Close call

Last night I had started with ET and switched to Max T after about an hour.
Rolled on my side with knees up high when I had almost a soft thrumming in my head with an undulating blue gray canvas display in my visual cortex. This was followed by a rapid series of porno images rolling through my mind. Very strange. I was awake so this wasn’t dreaming.
Lasted maybe 5 or 8 seconds.

It was all very subtle and I wanted more, but it faded out.
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Fun in the shower

1/10 10:15 a.m.

Ok, there’s more. Sorry to be writing so much, but it’s so much fun I really want to share. And I think maybe writing about it is fun as well.
After I got done writing my previous post I needed to go up and shower to get ready for an appointment. My rectum was missing Syn a little, so I decided I would try inviting Helix into the shower with me. I grabbed the massager, lubed my hole and canal and then lubed up Helix. She wanted to play with my perineum and scrotum before she went inside, so I let her do that and then directed her in. Ahhhh. Going in and coming out is one of my favorite parts. I really didn’t expect much; I just thought she would lay in there like when I was sleeping. However, as I started to shower, the motion moved her around and gave me the most wonderful sensations. Then (as I’ve heard others say), POW! – pow!, pow!, pow!. She was fucking me powerfully. Not sure I had even experienced auto-fucking before this point. I was vocalizing, dancing, trying different positions to optimize. The party lasted my whole shower (which are longish). When I was done showering I thought it would be efficient to bring her out into the open and clean her up. When I took her out I lingered when the largest part of her was near my inner sphincter (I think). Exquisite pleasure! Thanks, helix, for the fuck. I owe you.

“Precum Pump!”

[Inspired by @Pasttime]

Introduction
About a week since last session. Home alone this afternoon (with the dog). Good night too; rare but I didn’t sleep in a cup! Quite aroused this morning and somewhat throughout the day. I took advantage of the time with a short session. I selected the HIH 950. Little did I know what was in store for me! Let me explain…..

Session
I lubed-up with SSG and (not wearing a cup) started the session on my side, with left leg up. It wasn’t too long, however, that I began to experience some serious auto-f&*( contractions which I could not stop. After about 3 or 4 “pumps” I reacted somewhat violently on the bed, along with a shout-out. Things settled-down for only a short while, then started-up all over again. I tried different positions for my legs and the auto-f&*( ing continued unabated. In fact, some positions were even more stimulating on my prostate. Perhaps a different part of it was affected.

To quote @Pasttime (in the shower): Pow! Pow! Pow! Pow!

This went on for a while; with every f&*( I could feel the P-tab on the 950 pressing and stimulating my perineum/prostate and that just re-energized the f&*( some more! When would it stop? At the last Pow! of every ‘pumping cycle’, I felt an intense contraction in my cock and before I realized it, I had a stream of precum oozing out and down.

The Beat Goes On

So looking back to my 7th year of Aneros practice, I can say Aneros made me into a new man. In January 2012, I was 59 years old with the sex drive I had at 30, but I was wiser, more self aware and more patient. When I say I was a new man, my outlook on sex and sexual pleasure had become very open and enlightened. I can objectively say I was made to be a more sensual man. My outlook on life and sexual pleasure became more Zen like. Although my home life was very conventional my career was always just a little outside the box; Aneros made my sex life a little outside the box just as my career was. I really had a more laid back attitude towards success and traditional achievement than my peers and I had a deeper more convoluted attitude towards sex than my friends and acquaintances. I came to enjoy life and my sex life as a result of my shifted mental state.

As for sex, in my seventh year I took the leap to explore male – male sexual exploration with a very safe guy I met on line in a very safe forum. We met once. Like me he was a married – curious guy, but he was 20 years younger than I. It was both our first times. We spent a weekend together in a hotel. That will be another entry.

Ahhhh! Uhhhhhhhhh! Ohhhhhhhhhh! F

Ok, I have to try to get some of this out. I am having the most amazing MMO self-love self-FUCK sessions. I have maybe had hints that this was possible, but I never would have imagined, or I would have had it LONG ago. I am so excited I can hardly contain it. Right now I am lying here naked, half under the covers exhalting in my scent/musk and my bodies’ continuing hyper sensitivity and trembling and minis.

Last night I decided to ravage myself. my hole, with my new helix syn. I used coconut oil; I love the scent and the simplicity of it. I slipped her in – ohhhhhhhhh exhale. I could have used her to fuck myself, but I had been ready about “do nothing,” so I got comfoyand went to sleep.

I woke up at 4:30 with a headache, so I got up to take a pee and some Advil and ended up removing Syn in the process. I went back to bed with the intention of going back to sleep, but when I felt the bedding on my body I knew I wasn’t going to sleep without some pleasure. My nips were crying out. The moment I touched them I went into Aless. Whole body involuntary convulsions and twitching. I hugged myself and the Os continued as I writhed beneath the sheets. I went on for more than 90 minutes caressing touching pulling and rubbing myself and convulsing in multiple positions, including standing. So incredible, rich and amazing.

Sixth Year Milestone

In the summer of my sixth year, mid way to my seventh year of Aneros the nature of my need for sexual pleasure and my response to arousal had shifted totally as a result of rewiring. Arousing images and fantasies still coaxed my penis to erection but at the same time a sexy woman or male penis porn or an erotic dream or writing my erotica would make my anus tingle and twinge and make my nipples erect.

However as much as rewiring bent my sexuality in an arc that I never would have predicted it also enhanced my sex practices and expanded my existing desires and proclivities.

My sex life began in reality when I was 19; from that date on it was focused solely on penis in vagina sex and masturbation. When I met my wife and we became intimate my prurient focus added oral sex on her. For both of us the most intense and pleasurable orgasms we both have occur during oral sex, whether it is me on her or her on me or in 69. Aside from rewiring and my orgasms I absolutely love my wife’s pussy. Licking her slot, suckling her clit or massaging her G spot with a finger it’s all good for me. Likewise I love to be sucked; the visual turn on is a huge influence on my orgasm and ejaculation. Fucking has been and still is a way for me to feel close to my wife. Like many women she loves it because she loves the fullness that penetration with my large penis provides. She loves the lurching tug of my shaft inside her and the swelling contracting action of my cock head that accompanies pumping of my ejaculate inside her. Having her juice my penis as I embrace her provides a visceral bond that is not available through any other means.

Joy!

JOY!!! Laughter spasms pre-cum pleasure competence hardon frenulum analrubbing Nipples! Perineum grabbing catchingmybreath incredulous grateful grateful grateful Buttcheeks thighs selfhugging hard newscent rewired? cannotwaituntiliamaloneinthehousesoicanshout Ahhhhhhh!. Thinkicouldgoonforever fuck selffuck OMG

Thank you, guys, for opening a whole new world. Hope I can add to the knowledge in days ahead.

Extra good session today!

Had not had a session in over a week until yesterday when I had some time. Not a peep out of my prostate for the whole week. Nipples even lost their sensitivity. Yesterday was a good session but nothing out of the ordinary.

Well, like an ignored girlfriend, that little nudge yesterday was like throwing gas on a flame. Spent the morning having NUMEROUS Aless O’s just playing with my re-awakened nipples. This got my prostate all hot and ready. What a session! What sensations! Some of the most intense SO’s yet.

Taking a break really seems to improve things! I highly recommend it!

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still here but less riding Kegel helps?

I’ve lost some of the faith for the SO but still really enjoy the riding and now have a new job that is a big time suck.
HOWEVER…. I have noticed something very strange lately – instead of a a-ride, I have just masturbated with porn once a week or two weeks. I am married but heading for a divorce and seeing another woman that we will start an affair soon – this idea of being with her and while I masturbate less frequently has led some very powerful orgasms – tingles all over, breathe taken away and head nearly hitting the desk (if I am sitting) – I am assuming that my PC/kegels are much stronger than ever and am wondering if others have noticed a much longer/deeper/tingle than normal masturbation- it really feels like the p-spot is activated and driving this? If so, happy man!
anyone?

Celebrate a Dallas Cowboys win…then do it again in the morning

So…I’m a huge Dallas Cowboys fan. We won our first playoff game in like forever. I was so stressed. After the wife retired for the evening I decided to decompress.

The session started with some Aless. My ramp up time is literally less than 5 mins now. 8 days of SR would do that. Initially I didnt want to incorporate any Aneros devices. I was getting such deep and penetrating Super-Os from this Aless session. This actually eventually turned into a calm seas series of orgasms. First time this has happened to me. The only thing tense on me was my cock…everything else went into this relaxed and purely tingling state. It was radiant. My eyes watered up a bit and it literally felt like I wanted to have a wet orgasm. After about an hour of this…I snuck into the room and got the eupho trident

Lubed that sucker up and literally laid down and didnt miss a beat. The eupho trident and my prostate basically hugged each other for the next hour. I barely had a single moment without orgasmic pleasure. My eyes would roll into the back of my head and I would see light flashes from behind my eyelids from the amount of pleasure.