A Poem I Wrote to Me Making Believe I was my Wife

Golden light of early morning bathes my bed with warm light
I lay under the covers with you next to me, your hardness is pressing on my thigh I caress it as it stiffens in the softness of my palm I gather the clear nectar of your desire on my fingertips and taste it
I inhale your manly scent and your sexy warmth in equal measure
You breathe quietly lost in a distant dream as I kiss your temple
You ooze male desire for me, warm, sweet and wet
I savor your passion, it opens the pink flower that blossoms for you between my thighs
Your desire for me penetrates the thin tank top and licks my breasts tenderly hardening my nipples
My thin tank top reveals my stiff nipples they Articulate my arousal in rigid desperation
In response the honey of my arousal oozes from the wet lips between my thighs and drools from me
Suspended by a delicate string of its own making
The sodden cleft in my vulva and the soft wetness of the canal leading to my feminine soul are heavy and aching with arousal
And hungering to be impaled by the iron prong of your manly desire and to feel you sink deeply into me and bathe my soul with your creamy passion My aching pussy will swill your sensual cocktail sucking it in orgasmic gulps
The covers trap the steamy scent of your arousal it seeks and finds my pussy lips and
It rushes into my unwitting cunt
It slinks into the warm wet channel between my thighs that aches for penetration following
The soft pink pathway to my own desire that opens to swallow it
In my mind I see you laying between my legs, your lust elongated penis probing the depths of my passion seeking a home for its eruption
The moist caress of my vagina suckles your cock root tantalizing it and coaxing it to release
You feel the soft supple wetness of my pussy sucking your cockhead, imploring it
The feeling of my impassioned cunt flesh caressing your cockhead makes the cum in your balls bubble and steam seeking escape Your eyes reveal the desperation that is inflaming you
The warm wetness of the silken flesh that embraces your cock
Expresses my love and lust and hypnotizes your penis, forging it to steel hardness and tantalizing it
I long to slide my mouth under the covers and take the warm sticky crown of your manhood into my mouth and draw
Your nectar onto my tongue and make the
Gland deep in your anus swell, ache and harden in desperation for release
I collect the sweet nectar of your cock’s desire and savor it on my tongue
As I tease your cleft to erupt and make you burst into The ancient male song of agonizing ecstasy that will make you hurl ropes of passion into my sodden cunt
I lay quietly thinking of your sexy body and imagine me under you as you bathe your cock in the creamy hot Embrace of my desire
That desire has invaded me and has taken control of my brain It taunts me
My warm pussy lips are opening as you lie sleeping next to me They are being awakened by the silken hardness of your love for me
I lay quietly as you sleep willing you to take me and have you impale me with the bulbous head of your cock pushing it into me making me gasp with anguished pleasure as you lovingly plumb the depth of my pussy with your steaming dick
My delicate passion for you is tickling and teasing the cleft under your cockhead and tickling your balls as my pussy mouth is wrapped around the base of your cock
Your penis fills with lust and your asshole throbs and pulses it’s acquiescence in the vulgar passion that consumes you
Your cock already stiffened to manly hardness is in readiness to be pulled to the erotic and rapturous mystery inside of me Your anus is throbbing and pulsing lending its credence to the desperation of your desire
The aching desire in my pussy is thumping quietly while
Your cock is pulsing it time to the subtle tug of my feminine need for you under the covers
My desire reaches a fevered pitch singing a siren song to your lust stiffened penis
It is pulsing and aching for me even as you sleep

Cunnilingus

The ever evolving sexual and erotic experiences in my life are an endless source of inspiration for topics. Last night as I lay in bed reading and waiting for J to come in from the shower I pondered wait I might write about. The inspiration was provided when she came into the bedroom naked from the shower. As she dried herself off, it was hard for me to continue reading and not look at her beautiful body. So I looked. She is so sexy even at sixty; she never ceases to get me hard. Indeed as I lay there my cock began to stiffen.

That is when it hit me. This post needed to be about cunnilingus, and particularly my first experience of cunnilingus on her. Cunnilingus is my absolute favorite sexual activity and always has been. When we first started dating she was 19 and was not only a virgin, but if I believe her )and I do( she had never experienced an orgasm from a boy yet. She was a very reserved and protected girl raised in a very repressed home. It was 1971, we had reached our 4th date and we really liked each other. From the first date she established a very high level of trust in me. I was more experienced that she was but I was very nervous around her. We knew on that 4th date that sex of some sort was in the offing before the night was over, I was more nervous than usual.

Sexy Massage

I have always enjoyed giving J pleasure. However, since rewiring my delight in vicariously enjoying her orgasms has doubled. Rewiring has had a profound impact on my sexuality and my perception of her sexual pleasure. As I have said several times here I am a much more sensual and erotic man as a result of these orgasms and the mental state that accompanies them. I also have learned to realize intense joy from escorting my lady to experience erotic pleasure and emotionally fulfilling orgasms.

I derive deep satisfaction from massaging her and getting her relaxed and in a mind set to embrace arousal and let herself slip into orgasm in my arms, even if I don’t climax.

Such was the case a night last month. Whether from stress or overactive mind or passion, I couldn’t sleep. So I just laid next to her, watching her doze in the first moments of light sleep. Occasionally I would lean over and kiss her lightly on the temple. She was laying on her stomach with her head turned to me.

After a few kisses which caused her to stir slightly, I slid my arm under her night shirt and rested it on her back. . Ever so slowly I began to stroke her back. She murmured quietly and snuggled closer to me. In her semi – awake state she sensed the warm loving touch of my palm on the soft skin between her shoulder blades.

Care and Feeding of Vaginas for Guys

When I saw a picture of a vagina for the first time I knew I had to get one. When I actually did get my first one, it was love at first sight. But I had a lot to learn after I got it. So with my own lessons learned I thought I would share some insights I learned over the years of keeping a vagina happy to help you get a vagina that will be a loving and loyal friend.

The first thing is that if you are going to bring a vagina into your house, keep in mind that it is attached to a woman; many guys lose sight of this simple fact. When you get up close and personal with your new vagina, there will be a lot of excitement, without a doubt. In the excitement, the cute furry vagina will hopefully drool all over you as it gets to know you; this is a good thing but keep in mind that this initial enthusiasm can be transient. when you enter into your vaginal relationship you do it with total commitment and a willingness to pay attention to all of its needs. Each vagina is different, just as each woman is different, and the same vagina on the same woman can behave differently depending on many factors. So you must learn to understand your vagina before you make too many irreversible mistakes with it. Treat your new furry friend with respect and trust and it will return your investment many fold.

Sunday Session

Sunday night we were both exhausted, it had been a very busy weekend. When we shut the lights out it propelled our bedroom into blackness. I tilted the venetian blinds open to let the light from the street lamp on the corner into the quiet blackness that surrounded us. There is something very sultry about the yellow gold lamplight from the outside illuminating our bedroom.

At 11 pm when J and I got into bed the room was cool, dark, comfortable and still; there was no traffic outside. We had shed the heavy winter quilt and pulled a flannel sheet and cotton blanket out of the linen cabinet and spread it on the bed. The flannel was light but warm; it enveloped us as we warmed each other. It was a perfect night for sleeping.

I sleep naked, I always have. J shifts her sleepwear season to season. On warmer nights like that night she shed her long night gowns to sleep in one of my tee shirts, with her bare bottom exposed; it is so sexy. The shirt barely covers her butt and it is baggy and thin giving her the innocent semi nudity of a little girl. Yet unmistakably it revealed her mature body by draping over her breasts and nipples. As she came to bed the shirt allowed her breasts to jiggle underneath it, the friction of the fabric against her nipples caused them to harden and push against the fabric. Their hardness made them very visible. My cock stiffened at the sight of her.

A Session Worth Writing About

Last night I was chatting with a female friend on line , it was one of those intimate conversations that went to the core of my erotic passion. It was not about explicit details of sexual anatomy but rather it was about sensual intimacy in sex. The more we talked the more my arousal bloomed and blossomed, like a flower in the morning sun. Only instead of petals opening my cock was hardening in response to the tender sensual mercy that she was whispering silently in the words on my computer screen. When we signed off I commented to her that I had already planned an MMO session but after the last hour of erotically incendiary conversation my cock was rigid and my mind was steaming and a hard MMO session was clearly in the cards.

I went upstairs and took my shower with my thoughts awash in the luridly tender intimacies that I had shared with her moments earlier. Resonating eroticism has an intoxicating effect on me. It is like a sensual veil that covers my body; unlike a drunken stupor that dulls my senses, this veil of erotic intoxication sharpens them and blots out all other conscious thoughts but ones of erotic pleasures. I spent a little longer soaping and rinsing my erection and anus than I usually do. The sensation of my hand tugging gently on my hyper-sensitized cock head sent chills up my spine. My warm soapy finger probing my anus and priming it for penetration later on caused it to contract and grip my finger with a desperate attempt to savor the sensation of intrusion. I resisted the urge to massage my cock and coax it to hurl a rope of steaming cum into the swirling water at my feet. I love to watch my cock spew cum as my cock head swells and pulses. I exited anticipating greater pleasure later on.

The Mystery of My Sexuality Part 3: Orgasm

April 19, 2014

This wonderful sexy trip I am on never ceases to deliver profoundly new erotic experiences. The combination of my expanded orgasmic ability and my newly discovered mindful sexual response has rewarded me with manifest new orgasmic experiences and profoundly intense pleasurable sensations. My ability to have MMO’s and my awareness of the subtle differences in the orgasmic sensations I experience is tantamount to the experience of looking into a kaleidoscope. Indeed MMO’s are as varied and beautiful as the tantalizing and rich colors and changing patterns in a kaleidoscope. Each orgasmic session I have reveals complex tessellations of new rhythms and rich colorful erotic visions that blossom in rich patterns of complex pulsing sensation. I can actually see the feelings of my orgasms unfolding and opening to reveal themselves in my mind’s eye as they tug and squeeze my cock, balls and prostate and milk hot steaming pleasure from them.

I am home alone for three days, a relatively uncommon occurrence. Naturally I pursued orgasmic pleasure last night. I prepped my peridise and inserted it in the condom and then slipped the entire package into my anus. My anal opening sucked it happily as a toddler sucks a new sweet lollipop. As I lay in bed I felt myself falling into an abyss of sexual pleasure. As I fell I did not feel a vast nothingness, instead I landed in the arms of a sensually euphoric scene. When I looked up I found myself looking into the sensual eyes of divine orgasm. The face was of the most beautiful woman I could imagine. She was a manifestation of the most serene and sensual thoughts I had ever had about a beautiful woman. She was naked and warm and she was there for me and me alone.

Anal Pleasure: My Sexuality Part 2

I have always found that there is something inherently erotic about being in a hotel alone. Don’t get me wrong, J and I have had some incredibly sexy times together but there is something decadent about being naked in a new place that is not home, and sexing myself up in quiet solitude as I view my body responding to growing arousal. Freed from any inhibitions I will murmur all types of lewd and lurid things and articulate all kinds of fantasies when I am sailing in chains of chilling ecstasy from cascading MMOs.

I have always masturbated in front of mirrors and watched porno when I traveled before. But ever since I have learned to MMO my solo trips have taken on a whole new dimension. I really look forward to the intimate alone time and the layers of complex, intense and chilling orgasms that I coax from my body in the dimly lit darkness of hotel rooms. Lying on my stomach with my anus exposed and penetrated by a ruthless instrument of sexual pleasure is not only lewd but it is vulgar and sensual as well.

My Wifes Experience of Orgasm

The other day a few guys in chat challenged me to express my wifes experience of orgasm in a blog post. So based on some recent love making sessions …. here it is. enjoy.

Hi. I am J, Linghamans wife. He has asked me to write this post for him to describe my experience of sex with him. Before I can describe our intimate life, you need to understand a few things about me. I am incurably erotic and sensual but I am very reserved and private. Coming from a puritan New England home sex was never mentioned when I was growing up. I never even saw my father without a shirt on, even at the beach. I had absolutely no sexual experience in high school. A couple of the boys I dated felt me up and one in particular coaxed me to let him feel my vagina but he didn’t stimulate me or penetrate me with his finger.

Linghaman was the first boy I ever saw naked and he was the first and only boy to see me naked. When I saw his erect penis the first time I was dumb founded. I couldn’t imagine it would ever fit inside me. Yet despite my anxiety I was fascinated by it and was drawn to it like a moth to a flame even as I was overwhelmed by its presence.

Sexual Yin and Yang

J loves the sensation of her vagina being filled by my cock; penetration is a huge turn on for her. It was not always so as my erect penis is amply proportioned. In later years however, she has developed the ability to accommodate my girth and length. Beyond penetration she loves to feel the weight of me on her pelvis as her pussy mouth stretches open to swallow my cock. The sensation of having her vagina packed with warm pulsing cock and embracing my weight between her legs as I grind on her vulva is both thrilling and gratifying for her. However erotic and wonderful it feels, she has a really hard time orgasming by being fucked in missionary or in almost any other position except for one. To compensate for the difficulty she discovered the advantages of riding me cowgirl to have an orgasm. As a result her favorite position has always been cowgirl.

I can identify with the mind focusing thrilling and gratifying sensation of having me penetrate her. Her need to hold my cock in her vagina during arousal and orgasm is akin to the feeling i have from anal penetration from an Aneros. I hope someday to experience the exact same sensation she feels when I am fucked by a guy.