Origin story & best experience yet!

So backstory first: Long time lurker, after buying a Helix classic. I was first drawn to the aneros by an ex gf deciding to get kind of handsy during a bj, surprising at first with a knuckle duster and then she used her index finger to tap down (barely) on my prostate while going down on me. I melted as I came, it was fantastic! Being curious about this new sensation and comfortable enough in my own sexuality, I decided to investigate further all the while having this image in my head of the guy in Road Trip getting his prostate milked by the nurse – I wanted to feel that even though it was an act, I wanted that feeling. So I looked at Prostate massage for men via google and came upon the aneros and forums. Jackpot, I found what I was looking for and decided to go with a Helix bc the Progasm looked a bit much at the time. The Helix reminded me of the thought I had that if I could just contort my hand the wrong way, I could milk myself lol.

Devilish little Eupho Syn teached me a lesson (post in the works – to be nearing completion)

Hi again, now that I’ve catched up on some sleep after little Eupho Syn left me too jaded to continue my blogpost on sunday [sorry for that cliffhanger] I must admit that I am still worn out by my prostate determined sex life of the last month. Since my gland awoke it seems to go off to sleep nevermore.
All day present vibes and unvoluntaries rule my day and all your varied experiences you share on this site add some new kick each day. That’s no complain at all! Thank you for sharing! Although alltogether it becomes extremely time-consuming, I nevertheless don’t want to miss any of my new experiences. And there are a lot, to name but a few of the last week:

“Standingasm”
While standing fully naked in front of the bathroom mirror I looked at my nipples and I hit on the idea of doing some mental nipple play. I raised my elbows and pointed with my forefingers at my nipples, slowly coming closer but not yet touching. Like induced electric power some signals at once stirred my gland and sudden unvoluntaries followed. In half a minute I had a semi-hard-on and was fully aroused doing some wild erratic motions. I smiled lustfully. When the first p-gasm arose my face changed to a wild and wicked expression showing me all my horniness. Leering at myself I watched me nodding towards my nipples as to say, “now touch them”. As soon as my fingertips grazed the nipples sudden impulses ran through my body and elicited wild convulsions and horny waves of bliss. When the feelings subsided I saw myself with a wicked grin touch them again triggering the next orgasm. Watching my face gave a second thrill and I got randy more and more by watching me teasing myself for even more twitching and running wild.

My first super O was Aless

Yeah so that happend…

In the last couple pf monthes i discoverd the benefits of edging and ive been practicing twice a day for 30 min or so. During this time ive discovered improved performance in the bedroom enhanced arousel and raised awareness to my prostate and surrounding muscles with these new tools i found myself practicing aless almost daily before bed where I was most relexed.

My method was similar to a guide that was written in the forum (and please forgive me for not remembering your name).
I was lying on my back with legs bent and feet on the bed (a comfortable positon for me even for aneros sessions).
After getting comfortable i started to concentrate on a point that was in my lower abdomen somewhere under my bellybutton but not to low. After a few deep breaths that point would start pulsating and my session truley begins. I had tremandous progress from minor good vibes to fully enveloping p-waves always stopping in a point where I knew i couldent get over in that session.

All Cried Out – Aless Session Going Frenzy – Super-Os On A New Level, WTF!

WAS THAT ME? I’m still struck by the noises right out of my mouth. Never listened to such ecstatic cries mixed with laughter, moaning and sobbing, especially not from me. This afternoon was a great step forward on my journey. I learned a lot about my nipples and how to trigger them. Re-wiring has installed solid connections between them and my prostate. It’s awesome how little a touch [Uh, chairgasm coming up, yessss! It seems to become usual that writing about my experiences no longer is possible without chairgasms during typing, perhaps reinforced by some bulges on the seat? No matter, it feels great!] It’s awesome how little a touch causes tremendous reactions in my lower body.
But one after the other: Thank God, it’s friday, coming home having some time for myself led to the question whether I should try another Aneros session like yesterday or change to Aless action. As my rosebud felt a little sore I gave in to have some fun without tools. The last session had been nice, but neither did I have enough time nor could I really concentrate why at least I had not been fully satisfied. The winner was: Aless!
As a bonus this decision gave myself some time to rest, have a coffee and calm down. Sitting on the couch after finishing the coffee I only lifted my legs on the seat, stretched out and decided to try do-nothing. After some time there were some little vibes but nothing more, when my evermore frequent occurring inner voice whispered: Nipples, try your nipples! I grinned with anticipation.
My right hand fumbled its way to my right nipple, but the fabric of my shirt was too thick. I unbottened the shirt on the height of my chest and my hand slid under the outer cloth and glided over the cotton undershirt to meet my nipple. Like operating a switch a sudden short unvoluntary followed. Touching the button a second time caused a second quite a bit longer unvoluntary. This time I waited even a bit longer before [second chairgasm] I ringed the bell the third time and got a few consecutive unvoluntaries. I grinned in horny expectation what this routine would lead to. How the insiders will have concluded I was climbing the ladder to ecstasy. Every touch gave me some more intense and longer lasting unvoluntaries. [Wow, a long chairgasm transcending to nearly a Super-O!] My gland now was fully activated and sending out warm waves throughout my body. I liked it in a mean way, this teasing out of nuances and playing with tension. I was eager to get as much I could tease out. I still had no clue, where this would lead me. In a while I found myself twisting and turning and jittering wildly. My moaning grew louder and mixed with some screams. [Chairgasm No. 4] Never before I did hear me crying that way. Finally three mighty Super-Os came over me and fortunately all doors and windows and even the shutters were closed. Otherwise neighbours might have rushed in to administer first aid. When the last Super-O faded out I found myself fully awake and loaded up with energy and heard myself laughing in pure bliss. Wondering about the difference between cuming and Super-Os I was disturbed by a phone call. Ten minutes later I went upstairs to the bedroom. I wanted to get out of my tight jeans and continue that session in bed. I had some more time and couldn’t get enough.
I grabbed my pillow to put it under my stomach and got into my favourite position with my right leg stretched out and my left one put a little aside. [What an exhausting chairgasm! No. 5] Soon there were some unvoluntaries, p-waves and dry orgasms, bumping in the matress, leaking precum but not more. I meanly grinned to myself lifting my right eyebrow: “Another nipple action?” I asked myself. As an answer I rotated on my back. This time my right hand went to my left nipple and with the first tapping the wires to the gland were fully present.
My nipple play went on nearly like before, but my screaming become even louder. Tapping with all fingers only on the chest around my nipple drove me crazy. I cried as loud as I could and found myself in uncontrollable tortuous and tortured motions. With groaning and writhing three to four smashing Super-Os came over me to overtop everything so far. With eyes wide open I almost passed out. The elemental force of these Super-Os absolutely blew me away. Nevertheless I was laughing with delight, as happy as a sandboy I talked to myself: “That is completely crazy.” [These chairgasm are quite exhausting, too. No. 6!] I’m all run down, good night!

What does a p-wave actually feel like?

Still a beginner, had a handful of sessions now. Still unclear on exactly what a p-wave and involuntary feels like. I have a Helix, but don’t actually feel very much when it’s in me. I cannot tell whether it’s actually making contact with my prostate. I’m not sure if the mild pleasure I can eventually reach is from prostate stimulation, or just getting in the mood, breathing pattern, and clenching.

I do sometimes get a little pulsing feeling that doesn’t feel like the Helix is moving or feel it against my prostate, but feels more like I can sense my pulse right on my butthole. Is that anything?

I can get to some voluntary quivering of my body, but I’m not sure if I’m on the right track. I see lots of people talking about p-waves and involuntaries, but what should they actually feel like? How much movement does an involuntary actually have?

The Helix experience on the Toilet.

I don’t have any problems when using my Helix in the lying down positions,be that on my side or on my back. On my back i would use 2 pillows for elevation, and to keep the Helix in free space. I do obtain good P. Waves and a stronger Super O on my back position, with my legs opened and feet placed flat on the bed. Also in this position i am able to do my breathing exercises more easy, which i find very helpful. I find it strange that if i do slow inhale and exhale and sync that with anal contractions (with the Helix inserted) a point will be reached where your unable to do this as the P waves and more importantly the Super O will take your breathing rhythm away and during a Super O i feel that i am going to suffocate!The Super O has the power to involuntary cause you to end up just gasping on intakes of air and coping with a full body spasm brought on by of a multiple Super O!… Man its beautiful..
Anyway i thought i would like to try using my Helix in a different body position, and sitting on the toilet appealed to me. While normally taking a dump on the toilet you don’t need to remove your jeans and pants -in this instance where using the Helix its better to do this. It allows you more room to open your legs and make insertion easier. I placed a cotton towel on the pot seat and draped it under my anus (just in case the Helix would pop out) As always good lube-up is important,and i have some small plastic syringes that i can fill with lube and inject this into my anus. Then on lubing my Helix i inserted it into my anus with an Aaaaaa.It felt lovely as the Helix went into its home position, its base flush with my anal ring and the P. tab fitting snugly into place. For a couple of minutes i just closed my eyes and enjoyed the pure pleasure of it. Then for some odd reason i got a hard-on (which i don’t normally do) It was very hard and i sat on the
pot taking it on-board as well as the Helix in my anus! I moaned and caught sight of my pleasure face in the glass reflection of the shower cubicle. I went into my breathing exercise mode, and i started to feel small sharp P. waves that made the exhale an inhale! My erection was staying solid, so as my ball sack was hanging loose into the pot i just let my hard penis suspend as well.. Everything was feeling erotic and the small P.waves had all but faded out. So I sat on the pot and let everything wash over me. My whole body was in a kind of erotic trance! I could have sat in this position indefinitely, but i decided to start applying some light anal contractions to the Helix. Something i have not felt before was the erotic feeling like the Helix was hitting my prostates “Sweet Spot” More moaning followed.I was tempted to jack-off on my erect penis, but without much warning a large P.Wave struck me, and made me sit back and grab hold onto the sides of the pot!
OOOOoooooooo.there was a small gap and another P.wave came along. As each wave hit me i would ride on it and wait for another, but they were becoming much more powerful, and my right leg was starting to go into a spasm, as i moaned the P.Waves contorted my face -that was visible again in the shower glass panel! Then all of a sudden i felt a massive build-up in and around my anus. It exploded from here and went right through my body. It made me force my head back, scream out and shook my whole being into uncontrolled spasm!!. Then along came
a strong feeling – as if i was being jacked-off (from the inside) i suddenly and involuntarily shot -out a large cum-load. It seemed to go on
and on and as it did i could feel the Helix pulisating in my anus -which was piling on the pleasure. Oooooooooooooo. Small after shock
P. waves then kicked in, and as they subsided my body was returned to its status-quo position. My best interpretation of this session on the pot was that it felt like an out-of-body experience. Certainly beyond and above what any normal wet-orgasm wouldcould ever be. It was odd but for an hour or two after my pot session i was experiencing “Anal buzzing” which was like small mini Super O’s going off..themselves
They petered out when i went to bed. I most certainly will be trying another session on the pot. I just have to wait until the house is empty again!

A Slight Idea Of A Super-T

First I have to thank @GGringo and @goldenboy, i’m pleased for your comments, it is an enormous support for me and my journey to get your prompt feedback. Reflecting on your worthful comments often discloses some hidden secrets to me:
As I typed my blog yesterday night, there were some slight vibes coming up. Still rather exhausted and driven by an inner feeling I decided to go rub one out instead of trying to repeat the Aless session of the night before, although I was longing to continue these successful experiences.
While masturbating p-waves mingled into the penile sensations, but I continued and ignored them. Coming close the p-waves nevertheless became even stronger and finally supported a very productive and intense orgasm. That gave me an idea what a “Super-T” may feel like. Thinking back I must admit that I couldn’t say how long I didn’t ejaculate before.
Looking at that period of abstinence and repeated Aless sessions I come to the conclusion that this combination led to those wonderful Super-Os In My Chair.
And thanks to @GGringos I today indeed notice a particular point on my chair that puts more pressure on my prostate when I lean forward for typing.
Have a good time and stay curious!

The Plateau – There and not further

In the last weeks my doctor changed my anafranil dose to half, which could kick something in my sexual drive.
I’ve tried having some sessions meanwhile with progasm ice, progasm jr, helix syn and maximus but nothing come out of it.

The problem is that I need a long time for things to start and generally I fall asleep during the session.

Yesterday I decided to try eupho. My prostate is kinda dead and recently I’ve been trying to have more contact with it to trigger something. In the last days I’ve tried something else, getting more movement with helix syn and eupho.

As most of my sessions in the last years, I don’t have much hope that a session will be good. Anyway, I keep trying. My sexual drive is extremely low and I wonder when will I be able to have a proper sex drive to help me in the aneros way.

So after inserting eupho I watched some porn, in this case the xtude Aneros MMO video of that guy with helix syn where he explains through the session what he was feeling. I really like this video and I like the slow session that I can watch for almost an hour.

Getting Closer

I’ve been experimenting with the Aneros prostate massagers on and off for about a year now. At first it was for medical purposes, (enlarged prostate) mixed in with hopes of some new pleasurable horizons. I immediately realized the medical benefits, and also new and enhanced orgasms with the device firmly in place in the lower hemisphere. Then I began learning about the “Super O” and decided I wanted to experience this myself. After months of trying I was beginning to think this was more hype than reality. Then something clicked internally and I began to feel waves of pleasure as my ass spasmed and quivered in concert with the aneros, which is where I’ve been for the last number of sessions. My only issue now is to learn what the next phase is, dry or wet orgasm. Years of reaching orgasm one way has made it challenging to reach it another way, but I’m learning, and the pleasure is well worth the wait.

It could’ve Danced all Night

On Wednesday night, I had a good session with my Helix Syn. With increased number of daily Kegel exercises, my PC and floor muscles are stronger than ever and it helps me conduct my HS like a maestro. The sensations were good but not nearly as good as in my session with my Progasm Ice last night!

My two hour session started with 20 minutes of do nothing with minimal results and when I started very mild contractions coupled with nipple stimulation, that’s when things started to happen. The P-Ice was dancing, creating very strong P-waves and my sphincter was generating sensations I usually feel with my Helix. I was getting involuntaries, something I had not had in a long time.

The session was absolutely GREAT and come midnight, it was time to wrap things up but I could’ve dance all night! I hope to repeat this wonderful experience tonight!

Life is wonderful.