Breakthrough

I was excited to write this entry! After my early success, I've been disappointed lately because I haven't been able to reach MMO's and Super O's. My sessions are always nice and enjoyable, but I just couldn't get that over the top experience for about the last month.

Last night though, I made a huge step in my journey to rewiring! I had my first Aneros-less experience. I had played with my Helix Syn the night before and wore it while having sex with my wife for a huge explosion. I also knew I'd be playing with it on Friday night, so I didn't do anything last night. I was lying in bed on my left side with my right leg bent talking to my wife while she read a book. All of a sudden I could feel something inside. I half consciously started thinking about the feeling and making contractions. It felt so good and I could "feel" my prostate like my aneros was touching it. I got rock hard and I was on the verge of a dry orgasm, but I made the mistake of moving my body pillow! I can't wait to insert my Helix tonight!

Letting Go

This morning I didn't have the luxury of time like I have had during previous weekends. I had to be on the road to visit my parents by late morning. Still, it was a fantastic session. I have been trying out the unrefined shea butter the last two days. So far the results are good. I'll have to see about leaving the Peridise in all night with it now. I unintentionally left it in overnight earlier in the week with no trouble, but I'd rather not take a chance with the water base lube.

I started off this morning with the Peridise as usual and held off touching my nipples for longer. I'd like to see what I can achieve with less nipple involvement. I'll have to see how things progress in the future. Things still felt pretty good in the limited time I had. I had a mini-O or two before getting the nipples involved.

I've found that I can't easily get into a more meditative state anymore. Things too easily progress to a more powerful state and there seems to be no need at this point. I'll keep it in the back of my head if I run into trouble in the future, but I sort of miss the more relaxing times I've had. I don't miss it nearly enough to trump the super-O's, though.

Presidents Day Morning, Savoring Aneros Electric Eroticism!

Hi guys,

This morning my session is going to be fairly long with intermissions giving by a blow-by-blow description of this session. I have found that having intermissions in a session is so good for savoring the electric eroticism that comes from an Aneros autof**k!

This is so true with Eupho Syn, the model which opened my session this morning. Eupho Syn is a long slender model that delivers such a sweet, subtle ride to my anal musculature and prostate. Right now I am savoring the sweet Aless autof**k as though Eupho Syn were in me right now f**king me crazy!

Next in my Aneros lineup this morning is Maximus. Ever since, I discovered the lying on my right side in the fetal position [my preferred sleeping pose], I have rediscovered Maximus like never before! For nearly seventeen months, since I began working with Maximus, he has delivered a rugged Aneros/anal massage, at times bordering on the painful. But now I have fallen in love again with Maximus because he delivers now such a sweet, yet robust autof**k which is still rather manly, but actually sublime. Maximus has a rather unique design. His stem is rather narrow, but expands to a rather thick mid-shaft which again narrows slightly before arriving at a rather bulbous head. Also on the underside of Maximus at mid length is a ridge which delivers a good Anerosing. As I write this during this brief Aless intermission, I feel so Anerosy thinking about Maximus. I wish I could marry him right now!

Saturated

Things keep getting better. I had held off a day on using the Helix because of a little soreness. I was rewarded for my patience today. I got warmed up with the larger Peridise as I've been accustomed to lately. It was a little longer warmup than usual. I didn't have any dry O's; I just closed my eyes and felt a humming in my head as I occasionally added a little PC or anal movement at times. The humming had started almost as soon as I did. This lasted for half an hour or so.

After a while I needed a break to have a BM. I wanted to wait until I got that out of the way and cleaned up to switch to the Helix. I took my time in getting back to the session even then.

Once inside, the Helix had an immediate effect. I didn't have contractions or anything, but I felt a general wave of pleasure rise through my body as I got situated in bed. It was a good sign.

I've been keeping a T-shirt on during sessions so that I don't chafe my nipples and it has a side effect of limiting the amount of sensation my fingers can give my nipples. I think this is a good thing as it slows the progression a little and lets things happen more on their own.

My Aneros Autof**k is now liquid f**k motion!

Hi guys,

I want to say that my Aneros sessions recently do not use as many models as I used in sessions for a real long time. So now, I may use just four models: Helix Syn, Maximus, Tempo, and Progasm. These four models have become in many ways my mainstays in most of my sessions in the last month or so. Yes, Tempo is a very recent model to my Aneros lineup, but he deserves to be put in the forefront with the other three models. All these four models have won their keep in this forefront.

The Tempo, along with the Peridise, have taught so much about Aneros rhythm. They have taught me about the Aneros autof**k like nothing before. In the last couple months, my sessions have taken a quantum leap.

The other catalyst and ingredient for this transformation is my discovery of the lying on my right side in the fetal position. This Aneros position, like no other is really good for the do-nothing technique in Anerosing because this position is so passive. Hence what I discovered this morning for sure in an utmost way is the Aneros autof**k just for what it is. My Aneros autof**k now is so automatic and is absolute free motion. I call my Aneros autof**k, liquid f**k motion. It is amazing to lie on my right now and just feel this stroking going on inside me over and over again without hindrance, or prompting, just in and out liquid motion so effortlessly. Absolutely awesome!

Mental trampolines and smoke rings in my mind

)Warning: the first part of this is sort of dry. The last three paragraphs are the ones things get deeper and more interesting.(

I've had two sessions since I got my first additions to my Aneros collection. I've used both in the same pattern as it turns out. I got the two set of Peridise and have used the larger one to begin and end each session. I've used the Helix in the middle. The results have been astounding.

I think the Peridise works well for me in warming things up without going over the top, then returning to it when it's real easier for me to get pleasure from more subtle stimulation.

The Helix feels a little different than my MGX. There's pressure in slightly different spots. I can't tell if anything is particularly different when I'm in the heat dry O's and super O's. It's certainly not keeping me from enjoying myself that's for sure.

Anyway, I was pleasantly surprised from the start at the subtle feeling of pleasure when putting the Peridise in. I move things around inside for a while, but don't quite make it to dry O's during the initial use.

Chat Inspiration: Morning Coffee

Comment during chat session other day got me thinking:

"I love how we contain our bursting sexual mayhem when ordering coffee at Starbucks."

On the way to work. Standing in line at the Buck for morning cup ‘o 4-buck joe. Squirming in my business suit as my buried Progasm ICE is works me over. I’m trying not to show it, but I’m melting inside out. I’m next in line, just a little longer! The Progasm’s fullness and hard prostate pressure are so wonderful. Auto-contractions kick in .

I’m breaking down, can’t contain the fire within. It spreads to my whole body and a soft moan escapes my lips. Some in line look at me, but I don’t care. It’s all about my inner pleasure now. I nurture it and do my best to push the energy all over my body as I bear down hard on my Progasm. I’m visibly trembling now.

OMG! Orgasm is here! My whole body tenses, a giant Tsunami wave builds higher and higher with my ecstasy. My whole body tenses. I audibly whimper my submission to pleasure.

Strange, I can feel my muscles not just tensing, but flexing and growing. They strain against the suit fabric. I hang on the edge; the anticipation is so delicious…

OH YES! OH YES!! OHHHH! I explode from inside out in extreme ecstasy. The orgasm is so violent and wonderful. As I let go, I cry out, “YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!”

Beyond Expectations

I hadn't been blogging about recent events. Things had progressed real well in the past week. I had my first experience with Super O's only 8 days into my journey. One probably lasted 3 minutes. I was overcome with pleasure and whimpering "Oh my god" over and over. It wasn't quite like what I had in mind. It's easy to say you'll put expectations aside, but it's hard to actually prevent any kind of images in that will form an idea of what will happen. There wasn't a sudden transition like with a traditional orgasm. The ebb and flow of sensation in my pelvis grew over time. It was almost imperceptible the way it grew and took over in the end. In retrospect it really had a lot to do with relaxing, exploring and letting go when my body got to a state that things could start to cascade.

Anyway, as for this evening I had my first session since my breakthrough Super O session on Sunday. My anus has been more sensitive lately. That has been a surprise. At times I've felt P-waves and then tingling from my anus.

I had hopes of having more Super O's, but I was able to continue focus on being relaxed and not trying to do too much. A couple times when the P-waves would start to ramp up I'd take a step back in my mind and take in what I was feeling without actively urging it on with nipple stimulation or any added anal/PC contractions. Things still progressed faster than in any session before. The P-waves were more "gritty", more tangible than in previous sessions.

rangerman

MGX classic with many very pleasurable experiences. The ryhthmic feeling of the classic felt amazing and on occasion I would experience what I would define as small O's. But I never experienced a Super O. I had convinced myself they did not exist or would not for me.

I then bought the Progasm Red Ice. I also purchased the lube the Aneros company recommended. I took a shower, cleaned up nicely and applied a liberal amount of lube to the Progasm. I jumped into bed and laid on my stomach. Within about two minutes I began to experience feelings I had never experienced before. I could immediately feel the pressure of the Progasm on my prostate. I begin to quiver, squirm and breath deeply. Within another few minutes I felt like I was going to come right off the bed. Wave after wave after wave of bliss. I got dizzy. I experienced the most pleasure I have ever had in my life. This lasted for at least 20 minutes. It was F*cking amazing.

I have since tried the Progasm many times but have yet to experience the same feeling. Not sure if I am trying to hard or not hard enough. I am disappointed I cannot feel that same SUPER O feeling every time. Oh well. Maybe another SUPER O experience awaits me. :(

A little R and R

This post will have good portions of sessions and activities before this evening, but I think some of it will be helpful for others just starting out.
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This has been an amazing three days after getting my first Aneros. I had already been reading up on the experiences of various users and going over the excellent insights from B Mayfield's threads. Relaxation was definitely one of the main focuses I picked up on; letting it happen; letting your body lead the way )to paraphrase(. I had in the back of my mind the thoughts of a Super O and if I might be so lucky to achieve it early on. I tried to not let those thoughts take over, though. I did what I could leading up to the arrival of the Aneros to practice breathing, general relaxation and explore the muscle movements around the rectal area. In retrospect this really helped me keep my wits and stay focused. It would get me to a sort of exploratory state of mind once I got going.