Practice makes perfect

Hello again!

Hi, I'm back after quite a while of not posting. It has been a month since I got my first Super-O's and things haven't gone quite as well as that first time, unfortunately. For some reason I had a masterful touch that first night, I managed to coax several super-o's back to back. I have lost a bit of progress since then, though.
For the past month, I can never really count on a session to be successful and if I do manage to get a Super I usually only get one or maybe two. Even though this may seem like a setback I think that first night of mind-blowing success was an early birthday present of sorts. It gave me a glimpse into just how amazing sessions could be. I know I could get there again but I must perfect my technique.
I have noticed that it has been more difficult lately to prevent myself from clenching my pc muscles hard in anticipation so I will try and tackle that obstacle first.

A new Synsation

The last few days have been a bit of a blur, but they have been profound. My aneros use has bordered on addiction recently in anticipation of my recently ordered Syn.

Sessions have varied in length and the models I used in them. However perhaps the biggest revelation was one presented to me by another member, who offered me some valuable insight on just letting my body go during sessions, cannot thank them enough.

One notable session was with my helix on Sunday evening. This session was really great, and produced new feelings in my body. I let it envelope me, my body convulsed, and twitched, increasing my pleasure. Having my hips automatically buck got my hard cock really slapping against my stomach, this in itself was incredibly arousing. The amount of precum I had too was much more than usual too. Several times during this session I felt what I can only describe as an immense pressure on my prostate, it was a first for me but definitely really good. I think it's safe to say I'm on the right path.

The Syn finally arrived on the Monday, it truly is an amazing looking toy. It feels great too. I allowed my self a very quick ride with it, as I was desperate to see what it felt like inside me. As it turns out that first session I found quite strange. It's material and more flexible p-tab didn't immediately feel fantastic. I vowed to try it out later. Read more »

Sprinkles and Tips

Sprinkles and Tips – sounds like an English dessert, doesn't it?

Well, it was a dessert, of sorts. Delicious, decadent, filling, and down right tasty.

Sprinkles – My sessions always include a lovely dose of pre-cum. The added frivolity with this session was that in the midst of orgasmic craziness, my flailing penis was lawn sprinkler-esque in its distribution of this lovely fluid. When the Supers hit, I felt droplets landing all over my hyper-sensitive skin. I had to chuckle.

Tips – With prostate orgasms, for me, my penis is rarely a pleasure center. But during today's fun, I felt a distinct sensation in the head of my dick that felt as if I was for certain going to have a hands free wet orgasm. It was tingly and pulsing from the opening to the ridge. An altogether nice feeling. It lasted for several minutes and I never shot )thankfully(.

Other than this "dessert," my session was the run of the mill type with wild thrashings, screams, moans, a hard-to-soft/soft-to-hard member, light headedness, laughter, blissful seizures, and the like.

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P wave evenings

After this session with Alana that ended in the best traditional O i'd had in a long, long time, I was keen to move on. I spent the next few days looking for alternatives to the hypnaerosession and found the I-Doser sexual simulations session. No spoken word here, just chilled out music…perfect I thought. Another new discovery that evening was instead of lying on my back which I found tended to tense up my stomach too much, I lay on my side as suggested in the forums. This I found later would be key for me. The session started. I had my progasm in and I was relaxed on my side listening to the session. That's when it started…the twitching I'd read about. I was breathing with it and there were twitches…just small but still this was a significant moment. It meant that things were beginning to happen. At one point this wave of pleasure just washed through me…wow. It felt like a wave too rolling up my body..i wanted it again and the odd twitch was there. The audio session was coming to the end and strangely my mind was taking it in and things were happening but I did think they were disconnected to the progasm. I was becomming pretty turned on and near the end of the session was experienceing I guess what i'd describe now as an edging feeling…that point a little before you cum but not a full orgasm. For me this was an amazing feeling. I hadn't touched my cock at all and it was still pretty limp but these almost orgasmic feelings were in my body. The session had ended but I just had to listen to it again. I detected twitches from the progasm but I don't think i was really focussing on them enough at that point. The 2nd run of the session ended and again although I was very highly aroused I hadn't experienced a whole series of p waves that I'd have been expecting. Still, it was progress compared to my previous sessions. I took the progasm out and slipped into a relaxing sleep. Then….something weird happened….i was awoken an hour later…wtf was that…..the progasm wasn't inserted but this intense p wave just went through me. I was taken aback but wow, just wow and then it happend again. I wasn't doing anything but another one hit again. What was happening to me..my body just seemed to take control and send these waves through me. I contracted just slightly and another wave hit…yes! I was getting there…another wave…i was lovign the feelings. I just couldn't stop the waves and the night was rapidly disappearing. Eventually I think I did fall asleep but a whole hour before my alarm went off to get up for work. I seemed to be exhausted the next day but I was in a blissfully relaxed mood all day and very chripy. Wow, I needed more, just wow.
I know it's suggested that you have a break inbetween sessions but I couldn't wait to experience these what I now recognised as p-waves again. The next night I was back again with the progasm. I put the simulation session on again and my toy started twitching but i wasn't getting any waves. I could feel it moving ever so slightly but no waves. Hmmm, what was going on? I ended the session and took it out. I didn't masturbate normally for some reason. I was just lying there on my side after the session breathing slowly and relaxed. Hmm i thought, what happens if i make a contraction, so I did. The unexpected happened..contraction then a second or 2 after, p wave! Loving the feeling i went for another contraction and again it happened. I was hooked and yet another sleepless night occurred but I wasn't experiencing this body shattering, shaking super O I'd read about. However it seemed that without the progasm in i was able to experience these p waves. I think it was around this point that I starteed realising that I was using the wrong muscles. I staarted contracting different muscle sets and realised that i was probably just making anal contractions alone and not really involving the pc muscles. I started to concentrate on working this new muscle set. It took a bit but sure enough this is where the pwaves for me were working from without the aneros inserted. My current line of thought is that the progasm was actually just that little too big to get my pc muscles really working and that a smaller model would be more appropriate. I might still go back and buy a smaller model just to see if it provides a different experience, but for now I was just enjoying the p waves. Again sleepless nights occurred as my body took over and uncontrolled pwaves went through me….how could I stop them??? I neeeded to stop but at the same time i didn't want to.
Still nothing what I would describe as a super O though.
I was still trawling through the forums looking for that final piece of the jigsaw. Was there anything there that would take me over the edge. Focus and breathing was the next thing I started working on. I still wasn't getting any great pleasure from having the progasm inserted, so I'd start off using it and get it twitching and then later take it out and just concentrate on the pw aves without it inserted. I decided one eveing that I was going to take it really slow and let things build and focus on any minute sensations that occured. Any tingles I'd try to mentally focus on and enlarge through deep breathing. I was working and the p waves were setting in. It was around this point that I started feeling anal contractions too and also contractions in my stomach muscles. My body was beginning to tense up too. The first anal contraction was amazing..just surged up through my body. I guess this was an anal orgasm? I continued on breathing with my p waves and the feelings grew and grew.
Then it hit…..bang across my whole body…..I hit this new plateau of pleasure I'd never felt before. It didn't subside like a p wave and went on for a few mins. My whole body was rigid and tense with this pleasure rolling around me, precum oozing out. No shaking though like i'd seen in some videos but then again i read that it's diferent in everyone… but yeah I think I just had a super O, my first one. I don't think it was major but it was definately different from a p wave. Pretty exhausted after this I tried to get to that point again but couldn't manage it. I settled down that night in knowledge that I'd come a pretty long way in quite a short time…weeks infact when i'd been expecting months or nothing at all.
I tried again I think the next night but I had consumed a few glasses of wine too many and I have come to the realisation that this numbs the sensation. You do need to be mentally able to focus. The pwaves came but nothing else. Read more »

A new train of thought

So the blue toy was back in my bag. Waste of money I thought and I left it for a couple of weeks. But somewhere in the back of my mind the thought of this mystical super O was still there. I really wanted it. It was at this point I started delving deep into the Aneros forums and indeed for any new member like myself I can't but recommend reading as much as you can. These forums are simply a superb resource and full of information. I really wanted to make this blue toy work for me and work with me. I started to realise that my technique was wrong and I was probably using the wrong muscles. I'd read up on relaxation and using the right lubes too. The hypnAerosession intrigued me also. I'd practiced a bit of self hypnosis many years ago when i'd had trouble sleeping and needed to relax. I'd found that i was able to fall into a trance like state and that it emptied my mind of thoughts and just relaxed me. As I knew that i was able to do this I downloaded the session and stuck it on my phone to listed to that evening when I had a free house to chill out a bit. At this point I was still using a liberal amount of lube. Happened to be liquid silk which was all I had to hand at the time without producing a batch of Jlube which is what I use for larger toy play. I read about maximus so ordered a bottle of that too. So lubed up and Alana on I setttled in for some relaxation and hopefully some new sensations. For a gay guy though, listening to Alana is a little weird. She's seductive for sure but I'm really not interested in her breasts…no offence intended, i'm sure they're lovely ;-(…however, the session itself was working in terms of relaxation. I really was sliding deeper. It came to the point in the session though where i needed to start contracting so I did. But yet again nothing really was happening. I was lying there on my back in a deeply relaxed and fairly aroused state but where were these p-waves i'd read about. I was contracting, holding and relaxing..trying to do what she was saying but nothing was happening. Again, frustration yeilded…i pulled my headphones out and just went for a traditional wank. By this point i'd usually have pulled the progasm out but i left it in this time. I was yanking away but this time it felt different…the feelings were much stronger and felt so much better. I ejaculated and wow, that was simply the best orgasm I'd had in a long time. It was at this point that I realised that something was different, something had changed or I was allowing something to happen. It was these first signs that gave me some hope that actually I might be able to get this thing to work. I was now determined to take my body to a new level. I'd read that this could take some time…weeks, months or even years so I started thinking that this will be a journey and I'll give it a chance. However, progress would come quicker than I could have imagined.

What to choose, where do I start….disappointment looms.

So I wanted to test the waters so I decided to get one…but which one. My fetish for slightly larger toys led me to the progasm. The size wasn't an issue I thought so went for it in the blue. At this point I'm still doubting that this was the correct one to go for…I'll explain further later. I ordered from a UK online shop and the anticipation grew waiting for my new delivery. Sure enough the next day it arrived….wow…I'm impressed. Sex toys I'd purchased before arrived usually in a plastic package or a bag but this was different. It kind of reminded me how Apple works with its products. I love the way Apple packages its products and in the sex toy world this Aneros product was great. I opened up the box and there it was before me…the progasm…and shit, wow…yeah that does look quite big. I sat there wondering how this was going to work its way around my anus. But it looked beautifully crafted. I couldn't wait to try and was home alone. I think at this point I'd really not read much into it and the urge to try it meant I didn't read the instructions as well as I should have. I was in a horny frame of mind so whacked on some lube and shoved it in. Getting it in for me was easy. I'd been playing with much larger diameter toys and it slipped in pretty easy and within seconds it was comfortably inside me. So i'm lying there…what now I ask myself? Err the instructions say squeeze so I did. I did this a few times….absolutely nothing. I must have laid there for about 30 mins just squeezing and nothing is happening. My prostate is dead I though. I knew it! It just wasn't designed to give me this extrememe pleasure. Have I just wasted my money on this plastic toy. Disappointed I removed it and just watched some porn and masturbated as normal. Another day maybe and put my progasm back into my toy bag. Maybe this toy is just not for me….or is it?!?!?! ;-(

My first ramblings

On the exterior I'm straight laced, professional but internally and sexually omg i'm a different person. As a gay guy I love finding new things sexually to explore. Previously I'd soley considered myself a top and any anal play for me just didn't bring any pleasure at all. Maybe I just wan't allowing myself that chance to experience things. Recently I've let myself open up and started playing with regular sex toys and let guys penetrate me. I still didn't really get much pleasure but kept at it. Fetishes started creeping in though and I read various websites about toy play and electrosex. Electro really appealed to me and I really loved it and I think this is where my anal enjoyment started to begin. With an anal probe I started getting pleasurable feelings in that area which i'd not experience before and was keen to expand my horizons. However, when it came to my prostate I thought it was dead…my toys came into contact with it but nothing really seemed to happen. I fingered it..it just caused discomfort and no real enjoyment but still I was keen to expand my horizons and experience different feelings. I came across some blogs on the internet about these aneros toys. I saw them on various sex shop sites whilst buying other toys and started reading testimonials. Nah, they wont work on me I told myself looking at them and ignored them. Then one day I started looking into them more. I stumbled across this site and the forums, the chat entries and "Super O's"….the thought of pleasure surging through my entire body was an instant turn on. I wanted to experience this too…this where it all began…..

Afternoon Session

Finally had the house to myself this afternoon, which meant one thing, a session with my favourite set of toys. After 5 days of abstaining from any sexual activity I was very turned on at the thought of a session. I took advantage of this, getting myself worked up and intensely aroused this morning, looking at erotic images and some of the blogs here.

I pre-lubed with Shea butter, put a thin layer of Vaseline on the Helix and slowly inserted, taking time to tease my my anus with the helix first, it felt exquisite. Slowly I let the you penetrate me, savouring it sliding in.

I lay on my side with my knees up, and straight away felt delightful pangs of pleasure radiate from my prostate, two weeks without a session have left my prostate constantly, desperately whispering to me for attention.

My session began as usual with some meditative breathing, then eager to start, I began my first contractions, straight away the pleasure built, my cock swelled but was not fully erect, it would remain like this most of the session.

I quickly felt that lovely sensation of the fist drop of pre-cum make its way up my urethra and out onto the tip of my cock, where it tempted me to play with it. I left it desperately wanting to see it drip and string off. Read more »

Product Review: Progasm Jr

So as I promised so many people in chat, this is going to be a personal review of the Progasm Jr. I say personal, as I understand that everyone is unique, and each person reacts to particular models differently. As such, I'm starting with the disclaimer that these experiences may or may not apply to anyone else. This was purely my impressions, my feelings, and my sensations from using this devices.

First, a material description of the Pro Jr. It is made of the same material as the Progasm Black Ice, so those familiar with the "soft" plastic should know it's a bit more comfortable than the classic plastic. The almost glass-like feel enhances the slickness when coated in lube, which promotes movement in the rectum. Overall, has a very polished look, while still being surprisingly soft.

Next will be a discussion on design. While many are wondering about the differences between the Pro Jr and the regular sized Progasm models, I don't feel I can give a fair or accurate comparison since I don't have any other Pro models. Instead, I will compare to features of the Helix and MGX, as those are the models I have and am most familiar with. Read more »

Double the Pleasure

Hello,
I had the house to myself before I had to go to work, so I decided to use my free time wisely. I took a nice hot shower to relax, then I prepped my helix and myself with some KY and Vaseline plugged in and climbed into bed. I started off on my left side with my left leg straight and my right knee bent. I just laid still and relaxed. I started to slowly rub my nipples with my fingertips and soon the sensations started to grow. I could feel my ass starting to follow my breathing patterns either fast or slow. I just lay there as the contractions started to intensify and my helix do its magic.
My cock was starting to get hard and engorged as the ptab and helix really started to hit the spots. But the constant rubbing of the sheets on my cock were starting to distract me. So, I decided to try to roll onto my back with my knees raised and my feet flat on the bed. I just lay still to allow my body to adjust to the new position and did some relaxation breathing and caressed my chest, belly and nipples.
The more I played with my nipples, the more intense my ass massaged the helix. Once again, my cock was hard as a rock and engorged sticking straight up. I had the resist the urge to rub and caress it. An extremely strong contraction helped to produce a spurt of precum to ejaculate from the head. A small yet steady stream leaked out.
I closed my eyes tight as I started to feel my legs starting to quiver. My breathing intensified as I could feel my heart pounding throughout my body from head to toe. My cock was absolutely aching. I started to pinch and squeeze my nipples harder as the feelings grew more intense. I started moaning and groaning longer and louder with every intense stroke of the helix deep inside my ass.
Now, my entire body was starting to shake and shimmy all over the place. the feelings were so intense and beautiful.
Finally, the music had reached it final crescendo and I had reached the promised land. My cock was still quivering from the intense dry O I had. I cleaned off the precum on the head and slowly massaged along the shaft. I needed more.
I removed the helix and pulled out a 8" x 1.5" dildo and lubed it up.
I placed it's base on the edge of the bed and faced the dresser mirror as I straddled myself over it. I grabbed the base with one hand with the other helped to guide it in my hungry ass. I got the "head" in and let my body adjust to it before going in deeper. I let go of it and slowly slid it deeper within me. I watched as it slowly disappeared into my ass. I placed my hands on my knees as I started to glide up and down,and side to side. I started to do some contractions as head hit my prostate. This was entirely pleasurable, as I started grind away faster and faster. The deeper I went, the more precum started to release.
I was able to come right off it and then slam my ass down to the base driving myself hotter and hotter with every stroke. I started to twist and pinch my right nipple with my left hand as I ran my fingers around and underneath the head to try to produce more precum. A spurt of precum released. I globbed it up and licked my fingers clean.
I started to stroke my cock harder and faster as I did tight circles with my hips around the dildo.
I couldn't take it anymore. I used my left hand to rub my p-spot and balls as I feverishly rubbed my cock with my right.
I watched myself as I finally had spew a massive load of cum onto the towel on the floor beneath me. Cum was dripping off my hand and from my cock as I headed for the shower…
AHHHHH!!! Read more »