Baby Steps

After sleeping in late Sunday morning, I awoke feeling really good. For a brief moment, the thought of having a morning session flashed through my head, but after thinking about it a little more, decided I wasn't really feeling it. Remembering how the peridise had made me squirm the night before left me with that satisfied, contented, morning-after feeling. Although I was anxious for a repeat performance, I figured I might be better served to give myself time to recover, and to read the forum for more insight and knowledge.

So, for a string of 3 days I read a little during the day, and experimented a little at night. Was reminded not to try and force the process, but as I had seen its potential already, I caught myself doing it again and again, not really relaxing. Kept using the 20cm toy for the nightly sessions and it quickly became like another body part, very natural feeling. None of the nightly sessions in that 3 day span were of the magnitude of the Sat. night romp, and not even close to the lawnmower thing, but they were increasing in intensity night after night. Felt like not rubbing one out was having that effect, but I caved again Wed. night because I thought if I didn't, I was going to have a really hard time hiding all the untimely erections my nightly sessions were giving me during the day. Noticed the "phantom" sensation of the peridise still being there, often at an inopportune moment, or sitting would cause me to be aroused for no discernible reason. Even when my penis wasn't erect it was still hanging full and thick, so just moving around any at all would make me aware of it and aroused again. Loved the sensations, just not practical for my work enviroment.

Test Drive

I ended up having to postpone my inner exploration until late Sat. night, but I was still looking forward to it because after the afternoon mowing episode I was still very aroused, and anxious to try something new. One of the things I had read that was important, was relaxation, so I took a nice hot shower to loosen up my tired muscles. Figured maybe I wouldn't need too many things to get started, so I grabbed a couple of bath towels for coverage and a wet wipe for whatever. I'd remembered the tips for establishing a reservoir of lube, and all I could come up with on short notice was a cheap plastic medicine-dropper type with a bulb on the end. Not ideal, but I was going to give it a go with some diluted Astroglide gel I had around. I also had some of the regular gel left to lube the peridise and my anus. Thankfully, the dropper worked well enough and I got between 1ml and 2ml inside.

First Thoughts

I'm starting this blog to help record my experiences for the community and for myself, because this is likely the only way I'll be able to remember if I start getting hazy on them later on. Ever since my first purchase arrived I've been mentally distracted, so this blog might be a good idea for me.

I'd been considering buying something like an Aneros toy for a few months because, at the time, I didn't know much about prostate stimulation, but was sufficiently curious. After much window-shopping, I seen a deal for the complete peridise set that I could live with and put in the order. Used the common ground delivery for shipment and ordered it on Thurs. 5/30, so I expected it to be a while before it arrived. To explain my choice, one of the selling points of the peridise was the ability to help manage hemorrhoids, and that's something I'm concerned with after one too many running-late-for-something power-poops. Mine are only minor but I've been taking care since their intro into my life. So I figured, help those + potential pleasure = win win.

Lawnmower Man

So, I was impressed right away with the aneros packaging, kinda of gave me the feeling this was something more than a cheap plastic toy. The actual box the set comes in is ideal for keeping the toys together when not in use. I was thinking at first I'd just be trashing the packaging, but the box is nice enough that I believe I'll keep it. The peridise themselves had a lot more heft than I had imagined too. Not sure about the construction, but they seem to have something heavier than plastic inside. enough weight to leave a knot if you rapped someone on the head with the larger ones. Pretty heavy for a four-inch piece of plastic. I found the toy's surface texture to be very smooth, not really slick and glassy, barely perceptible texture. Only thing I found issue with was with what I think would be the beginner set )22cm + 18cm(. I found sharp )to the rectum( seam ridges on both sides of both of those sizes in different spots. I won't be using either until I do some work with a piece of fine wet-sandpaper or something else to get them perfectly smooth. But the advanced set )20cm + 16cm( I found were almost blemish-free, so I was still pretty pleased with my purchase.

Refraining from masturbation has been a catalyst. Late night session blew my mind

For the past 20 days or so I've only orgasmed through masturbation once. I'm currently on an 8 day streak of not masturbating and I hope to continue this for a long time. I've tried to avoid masturbating before and found it very difficult, I usually become unbearably horny and end up masturbating to satisfy my urges.

This time is different though. I've been using the Aneros during my break from masturbation and it's helping me progress with rewiring. I can only get pleasure from my penis if I stimulate myself but my body now knows it can get pleasure from my prostate without me physically doing anything.

Previously when I avoided masturbation for long periods I used to wake up in the middle of the night and find myself with my hand on my cock stimulating myself even when I didn't want to. Last night I woke up half asleep and began subconsciously caressing my thighs, stomach and nipples. As I began to wake up and become fully aware of what I was doing my arousal strengthened. Looks like my body has found a new way to get its dopamine rush.

Luckily I had my peridise set at the side of my bed. I lubed up and inserted the largest one. My body sucked it in eagerly and the contractions began straight away. Very gentle but feeling so amazing.

Astonishing session but a disappointing finish…

Feeling like a bit of an idiot at the minute… the session I have just had has been the most incredible, pleasure-filled four hours of my life. Almost an hour has passed I'm still not over it. Every part of my torso is glowing with orgasmic energy, my cock is rock hard and my prostate is still sending orgasmic feelings to my pelvis and stomach.

I'll give you the short version first… my session ended because I got a bit scared of what I was feeling. It makes me feel stupid because the pleasure I was experiencing was exactly what I've been looking for. It's what I could only previously dream about feeling and I got scared and removed my massager. I think I was having an anal orgasm… i've only ever had one experience that I could call an orgasm and that was last week so it's very new to me. That orgasm was also in my penis so I was obviously confortable with that.
The pleasure in my anus is kinda new. I've felt pleasure there before but nothing of this nature. It took me by surprise.
If anyone has any tips for me it'd be awesome, hopefully I can experience that again. )Without the fear(
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I've not masturbated for around three weeks, probably the longest I've gone without ejaculating before. I feel very energised and it takes very little to make me aroused. This morning I woke up feeling incredibly horny. My anus was twitching as I woke up. I ignored it and carried on with my day. By 11AM the twitching was back along with very subtle p-waves. These I couldn't ignore.

Amazing session!!!

It was a beautiful afternoon, the sun was pouring through the windows onto my bed. It's been bitterly cold outside recently and the sun was a welcome relief.
I'd just come out of the shower and was relaxing on my bed soaking up the blissful warmth from the sun. I thought that it'd be a great time to have a session, maybe an hour or so to just relax and enjoy.

I brought out the peridise set and started with the largest of the four. It slid in extremely easily and I contracted until it had been pulled all the way in.
I just laid there and relaxed myself, focusing on the sensations that were being created by the peridise. The muscles in my anus were already contracting by themselves. In, out, in, out. It was very gentle and it was creating subtle waves of pleasure with each movement.
My body started to feel very heavy – a feeling I've had before. I'm assuming it's when I'm most relaxed because it feels quite good. Gentle waves if pleasure have previously followed this state of heaviness and this time was no different as I felt a very soft tickling feeling around my groin evolve into pleasure and spread up to my stomach and move out to my arms and legs. Another one followed instantly and was accompanied by three or four other waves.
I was so relaxed and happy. It'd been a long time since an aneros session had caused this sense of happiness.

Final Thoughts of Peridise

For those that have been following my progress, I apologize for not taking care of this sooner. I had finished up my Peridise training about a month ago, and haven't really used it much since then. However, I figured now might be the best time to go over my usual training sessions with these wonderful little training tools.

For the most part, I would insert anywhere from the moment I get home (between 6-7pm) to about an hour before bedtime. On the days I insert upon getting home, I'll give myself a short half-hour to an hour session in bed or on the couch, just to get the blood flowing. This is always the same regimen, with 5-10 minutes of relaxation, followed by 20 minutes light exercise (inhale and contract, exhale and relax). If it goes to an hour, then I'll try and maintain medium contractions (minimum 50%) for as long as possible (usually between 1-3 minutes per) while keeping the rest of my body relaxed. These are straight PC contractions, mind you, as I don't involve any other muscles until I can really focus on not only the sensations, but also the muscular fatigue.

Peridise has helped the rewiring process for me!

I've had some more time to use my Peridise set and I'm so glad I bought them! Every session brings new feelings, I never know what's going to happen.
As well as this I feel that the Peridise has brought me further along in the rewiring process, which is fantastic.

The other night I had a little session with my Helix because I haven't used it since my purchase of the Peridise set and I wanted a little more contact with my prostate, and I was curious to see if using the Peridise set has had any effect with prostate massage from one of my other models… I think it's safe to say it has!

After inserting, things started to feel good very quickly and about 20 minutes into the session I had pleasurable feelings radiating from around the prostate area to my thighs and up to the middle of my abdomen. I had a couple of these 'waves' that lasted a few seconds each. There was probably a ten second break or so in between them. This happened four or five times before there was no break in between at all. The pleasure radiated from my prostate, to my belly, started to subside a bit, and then a new wave would come. One after the other for about thirty seconds.

After these waves had finish I experienced what many have called a 'state of well being' my body felt great, I felt so warm and cosy, even though I was naked in a fairly cold room!

I treated myself to the beginner Peredise set… amazing!

I ordered myself a Peridise set about a month ago. I've only had chance to properly use it twice due to work commitments but both times I've used the set it has felt AMAZING.

I read that some people weren't stimulated by the Peridise at first, and that it took a little bit of getting used to so I wasn't expecting anything the first time I tried it out.

I pre-lubed and relaxed myself, lubed up the larger of the four models and popped it in. Just the tip. I followed the instructions and contracted to pull the Peridise in to myself. I was greeted by a lovely feeling in my anal canal. I continued these contractions maybe ten or so times until I was sure the device was properly inserted.

I relaxed myself and started deep breathing. I was greeted by more of these pleasurable feelings in my anus. It was working for me! It made me really happy. I relaxed myself further and enjoyed these feelings. Pretty soon my legs started to vibrate, and my anus started to twitch. It felt so so good. My PC muscle was contracting all by itself and I kept having short subtle bursts of pleasure in my anal canal. The peridise was also 'tickling' the outside of my anus and this felt great too. I ran out of time so I had to stop the session, but I'm pretty sure I found my new favourite toy… I didn't even have chance to switch to one of the smaller models I was enjoying it so much.