Intense

Yesterday was a very intense day. My first dry orgasm for ages, a state of ecstacy during the day and almost a full Kundalini experience out of nowhere.
Then it went quiet. I felt very stressed as if all my progress over the last week was for nothing. My children were misbehaving, one developed a fever. I tried for another orgasm last night but couldn't relax into it. My wife was very stressed and I could feel it and that didn't help, disappointment set in again.
I couldn't sleep and now I'm tired at the start of a 60 hour work week.
Yesterday I was flying and progressing, now I'm grounded but not in a spiritual sense. Time to relax and see what happens it's probably all for a purpose.

It happened at last!

Last night I had my first proper dry orgasm for over a week! Emotionally it was the most satisfying I have ever had and I felt euphoric I couldn't do anything but lie and think 'wow' when it finally settled down. I just lay there the whole time thinking 'thank you, thank you' and enjoyed the wonderful sensations take hold of me again. Whether it was a super-O I don't care it was just beautiful whatever it was.
I'm not going to analyse any more. It happened again, at last, and I think I deserved it, and I appreciated it more than anything. Whether they will start happening regularly for me again now I don't know.

Yesterday I found out about the Kundalini Syndrome and realised that this is what I had after a super-O where I had purposely pushed the energies up my body and into my head. I was playing around really keen to try other things but had stumbled into something I was not prepared for. Ultimately it has led to me going through a big spiritual awakening and I know now that I put myself totally out of balance.
I have posted about this on the forum ad nauseam.
I know that I was very frightened of re-awakening Kundalini energies, and I know that for me this is dangerous. I know that this is a big part of why I was blocked.

Beginner Prefers Progasm to the Progasm Jr.

I purchased a Progasm Jr. a couple of weeks ago. I based that purchase off of comments on the forum and reviews of the products. After three sessions of nothing, I was disappointed but undaunted. It seemed as though the Jr. was providing very limited stimulation to my prostate. I had tried the passive relaxed method along with multiple positions and contractions, but hardly felt any sensations. I decided that because I am 6' 2" that perhaps I needed more length and girth (I'm slim, but the Jr. was so easy to insert and didn't seem to result in any particularly full feeling).
So I ordered the larger Progasm and was rewarded with much improved results. After a shower, I had no trouble inserting the Progasm. It provided a much fuller feeling and the urge to urinate that I had not experienced with the Jr.
I used the relaxed right side approach and after a period of breathing I moved to some contractions. It took awhile but after 30-45 minutes I was rewarded with some very pleasant sensations that intensified with additional relaxation and contraction cycles.
I did not experience an orgasm, but I had an excellent session with the promise of an orgasm on the horizon. And in any case, the sensations were some of the best I've felt in who knows how long.
I think I disagree with the concept that the Progasm is for experienced users. With the right lubrication it was easy for this beginner to insert and provided better feedback than the Jr.
I'd advise beginners not to shy away from the larger Progasm from fear of its size. Size may be just what the beginner needs. I'll probably give the Jr. another try after I have really mastered the Progasm. But for right now I am going to be concentrating as much of my time as possible on the Progasm.

Back on track

I had promised myself that I was taking a rest for a day yesterday, but I'm not very strong willed and thought that I would just have a quick try last night, A-less as usual. I'm very glad that I did. it wasn't the fastest onset ever but considering how tired I was and how upset I had got over this whole thing yesterday, I was amazed tat anything happened at all.
The super-O built up nicely and I had a few nice orgasmic waves, each one getting stronger and more intense. It was going well, but I was expecting my wife to come to bed at any second and was slightly distracted for that reason. Then I made a beginners mistake. I squeezed my PC muscle really hard, trying to wring a bit more out of one wave of contractions, but I held it far too long and when I released it had all gone and it was over – I like the child's swing analogy someone has made – you need to keep giving the orgasm a little push every now and then to keep the swing going, I just gave a long push and stopped it swinging.
Had a reasonable night's sleep last night for the first time in a while.
Next thing is to tell my wife. I have decided I need to.

Fantasy and Super O

Anyone who reads whatever I have written over the years or who knows me here knows the profound impact that rewiring has had on me. I am a changed man. I think of myself as hypersexual and serenely sensual. Erotic thoughts are part of my daily life; eroticism is always with me bubbling inches below the surface of my routine existance. Fantasy is one of those erotic things that amuses me, piques my imagings and keeps my cock hard and wet.

When an erotic fantasy finds me it is like it has found a comfortable chair; it settles in and stays, relaxing and pondering the facets of its own lush eroticism while secretly reveling in the arousal that it stirs in me. It has certainly been that way over the last few weeks with my fantasy of sexual intimacy with A. She is someone that I have occassion to see quite frequently in meetings and events. Last night I had a particularly pleasurable fantasy involving the two of us. It happened because I saw her at a meeting of the organization she works for and that I volunteer for yesterday. As a leading volunteer in the organization I have a lot of interaction with her before, during and after the meetings. She is Secretary to the board.

Status Check: How to Take it Further

Hello there, Helix Syn user here. A couple weeks ago, I posted this. I figured I'd post an update and see if someone out here had any advice on how to get past what I consider to be the "middle point" of the Aneros journey.

I've gotten to the point where I'll feel the urge to have a session at night, and insertion is easy (I've recently switched to coconut oil in place of a water-based lubricant, which my butt apparently likes to absorb at ludicrous speeds, making the toy's movement unpleasant after 30 minutes). I need less time to relax, and can typically feel the tiny sensations as I breathe out, which build up anticipation. Medium contractions, previously with a thrusting motion with my hips, now without thrusting, bring me the "dull" inside sensation I now associate with my prostate being stimulated. And these contractions start building up a gradually increasing wave, that sometimes diminish in intensity, but that I can bring back.

This wave centers itself near my prostate, and quickly progresses to my abdomen and legs, then chest, then my head and arms a bit, until all I can feel is that wave and the quaking of my muscles. My mouth uncontrollably opens to accommodate for my shallower breathing, and then the wave recedes. The pleasure peaks for about 5 seconds before coming down, but I can't help but feel like there should be "more". A penile orgasm, for instance, feels more like a "discharge" of the pleasure you've accumulated; in this case, it feels like it plateaus right before, even though the pleasure is incredible. I guess I'd classify it as dry orgasm? I'm not entirely sure, it's all new to me.

Austin's great aneros adventure

After reading about Aneros and the idea of reaching a Super-O, I purchased both a Maximus and Progasm Ice. Both of them arrived yesterday, and I could not wait to try them both out this morning. The Maximus seemed less intimidating, so after lubing it up with KY, I laid on my side and very nervously touched my hole with the head of the Maximus. Slowly it slid in and as it went in, almost immediately pre-cum started to ooze out of my penis. Once the head of the Maximus hit my prostate, more pre-cum oozed, but I did not get hard. After about ten minutes, I started getting used to the sensation of having the Maximus in me. The feelings were great, but nothing like what others have mentioned here. I have to say I like the "handle" on the Maximus, and after gyrating my hips around and up and down, the handle helped put pressure on my prostate. I then thought maybe I would be ready for the Ice, and after removing the Maximus and lubing up the Ice, it slid in very easy, and the fullness felt great. I did a several Kegels for the next half hour or so, and did feel a few minor sensations of like a dry orgasm starting, but nothing near the Super-O everyone speaks of. All in all I think it was a good first session. I fought off the temptation to jack off to gay porn, which usually makes me incredibly horny, in hopes that tomorrow's session will be better. There is some soreness from the size of the Ice, but it was a good soreness, I think… Any advice would be greatly appreciated!

Edging both with Aneros and also in Aless

Hi guys,

Most young males when they discover masturbation or are shown it by a buddy encounter one of the most thrilling experiences of their lives. The very first orgasm with ejaculation of semen is a profound experience which happens to most guys in their adolescence, although quite few young males experience dry orgasms even earlier! Masturbation is autoeroticism at its best because masturbation gets a male in touch with his genitals and his body in a most profound way.

However, most adolescent males live at home with their parents and siblings where there is little privacy. So they have "quickies," masturbation episodes in as short a time as possible. That sets them up for premature ejaculation later in life which may impair conjugational relations with the woman they may marry.

However, more experienced masturbators will prolong their sessions as long as possible in order to maximize the pleasure derived from stimulation of their genitals. They learn in many cases a technique called "edging." A guy will ride the edge or threshold of ejaculatory inevitability in order to achieve a bigger "bang" in his orgasmic and ejaculatory pleasure. He will cum big. At the same time, he develops a powerful technique to pleasure his wife first, before actually cumming himself.

With summer approaching here, dawn arrives earlier. This morning, I rose early and got some groceries from my neighborhood 7-Eleven arriving back at 6:15 a.m. Then I prepared my favorite Aneros models for my session which I began around 6:45 a.m.

Rolling Dry O's?

Wore the Helix for like 3 hours last evening while doing yard work. Had to stifle desires to moan out loud while walking around the yard!

This morning when I woke up in bed, I figured I'd get a little prostate massage time in before I got up. I'd been massaging my testicles every couple days for over a year to bump up my testosterone )diagnosed with a very low normal level(, but it's NEVER felt so good as since I've discovered my prostate!!!

Started with massaging my testicals and feather touching my right nipple, and the fun started right away. Pleasure waves. Then the desire to thrust, pre–cum. Played around with that for 15 min. Once the prostate started getting aroused, it felt so good to rotate and move my hips around. It's as though I could feel the inside of my rectum rubbing the prostate, like if the Helix was inside, but it wasn't. Enjoyed that and just moving, thrusting hips for a while.

Then I remembered that I could shake my scrotum )like you see on some of the videos while the guy is having a super–o(. So I started doing that and rubbing my nipple, and things jumped to a higher level.

Really started having the desire to thrust just like during ejaculation, but no semen. Just maybe 5 drops of pre–cum. Dick went from rock hard initially to flaccid. I originally felt like I was building to an ejaculation, but just to be sure, rolled on my side so my dick wasn't touching anything. Shook the scrotum for maybe another 15 minutes on and off.

Frustration with Vice last night

Tried the Vice last night. Was very frustrating. Got really nowhere. The only highlight of the evening came in the first 15 minutes after inserting it. Wow, could really feel that the prostate was being touched.

But that's as far as it went. Tried doing nothing, fiddling with my perineum, moving around. Nothing went anywhere. Maybe my body just wasnt ready. During the day, I hadn't really felt horny for a Dry-O experience since two nights ago when I had a great experience with the Helix.

Also, even though I think the lubes are working great, and I have enough, after 45 min, my rectum was feeling uncomfortable. Like the Vice was too big. Even though you could feel it passing the prostate, it wasn't generating pleasure. After an hour, I did feel some prostate buzzing and some small involuntary movements – maybe heartbeet movement twiggles on my prostate.

But at that point, was done, so took it out. Tried some straight perineum massage that usually always works right away, but nothing there either. It felt like the strong sensations from the Vice were again flooding out the smaller whispers of feelings from the Perineum massage.

I'm now using an all vegetable gel to pre-lube the aneros, and a mixture of pasteurized coconut and shea Butter oils intjected internally )1.5 tsp(. So far am happy w the veggie oil mix to pre-lube. After 45 min, I pulled out the Vice to check it, and it was still moist all over from the lube stiking to it. Previously using Vaseline for pre-lube, the Vice was always mostly dry when I pulled out to check.