Author: djblackknight

Well I occasionally talk about my love for football I happened to be rather good at it. I was on a rather good team who had some other big time players. It was summer and we had received scollorship offers from different schools and decided to do a road trip all over to checkout what our options where. One of the schools early on gave us fake id's so we could have some fun on campus. Well if you don't already know I've never drank, smoked, done drugs, or had sex. But I did keep my fake ID just incase. A few of the places we visited where California, Florida, Texas, THE UNIVERSITY OF NEVADA LOS VEGAS, because it is Vegas! well this trip was becoming rather costly we where sleeping in a van to save money. We stopped by the beach and I struck up a conversation with a few guys. Started telling them our story and told me they might be able to help. We all hopped in the van and headed to this hotel once we got there they split the group in half and we headed to different rooms. Once we got to the room we where told to sit on the couch. A few minutes later this guy with a flip cam enters the room and tells us we can make some major money having sex. I'm with a film company called "BROKE STRAIGHT BOYS". I say bring on the hot chicks and let's make some cold hard cash. He said you guys don't need chicks your all you need! So you are asking us to have sex with each other?!? NO WAY I'M OUT!!!! So I missed out on a big payday but that's the day the group became known as "The COCK". Read more »

I dated a bipolar chick once. She went to one of my Jr. Varsity Football games in high school. And liked what she saw. She had one of her friends pass me a note with her number after the game. She was smoking hot. Out first date was supposed to be a double date and she said her parents where gonna be home so I felt safe about it. She ordered pizza to be delivered by the time I got there so my folks dropped me off at her place. As we pull up to the house I notice there are no cars in her drive way kinda strange I think to myself but whatever. Mom says call us when your ready to get picked up. K bye and I head into the house. She yells we're down stairs shut the door behind you.

So no parents and now I find out no pizza or second couple so we are All Alone. I said before I get comfortable I'm going to take a bathroom break. She leads me to the bathroom and proceeded to follow me in. I thought maybe she has to go to the bathroom too whatever. Nope she wants to have some fun as she locks the door behind her. Well hun what do you have in mind? How about I blow you. I've never done anything like this before I'm still a virgin and don't want to give it up for this chick on the first date. So I lure her in so she lowers her defenses and I see my exit rout but my pants are all the way off she bends down and I book it in a tshirt and boxers and shoes. I run 3 miles to my friends house and pass out from exhaust on his bed. And had what was either a dream or I received a blow job from a female teammate I had my nap at. Read more »

Well my friends I just had my first ever less session and I have never felt better. I rode over night and sleep well I took it out when I woke up. So this afternoon I was laying on the couch and out of the blue o had a rock hard erection witch felt amazing lucky me there where a few people on the chat at the time. So I had someone to share with. In fact one of them wrote something to me in the chat that gave me a jolt it was unbelievable. So I just layed there and let it happen. I felt a heartbeat radiating from my rear, my face got all hot, just good feeling, my mind was starting to wander. Then all of a sudden my phone died so I got up and went to the bathroom and also got a charger the natural distraction ended the session but it seems like a bit of a advancement in my rewire process. I am absolutely ecstatic for what the future holds. The chat can do a lot great conversation. Even Better people I feel welcome in this brotherhood.

On October 19th 2013 my journey had officially began not really knowing what I had had gotten myself into but I consider it a forced blessing because of how I got into this. Well I am really kicking myself for not doing the blog sooner because I have not truly documented this experience on step by step basis and I cant really describe what I have have experienced there have been a lot of firsts for me first ride,first less ride, first overnight ride, and just last night overnight ride while spending the night at my girlfriends house the most difficult thing I have done so far. As I have previously stated the only people who know about this journey are the people on the people on this site so I need all the guidance I can get. Some of the exercises seem to really help but as they say say practice makes perfect so the more you practice the amount of time for rewire goes down. I have read some but I don't wanna know too much because then I will expect certain things to happen I feer my expectations may prevent some things to occur naturally. I am starting to think that you somehow can feed off the energy of others to boost your own experience in turn. That brings us to today about 4 rides in. Stay thirsty my friends.