Looking for a recommendation. I have moderate experience with anal play, but not aneros.

Right now, I own a nJoy Pure Wand, and a VeDO Cowboy vibrator. They are both fun, and I would like to add to my collection. I would prefer something that works with all types of lube, even silicone, so the aneros models that have a coating of silicone probably would be the best. Besides, I have discovered that I enjoy the hardness provided by the nJoy Pure Wand.

I am also worried that I will get one that is not big enough, or will not be the right size to reach my prostate. What are your thoughts? What models would you recommend looking into?

All Cried Out – Aless Session Going Frenzy – Super-Os On A New Level, WTF!

WAS THAT ME? I’m still struck by the noises right out of my mouth. Never listened to such ecstatic cries mixed with laughter, moaning and sobbing, especially not from me. This afternoon was a great step forward on my journey. I learned a lot about my nipples and how to trigger them. Re-wiring has installed solid connections between them and my prostate. It’s awesome how little a touch [Uh, chairgasm coming up, yessss! It seems to become usual that writing about my experiences no longer is possible without chairgasms during typing, perhaps reinforced by some bulges on the seat? No matter, it feels great!] It’s awesome how little a touch causes tremendous reactions in my lower body.
But one after the other: Thank God, it’s friday, coming home having some time for myself led to the question whether I should try another Aneros session like yesterday or change to Aless action. As my rosebud felt a little sore I gave in to have some fun without tools. The last session had been nice, but neither did I have enough time nor could I really concentrate why at least I had not been fully satisfied. The winner was: Aless!
As a bonus this decision gave myself some time to rest, have a coffee and calm down. Sitting on the couch after finishing the coffee I only lifted my legs on the seat, stretched out and decided to try do-nothing. After some time there were some little vibes but nothing more, when my evermore frequent occurring inner voice whispered: Nipples, try your nipples! I grinned with anticipation.
My right hand fumbled its way to my right nipple, but the fabric of my shirt was too thick. I unbottened the shirt on the height of my chest and my hand slid under the outer cloth and glided over the cotton undershirt to meet my nipple. Like operating a switch a sudden short unvoluntary followed. Touching the button a second time caused a second quite a bit longer unvoluntary. This time I waited even a bit longer before [second chairgasm] I ringed the bell the third time and got a few consecutive unvoluntaries. I grinned in horny expectation what this routine would lead to. How the insiders will have concluded I was climbing the ladder to ecstasy. Every touch gave me some more intense and longer lasting unvoluntaries. [Wow, a long chairgasm transcending to nearly a Super-O!] My gland now was fully activated and sending out warm waves throughout my body. I liked it in a mean way, this teasing out of nuances and playing with tension. I was eager to get as much I could tease out. I still had no clue, where this would lead me. In a while I found myself twisting and turning and jittering wildly. My moaning grew louder and mixed with some screams. [Chairgasm No. 4] Never before I did hear me crying that way. Finally three mighty Super-Os came over me and fortunately all doors and windows and even the shutters were closed. Otherwise neighbours might have rushed in to administer first aid. When the last Super-O faded out I found myself fully awake and loaded up with energy and heard myself laughing in pure bliss. Wondering about the difference between cuming and Super-Os I was disturbed by a phone call. Ten minutes later I went upstairs to the bedroom. I wanted to get out of my tight jeans and continue that session in bed. I had some more time and couldn’t get enough.
I grabbed my pillow to put it under my stomach and got into my favourite position with my right leg stretched out and my left one put a little aside. [What an exhausting chairgasm! No. 5] Soon there were some unvoluntaries, p-waves and dry orgasms, bumping in the matress, leaking precum but not more. I meanly grinned to myself lifting my right eyebrow: “Another nipple action?” I asked myself. As an answer I rotated on my back. This time my right hand went to my left nipple and with the first tapping the wires to the gland were fully present.
My nipple play went on nearly like before, but my screaming become even louder. Tapping with all fingers only on the chest around my nipple drove me crazy. I cried as loud as I could and found myself in uncontrollable tortuous and tortured motions. With groaning and writhing three to four smashing Super-Os came over me to overtop everything so far. With eyes wide open I almost passed out. The elemental force of these Super-Os absolutely blew me away. Nevertheless I was laughing with delight, as happy as a sandboy I talked to myself: “That is completely crazy.” [These chairgasm are quite exhausting, too. No. 6!] I’m all run down, good night!

What does a p-wave actually feel like?

Still a beginner, had a handful of sessions now. Still unclear on exactly what a p-wave and involuntary feels like. I have a Helix, but don’t actually feel very much when it’s in me. I cannot tell whether it’s actually making contact with my prostate. I’m not sure if the mild pleasure I can eventually reach is from prostate stimulation, or just getting in the mood, breathing pattern, and clenching.

I do sometimes get a little pulsing feeling that doesn’t feel like the Helix is moving or feel it against my prostate, but feels more like I can sense my pulse right on my butthole. Is that anything?

I can get to some voluntary quivering of my body, but I’m not sure if I’m on the right track. I see lots of people talking about p-waves and involuntaries, but what should they actually feel like? How much movement does an involuntary actually have?

“Hands-Off! A Super-O Masturbation Denial Session”

Oh my! This may be the best “session” yet. Let me explain how it happened……

I am in Day 9 of semen retention (again!) and am waking up these days with an intense erection. I feel that I could be heading for a wet dream any night now and keep a towel in place under my tight boxers. With just a little bit of stimulation, I feel that I could easily jack myself off this morning. But I really don’t want the release “solo” now — I would prefer it with my wife. So I am up about 4 AM and decide to lie down and chill. I select (on YouTube): “Erotic Lounge Bar Sexy Chill Out and Relax Session 2013”. Now, this may have been a “duplicate” track I have heard before, but in this case, it was perfect! Let me elaborate further…..

As I lie down, I begin to stroke and caress my scrotum and the underside of my penis through my boxers. It feels good! But then something deep inside began to “whisper” to me: “Keep my hands off”! “Don’t cum now”! clear as a bell. And, with that, started a chain-reaction of events that culminated in a series of Super-O’s! Here is what I remember…..

A Slight Idea Of A Super-T

First I have to thank @GGringo and @goldenboy, i’m pleased for your comments, it is an enormous support for me and my journey to get your prompt feedback. Reflecting on your worthful comments often discloses some hidden secrets to me:
As I typed my blog yesterday night, there were some slight vibes coming up. Still rather exhausted and driven by an inner feeling I decided to go rub one out instead of trying to repeat the Aless session of the night before, although I was longing to continue these successful experiences.
While masturbating p-waves mingled into the penile sensations, but I continued and ignored them. Coming close the p-waves nevertheless became even stronger and finally supported a very productive and intense orgasm. That gave me an idea what a “Super-T” may feel like. Thinking back I must admit that I couldn’t say how long I didn’t ejaculate before.
Looking at that period of abstinence and repeated Aless sessions I come to the conclusion that this combination led to those wonderful Super-Os In My Chair.
And thanks to @GGringos I today indeed notice a particular point on my chair that puts more pressure on my prostate when I lean forward for typing.
Have a good time and stay curious!

The Plateau – There and not further

In the last weeks my doctor changed my anafranil dose to half, which could kick something in my sexual drive.
I’ve tried having some sessions meanwhile with progasm ice, progasm jr, helix syn and maximus but nothing come out of it.

The problem is that I need a long time for things to start and generally I fall asleep during the session.

Yesterday I decided to try eupho. My prostate is kinda dead and recently I’ve been trying to have more contact with it to trigger something. In the last days I’ve tried something else, getting more movement with helix syn and eupho.

As most of my sessions in the last years, I don’t have much hope that a session will be good. Anyway, I keep trying. My sexual drive is extremely low and I wonder when will I be able to have a proper sex drive to help me in the aneros way.

So after inserting eupho I watched some porn, in this case the xtude Aneros MMO video of that guy with helix syn where he explains through the session what he was feeling. I really like this video and I like the slow session that I can watch for almost an hour.

What other toys do you own that aren’t from the Aneros brand?

I absolutely love my Aneros! Every session lately has been the best so far. One thing that does get stale though is that all the toys are hard materials. Sometimes I just want something more squishy or jello like in there, and there are no Aneros device like that.

Regardless, what non-Aneros toys do you own? They don’t even have to be specifically for prostate massage, if a toy gives you pleasure, I, and likely a few others here, would love to hear about it!

What a wonderful saturday morning, starting the day with Aless

Hi folks! Sorry, but once I had recovered from the flu and were back in my daily working routine, there was nearly no more time for other activities like training my prostate, even less for working on my blog. So, let’s jump back to the present and to this wonderful saturday morning I had today. Despite the awful misty autumn weather outside with fog, darkness and continuous rain, I wouldn’t swap this morning for anything. It was already nine o’clock when my cellphone alarm woke me up. To some bird’s twittering and psychedelic sounds – so called pleasant awakening – I stretched and rolled on my stomach. “What about a little Aless?” I asked myself and in a sudden I felt a first unvoluntary muscle tension in my buttocks. “Oh, yes!” was my answer and I went on with my self-talk.
“Spread your legs” I heard my inner impatient and imperious voice (or should I better say my prostate?) commanding me. But I knew I only had to move my left leg aside and a little bit upwards, so my body would rotate a little to my right side and give my cock some space to move and grow. That was exactly, what the “Voice” wanted. As a reward first unvoluntary sphincter contractions and “hip-bumping-forward”-motions followed on foot. Furthermore I soon felt a little vibration in my prostate. It’s fascinating how fast I have learned to accurately locate my prostate and target it for treatment. My left thigh was now in a right angle to my body and my lower leg rested in parallel. This way my butt felt somewhat ready-to-receive and open, like waiting for a rigid member to be pushed into my rosebud. In my mind my whole hand went up my anal canal and grabbed my prostate, only pressing it gently with two fingers as to cockily teasing it. My prostate gratefully sent out warm shivers throughout my body and now fully took over command. In less than two minutes I found myself in sweet agony thrusting forward my hard-on. Visions of f*cking my wife while myself getting drilled from behind appeared and vanished. First dry orgasms shook my body bumping me forward to the matress. I grabbed the pillow and put it under my stomach what opened my buttocks a little wider and gave me another thrill. I felt even more helpless and exposed to my prostate. Again and again I grounded my fingers into the mattress, winding and twisting my body in lustfull bliss under the sweet violence of my gentle rapist. “F*uck me!* I repeatedly urged it to go on with it’s reprehensible doing. Like dry ejaculations my orgasms came over me one after the other, not shooting any load in a few seconds but with a feeling of a continuing dry ejaculation for not less than half a minute and with only one or two seconds in between. Sometimes when I felt exhausted the frenzy seemed to end, my body was calming down, but as soon as I catched my breath again the next wave of unsatiable lust took posession of me. After half an hour my first Super-O came up. Continuing dry orgasms felt as one and shook my whole body transcending into another level of consciousness. Like floating freely my body came to rest creating peace of mind and contentment. The next two or three Super-Os in the next hour could not really catch up with the first one, but it remained hard to get a grip of myself and coming to an end of this addictive prostate play and one and a half hours of sexual bliss. Nevertheless there was a big smile on my face when I looked into the mirror finally brushing my teeth.
Folks, I wish you lots of luck and happiness, and keep on playing with your gland!

Wednesday and Thursday sessions, November 2-3 : A “developing” Super-T! Oh yeah!!!

Hi guys,

These days I have a hankering for daily Aneros sessions, at least Monday to Saturday, if I wish. But even I have an occasional short session late on Sunday afternoons after church as a great way to end the Sabbath! 🙂

Wednesday, November 2:

Yesterday morning, I had another session with MGX, Maximus, and Progasm ICE which lasted about an hour and was enjoyable. Now I allow my Aneros models to work for me! Hence I am amazed that every session is unique and has something special for me. Once again I experienced many chairgasms yesterday, either as isolated events or as a series of chairgasms.

Thursday, November 3:

This morning I listened to NPR Morning Edition on my walkman radio for about 45 minutes. My threshold for the news these days is low these days because of the toxic political environment here in the USA which is apt to upset me. Brief news headlines suffice, really!

At 5:45 a.m. I bathed and shaved intending to dress for the day, but instead opted for a session. Once again I readied my trusty MGX, Maximus, and Progasm ICE tools.