dry orgasm, anal sex, cockhead, penis and anal orgasm.

Clearly all of you here on Aneros and me as well have an interest in male orgasm and male sexuality. For me this last quarter of my life has been a discovery of my sexuality and sexual response. As it turns out it this period has been dominated by MMO and my rewiring. These popular topics are a reflection of my sexual life experience but more accurately they are a reflection of my self discovery.

Obviously J has been and still is a huge part of my sex life. What I have done in these last 18 years is compartmentalize my sex life; I have my intimate connection with her through fucking and I have my solo self directed MMO driven sex life. They exist in two different worlds. I have several entries that discuss this division in my sexual response and my sexual life. However to my great joy, very slowly, those two worlds seem to be moving closer together as discussed in a post prior to this one.

Full of love & cum

Hello all. I wish everyone ha a great Valetines day cause I know i did. I have been holding out for 6 days with out triding or cumming or doing anything stimulating to my body. It was hard turst me i was hard but i stuck through it. But here is how i ended that beautiful blissful wait with a orgasmic heartfelt night.

Well my parents did go out to eat but they didnt stay gone that long for me to do anything which was a bummer. So i knew I had to wait til they went to bed. The life of living with your parents. So as they said there goodights i rushed to the shower to clean up the body and just soak and prepare by body for this beautiful sensatinal ride that I was going to have. I got back to my room. I lite some cookie flavired candles and turned on some nice slow R&B music and pulled out my delicious toy.

He looked so beuatiful shining on the dim lit room. Side ote i was waiting for the ful moon but it was snowing all day so it was hidden so maybe i'll try that tonight. I got in my bed and lube up my hole. At first i just layed there with y toy beside and just soaked in the beautiiul feeling that was already happening. I was having a thrashig a less ride and it felt so good and my eyes were already rolling in the back of my head. I had to cover my mouth a few times cause the pelasure was just that damn good that I wanted to scream it to the world.

Dark Side of the Moon

No, I'm not trying to speak euphemistically with the title of this entry. I *really* am talking about the Pink Floyd album from 1973. It's one of my favorites and I currently have it in the alarm clock/cd player by my bed. I play the first few minutes as an initial alarm setting then have the beeper turn on 15 or 20 minutes into it to give me a chance at a gradual wakeup.

I tried one time to play music on this alarm clock during a session, but something unexpected was an obstacle for me. It wasn't that the music or words themselves were a distraction. It was the lack of words or music at times. Here's what I mean: I started to lapse consciously because of the effect from pleasure on my mind. I started hearing gaps in the words and music that I knew so well )I'm still talking about Dark Side of the Moon btw(. I'm used to the music fitting like an old glove and knowing what to expect at each turn. Now my focus was being pulled toward this deviations from the norm. I just decided to turn off the music to stay focused on the session.

The last couple mornings have been new experiences for me. I actually woke up before my alarm yesterday with a "morning wood" and had a nice mini O / dry O. It only seemed natural. Today I set my alarm a little later because it was a Saturday and still didn't get up until the alarm went off. "Get up" isn't really accurate though. I spent most of the morning in bed "exploring".

My Aneros Autof**k is now liquid f**k motion!

Hi guys,

I want to say that my Aneros sessions recently do not use as many models as I used in sessions for a real long time. So now, I may use just four models: Helix Syn, Maximus, Tempo, and Progasm. These four models have become in many ways my mainstays in most of my sessions in the last month or so. Yes, Tempo is a very recent model to my Aneros lineup, but he deserves to be put in the forefront with the other three models. All these four models have won their keep in this forefront.

The Tempo, along with the Peridise, have taught so much about Aneros rhythm. They have taught me about the Aneros autof**k like nothing before. In the last couple months, my sessions have taken a quantum leap.

The other catalyst and ingredient for this transformation is my discovery of the lying on my right side in the fetal position. This Aneros position, like no other is really good for the do-nothing technique in Anerosing because this position is so passive. Hence what I discovered this morning for sure in an utmost way is the Aneros autof**k just for what it is. My Aneros autof**k now is so automatic and is absolute free motion. I call my Aneros autof**k, liquid f**k motion. It is amazing to lie on my right now and just feel this stroking going on inside me over and over again without hindrance, or prompting, just in and out liquid motion so effortlessly. Absolutely awesome!

Mental trampolines and smoke rings in my mind

)Warning: the first part of this is sort of dry. The last three paragraphs are the ones things get deeper and more interesting.(

I've had two sessions since I got my first additions to my Aneros collection. I've used both in the same pattern as it turns out. I got the two set of Peridise and have used the larger one to begin and end each session. I've used the Helix in the middle. The results have been astounding.

I think the Peridise works well for me in warming things up without going over the top, then returning to it when it's real easier for me to get pleasure from more subtle stimulation.

The Helix feels a little different than my MGX. There's pressure in slightly different spots. I can't tell if anything is particularly different when I'm in the heat dry O's and super O's. It's certainly not keeping me from enjoying myself that's for sure.

Anyway, I was pleasantly surprised from the start at the subtle feeling of pleasure when putting the Peridise in. I move things around inside for a while, but don't quite make it to dry O's during the initial use.