A chat with the guys/ sexual fantasies

So i recently got off of a chat with several guys in it and I really enjoyed talking to them. Granted I ended up talking more explicitly about the things i think about when i get myself aroused and such, but overall i was happy to know that i wasn't feeling any judgement. I told them how i fantasized about guys and girls and they were cool with it. That then led to a story i shared with them but you guys wouldn't want to hear that would you?

So looking back at it, how great are our imaginations and fantasies when it comes to masturbation and feeling aroused? I've been told that I have a vivid imagination. I forget who said it in the chat room but if you remember who you are, kudos to you. I would say that my imagination comes from frustration, exploration, and obviously lust. The things i can think about are almost limitless, but i'm pretty sure there are many guys out there who can do the same. I shared to the guys that my frequent encounters with porn were not as satisfying as they used to be, only a few months ago may I add. Visual stimulation was great and all but to imagine that feeling and sensation using your mind is so much better. I feel much more emotionally, physically, mentally, and sexually satisfied than if i wanked to a video of some stranger(s) banging another stranger(s).

2 nights ago/yesterday morning

so two nights ago I decided to sleep with my helix syn. before i took a shower and prepped for my session I actually chatted with a few people on the Chat feature of this site. I was grateful to encounter a man who helped me with some of my questions. I owe him a big "thank you". if you ever read this sir, "Thank you very much".

on to my session. I cleaned myself up and and prepped as usual. I went to bed afterwards and began my session with a some deep and short breaths, changing the rhythm of how my helix syn was nudging my prostate. it felt amazing. as i learned earlier from that day i needed to become more patient with my body and learn how to control my breaths and urges of touching myself to climax. that continued for possibly thirty minutes before i grew tired and slept the night.

i woke up early in the morning and felt the urge to start another session as it was already in my bum. reading some erotica helped spur the excitement i was feeling as i spent close to forty minutes begging for more. with a variation of breaths, clenching, and positions I was feeling even better when i decided to touch around myself. possibly overwhelmed by the feeling or tired from my early rise i ended up falling asleep.

first two weeks

hi everyone. i'm new to using a prostate massager and i'm in my early twenties. i've used it a couple of times but i'm not sure if i'm using it right or if its just me. the longest session i've had was maybe an hour long, but i couldn't refrain from touching myself. in the end i always climax after masturbating to a good fantasy. should i be already aroused when i insert my helix? i usually prep before insertion and then i start making myself aroused. it helps when i pull the helix back using the tail, so that the helix pushes against my prostate. is that normal? also i've tried some of the various positions that people have offered and so far the best one for me is to just lay back and squeeze my legs and butt together so that my helix feels fuller. then i start thrusting my hips upward while clenching on the helix and sometimes i alternate by circling my hips against the bed. any thoughts? i'm just curious about the whole thing. what i do know though is that my orgasms have been amazing after ejaculation. it just feels great to have that pressure against my prostate.

btw, i was wondering if there are any (new) users in my age range that can share their tips and experiences with me. i'll welcome all comments but since i guess i'm kind of a younger user i can relate better with someone around my age.