Author: BigOluver

Bonding

Hey guys. I love that there is a blog section on this site. I like how I can check in and blog just about what I'm thinking or how I experienced something different in my sessions and need feed back. Well it's one of those times were I need a listening ear.

So as you all know my dad is now on a Aneros journey. He has been riding for a few months and love the feelings he is getting. We have become very open about a lot of things. Things like sex, love, me being gay and him experiencing same sex fun. I know it shocked me too. I know when I reported about our first session together a few guys were appalled that it happen & were really jumping to conclusions about our father & son relationship. I just ignored it cause I know nothing happened. I just feel really close to my dad now and he sees me as a man. Which I really respect.

So he has informed me about a lot of things he did in his high school/college days. Now he says he's not gay but he does fantasize. Well there's nothing wrong with that. I just told him he's a straight/bi curious married man. There's a lot of those around even on this website. I keep telling him to make a account to convey his feelings cause there are men who feel just like him but he just blows it off. He did inform that he will never be with a guy while he is married cause he value his family and wife. I see the love between him and my mom so I know he's not going any where. But I can tell that Aneros scratches that bi itch that he has just fine. Read more »

Progasm Enough Said

Hello all. Well I'm back. I think. Had a session this morning before the parents got back and I'm still feeling it. lol Ok well let me try to explain two days of just pure bliss. I mean this was by far the best sessions I have ever had. Also thanks to all my brothers here who had wished me happy birthday. Trust me I had a very happy one.

Ok so I was off work so I was with my mom and dad and sisters and nephew all enjoying my birthday like i had planned it. Laughs were being heard and a good time was being had. But on the inside I was twitching trying to compose myself of the anticipation of using my new prostate toy the big and delightful Progasm Ice. So we had desert, sang happy birthday and traveled back to the house. I opened up presents as fast as I could. I wanted them gone so I can open up my other really good present. My dad saw the eagerness on my face and just laughed. Said my thank yous and my sisters and nephew went home. Ok three gone two to go. Read more »

Just A Warning

Hey guys it's my birthday today and you know what that means. PROGASM DAY. I am so excited. I have not rode in a week and a half and have not had a wet orgasm in a week. I'm on the edge here but I can wait a couple more hours. But back to the reason of this post.

I will be riding two days straight with my beautiful big progasm. So I won't report back to blog about til my b'day vacation is over. But I might not even be back then. I may be in so much bliss that I might not be able to move or type. I will be in such a blissful utopia that it may take me a few days to come back down form my high. So be patient just know the content will be hot, erotic and full of nastyiness.

I WANT IT

I'm over here climbing up a wall. I need to ride, i want to ride. But i made a vowel to not do anything with my new beautiful progasm ice til my birthday. I have 4 days left. I have been so damn horny. I won't even edge or jack cause I'm afraid that I will explode everywhere. I have not rode anything for a good week now. I am so tight. I mean my anus is so tight i can't even stick my finger in me anymore. I can't wait for my progasm to knock those walls down. :( I have a-less sessions at night but even now they are beginning to become more advanced and very hard to calm back down. I got so close to having a hfwo last night i had to think of a dead dog and limp i went. I'm really trying to be strong but I want what I want and I want it now. I haven't even opened up the box cause I'm to afraid of what i might do. 4 more days just for more days of having a throbbing cock. 4 more days of getting unannounced p waves. I'm weak for it but I will stay strong I have no choice. I can't wait to feel the bumps and instant sensations when i stick hi in. oh lord I'm getting hard just thinking about it ok bye now have to take a long cold shower :)

So Excited

Hey guys hope everyone is having a great Sunday. I come to you all today very excited and full of joy. My precious Progasm Ice will be arriving Tuesday. YAY I am so ready. I have been listening to my brothers here tips and advice and my body is really craving this new experience. But I am going to put my body, mind, prostate and erotic phoenix on hold for a while. I got my progasm as a birthday gift from my dad. Yes he bought it as a a thank you gift for his beautiful experience he has been having. So to prepare I will withhold all sessions til my birthday which is Sept. 11th. I know thats a long time.

No wet orgasms, no riding, no erotic reading. NOTHING! I know it will be hard an I will be extremely hard but I will just fight through it and take a lot of cold showers. I can't devirginize my ass for anal play so If I don't play for a while I will become tighter and newer again. My last ride and beautiful orgasm was last night. I enjoyed it and will have to cherish it to I am able to cum again.

I know with having a awakened prostate this task will be very difficult to achieve but I have the strength and the capability to not touch or think anything to get me going. PRay for me guys. I will need all the help I can get but do not send me any waves or pleasure I might just combust. lol

Pro's & Con's

I'm different. I can feel and people are now starting to notice. The smile has gotten wider. I have a extra spring in my step. I am just filled with extra joy. I have a ora around me that is shining bright and is blinding everyone I come in contact with. My phoenix has spread his wings and emerged into everyday life and is here to stay. My old life is calling back to me but I'm so far gone that I can't go back even if I tried. My phoenix has me on a track to pure blissfulness and I can't disobey.

A lot of guys in the chat and forums always ask me how I got this way and I don't have a answer for them. I don't even know how I got here. It's like my body was made for this. Like my body been urning for this feeling and I finally have mastered it. I'm so different. I don't even recognize my self anymore. It's good but also has it's down falls.

Pro's:
I'm so happy
I have lost weight
I'm more energetic
I can handle stressful situations better
I have stronger orgasms
I have a heavy flow of cum in my orgasms
I'm not shy anymore
I'm a lot more talkative
Get work done in a timely fashion
Have a closer relationship with my dad
I pre-cum a lot more
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still dry

So its day two and I am still dry. Well I'm pre cumming right now from the a-less session I'm having but I have not had a wet orgasm in two days. But last night was so hard. I mean really I was so damn hard. I started my session at 10 p.m.. and was sleeping with my helix syn. Now when I build up to the orgasm im soft but then when I'm at the top I begin to pulsate and rise like a bean stalk. My dick was just moving by its self. It was flinging back and forth slinging pre cum all over my legs and stomach. I also had a cock ring on too. Bad mistake when your trying not to cum. But I really wanted to push my self to see if I had self control to not cum.

I was backing away from those orgasms very slowly. Any false move or a extra thrust and It would have been a major spill. But I was keeping calm and just kept riding. Mind you I wasn't even touching my penis at that time. Then I began to jack and edge my penis while I rode my beautiful Helix Syn with a cock ring listening to aneros mp3's. I was so boned up flopping and jacking and moaning. I had to cover my mouth cause I was beginning to become loud. I was soaking my sheets with sweat and pre cum but none of the good stuff yet. But I want to cum so bad. I wouldn't let my dick go. I found out that if you trust up with the device in it will really hit it hard and good. Read more »

Breathing is key

Hey guys. Have been gone for a minute but I only like to report new things that happen to me in my journey. So here we go. So I have been having some great sessions. Some long and some short but last night was clearly by far the best to date. So I cleaned out and lubed up. I noticed that I am started to instantly get waves from instant insert. I'm laying on my stomach as I'm reading blogs on the Aneros site and boom huge waves begin to swirl inside my body. My feet, my legs and my butt. My hole is already puckering and only after 4 minutes of having device inside.

I'm loving the build up. I'm keeping calm cause I've noticed if you stay calm and keep the breathes very slow and steady it will lengthen the orgasm and the intensity of the orgasm. So trying to keep calm in this not burning up room that was once just cool from the night breeze. Sweat if pouring and so is my pre-cum. But i feel this pull to my body. Like two great hands were turning me over and that is actually what was happening. Read more »

FINALLY!!!!!!!

So this post will be so different. It won't be erotic. It won't be filled with lust. This post is about pure bliss and achieving that bliss and continuing to explore more. So as I stated my dad has been interested about the Aneros line and journey. He has caught me and we have talked about it. We sat down as two grown men and really talked about it. He felt like it was something that he wanted to embark on. II was a little nervous talking to my father about his sexual needs and his prostate. But after talking to my brothers here I found that he just needs the guides that I needed when I first started.

I wrote in my post yesterday that since we were going to be alone for the whole weekend I would finally bring it back up. I already found out that he bought a Aneros toy which was the progasm. So I just had to figure out how to get him to open up in so many words. lol Boom I had it, the perfect plan to get my dad to open up about something so excited but still very personable. So after my dad took my mom to the air port. I was in my room on the site. When I heard that he was back I began to fake as If i was in a heat session with my Helix Syn. He came in no knocking or anything and just saw me siting there on my bed. Read more »

Random

This is going to just be speaking tonight. I had a good session last night. All my sessions are good. I have been teaching and helping a few guys out and I am really progressing on my journey. But I can't get my dad's situation out of head.

Two days ago while we were watching tv with mom he kind of was hinting that he had to tell me something. I'm like ok with a calm face. But on the inside I'm kind of excited cause he's going to tell me he bought a Aneros and that he needs my help. But no. As my mom went for a bathroom break he leaned down from the couch (i was on the floor) and said I heard you last night while you were riding. Why is is so interested in my rides when I know he's having some of his self.

I wanted to front him out right there but mom was coming back from the bathroom. I was waiting for the movie to end so I could have a one on one conversation with him but he rapidly went to sleep after. I needed to speak with him. Since I know he goes to work super early I thought I'll catch him then. I woke up at 5 while he was in the shower and made coffee. As I waited for him I was trying to figure out what to say. As I'm so rapped up in my thought my dad comes rushing down the stairs. HE's startled to see me. He says his good morning and gets him a cup of joe. Read more »