Silk

Silk

It is 8am Sunday morning; an ocean haze is hanging over the ground outside of the window of the room we are in. Late yesterday when we got into the hotel after the wedding the surroundings of the room were not visible. But this morning the quiet of early morning mist is tantalizing my barely opened eyes with a muted view of the ocean; even in the misty aqua blue air it is spectacular. The peace of early morning is quietly punctuated by the rhythmic muffled crash of the waves on the beach below our balcony. Other than the waves breaking on the beach the only other noise outside is the quiet chat of morning walkers enjoying the solitude of the surf before the onslaught of beach goers. Our floor to ceiling window accesses our own private terrace outside our room. It is a divinely peaceful morning on the beach in Cape May New Jersey. We are here because of a family wedding last night. Weddings are romantic for the newlyweds whose wedding it is, but also they are romantic for those who are there and in love and who walked the walk and spoke the vows years earlier. That is us.

MMO with Tempo and Female Erotic Massage

So it has been a while since I have made an entry here. Work has kept me busy and travel too. It has been a very sexy summer for me. It began with a series of very slow and thoughtful mmo sessions. After three years of minimal massager use I began to insert my peridises again. Using the condom method and filling the condom with lube and tying a knot in the opening allowed me to use in any situation and not make a mess. It also allows me to use any lube I want as it all stays in the condom. This allowed me to do sessions with insertion anywhere including in my own bed while my wife sleeps.

In June I started while visiting my daughter on the West Coast. The sessions were exquisite and as I said very slow and luxurious. Throughout June I was doing up to three sessions per week. By the end of June II stopped using the Peridises and transferred to my Tempo. Again I used the condom method. The onset of full orgasmic contractions after insertion of the Tempo was startling. On the average it was less than 5 minutes to full spasms that were sucking the Tempo in and out of my anus. Mid way through July I began to experiment with suppressing the spasms and orgasms, trying to keep them from happening. The more I denied them the more powerful they became.

What a Great Day

So I decided to right a blog about my experience.

Last night I had a Aneros session with my Maximus Classic, and it was just ok. So I stopped the session after about an hour and went to bed.

Today – I was feeling pressure in my prostate, I knew that I didn't go all the way with my session and that this was going to be an interesting day.

My job requires that I travel for work and I also sit behind a desk for long periods. Through the day I kept having the tingle sensation from my prostrate and occasionally I would tighten the PC muscles and received a huge amount of energy causing me to have wonderful flow of pleasure.

Then I had to travel to a job location in the afternoon, and my car has a small vibration at 60 to 65 and this was sending me over the edge. I had to stop 2 times to go to the restroom as I kept getting the feeling of having to go.

On my way back to the office I once again began to get the feeling so I pulled off the expressway and stopped at a park and ride and just sat there contracting my PC muscles. Once again flow of pleasure, realizing that this isn't going to stop. I tried to relax and moved on.

Andy`s Journey

So thought I`d make a blog to record progress, since I think this can take a while )present feeling only( :(

Had about two to three sessions a week for the last month now, with some small to no progress, but I`m getting there.
Feeling some slight sensations, have had in total three or four involintary contractions witch, despite them lasting for a couple of seconds, felt great.

Further though, I don`t think I find that "sweet spot" witch the tab is supposed to touch.

My mistake, I think, might be that I`ve tried the classical white, Helix Syn AND the Progasm Jr.
May be smarter to stick to one until I get better results, perhaps?

But, just trying out different models for fun can`t hurt. Might just stick to the Helix Syn for now, though.

My latest session was today, lasted about two hours.
Some small feelings, 30 seconds of heavy heartbeating and some slight feeling of thingling or rather that something very gently pushed/felt on my prostate.
Had perhaps three uncontrolled contractions, in total.
Finished of the "regular way" though, couldn`t help myself 😛

Later ;(

Success?!

Since my last entry, I've practiced about three times. The last time I got my leg to shake a bit, like a dog being scratched in just the right place. This time, I took it to a whole new level. I had today off from work, and I had just come home horny from the gym. As usual, I was wearing my jockstrap and cup. My ass was ready to work, so I slipped in the Aneros and I laid down on my right side, knees bent. To heighten my arousal, I had a long loop of erotic pictures on a screen next to the bed. For the first hour, I was trying hard to maintain that partial contraction, experiencing lots of involuntary anal pumping.
Finally, I straightened my legs a bit and lightly flexed my glutes to add pressure to the P-tab on my perineum. At the same time, I was doing valley breathing into my stomach. I got a little bit of leg shaking, then I rested.
About 5 minutes later, I continued the partial contraction, a bit tighter this time. Again, I straightened my legs, squeezing my butt closed over the Aneros. As I beared down into my stomach and tugged my left nipple, I began spasming all over, thrusting uncontrollably like a jackhammer.
This freaked me out but it felt great. The spasming lasted about 10 seconds, but it could have been longer. I also realized after the spasming stopped that my butthole was still pumping by itself and I'd thrown a strong boner.
I rested again for a while, then started the same technique. I began shaking and thrusting wildly again, my erection began poking outside the side of my jockstrap. Unfortunately, the friction from thrusting began stimulating my cock, and I instantly ejaculated onto my stomach. I think maybe this experience was the fabled super orgasm, at least before I unloaded. What a rush! My heart rate was up for at least 10 minutes afterward.

Getting more and more into the "do-nothing" technique

Hi guys,

Since last Thursday, I have been having sessions daily. I had one earlier this morning. It began just before dawn and concluded about 8 a.m. It felt so sweet and sexual. Normally I do not have sessions on Sunday because I go to church on Sunday mornings. However, today the church I attend is having a kickoff service geared to the neighborhood mostly. So I stayed home today.

Once again I am typing this in sweet Aless bliss. Most of my Aneros sessions are fairly successful. But fortunately for a long time, I have not had any sessions that were absolute duds. Now, invariably after sessions, I fall into sweet Aless bliss. This morning I am celebrating by wearing my favorite jock and cup. The jockstrap and athletic cup caresses my genitals so firmly, yet comfortably. The jock and cup is an ideal combination to do Kegels in. My resultant Aless is accentuated many fold. :-]

The "do-nothing" technique is recommended by experienced Aneros practitioners. All you do is insert an Aneros, just lie still and comfortably, and let us pleasurable feels develop naturally. In fact, I believe that the "do-nothing" technique work hand-in-hand. I found that the "do-nothing" technique accentuates a great deal the sexual energy and pleasure I experience in sessions. Hence I can focus even more upon each of my Aneros tools when enveloped by this cloud of sexual energy. I believe that I have embarked upon a new, exciting phase in my Aneros journey.

Sweet sexual energy surrounding my Aneros models

Hi guys,

I am in sweet Aless bliss as I type this entry. I took a good five days off from Anerosing, mostly because I was in a funk from a little summer heatwave here in DC and the depressing world and national news of late.

But this morning I awoke with horniness in my loins especially in and around my prostate telling me that it was time for an Aneros session.

So I bathed and shaved and then dressed with my favorite jock and cup underneath my cargo shorts. I went to the neighborhood 7-Eleven for a cup of coffee and a doughnut before taking a leisurely jaunt around my immediate neighborhood. There is a small park a couple blocks from my apartment. Rush hour hadn't begun, so I sat on a park bench and Kegeled some. The jock and cup facilitated my Kegeling. My Kegels are now smooth and easily. They stoke the sexual energy, the fire not only in and around my prostate, but also my cock and balls. What sweet foreplay, what sweet Aless before the real thing of working with my Aneros tools.

Generally now I work in order with Eupho Classic, Helix Classic, Maximus, Tempo, and Progasm Classic in the progression of smallest to biggest. These five are my favorite Aneros models.

Daily practice.

I find lately how important it is for me to practice this Aneros thing daily. For those that don't know, I'm a grinder. No, not a sandwich. This is the term we use for us small minority of men that take well over a year to figure this thing out. I've been at this for over seven years with only the very occasional mini-O for orgasmic results in the last year, maybe a bit longer.

So like I was saying, it seems my body does better and my prostate becomes much more sensitive and awoken when I can do Aneros plus some solo dildo play daily. As an example, prior to Friday I had a string of several days in a row of sessions and was having very nice (non-orgasmic) pleasure and a very awoken and sensitive prostate. I missed having a session on Friday. And then on Saturday I couldn't even get my prostate to arouse, swell and feel sensations. Basically a dud pre-Aneros warm up and session. Rather upsetting in the sense that sometimes my schedule just doesn't work out to have daily sessions. Weird how we are all very different in our journey's and body responses to these toys.

Happy Birthday Lucifer

So today is the anniversary of life for a man I should have NEVER let into my life. I'm writing this in hopes that maybe somebody else will read it and learn from my mistakes. Being a woman I have no other perspective to write from, so maybe a peek into the female psyche?

Today is very different than I thought it would be a few months ago. I bought him a birthday gift without him knowing, and it was supposed to be getting dropped off at his house today. Instead I sold it today. He has a love for Corvettes, one day I passed a dealer ship where a bunch of brand new ones were sitting, and i pulled in to the lot. I walked up to one )top of the line every option you can ask for( and it spoke to me, I could see him sitting in it driving it the whole 9. So I bought it. I didnt want to give him a totally stock car, I wanted to personalize it a bit to make it resemble how I saw him more. So I designed a custom color for it and had it painted, did some upgrades to make it an even better car, I even hand pin striped it for him, something I havent done to my cars yet. Even had the interior redone. I dont know I just felt moved to do things in regard to him that I now understand he didnt even deserve. I even asked him one time if he'd ever gotten in the latest model…he said no, and he'd better not hinting that if he did he would be inclined to buy one…little did he know I'd already bought it for him. The idiotic things I do.

Butting In

As I continue on the Aneros path it seems I become more and more anally fixated. This week I finally ordered a Tantus Neo butt plug and it arrived today. Previously, many years ago I had a butt plug but it was a skinny, insipid little thing that tended to slip out whenever you bent down, coughed, yawned or even blinked.
What I have yearned for lately is a butt plug filled my cavity and stretched my sphincter so that I would know I was under its control and feel that I was being well drilled and stretched.
My Tantus Neo arrived today. Not bad delivery time from our state capital to my home. I could hardly wait to give it a test drive so this afternoon about 4pm I had the opportunity to lube up and give it a test drive. I must say at this point that I had also ordered some lube syringes. You cannot get the Aneros ones in Australia and these looked to be quite good. It took a bit of experimenting before I got the hang of filling them up but I soon worked out how to do this. There were no graduations on the syringe so I filled one and half filled the other. Taking the filled one I carefully inserted the nozzle in my rectum. Once it was filly inserted I press the plunger. I had only intended to inject about 1/3 of the lube but the plunger was really easy to press and before I knew anything, most of the lube was dispensed. Withdrawing it I then lubed up the Tantus Neo, giving it a generous coating of lube and then slowly pushed it in with a soft, rotating action. I expected to encounter more resistance as I hadn't even prepared myself with a finger or two. I put on a pair of panties under my underpants just in case there was unexpected leakage and then got dressed. Since then I have been walking around, had dinner and sat at my computer for about and hour. Now I am am just relaxing.
My thoughts at this stage?
I am not sure how I feel about it yet. Initially it felt good but not the cavity filling experience I was expecting. Although I am certainly not getting the feeling that it is hoping to slip out at any moment. It is staying put and it will only come out if I press down on it and tell it to do so. There is a little bit of a feeling of chafed skin between my bum cheeks, almost a burning and I put this down to sitting on it for too long.
Perhaps I am expecting too much so early on. One reason for its purchase was to enhance a fantasy where my lover made me wear a large dildo to stretch and open me up before giving me a vigorous pegging! Well I am getting the burning feeling and some of the stretching plugged feeling but I just expected more. I will keep you informed on my progress. I think my next purchase will be the progasm ice and a good, large dildo. Perhaps I am getting ahead of myself as I am yet to master the Helix Syn and should concentrate on that.