The best night ever so far

Ok, so I think I'm falling in love with my Helix. After the night before last I think this is one of the best things i've purchased in a long time. I was on a day off from work and woke up a little horny. I had a quick session with the Helix, plenty of p-waves and a mini O but i felt compelled to go play with my other big toys at the time so ended the session there. I wasn't expecting to do anything that night as I was still recovering from my earlier toy play and had had a few too many drinks but I was horny still so thought wtf, lets have a go. Previous experiences combined with alcohol and the Helix lead me to believe I wouldn't have a great time as I wouldn't be able to concentrate properly. So I lubed up, with my ass still probably containing a bit of J-Lube from earlier in the day and inserted the Helix. Beginning some gentle contractions so lead to what I can only describe as the most orgasmic experience I've ever had since discovering that I was able to have orgasms as a kid. I seemingly keep having to reclassify the intensity levels that I'm experiencing as I go further and further along the path with this toy. Lubed up the Helix was dancing around as I layed on my side with knees bent and then the contractions…a mish mash of pulling this way, pulling that way, muscles in my groin and abdomen were pulling in all directions and the p waves were dancing around. And then an O…so so powerful. I'd never experienced one this strong before. The intensity just kept building and building higher and higher to the point where i wanted to cry. I felt as though I was going to burst. I wanted it to stop but I wanted it to continue at the same time. This intense pleasure was like an orgasm but multiplied what must have been like 10x maybe 20x more powerful than a traditional O. After a few mins i came down of this O and was lying there panting heavily trying not to cry out as my housemate was sleeping next door. Just as i thought i was getting back down to base level, a jolt of pleasure so so strong went through me and suddenly i was back at this super intense level. If this was not a super O then I really don't konw what is haha. I was ready to burst again as the intensity kept building and building. I was having the ride of my life and I didn't want to get off. I don't know how long it lasted or how many of these O's i had but after a while I decided to try the progasm again. I slipped it in and contractions started but it was a much more diluted sensation. I reached an O again but it was nowhere near as powerful as what i'd experienced with the Helix. After this I put the Helix back in but I think my night had come to an end. It was heading well into the early hours of the morning and called it a night. I don't know why it had been so powerful that night..maybe my ass was still tired out from earlier in the day and not being sober certainly counter-acts what's been said and what i've experienced before.

Multiple super O morning

Long time no blog!
Nothing to report but the mundan I am afraid.
I have had many sessions mostly reasonable to good with helix or progasm ice.

I have neglected the eupho until now.
She always brings new surprises after a spell.

I fell asleep about 2am this morning with my eupho in. I had had her in since 11pm and she was going great.
She gently worked me until I was asleep and then early about 5am I stirred a little. The eupho was still at it and within a half hour I was having multiple super Os. They were sweet explosions like fireworks in my body and made me moan softly into my pillow. A great way to start any day. This is the first time this has happened like this in the morning. I think I have had a super O but never many in a row.
For me, super O is a real let down of the word. There is no thrashing about in uncontrollable ecstasy, however the pleasure is subtle and sweet and very enjoyable still. Enough for me to always crave it. I took the eupho out for a few hours to rest.
REST yeah right as soon as I took her out the anerosless session started and for another first I had super Os without a aneros in and there was several to.
They were more full body feeling than with a aneros in and sweeter than ever. There was a definite wave to them.
After a few hours I got up and then put the progasm ice in and went back to bed. Totally different feel, every ride with this thing.
Some days it is huge and ridged and or-quid others days like today it becomes part of of me.
All I feel is sliding pleasure and massage. I dont feel the tabs but they are gently applying pressure and creating pleasure as well. I dont even feel stretched I just feel really excited down there.I really crave days like this,its heaven.
I could be here all day the progasm feels so nice today but I am sure I will start to get sore ater hours of play.

Surprising new peaks

I feel like I have been masturbating the wrong way all of my life. Tonight's session was simply amazing. After a few weeks of lackluster sessions I think I am finally developing a technique that consistently works for me.
The session was pretty typical at the start; I spent about 20 minutes working the contractions and trying to concentrate on any good feelings I could conjure up. Eventually I have a small dry o followed by another soon after. Then, I found myself in a valley for like 15 minutes… I very seriously thought about quitting for the night but something made me keep going, I'm glad I did.
Eventually I was back in O territory and manage to get a couple of small supers. Soon, I found that super o's got easier if I get them consecutively. It was the best kind of vicious cycle ever! Now, within seconds of a super O ending I was able to quickly get another. Every consecutive super got longer and more intense.
At one point I was in the middle of a super and made a conscious effort to continue the exact same contractions that began it. It was the craziest thing, I felt like I was building another O within this one. I couldn't imagine what kind of an orgasm might be achieved if I was successful but I did end up extending that super-O longer than most so it was a win-win!
Eventually after a few more O's I got to the point where the next O didn't quite come so easy, I guess my body was coasting to a stop, lol. I sure wasn't disappointed with what I achieved so I finally called it quits. I summoned a large amount of will and decided not to jerk off at the end. I really want to drive the point home to my body that these aneros sessions are a perfectly valid form of sexual release. I'm not sure if that kind of conditioning will work but I am willing to try anything for a repeat performance of tonight!

Peaking…?

* Same feelings as outside of session
* Aneros amplified it
* Solid erections and need to breathe more
* 'Ring of fire' indeed

Last night was one of the few instances where the Aneros worked in tandem with the growing sensations. Typically what I experience with the Aneros — and the sensations I discover without it, work in different ways; when I think I'm starting to 'get it', Aneros sessions turn out to be a dud.

But my recent session just seemed to work with the pleasures that I've built as of recent, and it felt great. It wasn't anything new or dramatic, but still. My abdomen toughens up, and my penis cycles on and off with rock-solid boners. There's a constant urge to moan, too. Most of the session worked it itself from doing nothing, though I have tried incorporating contractions into the mix. )Will do for next time, I think( Of the positions I've switched from, spreading the legs apart seemed to swing the arousal up, if briefly.

Saying that, being back onto the Aneros is nice – my anus has had some pretty irritating cases of thrush or whatever, over the past months. It's settled down almost completely after visiting the GP. The spincter is still inflamed, though, making insertion of the Aneros initially a painful process. Taking it out, and excreting for that manner, is also pretty nasty.

More Progress

So despite some interesting and new feelings going on with the progasm I stil think that I probably jumped in at the deep end too much. I decided to order a helix instead and try with that instead. It arrived yesterday and the anticipation soon had me tearing the packaging open. My first impressions were that the helix makes the progasm look huge. It is only now that I realise quite how big the progasm is. I slipped the helix in with ease and it settled in. The thing that i really like about it is that it stays in place. The progasm tended to slip out a bit on me until my canal tightened on it and took grip but there was no such issues with the helix. I started contractions and nothing was really happening compared to the progasm…well I thought that was the case. It seemed to take a lot longer for any feelings to start happening. I was running out of time but there were some slightly different sensations going on compared to the progasm. I left it after a while as I knew my flatmate would return home soon. I was eager to try again soon. Then today I found myself home alone unexpectedly since my work duty was cut short. I lubed up and slipped the helix in. I started contractions just taking my time letting the new toy start to work. Slowy after a while or so, it must have been an hour i felt these rolling contractions start happening through my ass up into my stomach..amazing feelings as they just happened on their own and then i felt an orgasm start building up. I'd never felt this with the progasm. It was like a standard orgasm but I wasn't stimulating my penis and there was no ejaculation. So this thing does actually work! By now i knew i'd made the right choice in getting the helix too. The orgasm was fairly short lived but it was a great feeling. I took a short rest but things were still going on down there and I could feel the helix moving about still. Soon after another orgasm started building but this one was much more powerful. It started around the prostate but this time it radiated upwards through my body. I was blown away and was enjoying the ride. It probably lasted only a minute or so but was like wow. My dick was just flowing with precum. I came down off this O and tried again but I think my time was over and went for a T….gotta say that was also one of the best traditional O's i'd had beating that I had with the progasm. I'd thought I'd had a super O with the progasm but after today's experience I now know I didn't or if I did it was very different. I'm going to enjoy the helix I think.

Practice makes perfect

Hello again!

Hi, I'm back after quite a while of not posting. It has been a month since I got my first Super-O's and things haven't gone quite as well as that first time, unfortunately. For some reason I had a masterful touch that first night, I managed to coax several super-o's back to back. I have lost a bit of progress since then, though.
For the past month, I can never really count on a session to be successful and if I do manage to get a Super I usually only get one or maybe two. Even though this may seem like a setback I think that first night of mind-blowing success was an early birthday present of sorts. It gave me a glimpse into just how amazing sessions could be. I know I could get there again but I must perfect my technique.
I have noticed that it has been more difficult lately to prevent myself from clenching my pc muscles hard in anticipation so I will try and tackle that obstacle first.

P wave evenings

After this session with Alana that ended in the best traditional O i'd had in a long, long time, I was keen to move on. I spent the next few days looking for alternatives to the hypnaerosession and found the I-Doser sexual simulations session. No spoken word here, just chilled out music…perfect I thought. Another new discovery that evening was instead of lying on my back which I found tended to tense up my stomach too much, I lay on my side as suggested in the forums. This I found later would be key for me. The session started. I had my progasm in and I was relaxed on my side listening to the session. That's when it started…the twitching I'd read about. I was breathing with it and there were twitches…just small but still this was a significant moment. It meant that things were beginning to happen. At one point this wave of pleasure just washed through me…wow. It felt like a wave too rolling up my body..i wanted it again and the odd twitch was there. The audio session was coming to the end and strangely my mind was taking it in and things were happening but I did think they were disconnected to the progasm. I was becomming pretty turned on and near the end of the session was experienceing I guess what i'd describe now as an edging feeling…that point a little before you cum but not a full orgasm. For me this was an amazing feeling. I hadn't touched my cock at all and it was still pretty limp but these almost orgasmic feelings were in my body. The session had ended but I just had to listen to it again. I detected twitches from the progasm but I don't think i was really focussing on them enough at that point. The 2nd run of the session ended and again although I was very highly aroused I hadn't experienced a whole series of p waves that I'd have been expecting. Still, it was progress compared to my previous sessions. I took the progasm out and slipped into a relaxing sleep. Then….something weird happened….i was awoken an hour later…wtf was that…..the progasm wasn't inserted but this intense p wave just went through me. I was taken aback but wow, just wow and then it happend again. I wasn't doing anything but another one hit again. What was happening to me..my body just seemed to take control and send these waves through me. I contracted just slightly and another wave hit…yes! I was getting there…another wave…i was lovign the feelings. I just couldn't stop the waves and the night was rapidly disappearing. Eventually I think I did fall asleep but a whole hour before my alarm went off to get up for work. I seemed to be exhausted the next day but I was in a blissfully relaxed mood all day and very chripy. Wow, I needed more, just wow.
I know it's suggested that you have a break inbetween sessions but I couldn't wait to experience these what I now recognised as p-waves again. The next night I was back again with the progasm. I put the simulation session on again and my toy started twitching but i wasn't getting any waves. I could feel it moving ever so slightly but no waves. Hmmm, what was going on? I ended the session and took it out. I didn't masturbate normally for some reason. I was just lying there on my side after the session breathing slowly and relaxed. Hmm i thought, what happens if i make a contraction, so I did. The unexpected happened..contraction then a second or 2 after, p wave! Loving the feeling i went for another contraction and again it happened. I was hooked and yet another sleepless night occurred but I wasn't experiencing this body shattering, shaking super O I'd read about. However it seemed that without the progasm in i was able to experience these p waves. I think it was around this point that I starteed realising that I was using the wrong muscles. I staarted contracting different muscle sets and realised that i was probably just making anal contractions alone and not really involving the pc muscles. I started to concentrate on working this new muscle set. It took a bit but sure enough this is where the pwaves for me were working from without the aneros inserted. My current line of thought is that the progasm was actually just that little too big to get my pc muscles really working and that a smaller model would be more appropriate. I might still go back and buy a smaller model just to see if it provides a different experience, but for now I was just enjoying the p waves. Again sleepless nights occurred as my body took over and uncontrolled pwaves went through me….how could I stop them??? I neeeded to stop but at the same time i didn't want to.
Still nothing what I would describe as a super O though.
I was still trawling through the forums looking for that final piece of the jigsaw. Was there anything there that would take me over the edge. Focus and breathing was the next thing I started working on. I still wasn't getting any great pleasure from having the progasm inserted, so I'd start off using it and get it twitching and then later take it out and just concentrate on the pw aves without it inserted. I decided one eveing that I was going to take it really slow and let things build and focus on any minute sensations that occured. Any tingles I'd try to mentally focus on and enlarge through deep breathing. I was working and the p waves were setting in. It was around this point that I started feeling anal contractions too and also contractions in my stomach muscles. My body was beginning to tense up too. The first anal contraction was amazing..just surged up through my body. I guess this was an anal orgasm? I continued on breathing with my p waves and the feelings grew and grew.
Then it hit…..bang across my whole body…..I hit this new plateau of pleasure I'd never felt before. It didn't subside like a p wave and went on for a few mins. My whole body was rigid and tense with this pleasure rolling around me, precum oozing out. No shaking though like i'd seen in some videos but then again i read that it's diferent in everyone… but yeah I think I just had a super O, my first one. I don't think it was major but it was definately different from a p wave. Pretty exhausted after this I tried to get to that point again but couldn't manage it. I settled down that night in knowledge that I'd come a pretty long way in quite a short time…weeks infact when i'd been expecting months or nothing at all.
I tried again I think the next night but I had consumed a few glasses of wine too many and I have come to the realisation that this numbs the sensation. You do need to be mentally able to focus. The pwaves came but nothing else.

A new train of thought

So the blue toy was back in my bag. Waste of money I thought and I left it for a couple of weeks. But somewhere in the back of my mind the thought of this mystical super O was still there. I really wanted it. It was at this point I started delving deep into the Aneros forums and indeed for any new member like myself I can't but recommend reading as much as you can. These forums are simply a superb resource and full of information. I really wanted to make this blue toy work for me and work with me. I started to realise that my technique was wrong and I was probably using the wrong muscles. I'd read up on relaxation and using the right lubes too. The hypnAerosession intrigued me also. I'd practiced a bit of self hypnosis many years ago when i'd had trouble sleeping and needed to relax. I'd found that i was able to fall into a trance like state and that it emptied my mind of thoughts and just relaxed me. As I knew that i was able to do this I downloaded the session and stuck it on my phone to listed to that evening when I had a free house to chill out a bit. At this point I was still using a liberal amount of lube. Happened to be liquid silk which was all I had to hand at the time without producing a batch of Jlube which is what I use for larger toy play. I read about maximus so ordered a bottle of that too. So lubed up and Alana on I setttled in for some relaxation and hopefully some new sensations. For a gay guy though, listening to Alana is a little weird. She's seductive for sure but I'm really not interested in her breasts…no offence intended, i'm sure they're lovely ;-(…however, the session itself was working in terms of relaxation. I really was sliding deeper. It came to the point in the session though where i needed to start contracting so I did. But yet again nothing really was happening. I was lying there on my back in a deeply relaxed and fairly aroused state but where were these p-waves i'd read about. I was contracting, holding and relaxing..trying to do what she was saying but nothing was happening. Again, frustration yeilded…i pulled my headphones out and just went for a traditional wank. By this point i'd usually have pulled the progasm out but i left it in this time. I was yanking away but this time it felt different…the feelings were much stronger and felt so much better. I ejaculated and wow, that was simply the best orgasm I'd had in a long time. It was at this point that I realised that something was different, something had changed or I was allowing something to happen. It was these first signs that gave me some hope that actually I might be able to get this thing to work. I was now determined to take my body to a new level. I'd read that this could take some time…weeks, months or even years so I started thinking that this will be a journey and I'll give it a chance. However, progress would come quicker than I could have imagined.

My first ramblings

On the exterior I'm straight laced, professional but internally and sexually omg i'm a different person. As a gay guy I love finding new things sexually to explore. Previously I'd soley considered myself a top and any anal play for me just didn't bring any pleasure at all. Maybe I just wan't allowing myself that chance to experience things. Recently I've let myself open up and started playing with regular sex toys and let guys penetrate me. I still didn't really get much pleasure but kept at it. Fetishes started creeping in though and I read various websites about toy play and electrosex. Electro really appealed to me and I really loved it and I think this is where my anal enjoyment started to begin. With an anal probe I started getting pleasurable feelings in that area which i'd not experience before and was keen to expand my horizons. However, when it came to my prostate I thought it was dead…my toys came into contact with it but nothing really seemed to happen. I fingered it..it just caused discomfort and no real enjoyment but still I was keen to expand my horizons and experience different feelings. I came across some blogs on the internet about these aneros toys. I saw them on various sex shop sites whilst buying other toys and started reading testimonials. Nah, they wont work on me I told myself looking at them and ignored them. Then one day I started looking into them more. I stumbled across this site and the forums, the chat entries and "Super O's"….the thought of pleasure surging through my entire body was an instant turn on. I wanted to experience this too…this where it all began…..

Final Thoughts of Peridise

For those that have been following my progress, I apologize for not taking care of this sooner. I had finished up my Peridise training about a month ago, and haven't really used it much since then. However, I figured now might be the best time to go over my usual training sessions with these wonderful little training tools.

For the most part, I would insert anywhere from the moment I get home (between 6-7pm) to about an hour before bedtime. On the days I insert upon getting home, I'll give myself a short half-hour to an hour session in bed or on the couch, just to get the blood flowing. This is always the same regimen, with 5-10 minutes of relaxation, followed by 20 minutes light exercise (inhale and contract, exhale and relax). If it goes to an hour, then I'll try and maintain medium contractions (minimum 50%) for as long as possible (usually between 1-3 minutes per) while keeping the rest of my body relaxed. These are straight PC contractions, mind you, as I don't involve any other muscles until I can really focus on not only the sensations, but also the muscular fatigue.