Tag: Meditation

“An Amazing Rewired Journey”

Hey guys….In a recent forum post, lonewolf8 asked how he can rewire? I am having a “regular” session early this AM and need to relate my “journey”.

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I am practicing “pseudo” male chastity. I have a “real” chastity cage on order (CB-6000S). In the meantime, I use a jock cup to make it impossible for me to conduct any edging or masturbation. What this does I believe is transfer the pent-up sexual energy directly to my prostate. Since I have stopped my “regular” Aneros sessions (with hardware) any prostate feelings including orgasms have to originate from my “rewiring”. Is this real or is it imaginary? Let me relate this morning’s experience and you decide for yourself.

Now I have been listening to YouTube music for a while now but NONE have affected me the way that this one did this morning: “Sweet Euphoria [Psychedelic Ambient, Downtempo, Deep Trance & IDM Music Mix ]”. I started out in the usual way; nothing happening in male territory (how could it?) But as I am listening, I begin to feel a whisper, a stirring in my prostate that I can’t ignore. Some time passes and I realize that I have fallen-into this track almost like a meditation and before I know it, I am heading towards a series of prostate orgasms, including a Super-O! It started gradually but continued to build….and build……and build. Towards the end, I have begun to breathe more heavily and starting to thrust my hips more. I have fallen-into an erotic fantasy very easily…….I am being penetrated anally by a male cock and at this point, my orgasmic prostate has me totally absorbed. Read more »

“Virtual Aneros Is Aless Ecstasy”

Who would have thought I could have a stimulating Aneros session without an Aneros prostate massager? But that is exactly what happened this morning. I relocate from bed to sofa with a nice musical track: “Chill House Erotic Buddha Lounge By the Beach – Zen, Relax & Meditation Mix”. Now realize that I decided to be put-into masturbation denial this morning by my “junior” cup. So essentially my penis, scrotum, perineum all were “off-limits” to any form of manual manipulation. I was flaccid as a wet noodle. I am getting-into the relaxation mode when I begin to kegel, very lightly in sync with the bass of the track. Before too long, I am feeling a slight quiver in my prostate and thus began an amazing Aneros (actually Aless) “session” for about the next two hours! I honestly lost all track of time for when I finished, I realized that the next track already was playing. It is now 6 AM and I am ready for the morning!

PS I experienced all the pleasures of my “regular” Aneros sessions, including involuntary kegels (and reverse kegels), arm-tingling, whole-body convulsions (but not quite at the Super-O level) and a distinct feeling of an anal fuck. I remember re-positioning myself several times during this session, including both sides, my stomach and back. Wow! Such intense pleasure from……nothing! Just your basic Aneros “re-wired” prostate. Amazing!

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“Don’t Laugh: A New Mindset To Combat My DE”

A short “surfing” session but with a new twist! Here are the details…..

I awoke about 5 AM with a strong erection. I put a safety towel under my cotton boxer briefs and go lie down. No music this time. After a short while, I seem to have fallen-into NOT a fantasy NOR even a meditation. This was different and I think the appropriate word is “MINDSET”. This is what it felt like…

I am starting to squeeze my very erect shaft from the bottom then up towards the middle and finally towards the top glans. And then I repeat this all over again and again. And sometime during this manual manipulation of my cock, it dawned on me that perhaps my mindset during these surfing sessions is all wrong.

Now here is the part where you may chuckle, but I swear this was the image. I compared my penis with a fire hose. Yes, it was that simple but it became very effective. When a fire truck arrives at a fire, what do they do? Of course, lay-out the fire hose, connect up the nozzle and turn ON the water. In similar fashion, when there is a sexual “fire” burning within myself or even within my wife, the “hose” becomes my cock, the nozzle becomes its tip (glans) and the water becomes the semen! Ha! A childish comparison you say? Well, maybe but let me tell you……it worked! Now as I continued to perform the cock-squeezing within this new mindset, I began to also develop a very POSITIVE mindset towards putting out this “fire”. And as I continued in this positive mindset, my mind began to dwell NOT on my continual issue with DE (delayed ejaculation) but rather on the immediate task at-hand: putting out the fire (ie, ejaculating)! And after a short while in this mindset, I gave up the negative feeling of non-ejaculation to one of “Let’s put out this fire”! I felt closer to a PONR than ever at this point. (I felt the fire hose filling up with water and am ready to aim it at the fire). Read more »

“Surefire Precum Induction Meditation”

Well! Here is a surefire way to induce precum (at least for me!)

I awoke not too early (~4 AM) and decided to put-on my one-size-too-small tight gray boxers along with a safety towel. I lie-down and begin to surf. I am rock-hard like I took Viagra. I begin to surf and it feels so good! I feel like I am filling-up to the limit with semen and may be overflowing soon. And that is when I began to experience this unusual “meditation”. It is so simple yet it was very effective. Let me explain……

Now this may sound a little too simplistic, but here is what happened. Don’t ask me for any logic since there is none. I am carrying trays of water filled to the point of overflowing and I am trying to be extremely careful that I don’t spill any as I move them from one place to another. As hard as I try, I manage to spill some water on the ground. And as I continue, I also feel that I have spilled some fluid out of my cock as well. That is all I am concentrating on at the moment. After a while, the trays become glasses filled-to-the-brim. As I continue into this meditation, I feel a certain wetness beneath my boxers and quickly feel beneath my towel. OMG! The head of my penis feels wet! I quickly cover-up and continue the meditation… Read more »

“It’s Automatic: An Edging Meditation”

I am back at Day 1 of SR. Here’s how things developed…..

I had been in Day 10 of SR yesterday and I have never been in more need of an ejaculation. Imagine my surprise when my wife indicated to me last night that she “wanted” me during the day when I wasn’t there! That is so unusual for her to say and it aroused me immensely, knowing that my time would come later last night. Spare all the details; I had an explosive ejaculation and couldn’t believe how much cum I produced. It was incredible!

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Fast-forward to this morning. I am awake about 4 AM and, as usual, am rock-hard. I got to thinking: is there anything left in there? Should I try for a second? The answer was “yes”. So I did two things: I listened to a favorite male ejaculation binaural and, although it seemed to get me somewhat aroused, I knew it was not going to work its magic on me. So I continued to pleasure my package. I had selected a nice track on YouTube which I had not listened to before: “KAMASUTRA TANTRA MYSTERY – SEXUAL MUSIC LOUNGE For Intimate Moments” and began to listen. Now I’m not sure exactly how this developed, but the next thing I remember is I have all my clothes off and beginning to edge. But at some point, my hand became my wife’s hand and she proceeded to edge me with an incredible technique, a combination of penile “kneading” and “stretching”. And it was very effective! OMG! She is getting me close to the PONR but knows when to stop. And then this edging fantasy turned into a meditation. Let me explain further….. Read more »

“Hands-Off! A Super-O Masturbation Denial Session”

Oh my! This may be the best “session” yet. Let me explain how it happened……

I am in Day 9 of semen retention (again!) and am waking up these days with an intense erection. I feel that I could be heading for a wet dream any night now and keep a towel in place under my tight boxers. With just a little bit of stimulation, I feel that I could easily jack myself off this morning. But I really don’t want the release “solo” now — I would prefer it with my wife. So I am up about 4 AM and decide to lie down and chill. I select (on YouTube): “Erotic Lounge Bar Sexy Chill Out and Relax Session 2013”. Now, this may have been a “duplicate” track I have heard before, but in this case, it was perfect! Let me elaborate further…..

As I lie down, I begin to stroke and caress my scrotum and the underside of my penis through my boxers. It feels good! But then something deep inside began to “whisper” to me: “Keep my hands off”! “Don’t cum now”! clear as a bell. And, with that, started a chain-reaction of events that culminated in a series of Super-O’s! Here is what I remember….. Read more »

“The Penis: Erection As A Secondary Function?”

What a strange title! But it fit this “session” perfectly! Let me explain……

I awoke very early this AM (~1:30 AM) and couldn’t get back to sleep. I woke up with an erection and, strangely, my hand was holding my cock! And it felt so good! Anyway, I decided to chill for a while. I selected a track on YouTube: “Erotic ChillOut Collection” which was about 3 Hr 15 Min long. I lay down and started to relax. This session, I discovered quickly, was about my penis and nothing else.

I began to meditate as I chilled. I thought about my penis and it’s relevance in the sexual world. Obviously……

Well, I began to hold my cock in my hand and began to feel it pulsing. And, not surprisingly, I felt a pleasurable satisfaction just by holding it. It was not erect now but still felt amazingly good. Then, I began to dwell on my penis as the center, the focus, of my sexuality. And as I continued to meditate, I experienced an erection which I could not suppress. And it dawned on me…..

What if the erection is only a SECONDARY function of the penis? Now, it sounds very strange, I know. But when holding my cock for most of this session, I realized that my penis is endowed with numerous nerve endings, especially near the glans and the frenulum delta. And then my meditation continued with the realization that my cock feels “best” when it is being “held” or “surrounded” by something (a woman’s vagina? or a man’s rectum?) and not necessarily erect. So it appeared to me that perhaps erection is only a “secondary” function of the penis. It becomes erect when necessary for penetration and ejaculation, but nevertheless, it is always the center focus of male pleasure. Read more »

Tips for the struggling/beginners

First of all I’m not here to tell you what to do, but I have a strong feeling these tips will work for more than just myself. Excuse me if my thought organization is all over the place. This is a draft and I was just excited to post it asap.

* Relaxation and proper breathing is important. It’s a good idea to take up meditation if you want to improve on this and meditation is useful for much more that just this actually (same thing goes for cardio and resistance training). If you’re constantly in a daze, you’re in for a long game. If you’re the deathgrip type you’re also in for a long game. I do some meditative breathing while in an alternating cold and hot shower. Any impulse to jerk backward from the water being too cold or too hot is taken note of, to which I relax completely into it as a response. Shower temperatures are regulated, and they aren’t hot enough to burn or cold enough to freeze so there’s nothing to worry about. Relaxing into it can feel amazing. FORCE NOTHING.

* Do some yoga-like flexibility stretches and be sure to breathe into your balls or even into your toes with every breath. You know, the kind of deep breath that might make you shake/twitch slightly. I was confused at first that I had to pull/push my anus and breathe as two seperate movements; I totally forgot that if you breathe in deeply enough it does so on its own and feels a lot better. If you don’t twitch a little you might be doing it wrong. Relax into the position like you’re trying to fall asleep. See how much you can relax into the position before you fall over, which shouldn’t be hard if you’re in okay shape. Read more »

“A Sheer Test Of Willpower: I’m Burning Up with Sexual Desire”

How I didn’t ejaculate during this surfing session is beyond belief! Let me explain……

I am up around 4 AM this morning with a raging erection. I started with my usual routine for soft, stimulating music. But I realized that that wasn’t working. So I embarked on a different journey. I began to meditate like I do sometimes. Only this time, the meditation became quite sexual and vivid. I’ll entitle it “Sex = Male”. Now I want to preface this by explaining that this meditation would appear quite sexist in its theme. But that is not intentional on my part. Let me clarify…..

I began to dwell on the “meaning” of sex and I am pulled-into the concept of male sexuality. This was a long, meditative process and would be too lengthy to detail here. But I dwelt at length on the real reason for sex (so obvious!) and the male “tools” and how they came to be. In particular, why is our penis shaped the way it is? Why do we get wet when we are aroused? Why is our package located on our body where it is? Why are our testicles located where they are? Why does ejaculation feel so good? When I am aroused, why can’t I think of anything other than sex? You get the idea! It was almost like a biology lesson. Now, I am not demeaning the role of females in this concept. But I am getting to the root of the sex act and why it is up to us males to initiate, perform and complete it. Read more »

“Disengagement and Fantasy: A Masturbation Technique”

This may appear to be complicated but it is actually quite simple. Here is how it developed…..

I was starting to listen to a nice track on YouTube: “Making Love Music | Sexy Songs for Tantric Love” about an hour long. I started a typical “surfing” session. I really didn’t care if I ejaculated during this session or not. As I got further into it, I began to meditate. I thought about how often I will fantasize during these sessions and began to dwell on the exact technique in more detail.

What I discovered is that, in my mind, I go through a “disengagement”, that is I remove myself from my sexual pleasure. Yes, I am masturbating but it is not ME performing all these stimulations—it is someone else! And therein lies the basis of a fantasy! Who is playing my package, so to speak? Is it a lover (male or female)? A stranger I just met earlier in the evening? An alien? A masseuse? A hospital nurse? A nearby stranger on a plane? And as I continue to disengage my brain from my self-pleasure, something happens. I begin to get more and more aroused. Since “I” am not causing my sexual pleasure, there is an anticipation of unexpected erotic bliss. The arousal can ebb and flow without my direct control.

This technique can be used to extend a masturbation session almost indefinitely. There is no telling exactly where it will lead. And that is the beauty and power of this technique—it can be very unpredictable. Read more »