Silent Seduction

As usual I have to put in my disclaimer…this is total fantasy. I was inspired by somebody but not fact…only fiction. Hopefully it will get some of your sessions off to a good start.

I swing the door open before he even has a chance to knock. I look up at him, "Come in." He does and sits down. He's sick, I hand him a tissue. He takes it and blows his nose, I stand there and watch him. Funny how sometimes even the most disgusting things in life can be interesting. He's sitting there blowing green goo out of his nose but its such a real moment in time, it helps me to remember he's not a total fantasy. It doesn't turn me on…but it doesn't repulse me either. Once he's finished I take the tissue to throw it away, I see him watching me in my peripheral vision. When I come back he seems comfortable, quietly relaxing, I sit next to him. I feel him looking at me, I look over at him not truly believing he's here. He trails his finger down my arm leaving goose bumps in his wake. I slid closer to him nestling into his side wrapping my arms around his torso. He feels nice warm, soft, but not too soft. I avert my gaze away from his eyes, not wanting to make it too painfully obvious how aroused he's making me. Instead I elect to caress from his chest down to his tummy and back. He puts his arm around me resting his hand on my hip. I notice he's rubbing the cotton material of my undies…I smile to myself. I wasn't expecting him so I was only wearing a t-shirt and panties. Its then that I remember how much he says he likes cotton guess he was serious because there is a suspicious bulge in his pants that wasn't there before. Read more »

Why She's Not On Board…(part 1)

Thanks to the guy who gave me my writing bug back…

So I know a lot of guys here are into what some (mostly Americans) find as "alternative" sexual practices. I don't view it as alternative but hey…I'm just one fish in the ocean. I also know there are many men who wish their wives (or spouses or mates or partners pick your word and use it) were more into it with them. Now keep in mind I'm not a doctor or any of that crap. I'm just a woman who has been in enough relationships and talked openly with enough women that at the moment I feel like putting some ideas out there for you all to ponder on. There is no way I can cover all scenarios so this will be pretty general. If you want specifics…hunt me down lol (don't literally use the inbox dummy!!!). So with that said this first part will be on the most fundamental aspect of why a lot of women are hesitant about this topic…themselves…and how they feel about themselves. Read more »

Outside in and Inside Out

This is an entry to talk about the ebb and flow of my erotic life. It has been a week without a wet orgasm for me, which is relatively unusual. Scheduling pressures, and myriad distractions actually overpowered the chance to interact with J and be intimate. So instead, this hs been a week of MMO sessions.

I was recently talking to a friend here who was experiencing the same thing. Now as I am sitting here writing this I am telling myself the same thing I told him: “hey it happens”.

So as I sat drinking a cup of tea on the couch in the quiet of our kitchen a short time ago, I pondered this inside out and outside in character of my sexuality. It is this mysterious thing that motivates me to have liaisons with it in the remote solitude inside my own body and inspires me to celebrate it with J, showing off for her as we both admire the physical beauty of each other’s sexual response.

As a guy my sexuality was very cock focused . . . I couldn’t help it. It was engrained in me. I was and still am fascinated with my own cock, and now other guys cocks too. I do stand in front of the mirror occasionally and admire it as I tug it to stiffness. I have done videos of me self pleasuring myself in elaborate backgrounds and wearing all kinds of erotic props. I have taped and watched in fascination as ropes of thick white pearlescent cum rolls and sometimes is hurled from my swollen cockhead as I shudder in explosive orgasm. Read more »

Third Session, before during and maybe after

Last night during the chat session my better half was sending me to the moon in other ways.

Just to give you an idea about 2 weeks ago she wanted to start exploring sext messages. She loves the idea of turning me on whenever and where ever she can. I have no problem with this, but MY GOOD LORD does she press all the buttons! And the pictures? Steamy!! Now mind you they are not bare it all pictures, they are those naughty little hints. The edge of sexual desire kind of things. I'll give you the world, but you can only see a tiny slice of it. Those are my favorite. I love teasing more than anything. It's the power supply to my sex drive (and perhaps many other people)

I spend time out of town on the weekends, so this is her way of reminding me of what is waiting at home. Sheer bliss, that's what!

So you get the idea. She was ramping me up the whole night until nearly 2am. I wanted so bad just to grab hold and have an amazing tension release! I was so hot and bothered I was literally soaked.

I decided not to take care of myself and also not to have a session last night (this morning) because for one thing taking care of myself might ruin any later attempt with the MGX and I wanted to keep that tension for the experience. And for the other I as drinking while I was chatting and I decided it would ruin the experience as well. I wanted it to be as pure as possible. Read more »

Taking time to open up – between sessions

This isn't so much a regular blog as it may be a reflection of sorts.

Last night I logged onto the Aneros chat room for the very first time. I wont lie. I was very hesitant to even do so. I know that the internet provides me a bit of anonymity. I still feel, in a way, that I am walking naked into a room of people. Do they judge? Or are we of equal minds to some degree?

I sat quiet for a moment and just read what some of the users were saying and it occurred to me fairly quickly that no real judgement is going to be passed. I am in a room of people like myself, curious, explorers, people determined to do it how they want to and anyone else be damned if you judge them.

That being said – I had an amazing time last night just opening up and talking to everyone. You will have to forgive that I have a slightly bad memory for names, but I spent some quality time reflecting on topics with devajones, and I know it's already known – but my thanks extends to you sincerely. You truly helped make my first night fun, entertaining, extremely informative, and most of all you helped put me at ease.

There was no shortage with any user so please do not think I am dismissing any of you. I am not! Read more »

Second Experience

Been thinking about my session very little throughout the day.

On the way home from work though that's just about all I could think about. What will this next session bring – make sure everything is setup so we can get right down to business!

Last night just before I went to bed I purchased and downloaded the Hypnaerosession CD, awfully pricey, but hey…

So I get home, setup everything. I run into the computer room and transfer the CD to my Samsung S2 and pop out my Siberia V2 headset from the computer and plug it into my phone )awesome sound By the way(

It's 6:22PM – I hit the bed and insert my MGX slowly and let my muscles do the rest. At this point I tap play on my phone and listen to the first CD.

I have to say this much. I am not usually into subliminal anything, but when you actually WANT to relax and you really WANT to follow along, it does have a way of swaying you new levels of relaxation.

I won't bore you with the base details of the CD – I followed along, breathing, contracting, feeling, going deeper and deeper.

At some unknown point I must have dozed off. When exactly I really don't know because I recall thinking to myself, "I am super relaxed and still really alert". Either I told myself a fat lie or I was just so into the CD that I did as I was told and just listened. Read more »

A bit about me before my first experience.

Just before my first experience – a bit about me.

I figure I will attempt to outline my initial experience as I go. Good or bad, here it shall be.

To sum up – I have had very basic anal play. Nothing like the MGX. I am a very sexual person. I've dated one person my entire life and we are still together 11 years now. )No marriage, just trusting life partners.( For those curious I am not a gay, just a happy Man and Woman being together. Simple sex life and lots of it. As we've grown older together we've incorporated basic bondage, bed restraints, blindfolds, playing the dominant and submissive roles, and adding fun toys for her and cock rings with and without vibes for both of us. She is not into anal so we don't push the issue, but for myself I like to explore and open new doors.

So I decided I wanted to explore this new world of prostate massaging and all these new types of orgasms waiting to be felt…

My first attempt

The short version, keep at it and be patient!

TL:DR )but really do(
Plenty of excitement! The MGX Aneros has arrived and I am alone at home today! I can explore without interruption.

Tearing into the package I quickly read the instructions and take note of cleaning the unit and the suggested position and movements.

Ok, NEXT!

I happened to just recently buy a cleaning bulb so I did the deed in preparation for my session.

The bed is all set, my towel is down and I have so many great lubes, no problem with setup!

I go ahead and prep myself and the MGX for our first meeting. It doesn't take long to slide on home. I'm already comfortable with basic anal play so there isn't too much tension. My concern was the depth, but those fears were allayed quickly as I tightened up to slide it the rest of the way in. Nice and smooth!

I immediately get into the suggested position on my side with one leg out and one bent towards my stomach.

Grrrr!! I gotta pee.. Or do I? I remember some early reading that it was a sensation that may occur. Rather than getting up to relieve myself, which I had already done prior to my session, I just lied in bed and relaxed and let the sensation subside on it's own. Read more »

NEW HEIGHTS: I haven't touched the ceiling yet

TL;DR:
* Standing sensitises the prostate
* Walking around helped a lot
* Lightly jogging really helped a lot
* Touching nipples carefully to complement
* Openly allow erotic thoughts to flow via prostate massage
* Vocal moaning = important
* But -> embarrassing and noisy :)
* Train of thought derails
* Thought train blasts off at uncontrollable speeds
* Urge to cum nears

Well, damn.

I thought it was the end of the journey for me, and searching for other goals would keep me entertained. My pleasures and sensations were as good as they'd get, and now I'm fully rewired. There's nothing more for me to uncover.

That's technically true, but tonight launched me a little bit higher.

So standing up works well with the Aneros, perhaps due to the gravity providing a counterbalance. I don't know the science, exactly, but I do ejaculate quicker when standing up masturbating. Regardless, the prostate becomes more sensitive to the Aneros. Even better: walking around. As I strolled to the kitchen, the feelings of the device rubbing couldn't be ignored. In fact, trying to ignore it would flare up an orgasm quickly. Eventually, I became horny to the point where I sped the pace up by lightly jogging on the spot. I've never had such a fast chain of Dry-O's in a long while. Read more »

Oh Aneros! You really send me!

Hi guys,

What a difference of 32 hours downtime from Aneros can have! Yesterday morning which was my fifth straight session in as many days nearly did me in! My trusty Aneros tools didn't produce their usual magic on me as usually. It was just the law of diminishing returns. I came away yesterday morning's session worn out. And combined with the bitterly cold weather, I found myself taking one long nap after another. The only consolation I received was terrifically good Aless!

Then I went immediately to bed right after 10 p.m. last night and slept soundly until about 4 a.m. this morning. I got up this morning at 5 a.m. to get ready for a commitment this morning at 8:30 a.m. Then some more activities until I got home at 2 p.m. this afternoon. Yet through it all, I had profound Aless throughout the day. I felt so alive, filled with virile energized.

Eupho Classic performed so admirably this afternoon. He gave me an awesome autof**k with all sort of strokes. Same thing with Helix Classic. Maximus, Tempo, and Progasm Classic performed so well in their individual ways. It is hard for me to choose between models. They are all so good. But right now in my journey, Maximus has to be near the top.

Throughout life, I met men that really send me. But it is Aneros in its various models that really send me. Take care!