Tag: Involuntaries

No luck and a bit confused, could someone help?

I started using a prostate massager a couple months back, and I haven’t really felt much so far. I’ve felt the p-wave once, but it was short-lived and I haven’t been able to have it since (I’m not sure what I did that time that was different), and involuntary twitch is something that I think I only experience with my pelvic muscle, which doesn’t really move the massager, and is kinda distracting from feeling the prostate.

Also, I’m getting confused on what I should be doing during a session. I’ve read several posts on this subreddit and other sites; some say to just focus on the feeling and nothing else, some say I should fantasize or watch porn (which would distract from the “focus on the feeling”), and holding contraction hasn’t really lead to any quivering or spasm that may lead to the massager vibrating.

What should be going through my mind, and how should I move which muscles?

“Erotic Fantasy Sculpture Garden”

I decided once again to continue my practices of semen retention (Day 8) and masturbation deprivation. This combination has proven to be most stimulating. I am again “wrapped” in several compressive layers on my male package, making for an exquisitely arousing sensation upon erection. I am up quite early (~1:30 AM) and decide to chill with some music.

Some time passes and I am getting extremely aroused with an erection to match. I am carried-into a most unusual fantasy.

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(Now realize that the nature of this fantasy will cause extremely erotic descriptions which may result in extreme arousal, so readers take note. If you may take exception, read no further.)

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My wife and I have tickets to a “private” showing of an erotic sculpture garden billed as the best-in-the-world. I don’t know exactly where this one was located, but it certainly was the best, in my opinion.

The garden is divided into three parts: erotic male, erotic female and erotic couples. Each part is somewhat physically separated from each other. You can choose to split-up and explore individually, or stay-together. We chose to stay together.

This experience was probably the most erotic stimulation I have ever experienced, bar-none. Let me explain in more detail…….

First of all, all the sculptures are anatomically-correct and most all of them are in a smooth bronze which is rubbed shiny and glistening from repeated “handling” of strategic parts. The experience is akin to a “walking orgasm” toward the end. Read more »

A change of pace

As I noted in my last post, I ordered the Peridise, and it arrived. I very briefly took it for a spin (the larger of the set that is) earlier in the week, but today (Saturday) was my first chance to give it an extended try.

It was an interesting change of pace. I started out lying on my side, just letting everythign settle in. After a while I tried some anal contractions. After my experiences with the Helix, it did not take long to figure out how to set off somen repetitive contractions. There were a couple instances where I got a very light tingling similar to when I use the Helix, but these were not pronounced and didn’t last long. However, without the angled shape and the P-tab, not nearly as intense as the Helix. Overall, very enjoyable, and a nice addition. (And I also hope it will help out with my minor issues with hemorrhoids.)

But then…

I went in to the bathroom, intending to sit on the toilet and remove it. I relaxed and pushed it out till I felt the first of the 2 small knobs (closer to the large bulb end) was almost out. And then, why not, I tightened up and let it pull itself back in for one last bit of use. And .. this was completely different from what I had gotten lying on the bed. The stimulation at the anus with the second small knob was really intense and I felt the involuntary motion of the Peridise in a way I had not lying on the bed. I don’t know if it was the angle of my legs, or simply gravity having an influence with the Peridise pointed more or less straight down, but something was definitely happening. I will have to experiment further. Read more »

“Masturbation Deprivation: I’m Climbing the Walls”

I decided to continue this “masturbation deprivation” technique which I started yesterday. I am in Day 10 of semen retention. I awoke about 3:30 AM with a rock-hard erection. I am sleeping now with a safety towel beneath my silky red boxers. I decided to once again chill with some erotic music. This time, however, I fell-into an unusual fantasy. I am placed into a comfortable “box” which completely envelops my torso, leaving only openings for my arms. Therefore, I cannot touch my genitals at all! My towel is tight and is lifting my balls up, making them very firm. My erection is not subsiding. With every twitch of my cock, I feel a pulse of sexual energy shoot through my penis. Since I cannot touch it, I am beginning to squirm with any anticipation of ejaculation. This feeling continued for quite a while and I am beginning to climb the walls……

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It is about 2 hours later and I still have a firm erection. I decide to quit the couch for a while and retreat to my bed. I lie down, first on my side then on my stomach. Again, every twitch, every movement causes my cock to rub within the towel, causing excruciating pleasure. I know I am leaking semen because I can feel it within the towel. I feel that my ejaculatory system is completely filled. OMG! Is this how wet dreams are “formed”? I think so. I continue to squirm and it actually feels like I am heading for an involuntary ejaculation. Holy s**t! I have not felt this before. It is beyond horny. I don’t really know what to call it. The only word that popped-into my head is “dangerous”. I am f*****g climbing the walls! F**k! I don’t know how much more of this I can endure…… Read more »

What does a p-wave actually feel like?

Still a beginner, had a handful of sessions now. Still unclear on exactly what a p-wave and involuntary feels like. I have a Helix, but don’t actually feel very much when it’s in me. I cannot tell whether it’s actually making contact with my prostate. I’m not sure if the mild pleasure I can eventually reach is from prostate stimulation, or just getting in the mood, breathing pattern, and clenching.

I do sometimes get a little pulsing feeling that doesn’t feel like the Helix is moving or feel it against my prostate, but feels more like I can sense my pulse right on my butthole. Is that anything?

I can get to some voluntary quivering of my body, but I’m not sure if I’m on the right track. I see lots of people talking about p-waves and involuntaries, but what should they actually feel like? How much movement does an involuntary actually have?

The Helix experience on the Toilet.

I don’t have any problems when using my Helix in the lying down positions,be that on my side or on my back. On my back i would use 2 pillows for elevation, and to keep the Helix in free space. I do obtain good P. Waves and a stronger Super O on my back position, with my legs opened and feet placed flat on the bed. Also in this position i am able to do my breathing exercises more easy, which i find very helpful. I find it strange that if i do slow inhale and exhale and sync that with anal contractions (with the Helix inserted) a point will be reached where your unable to do this as the P waves and more importantly the Super O will take your breathing rhythm away and during a Super O i feel that i am going to suffocate!The Super O has the power to involuntary cause you to end up just gasping on intakes of air and coping with a full body spasm brought on by of a multiple Super O!… Man its beautiful..
Anyway i thought i would like to try using my Helix in a different body position, and sitting on the toilet appealed to me. While normally taking a dump on the toilet you don’t need to remove your jeans and pants -in this instance where using the Helix its better to do this. It allows you more room to open your legs and make insertion easier. I placed a cotton towel on the pot seat and draped it under my anus (just in case the Helix would pop out) As always good lube-up is important,and i have some small plastic syringes that i can fill with lube and inject this into my anus. Then on lubing my Helix i inserted it into my anus with an Aaaaaa.It felt lovely as the Helix went into its home position, its base flush with my anal ring and the P. tab fitting snugly into place. For a couple of minutes i just closed my eyes and enjoyed the pure pleasure of it. Then for some odd reason i got a hard-on (which i don’t normally do) It was very hard and i sat on the
pot taking it on-board as well as the Helix in my anus! I moaned and caught sight of my pleasure face in the glass reflection of the shower cubicle. I went into my breathing exercise mode, and i started to feel small sharp P. waves that made the exhale an inhale! My erection was staying solid, so as my ball sack was hanging loose into the pot i just let my hard penis suspend as well.. Everything was feeling erotic and the small P.waves had all but faded out. So I sat on the pot and let everything wash over me. My whole body was in a kind of erotic trance! I could have sat in this position indefinitely, but i decided to start applying some light anal contractions to the Helix. Something i have not felt before was the erotic feeling like the Helix was hitting my prostates “Sweet Spot” More moaning followed.I was tempted to jack-off on my erect penis, but without much warning a large P.Wave struck me, and made me sit back and grab hold onto the sides of the pot!
OOOOoooooooo.there was a small gap and another P.wave came along. As each wave hit me i would ride on it and wait for another, but they were becoming much more powerful, and my right leg was starting to go into a spasm, as i moaned the P.Waves contorted my face -that was visible again in the shower glass panel! Then all of a sudden i felt a massive build-up in and around my anus. It exploded from here and went right through my body. It made me force my head back, scream out and shook my whole being into uncontrolled spasm!!. Then along came
a strong feeling – as if i was being jacked-off (from the inside) i suddenly and involuntarily shot -out a large cum-load. It seemed to go on
and on and as it did i could feel the Helix pulisating in my anus -which was piling on the pleasure. Oooooooooooooo. Small after shock
P. waves then kicked in, and as they subsided my body was returned to its status-quo position. My best interpretation of this session on the pot was that it felt like an out-of-body experience. Certainly beyond and above what any normal wet-orgasm wouldcould ever be. It was odd but for an hour or two after my pot session i was experiencing “Anal buzzing” which was like small mini Super O’s going off..themselves
They petered out when i went to bed. I most certainly will be trying another session on the pot. I just have to wait until the house is empty again!

Nov 1

So, as expected I had a chance to use the Helix today. I used the Astroglide. It seemed slippery enough, altough it was so thin that it was tricky to get it to go where I wanted and not just drip all over the place.

So, then with the Helix in, lying down and reading. Once again after about 5 minutes I felt the “tingle” starting. I tried to relax and let it go for a few minutes–slow, deep breathing and nipple stim. This time something different happened… I got hard. My Aneros experiences so far have mostly been erection-free, but this time the pulsating of the P-tab seemed to lead directly to my penis. At this point I decided to wait it out and see what happened… though I had a pretty strong compulsion to clamp down with my PC muscle, I decided to wait and see what would happen. After a short while I reached a plateau of the involuntary Helix motions and then started to relax, and the erection went away.

After a couple minutes of relaxing and breathing the tingling came back, and another erection, though not quite as hard as the first one. At this point I was feeling another buildup and I gave in to the impulse to do some contractions. I had some very pleasurable spasms, but it felt like there was more to come. Read more »

Super, Super O

Last night I had the biggest Orgasm I have ever had. It left me stunned and very, very satisfied.
My journey to prostate pleasure began about three months ago, and I remained sceptical for a short period after it began. In fact I remained skeptical until I could sense that something was happening and that I was progressing. First was the involuntary contractions, they were ‘interesting’, then came the mild pleasure moments, then the mini-O’s. I always wanted the Big One that I had read about, and from time to time I thought I had reached the Big O, but looking back, these were Mini O’s.

For the past few weeks, my wife and I have been away on holidays and I took my Vive with me ( I couldn’t bear to leave it home). Many nights away I inserted it and experienced my usual Mini O’s – (a wonderfull warm and orgasmic sensation that feels similar to regular Orgasm but is dry and can occurs multiple times in one night. They normally last 15 – 20 seconds each). Read more »

“Time Out: I Feel A Whisper”

This was more of a deep, meditative “session”. It began with some chillstep music. It is chilly this AM so I grab a comforter and lie down. Having just ejaculated yesterday, I am in “cooldown” mode this morning. After a while, I began to dwell on things…..

A nice restaurant near where I live was torn down to the ground recently, to make way for another one. There is nothing left of the old place, except for the ground. I began to think…..can this also apply to life? The answer (sometimes, unfortunately) is yes! Now I am not implying that my life is torn-down, although if you think about it, it is usually called the “circle of life” and it happens to everyone. Uplifting yet somber.

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I began to dwell on my recent absence from Aneros “sessions”: do I miss them? Of course I do! But, like the groundbreaking for the new restaurant, I have a solid Aneros “foundation” on which to build. As I dwelt on this some more, something happened. I began to feel just the slightest ‘whisper’ in my prostate. At first, it was barely perceptible, yet it was there! So I echoed these whispers back with some very light contractions. And my prostate whispered back to me! I kept up the echoes for a while and began to feel a warmth, a gentle glow from within that led me to believe that the fire is still glowing, there is a sense of sexual balance in my life. At one point, the feeling is building up to a point where I have to shake-out an involuntary contraction throughout my body. Oh! What a nice feeling! Read more »

It could’ve Danced all Night

On Wednesday night, I had a good session with my Helix Syn. With increased number of daily Kegel exercises, my PC and floor muscles are stronger than ever and it helps me conduct my HS like a maestro. The sensations were good but not nearly as good as in my session with my Progasm Ice last night!

My two hour session started with 20 minutes of do nothing with minimal results and when I started very mild contractions coupled with nipple stimulation, that’s when things started to happen. The P-Ice was dancing, creating very strong P-waves and my sphincter was generating sensations I usually feel with my Helix. I was getting involuntaries, something I had not had in a long time.

The session was absolutely GREAT and come midnight, it was time to wrap things up but I could’ve dance all night! I hope to repeat this wonderful experience tonight!

Life is wonderful.