Tag: P-waves

A Session Worth Writing About

Last night I was chatting with a female friend on line , it was one of those intimate conversations that went to the core of my erotic passion. It was not about explicit details of sexual anatomy but rather it was about sensual intimacy in sex. The more we talked the more my arousal bloomed and blossomed, like a flower in the morning sun. Only instead of petals opening my cock was hardening in response to the tender sensual mercy that she was whispering silently in the words on my computer screen. When we signed off I commented to her that I had already planned an MMO session but after the last hour of erotically incendiary conversation my cock was rigid and my mind was steaming and a hard MMO session was clearly in the cards.

I went upstairs and took my shower with my thoughts awash in the luridly tender intimacies that I had shared with her moments earlier. Resonating eroticism has an intoxicating effect on me. It is like a sensual veil that covers my body; unlike a drunken stupor that dulls my senses, this veil of erotic intoxication sharpens them and blots out all other conscious thoughts but ones of erotic pleasures. I spent a little longer soaping and rinsing my erection and anus than I usually do. The sensation of my hand tugging gently on my hyper-sensitized cock head sent chills up my spine. My warm soapy finger probing my anus and priming it for penetration later on caused it to contract and grip my finger with a desperate attempt to savor the sensation of intrusion. I resisted the urge to massage my cock and coax it to hurl a rope of steaming cum into the swirling water at my feet. I love to watch my cock spew cum as my cock head swells and pulses. I exited anticipating greater pleasure later on. Read more »

Fueling for the race

As I've probably mentioned I often use the Peridise for a little while )15-30 minutes( before switching to the Helix in most sessions. Friday evening wasn't any different. I did have one thing planned to try this time. Previously, I had had one of my longest super-O's in a Helix session where I'd stimulated my nipples quite a bit in the Peridise session before, but not at all with the Helix. That's what I planned on this time.

The nipple stimulation almost always brings me to an orgasmic state in short order if the Peridise, Helix, etc. is inserted. I was hoping that something about doing the nipple stimulation with the Peridise would carry over to the Helix. Things went as I had hoped.

I don't know if I did the nipple stimulation all that long. I still had the Peridise in for several minutes before starting in on the nipples. I switched over to the Helix, got myself situated and waiting in hopeful anticipation.

I don't think "waiting" or "doing nothing" is really what is going on even though outwardly it would look like that. I find myself actively keeping certain muscles in my pelvic area from getting tense. It's easier than it used to be, but there's focus needed to maintain this. There's a nearly automatic reaction at times for these muscles to tense up when a wave of pleasure hits, but it really prolongs the pleasure to keep those muscles from clenching. Read more »

In a Haze

It's been a while since I've blogged. I actually wrote a blog a week or two ago, but my Internet connection cut out and I lost the draft. I just didn't feel like rewriting it.

There haven't been any real big developments lately. Once in a while I still have a super-O or two, but sessions can be fine for me without them. I'm trying to dig deeper into different aspects of the experience. Specifically I'm trying to see if there's more to this haze I feel in my head when I have any type of Aneros inside or partially inside me. I can have a Peridise halfway in and already feel something starting in my head. The prostate isn't even being touched at this point.

It's a little like I have a head cold where my ears and equilibrium are affected. I'm not dizzy, but it sort of feels similar. I've tried getting lost in the sensation, but I don't seem to get too far. I can sort of separate myself from what is going on at the prostate, etc. The p-waves may come on their own or not, but I'm less actively part of the equation.

The biggest success I've had is using my mental focus when I'm beginning or in the middle of an orgasm. Focusing on the pleasure has really amplified it on a few occasions. Yesterday evening was probably the most intense sensation I've had during a super-O. Normally the duration of the pleasure is what makes a super-O so intense. Last night was probably the closest to having the sensation of a traditional orgasm during a super-O. Read more »

Sexual Yin and Yang

J loves the sensation of her vagina being filled by my cock; penetration is a huge turn on for her. It was not always so as my erect penis is amply proportioned. In later years however, she has developed the ability to accommodate my girth and length. Beyond penetration she loves to feel the weight of me on her pelvis as her pussy mouth stretches open to swallow my cock. The sensation of having her vagina packed with warm pulsing cock and embracing my weight between her legs as I grind on her vulva is both thrilling and gratifying for her. However erotic and wonderful it feels, she has a really hard time orgasming by being fucked in missionary or in almost any other position except for one. To compensate for the difficulty she discovered the advantages of riding me cowgirl to have an orgasm. As a result her favorite position has always been cowgirl.

I can identify with the mind focusing thrilling and gratifying sensation of having me penetrate her. Her need to hold my cock in her vagina during arousal and orgasm is akin to the feeling i have from anal penetration from an Aneros. I hope someday to experience the exact same sensation she feels when I am fucked by a guy. Read more »

Homoerotica from my Memoir / Novel

This is an excerpt from my novel. It is partial truth and partial fantasy. I put it here in response to several guys asking me about the novel. This excerpt is homoerotic the novel is mixed m-m, m-f-m, and m-f. Enjoy and tell me what you think.

Ling

So the day finally arrived. It is a significant drive to Virginia for me. During the entire trip my cock was erect and drooling as I though that he would be there when I arrived.

I got there first, which was odd because he was a lot closer. I wondered if maybe I was more aroused and motivated by the prospect of being with him for the next two nights. I took the suite in the hotel under my name. Part of the reason I had arranged to get a suite was so that we would have kitchen facilities and avoid going out and be seen together as little as possible. We planned on spending the weekend in the room having sex that was it. Read more »

Til The SUn Cums Out

Happy Sunday everyone. Hope everyone is having a blessed and good day. So I decided to ride my Progasm Ice to sleep. I have been having back troubles and thought it would calm me and give me nice p waves that will subtle my back and make me feel all better. So I prepped for my ride and slide him in an went off to la la land.

As I'm laying on my left side with one leg bent and one extended I begin to feel p waves going up and down my spine which is making me hard but also making my back feel so good. Not to disrupt the feeling I just continue to control my breathing and drift off to sleep. There was many times through out the night that I awoke to hard on's and wetness from the pouring of pre cum and then drifted back to sleep.

So I begin to feel these waves rolling all around my groin and down my legs. I slightly open my eyes and its the sun. Oh it must be morning already. As soon as I shift my body get hit with a huge bbomb of passion from Mr. ice that is still deep in my ass. Clearly he was just waking up to. Him and my dick. I had one of the hardest hard ons I have ever experienced. I didn't know if it was cause i needed to pee or what but it was up and leaving a major tent in my underwear. So I ripped them off and he stood at attention waiting for instructions. Read more »

The Power of Breathing

Although launching a massager less mmo session became easier and easier for me over the years, there were times when I couldn’t launch. The conditions for me to launch were not always easily understood or managed in the earlier years of MMO for me. Sometimes I would launch immediately and sail into the deep swells of orgasmic oblivion, while other times I was stuck in the mud, wondering why I couldn’t get off the shore. This was exactly what happened a particular morning a couple of years ago. I was working at home so sleeping in was anticipated and permissible. It had been at least 24 hours since I had cum pretty hard. I was tuned up after having read some fascinating erotic fiction before bed the night before. So I thought I was ready to launch.

At 4:30 AM when I awoke with a modstly hard erection and motivation, so I thought. J was sound asleep with her night gown shucked up exposing her pussy and derriere. I deftly slid over to her, spooned her and slid my semi hard cock into her soft warm crease of her ass cheeks. It felt exquisite and sexy. I waited …and nothing happened. I began to encourage some flutters by doing a few light contractions. I started getting a few anal contractions which began to sustain themselves, but I didn’t feel the frenzied knot of sexual pleasure tightening in my anus that initiates a deep session starting. The luxurious sensual tension of pending orgasm was missing; instead there was a slightly pleasant repetitive flexing of my anus. Read more »

Fantasy, Reality and MMO

There are several perplexing, wonderful and amazing side effects of MMO beyond the incredible sensations that it stimulates. It is all a part of rewiring. For me rewiring has sharpened my sense of pleasure, enhanced my sensual observation skills and has elevated my mental state to one of being aroused 90% of the time. But perhaps the most perplexing and wonderful aspect of MMO is the fact that when I finish a robust 2 hour session of chains and chains of hard convulsive orgasmic spasms of pleasure, I am more aroused than when I started. In addition the link of erotic images, fantasies and thoughts with physical pleasure is amplified tenfold in an MMO session.

So it was that an intense MMO session earlier this last week was spawned by visions of my sexy lady being impaled by the rigid cock of a handsome young friend. The vision of her rigidly writhing in agonizing ecstasy at the penetration of her drooling pussy by another man’s rigid penis inspired crushing waves of my own excruciating orgasmic pleasure. That session coupled with some extremely arousing chat with friends on line honed my arousal two nights ago to a razors edge. Moreover she sensed my enhanced desire and the sensual confidence I exhibited in cuddling her and kissing her, which in turn amplifies her arousal. Read more »

So Fulfilled

Hey guys I know it's been a while since I have wrote a blog but with work and riding my time is really consumed. But I'm back. Here to tell my new knowedge of what I have learned and the new things I do in my sessions to get me t the high peak of orgasm.

Firstly I now only ride on the weekends. That came about because I am always taking long persion breaks fro riding or cumming or doing anything sexual because of my work obligations. Yes I'm just a daycare teacher but I feel like my job consist of scopping the minds of our new children little minds that ae here with us and I try to make that exciting for them. So after work I like to relax and be so tired that I dont have the energy for nothing but a shower and a gass of wine and a deep sleep. I also found out that when I stretch out my sessions when I eventually ride there that more intense. So my negative became a plus. Read more »

Broke the Ceiling

I hadn't entirely given up on seeing where I could go without nipple stimulation, but it wasn't really on my mind this afternoon as I started a second session. The first was heavy on nipple stimulation and was very good as a result. I can't remember much else from it as it seems to have been mostly eclipsed in my mind by the session this entry is about. I do know that I got my penis involved which isn't the norm for me.

I started off this session relaxed with my legs slightly spread and bent with a cover over me and my butt resting on a pillow to get a slight elevation for handle clearance; a pretty typical setup. There was already the vague sense of pleasure I get from having one of the Aneroses inside. I felt something slightly extra, though, as I lay there relaxed. It was a more tangible pleasure from the Helix against my prostate. Maybe it helped that I had already had a session. Maybe things were still sensitive from that. Not sure.

I soon found that just focusing on this pleasure caused it to grow. I couldn't perceive any physical action from PC muscles. I wasn't trying to initiate anything. The pleasure was just happening by my thoughts. It grew and grew and grew until I was in the throes of what I had hoped to experience: a hands free Super O without even using my nipples. I was on cloud 9 and stayed there for close to an hour. Read more »