Unique Sensations

I was born and raised in New York City. At 9 years old I learned how to use the city bus system; at 10 I learned how to ride the subway and figure out where it took me. From that point on the greatest city in the world was my oyster. Almost every week from 10 until I was 18, I used the magic carpet of the subway to take me to some new neighborhood, street or destination in the big apple.

For all the hundreds of places I was in the City in those 8 years and the hundreds more that I have been there since then, there are still many, many more that I have yet to discover and visit; it’s a large city and there are thousands and thousands of neat places. Even today when I go to NYC I am always finding someplace new and exotic to experience that I have never been before. The complexity and never ending opportunity to experience something new in the city is a great metaphor for my experience of aneros driven anal pleasure.

I have been writing about my experience of Super O, MMO and anal pleasure for years. The result is hundreds and hundreds of entries. Yet despite the similarity of approach to start them each session is as different as two people are; each session deserves its own description and appreciation.

Anal Orgasm

Friday night after an early dinner J went to my daughter’s house about an hour away to go to a late movie near her house and stay overnight. It’s been nice that the two of them have become movie buddies; they go to chic flicks on a regular basis. I am happy that my daughter is able to spare me from going to movies that I would rather not see. It was a 9:20 PM showing so J decided ahead of time to spend the night in my daughter’s apartment which is 10 minutes from the theater rather than drive the hour to come home. So I slept alone that night.

After chatting with some friends on line and doing some minor work related writing I headed up to bed. Alone time in the house or in a hotel is always time that I use for prostate massage. Most of my MMO sessions are done with nothing inside me with J in the bed next to me; the sensations from a massager less session are lush and deep and subtle. Massager-less sessions are lower to build up but they never fail to get my precum flowing profusely when they are in full bloom. I love doing them.

Blocked again?

I had sex with my wife for the first time in months last night. My erection was instant and harder than I remember it ever being even when I was a teenager, and when I came it was stronger than previously, she even commented on how strong it felt.

I haven't managed to have a prostate orgasm for a few days now. I have sort of lost interest a little bit in a good way )have to get on with normal life(, although I'm not sure how I feel really. It was so intense last week I'm almost pleased to feel a bit less addicted. I have tried to bring on an orgasm several times but not really succeeded.

I'm really trying to analyse how to 'cross over' into an orgasm. I can get so close within moments of trying but actually turning it into an orgasm is proving elusive. Thinking back to when I had my first super-O I had not cum for 3 days, and had masturbated several times without climaxing, so there must have been some sexual tension there to start with. I was then so excited about what I had experienced that it just sort of carried on and I didn't even question my ability to go into a super-O for a few days and on the second day I even had an A-less orgasm within minutes of trying.
Two nights of super-Os made me tired, then I couldn't make it work and I got over emotional about that and couldn't sleep, I was working long hours, and it's been hit and miss since and I haven't really caught up with sleep. I have had to lower my expections.

Long week

I felle as if I am finally starting to integrate my new found ability with normal life. Today is the first day that I haven't been constantly thinking about my next super-O and worrying whether it is going to happen.
After a long week and long hours at work I am as usual very tired. I really think that I will just sleep tonight so it will be first day without a super-O. Maybe not a bad thing I feel a bit more in control now.

21 day challenge

So i like to make my journey with aneros and prostate play interesting anyway i can. I have 4 models a fleshlight and so many cock rings and ball stretchers for penty of gooning and edging. But I wanted to do a more in depth to my sexual pique an see how far down the rabbit hole I can go. Now I have done the 21 day challenge before and it was amazing. It is a blog here of my results. But with having so much experience under my belt I wanted to see how far I can go with out having a wet orgasm or even a penile orgasm. I want all the energy to come from my ass and move through out the rest of my body. Maybe to my balls or maybe to my dick head. But I want to see what my prostate can trigger in me that has not been triggered before.

I am already on day 4. I have edged and gooned to the point of a raw dick (i love jacking off lol) but even still the feeling i get are just mind blowing. I have a steel ball stretcher and to have my saggy balls yanked down with my Progasm Ice going crazy in my hole just was mnd blowing. I instantly felt stirring my my ass and then felt energy run through my chest. My nipples got rock hard as if I had been pumping them for hours. I began to pour pre cum all over my self even leaked a few pew drops when I reached my peak or orgasmic bliss.

Fantasy and Super O

Anyone who reads whatever I have written over the years or who knows me here knows the profound impact that rewiring has had on me. I am a changed man. I think of myself as hypersexual and serenely sensual. Erotic thoughts are part of my daily life; eroticism is always with me bubbling inches below the surface of my routine existance. Fantasy is one of those erotic things that amuses me, piques my imagings and keeps my cock hard and wet.

When an erotic fantasy finds me it is like it has found a comfortable chair; it settles in and stays, relaxing and pondering the facets of its own lush eroticism while secretly reveling in the arousal that it stirs in me. It has certainly been that way over the last few weeks with my fantasy of sexual intimacy with A. She is someone that I have occassion to see quite frequently in meetings and events. Last night I had a particularly pleasurable fantasy involving the two of us. It happened because I saw her at a meeting of the organization she works for and that I volunteer for yesterday. As a leading volunteer in the organization I have a lot of interaction with her before, during and after the meetings. She is Secretary to the board.

Super O and Ejaculation

Today in Chat a few of us compared the sensation of wet ejaculation orgasm and dry Super O’s. I personally am a convert. Super O orgasms are infinitely more pleasurable than an ejaculation is to me. However there are some common feelings that erect my penis by just thinking and writing about them here.

There is a difference in the hunger I experience to have an MMO orgasm. When I crave a prostate orgasm the desire manifests itself deep in my anus. It is a twitching tingling sensation in me, left un sated it will slowly grow to become an insistent throb. I have gotten to the point now that I recognize the sensation of my prostate erecting; the throb I feel is my prostate hardening and filling with blood. With a cock arousal I feel a heaviness tugging on my rigid erected shaft . It seems to dwell deep in my cock root, throbbing and aching in frustration.

To launch A Less MMO’s I need to be fully nude. There is something about nudity and exposure that inspires my arousal and rapid launch. Oftentimes when I travel and I am staying in a hotel and there is an opportunity to leave curtains open so someone might see me on the bed writhing naked in ecstasy, my arousal will elevate and push the MMO to great heights. I have been watched a few times by men and women. To trigger the MMO to start I need to be erect; most of the time I will be erect and ready to launch but if I am not a nice juicy fantasy or a tug or two on my cockhead will get me there.

Frottage

Def: “Frottage is a physical act that takes place between two people of either the opposite or the same sex involving the contact of genitals against genitals. The genitals of the two participants are interlocked as they rub against each other with the intent of arousing sexual desire. The genital stimulation produces increasingly pleasurable sensations; if it is done for significant enough time and the partners are sufficiently aroused, orgasm will result.”

J and I began our relationship doing vagina – penis frottage many years ago. I used to call it “buttering her muffin”. Sorry, what can I say …… I was 22 years old. I would lie on my back and she world straddle my hips and nestle my shaft lengthwise against her vagina so that my cockhead would rub on her clit. She became very adept at rubbing her clit on my shaft, eventually moving her clit to my cockhead when she was just about ready to cum. She loved to see me ejaculating thick streams of my cum on her erect clit. She was a master at timing our orgasms.

Rolling Dry O's?

Wore the Helix for like 3 hours last evening while doing yard work. Had to stifle desires to moan out loud while walking around the yard!

This morning when I woke up in bed, I figured I'd get a little prostate massage time in before I got up. I'd been massaging my testicles every couple days for over a year to bump up my testosterone )diagnosed with a very low normal level(, but it's NEVER felt so good as since I've discovered my prostate!!!

Started with massaging my testicals and feather touching my right nipple, and the fun started right away. Pleasure waves. Then the desire to thrust, pre–cum. Played around with that for 15 min. Once the prostate started getting aroused, it felt so good to rotate and move my hips around. It's as though I could feel the inside of my rectum rubbing the prostate, like if the Helix was inside, but it wasn't. Enjoyed that and just moving, thrusting hips for a while.

Then I remembered that I could shake my scrotum )like you see on some of the videos while the guy is having a super–o(. So I started doing that and rubbing my nipple, and things jumped to a higher level.

Really started having the desire to thrust just like during ejaculation, but no semen. Just maybe 5 drops of pre–cum. Dick went from rock hard initially to flaccid. I originally felt like I was building to an ejaculation, but just to be sure, rolled on my side so my dick wasn't touching anything. Shook the scrotum for maybe another 15 minutes on and off.

The next day… A-less butterflies…

Many users have reported how they can experience A-less P-waves… I had my doubts but after so much enjoyment last night and the excitement of this pending evening, the butterflies remain in my 'core' … a little contraction here and there slightly intensifies it )mainly while standing(. And my nipples are fully erect and incredibly 'sensitive' not in any painful way but very lightly flickering them increases the butterflies…

I am beginning to believe in this re-wiring, A-less ability.