The Urge

So I am on this journey of no ejaculation or cumming for 21 days. I am on day 9 and I really want to cum. They say your not suppose to touch your self but I have been cheating. Yes teacher he's been grabbed. lol I love to edge. I have actually become a master of the technique and not cumming. I love that I can get my self all the way to the edge of the cliff and then change my mind and not cum. But after 9 damn days I'm ready to explode. I have been edging all 9 days and it has been a task to not cum. I can fill my balls tighten up and the heat climat change in my room as I really get in the groove of things.

I have so many super o's and full body orgasms as I do this but no white creamy goodness comes down. I love the teasing I do to my self like only satifying and caressing one nipple at a time. Or I just learned this new technique called "wet hands" with actually no touching. You simply just shake your hands over your groin or nipples and just shake them like you just got down washing your hands previous and feel the energy being thrown at you. It feels amazing. One night I was shaking my hands oover my face and its like little balls of energy was falling from my finger tips on to my face and it felt amazing and i had so many full body orgasms that night. But I really want to cum.

ICE 2

Last night was my 2nd session with my Progasm Ice. After my last session 3days earlier, I couldn't wait 'til I could play with Ice again. I didn't have much time, so I lubed up and went straight to the Ice. It felt like I was being split in half, but once it was in, it felt so good. I could feel it stroking my prostate almost immediately. I started rubbing my nipples, and I was off to the races. Waves rolled over me and I had several Super O's. The feeling is so incredible. Even a short session left me in an altered state and as relaxed as a limp noodle. It took all of my will power not to ejaculate when I finished, but hopefully it is one step closer to being rewired.

I love that with the Ice, I don't have to do anything to reach Nirvana. With my helix syn, I really have to use different techniques to get to that place )do nothing, contractions, concentrated breathing, etc.(. The Ice is automatic for my body!

New Revelations

So I lie here with my Progasm Ice in reflecting on what have been an eye-opening couple of days. Until last night I'd not ejaculated since Tuesday, instead I've been focusing on Aneros use.

Thursday night I used the Eupho Syn again, along with the reverse kegals method. It was as successful as a session can be without a Super-O. Again I experience the pumping/cumming feeling with some accompanying precum.

Friday I went for something a little bigger and chose the Helix Syn which has been neglected a little because of my love for the Eupho Syn. However I was in for a really pleasurable surprise. Again I went with reverse kegals, my prostate loved it. Very soon I was extremely erect, my cock twitching around as the HS thrust in and out dancing a loving tango on my prostate. The auto-fucking took up most of the session, again lots of precum )for me(, and that exquisite prostate clench. The pump lasted only a split second but I'm hopeful for more in subsequent sessions.

On sat I had a joint session with my wife. It was amazing, I had the helix in and was extremely aroused when I inserted due to the sight of my wife in a state of obvious arousal at my suggestion. We used the wedding band position, me using her magic wand on her, seeing her excitement build as her vaginal lubricant began to ooze from her. This had the prostate swell dramatic and soon my cock was harder than I ever thought possible, straining in the skin, it felt good to burst. After she came she grabbed the wand and placed it on my perineum, the feeling was unreal, I felt extremely close to cumming. My precum began to flow and it was then I felt her tongue licking up every drop.

OMG! Never Felt Anything Like This!

OMG is all I can say!

After much debate with myself over which model to buy, I purchased my 2nd Aneros. I originally planned to buy the Progasm Jr. as my 2nd, but wound up getting the Progasm Ice last Thursday. I was going over the dimensions of the P-Jr vs. my helix syn last week and thought that even though the shape is totally different, the size wasn't much different. I then read multiple posts in the Forum about the Progasm Ice, and how great the experience was. I looked at the dimensions on the site, and thought "Eh, not that big a difference". I found a retailer in the area that had the P-Ice in-stock and set out to make my purchase.

The store had the P-Ice, P-Jr, and my helix syn, out on display. When you hold all three next to each other in your hands for comparison, the P-Ice is HUGE! A little background: until I started playing with my Syn last November, I really didn't have much anal experience, at least not experience that I thought was pleasurable. The idea of anal was always better than the act. Aneros has opened a whole new world to me and awoken my prostate to pleasure! The P-Ice scared me to be truthful, and I wasn't sure if I'd be able to get it in me, but I figured that I if I was going to buy a 2nd, I should get something drastically different. And from other users descriptions in the Forum, I knew the P-Ice was the right choice.

Attention!!!…a continuum…

Ignorance may also be a huge factor. Most women dont experiment with their own anus let alone a mans. Then there is the whole sexuality topic. Being a black woman in the deep south, I live in a place where you cant get any more conservative )thats a nice way of putting it…( than that. Most men are told that anything near your ass other than fecal matter )again being nice( is gay. That bleeds over to women as 'thats how you can tell if he's gay do he like his ass to be played with???' When that is simply not the case. It is misinformation that is propetuated throughout social circles.

Personally, I dont feel that any mate of mine should only feel one type of pleasure. The kind supposidly solidifies his heterosexuality. There are plenty of times when I'm close to orgasm or I am orgasming and he looks into my eyes and I know he can see the love and endearment in them, and even sometimes my vulnerability at that moment. I have the same desire to see that in his eyes as well. For a man sometimes he needs to feel a more intimate type of stimulation. A male friend of mine called to tell me how since being able to super o with his progasm, he had a moment when thinkning of his wife and he felt pleasurable waves go through his body, then he became emotional, and went into a blissful state. I found that to be such a enlightening experience that he shared with me. It made me think of how I have a feeling it will make the bond between him and his wife even more special. That lead my thoughts to my husband and I and how I have a need for him to experience similar bliss.

My first 5 sessions with helix

Hi guys

I need advice and feedback from you guys : do not hesitate to comment.

I got my helix 2 weeks ago. I did 5 sessions so far.

I did a lot of reading before beginning.

For each session I put no pressure on myself. I try to have no mental representation of what a Super O could be and try to listen to my body. I tried several positions. The one I prefer is on my back with a pillow under my back/butts.

After 2 or 3 sessions, I could feel the variation of pressure on my prostate when I varied the strength of my contractions. Now I try to find which strength will return the best echo from my prostate. I believe that strength is far less than the one you need for instance to stop the pee stream and far less than the strength you need to stop ejaculation. I guess the contractions needs to be smooth.

With nipple stimulation I get erection and with the right strength of contraction I can feel a very little bit of pleasure on my prostate.

At some point, for a short while my prostate feels like a red ball full of blood and is warm for a short while like one minute or so. It happened two times. I felt a little bit of pleasure at my prostate but no waves.

Broke the Ceiling

I hadn't entirely given up on seeing where I could go without nipple stimulation, but it wasn't really on my mind this afternoon as I started a second session. The first was heavy on nipple stimulation and was very good as a result. I can't remember much else from it as it seems to have been mostly eclipsed in my mind by the session this entry is about. I do know that I got my penis involved which isn't the norm for me.

I started off this session relaxed with my legs slightly spread and bent with a cover over me and my butt resting on a pillow to get a slight elevation for handle clearance; a pretty typical setup. There was already the vague sense of pleasure I get from having one of the Aneroses inside. I felt something slightly extra, though, as I lay there relaxed. It was a more tangible pleasure from the Helix against my prostate. Maybe it helped that I had already had a session. Maybe things were still sensitive from that. Not sure.

I soon found that just focusing on this pleasure caused it to grow. I couldn't perceive any physical action from PC muscles. I wasn't trying to initiate anything. The pleasure was just happening by my thoughts. It grew and grew and grew until I was in the throes of what I had hoped to experience: a hands free Super O without even using my nipples. I was on cloud 9 and stayed there for close to an hour.

My Experience of a Super O

Three nights ago I sustained one of the most intense tempo sessions I have ever done. It started at 3 am from having gone to sleep with my tempo inserted. The tempo session was two and a half hours of hard relentless anal spasms and deep prostate orgasms and cock lurching pleasure. When I pulled the tempo from my anus it made a wet sucking pop; my desperate orifice did not want to release it. Yet even though the invasive stimulation that tickled and teased my prostate into shuddering – convulsive exquisite pleasure was removed, the sensually pleasurable waves of orgasmic bliss continued to subtly resonate deep in my anal tract.

So with the tempo in my hand, still warm and slimy from its penetration of my orgasmic hole, my anus and anal tract begged for more. I am weak when it comes to MMO. I have never been able to say no. So I relinquished any hope of getting any sleep and jumped back in to ride the waves of orgasms to the shore. When it was finally over the sun was up and it was 6:30 AM. I went on with my day tired but aroused.

My Nipples

I was recently chatting with a friend here about my own MMO experience and the much sought after achievement of rewiring. My experience has been that it took three interrelated practices or skills for me to achieve the pleasure of MMO or Super O.

First was relaxation, or letting go of my daily worries, distractions and tension. Second was the development of mind / body awareness and mind / body control. The third and most fun aspect was learning to make love to myself. I am not talking about locking myself in the bathroom and sitting on the toilet seat and tugging feverishly on my cock untill it stiffens and regurgitates milky cum into a wadded up tissue or my palm. When I say making love to myself I mean setting the stage for an erotic experience just as I would with my wife, girlfriend, boyfriend or guy partner; as weird as it might seem this means lighting candles or having dim lights, soft music and maybe favorite scents.

Trying to Lose Control

I had already started trying to use less nipple stimulation in my session and wanted to discover a new aspect to Aneros pleasure. I don't know to what extent different men use their nipples in conjunction with the Aneros. I may be on one end of the spectrum in how I have tended to rely on my nipples to build up and sustain a Super O. I sometimes sneak a quick nipple rub in at work or while driving to feel a little pleasure on the side. It doesn't take very long and it has grown in intensity from where I started.

I've held off longer or not even used my nipples at all a few times in the last few sessions. I can't say my dry O's are as strong or that I've reached an all out Super O, but it's definitely a different experience. The first time I reached a hands and nipples free dry O a few days ago I was left alternating between moaning and laughing. I was having sustained muscle movements from the Aneros for the first time and it was driving the orgasm. I actually had the Peridise in for this session and it turns out that I was laying on my side which is not common for me. I'm usually on my back.