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I'm pissed

I'm mad. I have no self will when it comes to a beautiful orgasm. I suppose to be off from having wet orgasms and jerking off and riding but crazy me with no self will couldn't handle the throbbing from my young hard dick.

After work I was so tired. I took me a nice shower and got on line. It was still early so I decided to see if anyone was in the chat. Some of my old and new buddies were there so were al shooting the breeze and I had to leave to prepare dinner. Later that night I got a instant boner. Since I was on another break of jerking and have a wet orgasm I decided to just read some good erotic stories.

Well the erotic stories transfered into me getting fully naked with a oiled up hard dick in my hand watching my favorite porn. Since Aneros I have become a great edger. I can edge for hours. But the down fall of that is i erupt by accident because of to much pressure and pleasure. So I'm flicking through porn vids and contracting my hole with nothing in and it jacking very hard and long. As soon as I was about to stop my dick just erupted with sticky creamy juices all over my stomach and bed. It felt amazing but I was on a now wet orgasm break and I already had three days under my belt. Read more »

So; experimentation and Mark Twain's Remarks on the Science of Onansim.

Well, my wife and daughter went off to visit another daughter and my grandchildren for the day and night. Around midnight Friday, I was wondering how my regular reflexes and possibilities were doing after the previous day's hypersensitivity. So down in my lounger, I undressed, lay back, put my laptop on my belly and found nice a porn of sweet young things making love. (xvideos.com; search lovers orgasm over 10m to get ones by orgasms.xxx, who specialize in female/couple-friendly artistic HD porn They kiss a lot, laugh a lot, and seem like they give a damn about one another.

My standard jack-off to ejaculation worked fine, and I'd had time enough since the last time to have some secretions available. )It seems to take me about four pwaves, losing my erection between them to get there.(

So, there I was, a few hours later; wondering how things would go with the helix; considering …

I still don't have the tight kind of control; I lost it onto the rug in the bathroom getting up from loading it in. Got onto the bed and reloaded it. A half-hour into it, using my normal doing-nothing, I had progressed from a few timid flutters to waves of super-Os howling at the moon; literally this time, since I was alone in the house. I could get used to this soooo fast! Read more »

My Body Craves it

Hi guys. As I type this waves is running through my body with out a device inside me. I have not had a progasm or helix syn ride in 2 weeks. I have been getting p waves constantly through out the day. At work, home just relaxing even on the toilet.

I took this break cause my last ride with my prgasm ice hurt my rectum and made it sore. I rode for 7 hours and was sitting on it. I was horned up and was very foolish and my ass took the blame. So I have never really took a extensive break before so here was my chance to not ride for a while or until I healed. So I was just masturbating which was nice and having great loads but afterwards my body would go into overdrive and p waves will just shoot through my body like I got electrocuted by 100 volts. Then after shocks came right after. I wasn't eve hard anymore but the sensation was still there in my body. They eventually died down and I was able to go to sleep.

So I decided to hold off on the masturbation too. I would take 3 & 4 days off and boom it would happen again. So the first week of not riding was non existence cause it felt like I was with the a-less rides I was having after my hold offs from masturbating. So this week I have not touched or even looked at my dick or ass lol. All weekend just explosive shock waves ran through me. Nipples stayed hard. Now in the mid west the weather has drastically changed and it has gotten cold but this started from my heart that ran to my groin, arms, legs, fingers and ass. Read more »

Today's Blog

Rather than describe what I did and felt, I'd like to describe what I was thinking and feeling during this session. I didn't have the time for a lengthy session but had vivid impressions that I want to put down while they're fresh.

After settling my body in with the progasm, I listened to Brine's 2nd recording again, comparing meditatively what he was describing and what I was going through, trying to follow his trail as far as I could. I like his voice, very comforting and masculine. I got as far as Pleasure Plateau, a nice intense place high in the clouds. On the way I shed some tears because it was so beautiful up there but I was weighed down with baggage from my life and couldn't get to the peaks yet. I shook a little contemplating what terrors I might have to face before getting there. I next watched some lovely porn of loving and sexy men together. Now I was even higher up the peak. I thought about the sense of total well being, of absolutely knowing that I am a good man and always have been no matter what. I thought about how this little piece of plastic was interfacing with my soul to bring up these incredible thoughts. I thought of all the men that I've gotten to know here and get close to )virtually but really(. I cried for some that are having a really hard time temporarily and my helplessness about doing anything for them. I cried for all the men who will never feel this contentment and ecstasy. I thought about writing a blog to describe all this.

And away…we go!

Ready…got a clean butt…tube of astroglide, peridise. Video of lovers later porn 100 ready to roll. Excited…maybe a half erection and a tingle in my groin.

Lubing…

generously. inserting.slowly…head in slipping out … in now ooohhh. interesting, sucked in now. now to porn and relax,

5 min…hips starting to roll,

5 min sponyanioss contractions . forget the porn im inti iy.

Holy shit! The handle went up me!

Got it out.

Getting back into it now…

Escalating minis in waves,,,
1hour

semi erect

getting some prostate ,, panting,,
over a peak. back to the porn 3:40
sweet lovers..

lost it in there again. nice peaks,,,going to small advanced. maybe the small bulb wont pull it in too far.

subtle 4:12 woooowww

peak 415

supero with twitching peaking again on next wave this little guy will come out 420

supero 4.28 another wave low rest…

those two kids on the vid are so sweet and gentle.he slid it in so tentatively —–wave aaaahhhh!
4.34
low…
My peaks coming down on each wave. I really want to try to ejaculate now. Bet I can't but fun t
trying. woo mini4.48

back to the big beginner for this.
totally soft…a little lube on glans and watch the loving kids get it on

semihard 453 Read more »

Further info on the start — my history

Where am I? I had my first really big orgasms in my 20's. I took a sensuality class from Maxine Sanini [Rey Anthony]. She taught us about pushing out when your orgasm starts. She said you could lose a few when you were learning to do it, but if you could get into it, it was amazing. You bet it was! For me, if I pushed out hard, my ejaculations felt like my consciousness was blowing out through the top of my skull, splattering against the ceiling, dripping down the walls, and slowly flowing back to me. I taught a lover, and she was having two-minute orgasms, almost bucking me off the bed.

When I married, however, my vife, although orgasmic, had very little interest in anything not plain vanilla. And having five kids in the house cut down the joyous noises from the bedroom.

But now the kids are all gone. I found the internet, and, having never lost my deep and abiding interest in sexuality, I found symatico chat rooms. Bianca's Smut Shack; State of Insanity )still there. soi.hyperchat.com(; and the Verandah.

I loved cybersex, and at the Verandah I presented myself as Poly. Polymorphously perverse, with a whole bunch of repressed personalities that loved to get out and play; Recreational multiple personalities, as it were, I never broke character when I was in one. If IThey got the action; I got the orgasms. Seemed like a fair trade. Read more »

Vacation Sessions

Hey guys. Glade to be back to tell you all about my trip with good ol' dad. Had to rest before hand the session before home really took a lot out of me. So to start off this blog me and dad left Thursday afternoon to make it to Tennessee by early Friday morning. Made it in at about 3 am. After a long drive we were both pooped and wanted to do nothing but check into the hotel and sleep. Dad booked a suite. A living room area and a room with two beds and a kitchen. I went straight to bed while dad took a shower. He had meetings all the next morning so I was gonna have the whole place to my self.

Woke up Friday morning at 11 with a hard on. As usual. lol I went to do a quick wash up and dove my progasm right in. No time waisted. I begin to instantly feel waves run through my body. I found out that with the progasm my dick doest stay hard for very long. It gets erect during the session but not a full hard on for the whole thing. But I wasn't worrying about my dick at the time. My ass was stealing the show. Puckering and making all kinds of hot sounds as it contracted in and out of me. My nipples did how ever begin to rise and it felt like the air was leaving my body. I also noticed that by taking really deep breathes in and out really slowing it really intensifies the orgasm as it is rising. Read more »

NEW DISCOVERIES

Over the past 10 days or so, I have had so new experiences that make me think I've made it past the "Newbie" stage.
A week ago, Saturday night, I took to my rooftop deck to watch the Perseid meteor shower, realizing that the chances of a clear, hazeless sky were nil, but hoping nonetheless. So it wouldn't be a total loss, I went up with my Helix in and lay on a lounge chair. This was a good idea and, though I only saw 6 of the brightest stars thru the haze and 4 meteors over 2 and 1/2 hours, I quickly began to feel the P waves )?Perseid waves( and ended up "seeing stars". I then went in and lay on a mat laid on a bed in a spare room with my butt over the edge, but on the mat and I have found that to be consistently effective in getting things going. A 45 minute nonstop series of exquisite peaks of pleasure happened with the "Do nearly nothing" technique.

The major change in my experience has been my nipples "coming alive". With the Aneros in, they become amazingly sensitive and each brush or stroke or flick I feel right down there. I have tried the same without the Aneros in or after a session and it is not the same. That is, until last night )the 19th(, when I began my first aneros-less session with careful light nipple strokes and felt milder but definite stimulation down there. I quit after 30 min, because I needed some sleep. Read more »

Disappointment, Attitude, and Keeping a Journal

Hi Everyone,
So after a great, mind-blowing session on Monday I was ready to make Aneros practice a part-time occupation. Monday night I tried a short session and it was disappointing. Tuesday I spent 3 hours in a session and it was okay after I stopped trying to recreate the perfect conditions I experienced on Monday, but it was more of a relaxing session more than anything else.
My attitude had changed a bit. Now that I knew what was possible, I wanted it all the time. I think that was where things fell apart. Instead of just enjoying whatever might happen in the session, I had changed my goal. I also know that I was really tired. Lack of sleep over a week of Aneros practice was hurting me. I could still function, but I became more ill-tempered and this added stress to my emotional well being.
Tuesday night, I was just worn out. I didn't even attempt to use the Aneros and instead watched a little porn, jerked off in the old traditional way, and headed to bed. I felt burned out a little. I knew I could sleep in the next day and that helped.
Unfortunately I dreamt of a zombie apocalypse of all things, but I did wake up early and helped my wife off to work and then headed back to bed for a couple hours.
As I lied in bed, for the first time since I started I felt my prostate actually calling to me. It was weird. Without anything inserted, I was on my back and knees up and started some gentle contractions and breathing. The feeling around my prostate got stronger. I also began to feel something else. It may have been my first p-waves. The only analogy that I could come up with at the time was being inside a giant speaker in a music concert. When you are close to a speaker you can more than hear the music, you can feel it. Certain tones and sounds create a vibration inside your body at regular intervals. That is what it felt like.
I imagine I will see how things go today. I want to encourage my prostate to communicate with me and I now have a much greater appreciation for the guys on the Forums who suggest taking a little break. I had been practicing every waking moment and many moments when I should have been sleeping. I had been giving my prostate a ton of attention–maybe too much. Loving yourself is a two-way street and maybe Lady Aneros had spoiled my prostate. By taking even a day off caused some interesting changes.
I never was a journal or diary guy. However, when I wanted to lose weight, I kept a journal. I lost 95 pounds on that journey. I think the blog option here on the Aneros website is a really smart thing. If you don't want to post publicly, then keep a notebook journal at home. It continues to help me track my progress.
As always, back to the Forums.

Seventh Session-Rock My World

Hi Everyone,
Well, this session needs a little explanation. The Aneros is teaching me a lot. I wish I could say my experience follows a nice linear itinerary of development, however, many of the things that others have described as normal progression went out the window today. I am still religiously following the Forums. The audiohypnosis is great and a big thank you to Rumel.
I just finished a 2 hour session. I thought I knew what an orgasm was. I was expecting some giant penis-focused event. I had 6 dry orgasms over 90 minutes followed by a nice, but not great Super-T. I am now scared to go anywhere there is club music. I don't think I did it as much as the music beat did it to me.
I headed home after my interview and really wanted to get the legs going again. It was a nice way to finish last night and I was excited to try to get it going again.
I started with deep breathing and stretching. I would clench up a muscle group in my body as I took a deep breath and then shake it out. I imagined all my stress as water turning to ice during the clench and then shattering and falling away as I released.
I was on my back, knees bent, and had my laptop on the floor next to me. I think being on a rug on a hardwood floor makes a big difference for me. I will eventually try it on the bed but the floor and rug is where this event happened so I am going to keep going back for more.
I spent 30 minutes relaxing with nice repetitions of different contractions as I focused on my breathing. I was also looking for some nice hypno compilation tracks on a website I frequent. I know many of you guys aren't into transsexuals but some of the BEST techno/dance compilations are under the heading sissy trainer or cock trainer. The imagery is usually straight or transsexual but the music is incredible house music. I just can't get excited to compilations with CCR in the background–apologies to the young folks who don't remember CCR.
So I am doing these contractions and start playing this compilation. Everything is nice and about 90 seconds into the compilation the music changes slightly and there is this heavy beat in the background. Listen guys, I do not dance. Look up white man's overbite and find a picture of me dancing in the dictionary. However, the moment and I mean the MOMENT this beat starts, my entire lower body loses control and I am doing my damnedest to hold the Classic in my ass and my lower body is shaking and quaking. I am trying to remember to breath as moments later my ass starts bouncing and I mean SLAMMING into the floor. It feels exquisite and awesome and terrifying and cool and warm all over. This goes on for what feels like 4.5 minutes and as the compilation finishes I try to restart it and my hands are shaking so bad and my lower body has a mind of its own. It stops suddenly and I feel this rush of endorphins. I have this giant shit eating grin on my face and I start laughing again.
I rest for a minute, reposition the towel under my ass, and start the compilation again. This time, it doesn't wait for the heavy beat to start. The original music is enough. I am quaking and laughing and trying to remember deep, relaxing breaths as my rectum holds onto the Classic for dear life. I am watching my body SLAM my ass down as hard as it can. I had had sex a few times in my life and I NEVER thrust like this before.
I remember another forum user saying they felt a tickle in their shoulder and then when they moved it to adjust it their upper body joined the fun. I took a breath and did what could best be described as a male breast jiggle shaking my shoulders back and forth as if I was giving a little flirty show. No shit, they immediately picked up the beat and suddenly my lower body goes ape-shit and is no longer satisfied with slamming my ass down on the floor. Now it is bouncing side to side and my shoulders and arms go crazy.
I decided, this is why you pratice all those contractions. This is the moment when your toughness is tested. Not by your endurance. This didn't make me tired at all. Just the opposite. I think I could do this for ten hours as long as I had water nearby. All those practiced anal contractions were for the sole purpose of keeping the aneros classic IN MY ASS. If I let go for even a second I think it would have shot out of my ass and went through my living room picture window.
I was POURING sweat, trying miserably to breath in some manner. By the way, at this stage there was no relaxing manner. I was trying to just breath
Guys on the forums joke about looking like Darryl Hanna from Blade Runner after she is shot? That is ALMOST how crazy I looked. Suddenly I was this crazed monster on the floor just trying to hold the aneros in my ass.
After another 10 minutes it slowed down to a stop. I got up and nearly fell over. I started laughing again. I went to the fridge and grabbed an ice cold water and drank 32 oz in no time as sweat poured off me.
I went back, took out the Classic and put in the Maximus. Same clip, same insanity. I called forth the shoulder shake monster and we were off to the races again. Two more like that and I am wondering what the Progasm would do to me.
Well guys, bigger isn't always better. I put in the Progasm and although it felt okay, I just don't think my body was ready for it. All the feelings were muted. By now my ass was loose so the Prograsm felt fine. However, the quakes were hard but I didn't feel the orgasm really building to completion. The hips and glutes and ass were going but I can't explain it more than it just didn't feel right. I let it go for a few minutes and then went back to the Maximus.
Everytime I switched Aneros devices I was afraid that I would be unable to restart. However, it kept working. I changed house music and put it as the background beat, loud enough to hear but not so loud it drown out a new favorite porn tube I found. I watched and listened to the porn while the house music played a wonderful background soundtrack. It was like a snake charmer coaxing an orgasm out.
The music and the Maximus started its magic again and another two earth shattering crazy events later and I was thanking my lucky stars.
I decided to go for broke and try for a Super-T finale. I think the Super-T is more art than science and it takes a delicate touch and a few failures. This entire time, all 6 orgasms and my cock had never gotten hard. Now that I wanted a Super-T I really had to stop the shaking and quaking. I had to get some arousal in cock. It was hard to get a boner. Deep contractions and my favorite porn finally got me going and then I turned some house music back on and it was off to the races. Unfortunately, I ended up with a ruined orgasm. I was trying to edge it so the prostate thumping from my ass slamming on the floor would keep it going and finally finish me off and failed. I think it just takes practice. No worries. No complaints. Just an incredible afterglow. What an amazing experience. Life altering. I set up my next week's schedule to continue my journey.
Now, I have to say a lot of what I expected didn't happen and what did happen isn't what I expected. I expected these gentle P-Waves building into a crescendo and involuntaries to takeover. There may have been P-waves…honestly I was just trying to hold the damn thing in my ass. As far as involuntaries, I imagined being gently fucked by the Aneros. Instead I know the Aneros was moving because it wanted out as I fought to hold it in. I didn't expect the INSANE motions my body was capable of. I would have been less surprised if I did the spooky Linda Blair spider-walk from The Exorcist: Director's Cut.
It may sound like some silliness, but my two cents are as follows. Take your time with fully appreciating what your Aneros is trying to teach you about your body. If you feel your leg or legs start twitching, encourage it by letting it do its thing and give the other one a little push. I can't believe how often I ignored and forced my leg to stop it the last few sessions. It is a very subtle movement orignally and it *feels* like a distraction from the contractions. It is not.
I found my thighs were screaming hot and I kept raking my fingernails up and down my thighs, the sides of my legs, my glutes, and violently twisting my nips as I was screaming out to God.
As always, back to the Forums. A big thank you to all the forum regulars, Rumel, B-Mayfield and everyone else. I am going to keep posting as new developments continue. Read more »