The Mystery of My Sexuality Part 3: Orgasm

April 19, 2014

This wonderful sexy trip I am on never ceases to deliver profoundly new erotic experiences. The combination of my expanded orgasmic ability and my newly discovered mindful sexual response has rewarded me with manifest new orgasmic experiences and profoundly intense pleasurable sensations. My ability to have MMO’s and my awareness of the subtle differences in the orgasmic sensations I experience is tantamount to the experience of looking into a kaleidoscope. Indeed MMO’s are as varied and beautiful as the tantalizing and rich colors and changing patterns in a kaleidoscope. Each orgasmic session I have reveals complex tessellations of new rhythms and rich colorful erotic visions that blossom in rich patterns of complex pulsing sensation. I can actually see the feelings of my orgasms unfolding and opening to reveal themselves in my mind’s eye as they tug and squeeze my cock, balls and prostate and milk hot steaming pleasure from them.

I am home alone for three days, a relatively uncommon occurrence. Naturally I pursued orgasmic pleasure last night. I prepped my peridise and inserted it in the condom and then slipped the entire package into my anus. My anal opening sucked it happily as a toddler sucks a new sweet lollipop. As I lay in bed I felt myself falling into an abyss of sexual pleasure. As I fell I did not feel a vast nothingness, instead I landed in the arms of a sensually euphoric scene. When I looked up I found myself looking into the sensual eyes of divine orgasm. The face was of the most beautiful woman I could imagine. She was a manifestation of the most serene and sensual thoughts I had ever had about a beautiful woman. She was naked and warm and she was there for me and me alone. Read more »

What has aneros-use ever done for me?

There are obvious things that aneros use, and other techniques, have done for me. For one, I am now a multi-orgasmic man, and could perhaps even claim to have had many super-Os.

Is this what aneros use has done for me? Well it is a small part of it for sure. There seem to be other knock-on implications from the acquisition of the techniques, the rewiring, and from broader philosophical thinking.

The techniques and rewiring have altered the way that I think about sex. Whereas it was formerly more ego-driven and about compelling my body to do what I wanted, and based on a NEED to ejaculate in order to get release, now it is distinctly more relaxed, about recognising the slightest of sensations and about focussing on them, without expectation of where it will lead. The need to ejaculate is no longer a major concern; after all, I get plenty of dry orgasms or stronger now, and I enjoy the STRONG sense of arousal that temporary ejaculatory abstinence brings. This approach doesn't just reside within aneros sessions – it bleeds across into all aspects of sexuality and my life in general. I find that I now have multiple dry orgasms within sex as well, and even such unpromising daily routines such as going to the toilet can initiate more modest orgasms! Read more »

Working again

Havn't used mine for about a week after getting a cold and finding out, it just doesn't work very well when your sick lol.

I was a bit worried it was newitice actually )something new being more pleasurable etc until you get used to it(….because I tried to use it a few times last week, and really got no pleasure/enjoyment out of it at all. It was such a HUGE difference then before I just couldn't believe it.

So I stopped for awhile, and once I was feeling better )nothing like having to blow your nose and being stuffed up in the middle of a session to ruin it I guess(, I tried it again last night and woot…it totally worked again.

So, for anyone who doesn't know, using the Aneros while sick may not work so well for you.

That may seem like common sense, but I can traditionally ograsm just fine when sick. In fact, it often helps me feel better faster )so does a ton of strenuous exersize..I burn the cold/flu out of me(…but not so with the Aneros. Guess you need to be healthy for it to work…or work well hehe.

Anyway, it's so nice to be not sick again…and nice to have the super yummy intense orgasms again. Only did 1 session last night so far, but plan on making up for lost time!!

What has aneros-use ever done for me?

There are obvious things that aneros use, and other techniques, have done for me. For one, I am now a multi-orgasmic man, and could perhaps even claim to have had many super-Os.

Is this what aneros use has done for me? Well it is a small part of it for sure. There seem to be other knock-on implications from the acquisition of the techniques, the rewiring, and from broader philosophical thinking.

The techniques and rewiring have altered the way that I think about sex. Whereas it was formerly more ego-driven and about compelling my body to do what I wanted, and based on a NEED to ejaculate in order to get release, now it is distinctly more relaxed, about recognising the slightest of sensations and about focussing on them, without expectation of where it will lead. The need to ejaculate is no longer a major concern; after all, I get plenty of dry orgasms or stronger now, and I enjoy the STRONG sense of arousal that temporary ejaculatory abstinence brings. This approach doesn't just reside within aneros sessions – it bleeds across into all aspects of sexuality and my life in general. I find that I now have multiple dry orgasms within sex as well, and even such unpromising daily routines such as going to the toilet can initiate more modest orgasms! Read more »

Anal Pleasure: My Sexuality Part 2

I have always found that there is something inherently erotic about being in a hotel alone. Don’t get me wrong, J and I have had some incredibly sexy times together but there is something decadent about being naked in a new place that is not home, and sexing myself up in quiet solitude as I view my body responding to growing arousal. Freed from any inhibitions I will murmur all types of lewd and lurid things and articulate all kinds of fantasies when I am sailing in chains of chilling ecstasy from cascading MMOs.

I have always masturbated in front of mirrors and watched porno when I traveled before. But ever since I have learned to MMO my solo trips have taken on a whole new dimension. I really look forward to the intimate alone time and the layers of complex, intense and chilling orgasms that I coax from my body in the dimly lit darkness of hotel rooms. Lying on my stomach with my anus exposed and penetrated by a ruthless instrument of sexual pleasure is not only lewd but it is vulgar and sensual as well. Read more »

My Intentions

A fellow aneroser messaged me today and made some nice comments and ask some questions. Thought if I posted a little about me and my intentions here, it might make my posting easier to understand.

I just turned 50 not that I feel like it.She's right behind me. I am very blessed to have loving wife that is sexual & playful and concerned about my pleasure.

She loves seeing me in ecstasy and helping me get there. We are both enjoying this experience and she has been there every step of the way.

She's the one that actually asked me if I wanted to experiment with this.
My answer is obvious.

I do the blog because I want to share. Hell I want to shout it from the rooftops. I want others to know and learn, I want others to experience ! Can't believe I waited so long to try this.

I believe she enjoys it with me as she knows how to enjoy her own pleasures herself. She also shares them with me. Whether it is her Rabbit, my tongue, my finger, her fingers or my cock. We are very open sexually and adore being intimate with each other.

Our sex life has been a dream for a long time but we are only a little over a month into this new adventure. Tho the Vice is not part of every session,however usually fantastic blowjobs and mutual masturbation are. Read more »

In a Haze

It's been a while since I've blogged. I actually wrote a blog a week or two ago, but my Internet connection cut out and I lost the draft. I just didn't feel like rewriting it.

There haven't been any real big developments lately. Once in a while I still have a super-O or two, but sessions can be fine for me without them. I'm trying to dig deeper into different aspects of the experience. Specifically I'm trying to see if there's more to this haze I feel in my head when I have any type of Aneros inside or partially inside me. I can have a Peridise halfway in and already feel something starting in my head. The prostate isn't even being touched at this point.

It's a little like I have a head cold where my ears and equilibrium are affected. I'm not dizzy, but it sort of feels similar. I've tried getting lost in the sensation, but I don't seem to get too far. I can sort of separate myself from what is going on at the prostate, etc. The p-waves may come on their own or not, but I'm less actively part of the equation.

The biggest success I've had is using my mental focus when I'm beginning or in the middle of an orgasm. Focusing on the pleasure has really amplified it on a few occasions. Yesterday evening was probably the most intense sensation I've had during a super-O. Normally the duration of the pleasure is what makes a super-O so intense. Last night was probably the closest to having the sensation of a traditional orgasm during a super-O. Read more »

New Observations

Another great session with the wife this evening 😀

Tried Vaseline with a layer of Wet on top. Made for easy insertion, nice rocking it and squeezing it.

Wife noticed that my balls were like non existent despite the fact I was wearing a cock ring and had a throbbing erection. I was also experiencing wonderful tingling and waves.

She pushed the rabbit on high to my perineum and had a knee jerking orgasm after the BJ and the stroking. Actually pushed the Vice out when I came. First time with the Vice. Was an issue with the Naughty Boy and Big Boy Rocks Off products.

Maybe too much lube if that is possible :(
Will have to experiment more with the Vaseline. I think it may be a keeper. The forums say Shea Butter is # 1 so it is on my list to try it. More to cum…

Today Experience

Today we planned to have a session. She had a solo session yesterday that she shared with me last night and teased me with the details.

Obviously, that was in my thoughts all day. I hadn't cum since Saturday < Which is a record for me !>.She sucked me and stroked me but would not give me any relief.

She asked me not to jack off in the morning and save it for this afternoon.

I edged this morning but didn't cum.Felt great to be so turned on.

I got a 20 minute head start this afternoon with the Vice. Just good music, relaxation, vibes, no attention to my cock.

She joined me and stroked him to an erection. then she swallowed my cock me for a good 10 minutes. Total Bliss!

After some dirty talking and hot conversation and her masturbating for me..I erupted ! Huge Overflow/ Ejaculation !

California Nightmare in Hellsville

Well this is the final part to the post entitled California Dreamin' in Buckhead…took me a while to post. Took a lot out of me to post…but integrity means something to me, since I said I would do it…here it is.

Disclaimer to those who have not read the first one this is total fiction, however it was a real dream I had.

The next morning I woke up before he did. I slipped out of bed and brushed my teeth. While brushing I remembered he likes coffee. So I put on my workout clothes and made coffee. 'You must really like him or you're out of your mind…' my mind just woke up with its barage of thoughts. I do think coffee is the most vile liquid on the face of the earth that totally assaults my senses like no other, however…I want him to be comfortable…feel at home. Once done with that I jotted down a quick note:

Morning, I'm gone for my run, I'll be back. There's fresh coffee in the kitchen. I'll cook breakfast when I get back. If you're still here you're welcome to join me. If you aren't, I just wanted to tell you thank you…I had a wonderful time with you. Read more »