Suspended Between a Man and a Woman and Reality and Fantasy

The well spring of my sexual response flows both from the depths of my aroused mind, from deep in my anal canal and under the base of my cock inside my groin; the desire that inspires those responses is a result of real time visions, recalled images, personal intimate memories and imagined fantasies. My desire and response are fickle. Orgasm may choose many different paths as it exerts its power over my body. The mental images may be a memory of a friends erect penis in my mouth or J’s sodden – hot vagina sheathing my own cock and sucking it lasciviously or it may be of my cockhead rubbing against a cockhead, oozing my precum on him as I straddle him and hump him to ejaculation. In the peak of MMO it is often the image of me frotting a guys cock until we both ejaculate on each other that inflames my MMOs to incendiary levels. All of these images will indeed cloak my mind in eros, stiffen my cock and make my anus twitch hungrily.

In the tempest of MMO I often fantasize about the extreme possibilities such as being vulgarly penetrated by a long hard cock; as orgasmic rapture clouds my mind I imagine I am being fucked by a handsome younger man. My mind is often filled with all kinds of lascivious thoughts as my prostate pulses and my anus flexes in anguished euphoria. The paths my sexual ecstasy chooses to expresses itself inside me is one of the wonders of my sexuality. Each sexual journey is a mysterious event that leaves me wondering when I will settle down and be “normal”.

Tempo and Masturbation

As a young boy discovering the pleasure of ejaculation I tugged at my cock incessantly. It felt so good for that fraction of a second and it expanded my mental erotic state to such a degree that it was almost impossible not to do it; so I did. The repeated sessions were my attempt to experience a sustained state of pleasure. I know now that I was pursuing an unachievable goal with the tools I had. It has only been in the last ten years of my life that I finally have reached my goal of experiencing extended orgasm. It came as a result of rewiring.

With rewiring and mmo capability came not only sustained orgasm without ejaculation but also greater precum flow and much thicker and copious volume of semen in ejaculations. My cum volume increased significantly and it became creamier with an ivory color to it. I became totally fascinated watching my cum eruptions.

Beyond the physical enhancement came deep psychological changes including a greater appreciation of sexual pleasure, sensuality, and erotic beauty of men and women. However as my sexuality deepened I preferred to have J masturbate me rather than doing it myself. Having her induce my ejaculations and having her watch me hurl ropes of cum in fascination became a huge turn on for me and made me cum harder. Not only did my ejaculations change but I became more patient in achieving them. I no longer saw ejaculation as a goal it became a side effect. I came to embrace sexual desire not as a source of frustration but as a state of heightened sensual awareness; a state of mind to be savored and appreciated. I learned to view the sensual world around me through the erotic lens of intense arousal.

Yet another Corner Turned

After a while it begins to get redundant when I write these entries expounding that this session was the best or I discovered a new technique that pushed me even higher. But the truth is, that is what this journey is about reaching new heights each time. Each session I do does teach me some new technique as I get to feel the wondrous new pleasure that results. And yes every session does allow me to open a door to a new level of ecstasy that I never experienced before.

So that being said here I go again. It is necessary to keep in mind that there are certain triggers that are necessary for me to have a pleasurable A Less or A session. Typically they need to occur between 2-6 AM. They are usually best if I have had an emptying ejaculation within the last 12 hours. For me that image of thick semen spewing in rolling spurts from my cock slit is often stuck in my mind as an erotic image that will help to launch me. Also for me pressure on the underside of my cock head is also a trigger. Until now that pressure has been from pressing my cock head into my wife’s derriere or even better against the heat of her anus if I am erect to my full length and sufficiently hard, which is typically the case in the early morning hours.

Recovery from the flu & New Years with Aneros!

Hi guys,

I had my last Aneros session early Saturday morning, December 19, nearly two weeks ago. Right after the session I became sick with a "mild" flu which left me weak for some days, until now! It has become cold once again here DC with much colder weather to arrive early next week.

During my convalescence, I had periods of Aless which bordered on the painful. So I suspended sessions with Aneros, all the while feeling like an old man and out of sorts.

This morning I rose before sunrise and then went to my neighborhood 7 Eleven for coffee and a couple doughnuts. I then returned home to have my breakfast. Then I laid down to take a rest, feeling blah. Then I was hit with a desire to have an Aneros session finally! This morning I wanted to use the MGX, a model in my collection which I hadn't tried since November 2013. The MGX is distinctive in that its stem is ribbed, a feature which was designed to stimulate and exercise the anal muscles. That is when Aneros lust hit me. So I examined my MGX and noticed that it is just as large as Helix Classic.

I proceeded with my session feeling more and more excited and energized as I prepared for it. It felt like old times. I didn't feel so debilitated after all. The MGX hits and stimulates areas of my anal and prostate areas in a new and exciting way. Thus the MGX joins my Aneros first team of Eupho Classic, Helix Classic, Maximus. Tempo, and Progasm Classic.

Kegeling & Reverse Kegeling refinements, session for 11/5/15

Hi guys,

I would like to thank my Aneros buddy, HopefulMMOer, for our long, fruitful personal/private correspondence on this site. As many of you know, he is into both Kegels and Reverse Kegels.

The Kegel Exercises have been recommended for guys undertaking an Aneros practice. They are very good for developing anal muscle tone and strength which enables a guy to use the various Aneros models with greater confidence.

From the very beginning of my Aneros journey which started on June 3, 2012 with Helix Syn, I have incorporated the Kegels especially with Maximus and both Progasm Classic and ICE which I began using respectively in August and September of that year. In many ways, Kegels and Aneros practice then was hard work and often exhausting. However, when I began using Tempo just after Thanksgiving 2013, the result was instantaneous. Not only was Tempo a pair of dumbbells in my butt developing muscle tone and strength, Tempo propelled my sessions on a higher level than ever before. My sessions became effortless and exciting.

So let me tell you more about Kegels and Reverse Kegels as envisioned by HopefulMMOer. A Kegel is an anal contraction which pulls the Aneros in as far as it can go. A Reverse Kegel is the opposite, almost like taking a shit, but you do not expel the device.

My New Reality

Years ago I fantasized that it would be amazing to experience orgasms that lasted more than several seconds; the idea that I might experience an orgasm that lasted an hour or two was the stuff of science fiction in my mind. Yet here I am in 2015, not in a Ray Bradbury novel experiencing them. I (we are) am very – very lucky to have developed this ability and have these mind blowing experiences every few days; for some of us its more frequent than that.

For me and many of us the experience of an MMO is like surfing. I am continually discovering some nuance in technique or mental context that modulates, amplifies and intensifies the orgasms. I have been at this for 9 years now and each session I do I learn something new or have some amazing new sensation or combination of sensations. Aside from the ecstatic sensations of MMO part of my addiction to it is the kaleidoscopic arrays of ecstatic orgasms that they bring.

Two nights ago I had yet another session that revealed to me the profound pleasure of MMO. This session was also a landmark session which was why I chose to do this entry. Its noteworthy achievement was that it was the longest session I have ever endured. I do not use the word endure lightly here. This 4 hour experience pushed the envelope in MMO for me; it was excruciatingly pleasurable lifting me to a state of agonizing rapture.

Continuing with Aneros Tug-of-War

Hi guys,

I have been having daily Aneros sessions since early Sunday morning. It appears that my body craves them and so does my male psyche. :-] I plan to have another first thing tomorrow Friday morning. We are supposed to have a cold snap this weekend, so I do not know about Saturday afternoon. Management still has not turned on the heat at our apartments.

This morning I began with Maximus for a change. Maximus performed exquisitely. I had great tug-of-war with Maximus.

Program Classic this morning didn't perform as well as I wanted. But I *love* big buddy Progasm Classic and what he does for me. Maybe some session very soon, I will start with him!

As always, Tempo stars in most of my sessions which he did this morning. I have found that slow, gentle rhythmic breathing activates Tempo! I just love how Tempo tones and strengthens my anal musculature.

Finally, I concluded with Helix Classic which did quite well with Aneros Tug-of-War.

I cannot say enough about my Aneros models and what they mean to me. They have become my best buddies in my Aneros journey as a man in his 60's.

Stumbling upon Tug-of-War technique

Hi guys,

As I said in my previous entry yesterday or last evening, I wore my Nutty Buddy Cup to bed last night. I wore it over a pair of Munsingwear Kangaroo Pouch Boxer Briefs in the pouch of a regular Duke jockstrap, men's medium. I slept like a baby with this cup combo underneath sweats. Then woke up and listened to my walkman radio from 3-4 a.m. Then I fell asleep again and slept until 5:45 a.m. when I got up for an early morning session. Last night, I had amazing Aless as I let the Nutty Buddy Cup stimulate me, especially the base of the cup which stimulated my perimeum. That in itself served as powerful foreplay.

In most of my sessions, I use both Eupho Classic and Helix Classic as openers to get me hot in a session.

But it was Progasm, Tempo, and Maximus that performed exceedingly well this morning. It seemed that I stumbled upon the Tug-of-War technique which seems to be one of the most natural things in the world when it comes to Aneros! So this morning as I worked with the Tug-of-War technique, it seemed that crescendos of pleasure occurred with peaks and valleys. I just rode and let go types of pleasure in Anerosing that seem so new and fresh. Please it continues in Aless since this morning which has given me many sorts of pleasant surprises. What I discovered today is that I can work with the Tug-of-War technique both during my Aneros and Aless!

Aneros muscle memory

Hi guys,

At age 66 and near the end of July, I signed up for Social Security. Wednesday a week ago, I had an appoint with a Social Security representative at the SSA office in my part of town. They told me that I have a handsome monthly income payments. So with this new found security, I celebrated by having my Aneros sessions regularly once again.

There is so a thing as Aneros muscle memory which is instilled in experienced Aneros users. You can have regular Aneros sessions, but not as frequent as before. Well this week, I have had sessions ever day beginning this Monday.

Usually I use in order the following models: Helix, Progasm Classic, Tempo, and Maximus. But I may use Eupho Classic as an opener and may substitute Progasm Ivory for Progasm Classic.

It feel so good nonetheless, lots of Aneros pleasure and Aless outside of sessions. So sweet too. All because of Aneros muscle memory. Take care!

Three weeks away from Aneros and wanting it so bad!

Hi guys,

From July 11 until this evening Saturday August 1, I was forced do without Aneros. I had a financial emergency come up which caused me to suspend my Aneros sessions. Yet, the Aless continued unabated during the interim, and wow, I wanted to have a session real bad. Fortunately the crisis cleared up and later on tonight, I am having a session to celebrate.

I have washed for my session my usual Aneros buddies. They are in order tonight: Helix Classic, Progasm Classic, Tempo, and Maximus.

This morning I awoke this morning before sunrise with a delicious erection. That in itself is an indication that I am hungry for a session. My glans was engorged and I enjoyed stimulating it. But I could not linger in bed this morning. [In fact, I seldom do]. I had a function to attend this morning.

Most guys realize that their sexual apparatus is a dynamo of power and pleasure. It is not only their cock that is the wand of this pleasure, but also they know that their testicles, prostate, and subsidiary organs there are involved too. But also, many guys discover that the Aneros unlocks new worlds of experience for them also!