Thank you, Lord!

Woke up and peed, I'd like a ride if my wife were out shopping. Nope, napping in the other room.

Back in bed, trying a little fooling around.

I tried that exercise where you tent your hand and push a log through your abdomen. WEEEEEEEEEE! SUPER-O

Wow, let's try *that* again! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWW ROOM-FILLING SUPER-O with a lot of convulsive thrashing.

Didn't want to waste the privacy, and I was really feeling horny, so I tried the log again concentrating on the front. It took two logs to inflate a lovely hard woodie.

Stroking, I go bigger and bigger super-o's until I was ready to pop (I deflate between them, which makes intercourse difficult.) I was short on fluid, but I had a super=T regardless, with a few drops. Not enough to fill the tubing and give me the full ejaculation sensation. But what a shot of endorphins!!! My boss told me once when he the medics shot him up with morphine in Viet-Nam, it felt like he was on a bearskin in front of a cozy fire in a cabin on a snowy night. Well, I just curled up like that in my Pendleton Blanket and cozied off to sleep for a couple of hours, with just a couple of minis shaking me as I drifted off. Except for my hands flapping against my chest for a few minutes.

First Session: Ahead as planned

When I got home from work yesterday, my Syn arrived. I was so excited that it did, I honestly felt like a kid at Christmas. But I had told myself I should wait till my pre-planned time this coming Saturday where I know I will have the time & privacy to take it out for a spin. I also wanted more time to just practice my breathing and isolating the various muscles. But close to bedtime, I was a little antsy and saw that I will have some time & privacy. So I just decided, "what the hell."

Took a brief shower and quick enima to freshen up. Gathered some towels, laid one down over my bed, another off to the side. Turned on some quiet, easy going on my computer to help relax. Then I just laid dawn, closed my eyes and relaxed. Stroked myself to a decent erection, doing so actually helped me to relax more. After 10 minutes or so, I dabbed my finger with a healthy amount of Maximus lube. Then shifted to my right side, right leg out straight, left leg up in a fetal position. Then I massaged my hole and just overall lubed it up. Then I lubed the Syn a number of times till it was really dripping of lube. I then adjusted it to the correct position, then rubbed my hole with it and with a gentle push, it went in easier than I thought. Which surprised me because I have no real experience with anal.

At the internist's office

Went to see my doctor, getting my periodic diabetic checkup. Mentioned to him that I'd had an odd experience; within the last month I'd learned to call up dry orgasms at will just by requesting a p-wave.

"That's unusual."

He asked if it was a problem I wanted to get rid of.

"No, I don't think so", I opined.

Drove on with the diabetic checkup. 8>)

He did think the folks doing the Alzheimer study I'm participating in over at the Abby van Buren Unit at Mayo Clinic might be interested. Currently they just have me reacting to cards being flipped over on a computer, or tracing a maze several successive times.

The prequel

I thought I should give this a try and the thought of doing a blog with updates really appealed to me. Let's start. Recently 35 and I've always had a very high sex drive. Masturbate at least twice a day most days. And very limited anal experience. Always been fond of anal but never really explored it. Bought a simple anal vibrator a couple of years ago, didn't really mess with it too much for no particular reason. But I've always been interested in exploring, in particular, prostate play.

So I finally decided to take the plunge and ordered the Helix Syn as my first foray into this. Should be delivered by Wednesday. So I've been researching, reading, and learning all about the process of what to expect, & general idea of what to do. This is simply the most complex sexual idea I've ever attempted. Almost intimidating and a little scary but I think I'm willing to walk the plank in exploring what all this will be like. Yeah I know, a little melodramatic but I feel like little young me when I first discovered masturbation all those years ago.

My 2nd post.

I finally went to bed last night proud of myself for not masturbating to ejaculation. I did stoke myself to the point of several drops of precum. When that happened, i just squeezed out what I had, wiped it off. Then licked it. As I dazed off to sleep, I felt this dull ache in my entire genital region which persisted all through the night right up to morning. Woke up with a real stiff & firm morning wood so I stroked myself some more till more precum leaked out. But again I resisted the urge to finish to ejaculation. And the dull ache returned a little more noticeable. But I'm vowing not to allow proper release till at the very least this coming weekend for my very first session.

Now a question from an Aneros virgin. Would this kind of edging have any effect on my first ever session? Keep in mind I haven't ejaculated in slightly over a week so far. I know from all the reading I've been doing that ejaculation isn't the goal. If it happens during the session, it happens. Any advice on what I'm doing this week and any advice for my first session would be greatly appreciated. I am willing to listen. Sorry for acting a little overzealous before I even start. I honestly haven't been this exited since I first discovered masturbation and also first having sex.

Ya cain't never tell …

My knee was giving me fits in the morning, and I took two alleve tabs. When my wife went shopping, i thought it was a good time to relax … I cleaned and lubed and put in the smallest peridise. But instead of howling ecstasy, I just got a couple of mini-O's and one small thrash. After a good whil lying there dozingly, I gave up and moved to the next size up. Again, I had my pc's playing soccer with the bulb, and went nowhere but to sleep. Gave up, cleaned up. and my wife came home.

I'm suspecting that the Alleve interferes with more than pain coming up the nerves.

However, when I went to bed, I was thinking of telling my internist about my newly found gift of calling up dry orgasms at will, tried calling up a couple of p-waves that brought minis, licked the end of my finger, WOOOO! I got a Aneless super that kept me rolling with p-waves and supers for an hour before I collapsed into sleep!

Now I'm sort of scared of what the Eupho Syn will do to me next time it rides me. Last time, I was hallucinating I was in a woman's body having intercourse with my beloved. And I haven't had a dick in me since high school when my best friend and I, with inadequate lube, tried to find out what sex felt like.

Session 3 – more vibrant prostate and dildo

So I feel like my prostate has been more sensitive, and I have been having great sensations very fast; except this time I got too horny and just took out my 7'' dildo and start riding it. Oh My God, it feel so good as it slowly slid in and out of me as I clench; sadly I wasn't able to achieve a prostate orgasm, but I feel like I have been very close! At any rate, the orgasm is better than yesterday!

I'm So Thankful

Hey guys. Hope everyone had a great holiday. I hope you got really full of food and of your aneros toys lol. So I was blessed with getting some alone time after all my family left and my parents went to go visit college buddies in another county. So I stayed back and cleaned up the house and the decided to have some fun.

I took my a nice shower, cleaned out and lubed up like always. I actually recorded this session that I am recalling now and will be up shortly. I put a pillow under me to lift me up cause it makes me feel like I'm being pounded when my progasm goes deeper. I had the best session to date. I cried, I screamed and I came all over the place.

YES I HAD A HFWO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok sorry for screaming but i did and it felt amazing. I was rock hard and throbbing and pre cum was shooting everywhere. Then I held a contraction and BOOM my beautiful love juice came erupting out of my hard penis and onto my balls, pillow and belly. I cut the audio off after 20 minutes cause I thought I was going to pass out but my prostate wanted more and more is what I gave.

Session 2 – Similar to Session 1, except..

It has only been a day, and I am trying it again, and I think I am liking it more and more. The session is like yesterday's. I ended up beating off, and the orgasm feels better this time; however, after the orgasm, I still have the urge to come as I grind on my aneros.

Session 1 – Auto Contractions

I am a 20 year-old from Georgia.
I have tried to use my aneros before, but tried to hurry into a prostate O than dry O; therefore, this is consider my first time really trying to create dry O.s
About 15 min into the session, I contracted by PC muscle and started to get involuntary contraction, it feels a little bit good, not like awesome or anything… I was sitting in a chair as that involuntary contraction started, so I climbed into bed and really start to work for it.
Very interesting thing happened: as I was having auto contractions, I started to play with my nipples, and it creates this insane sensation that makes me want to release somewhere, it also make my body feel very hot, occasionally I would feel as if a warm halo is surrounding me; but since the sensation is too great, I had to stop nippling myself.
The auto contraction, again, didn't bring me super awesome feeling. Just, good feeling. Since this auto contraction is on the pc muscle, i tried to translate it to my anal muscle to see if I will create an anal contraction; tried several time, and I think I had seconds of good feeling paroxysmally. In the end, I feel tired and tried to beat off. At the same time, I tried to incorporate tantric breathing – trying to lead the building orgasmic sensation up the spine than out the penis. However, the orgasm was only ok, didn't feel too good. I haven't been having good feeling orgasm for a while, and I just wonder how can I improve my orgasmic pleasure level?
to be continued…