Tag: Breathing

Back With a Vengeance

Hello all. I know, I know. I bet your seeing this like where the hell have you been. In advance I'm sorry for the disappearing acts. But with work and not getting much down time I haven't been able to get that alone time to ride or come to the site. But I have been stealing moments away to get a quick session in. Like the one I'm gonna tell right now. So get your towels ready and get the stirring in your pants un control.

So last week the parents treated them selves to a dinner date which gave me a window opportunity to get a god session in. I got cleaned up quick and lubed up and got my toy of choice. I picked the Eupho cause I'm still getting to know it better. Instead of doing the normal position (laying on my back) I decided to get in the doggy style position. I had two towels under me and I was ready to get started. I got on all fours and lubed up my ty and then my hole. I actually have been using a new type of lube. I have come across pure 100% coconut oil. It comes in its raw bock form but it melts quick. So I took a small chuck out and slide it up my butt. I then stuck the toy in and it went in so smoothly. (i found out buying raw forms of oil works for you in the long run cause it keeps it moist down there as the session progresses) Read more »

Lessons learned

Since my last blog post, I've had 3 more Aneros sessions. The first two were somewhat disappointing, but ended up providing me with valuable lessons that will help me going forward. The 3rd session, well……

The 1st of these sessions was with the Vice. I did the usual warmups and played around with various contractions with the vibrator off. I'm at an odd point in my Aneros life with the vibrator-less sessions. I can feel my prostate harden and everything else that leads up to an orgasm, but I don't get the intense pleasurable feelings i do with the vibrator turned on. I am guessing that is because the Aneros is pressing against the prostate, but not really rubbing against it. It could also be that I'm trying to compare apples and oranges and that I need to keep the sensations I feel with the vibrator on separate than the feeling without it on.
After about an hour of this, I turned the vibrator on to Light-Steady. Did my usual routine of slowly increasing my contraction until I find a 'spot' and hold it there for a while. In this case, I found that 'spot' very quickly with a low strength contraction. If felt much different than the super orgasm (not ready to call it a Super-O yet) i experienced the previous session. I felt the sensations centered in the anus as opposed to the prostate. It still felt very pleasurable and I left it there for quite some time. However, I wanted to feel the same thing I felt in the last session, so I decided to end that and increase the vibration. That ended up being a big mistake. I didn't feel anything but very small orgasms the rest of the session, with both Medium and Strong vibration sessions. And when I tried to bring the vibration down to Light-Steady to find what I found earlier, I was unable to. Read more »

Orgasmic Bliss … An excerpt from my novel

Several friends on the site have been asking me about the status of my erotic novel. It is basically done. I am trying to work up the courage to e publish it. Yesterday in chat several friends asked me for a sneak preview. That being said here is an excerpt. This is a letter from a female lover to the main character describing a fantasy that she has about him as she is masturbating.

They have been apart for a month and she is longing for him. It is a little long ….. sorry

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The scent of my feminine desire rises from the lips between my thighs; my pussy lips are oozing my passion for you. My steamy passion rises from deep within the warm recesses of my moist pink furrow; the cauldron of sexual need between my thighs scents the air with my sensual musk. The scent of my musk wafts around you and I in an imagined bed searching for your vulnerability; finding you breathing heavily in your own desire for me the scent of my need for you lingers around your nostrils, eventually entering and drifting into your brain. You are becoming intoxicated by the aroma of my desire; it stiffens your cock as it fills your head with lewd and lascivious thoughts of me. Read more »

Boom! goes the dynamite.

After taking a day off yesterday, decided to give the Vice a go today. After the usual warmups, I started with the vibrator off for about 30 min. Tried various levels of contractions and some nice feelings. Even got some P-Waves going, which is unusual with the Vice sans vibrator. After 30 min, turned the vibrator on to Light-Steady. In previous sessions, Light-Steady felt pretty good, but I always seemed to be just at the edge of an orgasm without crossing over. This time, it finally crossed the line. Several mild Os and plenty of nice feelings.

After about 20 minutes, I changed the vibrator setting to Medium-Steady. Did my usual routine of starting with a small baseline contraction and gradually increasing it until I felt 'something'. Then holding it there for a bit. As usual, this produced a couple nice orgasms, but the Vice felt like it wanted to do more. So I increased the contraction strength some more and was rewarded with some fairly strong orgasms. Decided to push my luck and increase my contraction strength about as hard I could and still hold it. After about 30 seconds, my prostate exploded. By far the strongest orgasms I have felt since I started using the Aneros…and they were coming one right after the other. I didn't count, but probably about 4-5 in a row. I had to stop as I felt like I was about to pass out. Not sure if this was a Super O or just a really strong prostate orgasm, but it sure felt pretty super. Read more »

Time to kill

I had 2 hours to kill before I had to perform some late night work. Didn't want to take a nap and feel groggy while working, so decided on an Aneros session. The last few sessions were with the Helix, so I figured I would go with the Vice this time. After the usual breathing and warmup exercises, I kept the vibrator off and played around with various levels of contractions. Some nice feelings and some small orgasms, but nothing really special. After about 45 min, I turned on the vibrator to Low-Steady. Slowly increased the strength of my contraction until I felt something pleasurable and let it sit there. While it felt nice, I have found that the 'Low' vibration level almost never produces anything other than very light tingling. But it's a good way to ramp up to the stronger vibrations, so I think I'll keep it in my routine.

After around 15 minutes, I relaxed my anus and set the vibration to Medium-Steady. Stronger vibration=stronger pleasurable feeling and I felt several mild orgasms for the 20 or so minutes I kept it at Medium. I set the vibration to High-Wave )setting 8 of 9(. Played around with different strength contractions, but this didn't really do anything for me. Next tried High-Pulse )9 of 9(. This felt better and I felt some nice tingling coinciding with the pulses, but I didn't feel this would ultimately produce the results I was hoping for. Read more »

Nap time

I didn't get much sleep last night )see previous blob entry( as I had to wake up earlier to take care of some items. By the time I was done, it was 11:00am and I was pretty tired. I needed to take a nap and decided to take one of my Aneros friends with me. I figured the Helix Syn would be the more comfortable of the two I own, so that's the one I chose. After inserting, I laid down on my right side )my usual sleeping side( and quickly fell asleep. I woke up around 1:30pm to a very mild 'itch' in my butt. It felt pleasant enough, so I decided to end my nap and see what was in store for me.

Roll onto my back with knees up )my usual Aneros position(. I skipped the breathing exercises since I was already quite accustomed to it being inside me. Starting with a low-level baseline contraction for a couple minutes and then slowly increased it. Did this for about 45 min and it produced some nice feelings, but no P-Waves or orgasms. I really felt like I had to pee and didn't think it was the Aneros causing it, so I went to the BR to take care of that. Since I had to take the Helix out anyway to pee, I decided I was going to switch to the Vice for the rest of the session. Read more »

Walk this way

Took an awfully long time to get going today. Did the usual breathing/warmups, but really wasn't feeling anything. Tried different strength contractions and even tried re-inserting the Helix to see if that would help. It took about 45 min before I starting feeling anything pleasurable. After that, things were much better. Starting getting P-Waves, as strong as previous sessions, but not as often. I again starting with small, baseline contractions and moved onto progressively stronger contractions until I had to let go due to fatigue. Then would start the cycle again. Interestingly, the best feelings came with the baseline contractions. I felt the pleasure build and then would increase pressure, which didn't help much. I tried to hold the baseline for a while and while it felt nice, it didn't progress. In the end, only a few small orgasms.

A couple things different about this session. I used 5 ml of pre-lube instead of the 3.5 ml I've been using. In addition, my stomach was rumbling throughout much of the session, being both a distraction and possibly affecting the movement of the Helix. So not sure if this was just a bum session, or if one of the above contributed to it.

At about 2:55am, I decided I was done. I stood up with the intention of heading to the bathroom and when I did, I felt the Helix pressing strongly against my prostate. It felt really nice, so I started walking around the room for a bit. The pleasurable feelings continued, even getting stronger. It may have turned into something if my stomach wasn't also growling louder than before. I'll have to investigate this in a future session.

The Helix attacks

Gave the Helix Syn another whirl today. I was in no rush, so I knew I had as much time as I needed/wanted. Usual breathing exercises and warmups. Started with a low-level )baseline( contraction & I immediately felt a tingle. Slowing increased the pressure of the contraction in increments until I stopped feeling something or fatigue set in. Did this several times. Felt one moderate strength orgasm )strongest one I've had without a vibrator( and several smaller ones during the session. Towards the latter part of the session, I experimented with very strong contractions. I felt like it was promising, but couldn't hold it more than a couple minutes. Guess that will get better once those muscles get stronger. Also might try more pre-lube. Using about 3.5 ml…might try 5 ml next time to see if I can get more movement.

After I was done and removed the Helix, I could feel a tingling on my prostate for several hours afterwards. First time that has happened. I have felt the tingling at random times, but never immediately after a session. Quite a pleasant surprise.

Helix arrives

My Helix Syn arrived today. I wasn't intending to use it today, but I got home earlier that I had anticipated )and didn't have to be in work the next morning until later on(, so I figured I had some time to give it a quick run. So much for making plans.

My first impression is that the Helix was considerably smaller than I had anticipated. I was concerned I wouldn't feel much, especially compared to the much larger Vice. Insertion was very easy and I felt comfortable with it almost immediately. The P-tab is a bit more aggressive than the Vice, but I got used to that pretty quickly.

I did the usual breathing exercises and warmups. Started with a low-level contraction as a baseline and experimented with different strength contractions. I only achieved a couple small orgasms during the session, but for the first time, I felt really strong P-Waves. )For me, they feel like a very pleasurable warm tingling, centered in my prostate area and extending as far up as my belly button and as far down as the inside of my legs just above the knee(. A couple times I felt the P-Waves trying to migrate to something stronger, but each time it fizzled out. Several times I tried to hold strong contractions, but only do so for a few minutes before fatigue set in. I felt if I could have held them longer, something may have occurred. Read more »

My Two Orgasmic Worlds Join

When I first started this journey, I stumbled into MMO totally by accident. It was a fortuitous and unexpected discovery made by reading the forums here in Aneros. Back then there was no chat. MMO brought together the tantric sex that I had been studying and enjoying with J and it even incorporated some of the Zen Meditation that I had been )and still am( practicing.

It is logical that MMO for me grew out of these cornerstones as MMO is a very solitary inwardly focused activity. Fucking J is very outwardly focused; it is an activity where we lock together, my cock deep in her pussy seeking extremely pleasurable sensation in the warm caress of her erotic feminine flesh. The focus for me is using my cock to bring her pleasure. The visceral desperate pleasure that we seek and achieve in fucking is like scratching a deep erotic itch, culminating in the anxiously sought relief of shared orgasm.

On the other hand when J and I make love it is a simultaneous locking of our bodies and our minds. As we look into each other’s eyes we are experiencing each other’s ecstasy. Her eyes and her face reveal to me the tortuously exquisite rapture that is boring into her pussy and squeezing her soul. I can see in her pleasure contorted expression the reality of my cock touching her erotic core coaxing her to experience deep erotic euphoria. Read more »