I rushed home to have a session before the wife got home. She ended it after 90 minutes. I took a quick swim and lubed up. I was feeling really good and just relaxed into my session breathing and not contracting. At the right moment a minor contraction from the dick but mostly releasing and letting it go and have a mind of its own. I have found I have a contraction that is directed by my dick towards my prostate is more subtle then my bottom contracting. This was a good discovery. So much information on this site. Over all very good session but 2 times I really started falling down the rabbit hole. I must say it was finding Bliss and I have a taste now how good it can get. I am coming for you Super-O. Playing with my nipples helped a lot just letting go. I slept through the night and woke up feeling really good. I am hoping for a late night session tonight. I will be traveling and won't have time next week so getting it on while I can. SoFunLoving
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News from the newbe
Catching up on my blog.
A little about me I am turning 64 in a few weeks. 6' and 235 lbs slimming down :(
I could not wait for solo time so when the wife went to sleep I prepared and had a session with my buddy ice and it ended up continuing all night and I slept in a bit because I didn't want to stop. Nothing more than the p-waves and great starts toward something bigger but very nice. I showered up about 9 am and continue to have P-waves for the next hour non-stop bliss. Out to lunch with Mom and the wife and I am riding my bottom so good one right after the other. Things calmed down after 7-8 hours and left me very satisfied. I did Vaseline the device prior to lube and it is the only way to go. Thank you all for the great advice. Very comforting to know all like minded folks are here.
funloving
Met my new friend Helix-Syn
Monday the Helix-Syn arrived and I wanted to check it out so I made it home a couple hours before the wife. The Helix Syn is like a work of art. I did not know how I would do as I started massaging with the Progasm Ice and just had a sleep over with it. Well my new buddy Helix was right at home. It rockets in to your center and doesn't know when to quit. I was surprised how good it feels. I had my first mini dry orgasm! Yep I feel good with my progress. I looked down my dick got harder and thick and I had to check if I had cum. I try to lay on my side with the top leg bent for most sessions. I do try some other positions before I end it. I also learned from the groups on here just slow down and feel things easy. My buddy knows what to do.
Well the wife called coming home I tell her I am in the pool and I just could not take the new Helix-Syn out so thats where she found me sitting in the pool. I found laying with my back on the noodle and cheeks on the in pool bench or steps I could just balance and everything was nice. I did not want to leave the pool :( wife came home got in the pool got out and I am still doing my balancing act with a smile on my face.
Couldn't resist the call of the Helix.
Woke up close to 2 am and relieved myself. I tried not to be tempted but the call of my friends won out. Lubed up and laid back down with the Helix. Woke up all ready to stay in bed all day but instead came to work by 7:30 as I have allot going on. Bottom is feeling great! I hope to make it home alone this afternoon for another session.
Did I mentioned I ordered the MUZE. I tell myself it is for the wife but I don't know if she will even see it. :( I see a few more friends in my future as I like variety.
Thanks for listening.
SoFunloving
Short Session
After my morning session and short day of work I wanted to rush home and have a short session before the wife came home. I had to get to know my new best friend a little better. I tried all the suggested positions to see what me buddy likes and we had a good time just low level feelings nothing more than that. But being my best friend he left me feeling so good. The reason they call it a short session as it is just to dang short of time to be with your buddy. Well loneliness makes your heart grow fonder. I will be lonely over the weekend and it looks like it won't be another 3 days before I can have a decent session. I will have all kinds of emotion pent up to share with my buddy and I can't wait to be with him. I should cancel my afternoon meeting that day because I won't be in any condition to see anybody. I am really so happy to have found my Ice buddy. I miss you so much… So you won't me lonely I sent for a friend syn helix for your to share storiew about myself. I will let you all know how this next meeting turns out. Blessings to all the folks that feel and have made me feel at home hear. Sofunloving
Ice is my new best friend
My Ice buddy came in my office mail yesterday in only 2 days and I was so ready to check it out. I locked the doors after hours and did some overtime before going home. I was blown away and did not want to stop after 2 hours. I know I have found my new best friend. I went home satisfied and ordered the Helix Syn as the Aneros product is so good I wanted to have some variety going down. This morning on the way out the door I kissed my wife good-by and turned around and locked the door and had my first private Ice session that lasted another 2+ hours. Arrived at work late and totally owned by the Ice. This is the perfect toy for me. I feel completed and the sensations are sooo… good. I am not new to anal toys but this is unbelievable. I may retire my dildo as Ice has made a man of me. I have been looking for you Ice my whole life I am glad to of found you and your family of friends. I still can't stop sweating whew…
My Fantasy During A Less
I was on my own last night, as J and my daughter went out to see a movie. They have become movie partners going to see chick flicks that I have no patience for. It is good for them both to have a close person to indulge their female entertainment predilections. I was left home to walk the dog and get on line to indulge my prurient male erotic tendencies.
I couldn’t find any on line friends to chat with so I indulged myself and got on Porn Hub, which I haven’t done in weeks. After two hours of searching favorite fantasies such as female bondage orgasm, sensual hand jobs, male milking, sybian orgasm, cunnilingus and cum shots I was significantly aroused. The rigid lump in my pants had made my underpants so wet it was soaking through. By ten o’clock I gave up and decided to go take a shower before J got home. While I was in the shower she returned with my daughter. As I shaved she stuck her head in the bathroom and told me that she was back and they were just getting something to eat.
The Erotic Bridge Between the Reality and the Forbidden
The sexual connection I have with my wife is unique; I can’t have it with anyone else, unless I fall in love with that person and have sex with them. The blending of our emotions and our experience of sexual euphoria when we make love, or do mutual masturbation or partner focused pleasure makes the experience of intimate connection, other worldly and profoundly intimate. I acknowledge that I can never have a sexual experience bound in the complex dimensions of our relationship with anyone else and I never hope to. But I also recognize every sexual experience has a physical and emotional dimension and provides unique pleasure. As much as I have sworn to be monogamous I am also an intensely sexual man with erotic desires. As a result I savor the experiences I have and have a voracious appetite for sexual experience. It is a big dilemma.
The last dozen or so years have taught me that sexual pleasure that is tinged with an element of the forbidden or the vulgarly erotic adds a quality to the experience of pleasure that speeds up my pulse, makes me giddy with lust and deepens the orgasm that results. I derive intense pleasure from sex. It may not provide the deep spirituality and emotional high that sexual intimacy with my wife does but it imparts the resonant vulgar ecstasy and desperate euphoria that makes the pleasure extra sweet.
Binaural beats and aneros
Hi all, I'm a long time reader here and recent participant. I started using an aneros in 2010 after an injury led to some damage to my pelvic floor. I saw a physio who open up my pelvic floor muscles with massage and figured an aneros might help in a similar way. I started with an MGX but never really was relaxed enough to break through. That and I was impatiently focused on ejaculatory orgasm. I then purchased a helix which seems to fit me better but still no breakthrough. I see now that I wasn't using enough lube as well.
I hadn't used my aneros for years until last year my wife went abroad for 6 weeks and I was left at home holding down the fort. I discovered my old toys when I was packing and decided to give them another go. I discovered much more info than was previously available and made modifications such as removing the handle. I also started to begin session relaxing with orgasmic breath work.
My first super-O hit me quickly like a ton of bricks. I had the toy inserted on the bed and knelt over listening too a hands free orgasm binaural beats session on YouTube. I was using a blindfold. I started to moan in resonance with the tones and my body was overcome with sensation. I bucked, shook and moaned for what seemed like an eternity. I felt the emotional memories of ex-lovers passing through me as orgasms ran up my spine and down my front.
Metaphysics and the Ring of Fire
Metaphysics, the Ring of Fire and Our Relationship
I took the Kinsey Sexual Orientation Test again recently. I took it because I was wondering about my recent writings involving guys. I was a 0 at one point indicating total heterosexual. I am now a 2 indicating heterosexual with tendencies towards homosexuality. At some point I will write about the fine line that divides my sexual psyche. However the results reinforce thefact that I am still very very turned on by women. The main reason I am turned on by women is the emotional connection I feel for women and the woman I love.
Emotional longing and erotic arousal and passion; the relationship is so powerful that at times it can be overwhelming.
I share a deep emotional love for my wife, as a result there is a physical energy that expresses itself as a passionate attraction. It is a dominate force in both of our lives.
Attraction occurs in nature in the affinity of the north and south poles of an earthy loden stone; magnetically the poles are drawn together by an invisible attractive force. Attraction expresses itself through gravity, in a cold clear babbling brook being drawn along a stony channel in the forest, desperately seeking the release of joining with the warmer water of a deep lumbering river. J. and I share such this passionate attraction; it has bound us together as a couple for 4 decades. Our attraction did not start out as strong as it is now, but it always was there, and it has grown and evolved over the years.