Trying to Lose Control

I had already started trying to use less nipple stimulation in my session and wanted to discover a new aspect to Aneros pleasure. I don't know to what extent different men use their nipples in conjunction with the Aneros. I may be on one end of the spectrum in how I have tended to rely on my nipples to build up and sustain a Super O. I sometimes sneak a quick nipple rub in at work or while driving to feel a little pleasure on the side. It doesn't take very long and it has grown in intensity from where I started.

I've held off longer or not even used my nipples at all a few times in the last few sessions. I can't say my dry O's are as strong or that I've reached an all out Super O, but it's definitely a different experience. The first time I reached a hands and nipples free dry O a few days ago I was left alternating between moaning and laughing. I was having sustained muscle movements from the Aneros for the first time and it was driving the orgasm. I actually had the Peridise in for this session and it turns out that I was laying on my side which is not common for me. I'm usually on my back. Read more »

First test drive

I received my eagerly awaited first Aneros, a Helix Syn yesterday. Picked it up from the Post Office so that "she who disapproves, the fun police" would not find out about my purchase. When I arrived home, I unpacked in the garage, away from prying eyes. Then I took it into the house to give it a wash before going back to the garage. I thought I would get to know my new Aneros and have a little fun before getting down to the serious business of learning how to reach nirvana and dry organs etc. Shutting the door, I dropped my shorts and underpants. Reaching for my hidden stash of Lube, I snapped back the cap and squirted some onto my fingertip. Separating one cheek from I gently touched my puckered anus with the lubed up finger before pushing it home up to the palm of my hand. Withdrawing my finger, I picked up the Helix Syn and carefully lubed it up. While it glistened and shone blackly in the light of the window I lifted my right leg and placed my foot on the workbench. By this time my previously flaccid penis was becoming interested in the event unfolding and was better than half erect. I said to myself, this is not about you cock, this is about something much bigger and better than that. ConcentrateOrientating the Helix correctly I placed my hand behind myself and gently placed it agains my anus. On recognition it was correctly placed in pushed it firmly inside of me. It slipped in easily, just as I expected. What a nice comfortable feeling. A feeling that I had been missing for so long after I had thrown out my previously owned dildos and butt plugs. Lowering my leg down I clenched my muscles and felt to Aneros move inside of me, drawing itself upwards inside and rubbing over my prostate. A few more muscle movements and my penis subsided. After about 5 minutes I decided to check for pre-cum. I found a pleasant surprise, a dewdrop had formed on my urethral opening of my once again flaccid penis. It was then I heard a call from inside the house so I had to quickly withdraw my Aneros, tidy up and go to see what I was needed for inside by my wife. Read more »

Breakthrough

I was excited to write this entry! After my early success, I've been disappointed lately because I haven't been able to reach MMO's and Super O's. My sessions are always nice and enjoyable, but I just couldn't get that over the top experience for about the last month.

Last night though, I made a huge step in my journey to rewiring! I had my first Aneros-less experience. I had played with my Helix Syn the night before and wore it while having sex with my wife for a huge explosion. I also knew I'd be playing with it on Friday night, so I didn't do anything last night. I was lying in bed on my left side with my right leg bent talking to my wife while she read a book. All of a sudden I could feel something inside. I half consciously started thinking about the feeling and making contractions. It felt so good and I could "feel" my prostate like my aneros was touching it. I got rock hard and I was on the verge of a dry orgasm, but I made the mistake of moving my body pillow! I can't wait to insert my Helix tonight!

Private Penetration

I have mentioned many time in this blog that the advances I have made in my sexual journey have brought me closer to understanding the emotional, sensual and physiological sexual needs of a woman.

I have gained this understanding because the experience of a deep prostate centered anal orgasm is very similar to the g spot orgasmic experience of a woman. J has most definitely become aware of the change that occurred in me as I am a different lover. I am more mindful, less impetuous in the pursuit of pleasure and I am more patient with her experience of vaginal pleasure. I can almost read her mind and understand what she wants and needs to fulfill the craving that takes control of her body when we are being intimate.

One of the things that has come with this new sexual pathway I am on is the need I feel to be penetrated. While 90% of my MMO sessions are induced without penetration there are times that I crave the exquisite torture of deep stimulation to trigger the release of chains of pleasure waves in my core. To some people it is the need to feel the fullness of a large object; that is not the case for me. For me it is the sensation of the subtle touch of an delicate object to unlock the excruciatingly pleasurable peristaltic waves of anal orgasm. Read more »

It Was About Her

I wasn’t sure how long I would stay with my erotic writing; I thought that I would just make several entries and go on. But I have enjoyed doing this so much I decided to continue. After the first few posts I was hooked. Why have I stuck with this for so long and why am I willing to commit to all these entries?

Part of it is I am smitten with chronicling my erotic thoughts. My rewiring has opened a creative window in me, my powers of observance have been sharpened and my love for expressing those observations has grown exponentially. When I read through all the entries I am struck by the consistency and the emotional power of the sexual things that I have thought about and the things that have happened to me.

Part of it is the pure eroticism of it Like most people I don’t dwell on things in my life but my writing has created the opportunity for me to savor some very special steamy times. It has given me the chance to ruminate on sexual events in my life and revisit them in my mind. In the process of recalling events, thinking about them, describing them and thinking about how they felt at the time I am reliving them. In this ponderous process the richness, sensuality and eroticism and the depth of the events intensifies in my mind and hardens my cock. Read more »

Aneros Foreplay

Hi guys,

All guys who use the Aneros realize from the outset that sexual arousal is necessary for the Aneros model to work. However, even sexual arousal or horniness has minimal effect on the Aneros in the beginning of a guy's Aneros journey. His prostate has to awaken first before sexual arousal can fuel his sessions. This is true for most guys of which I am one. Some guys however who are experienced in anal play and/or have an understanding and loving sexual partner take to Aneros like a duck to water.

After nineteen months of Aneros sessions with my prostate fully awakened, Aneros foreplay for me is an exciting and delicious foreplay to the main course of Anerosing with my Aneros buddies. Plus there is this persistent Aneros autof**k going on 24/7 going on within me. Most mornings now, I wake up and think of my Aneros models. I get horny for me. I call this state of mind and body Anerosy = Aneros horniness.

When I have plenty of time on my hands, I like to sit meditatively and focus my attention up my prostate, penis, gonads, and auxiliary sexual organs. This meditative focus is rooted with breathing deeply and subtle as I feel the buzz or sexual electricity centered in this area of my body, but which pervades my entire body and consciousness. Read more »

Letting Go

This morning I didn't have the luxury of time like I have had during previous weekends. I had to be on the road to visit my parents by late morning. Still, it was a fantastic session. I have been trying out the unrefined shea butter the last two days. So far the results are good. I'll have to see about leaving the Peridise in all night with it now. I unintentionally left it in overnight earlier in the week with no trouble, but I'd rather not take a chance with the water base lube.

I started off this morning with the Peridise as usual and held off touching my nipples for longer. I'd like to see what I can achieve with less nipple involvement. I'll have to see how things progress in the future. Things still felt pretty good in the limited time I had. I had a mini-O or two before getting the nipples involved.

I've found that I can't easily get into a more meditative state anymore. Things too easily progress to a more powerful state and there seems to be no need at this point. I'll keep it in the back of my head if I run into trouble in the future, but I sort of miss the more relaxing times I've had. I don't miss it nearly enough to trump the super-O's, though. Read more »

Pleasure & Pain

Hi guys. SO I decided to sleep with my Progasm Ice last night. Even though I had some great orgasms im paying for it now. So I was in chat last night with my bro's and we were decussing building up pleasure and pressure in the body. I stated that I just let it happen and and orgasm when the body wants too. But my buddy here who has years of experience notified us that he lets the pleasure build and build and build to get a strong and satisfying orgasm.

Even though Im coming up on a year of Aneros experience I still not as advanced as other gus here. So I wante to try that. So i cleaned out and got in bed and slide hm in. I havent rode in a day so i knew i was extra tight back there. But he still went in nicely with no trouble. So I began to deeply breathe in and exhale very slowly. After a few times of this i began to feel the pressure build up inside me.

My legs became numb almost and my dick began to move on its own. It was feeling so good and I already had a semi erection. But I wanted to see how much i could take. So I continued to build and build. I had to grab ahold of my bed so I wouldn't shae to much and mess up my concentration. I felt like my body was about to shoot through the ceiling cause of all the bottled up pleasure that was going on inside of me. Read more »

My 1st session

1st use, started out shooting some aneros marksman lube into my rectum and lubed up the helix Syn with coconut oil, slid in very easily with no problems. I alternated between my back and side and slowly rocked back and forth, felt good but no oh's or groans during my 1st session. Looking forward to session 2 later today!

Presidents Day Morning, Savoring Aneros Electric Eroticism!

Hi guys,

This morning my session is going to be fairly long with intermissions giving by a blow-by-blow description of this session. I have found that having intermissions in a session is so good for savoring the electric eroticism that comes from an Aneros autof**k!

This is so true with Eupho Syn, the model which opened my session this morning. Eupho Syn is a long slender model that delivers such a sweet, subtle ride to my anal musculature and prostate. Right now I am savoring the sweet Aless autof**k as though Eupho Syn were in me right now f**king me crazy!

Next in my Aneros lineup this morning is Maximus. Ever since, I discovered the lying on my right side in the fetal position [my preferred sleeping pose], I have rediscovered Maximus like never before! For nearly seventeen months, since I began working with Maximus, he has delivered a rugged Aneros/anal massage, at times bordering on the painful. But now I have fallen in love again with Maximus because he delivers now such a sweet, yet robust autof**k which is still rather manly, but actually sublime. Maximus has a rather unique design. His stem is rather narrow, but expands to a rather thick mid-shaft which again narrows slightly before arriving at a rather bulbous head. Also on the underside of Maximus at mid length is a ridge which delivers a good Anerosing. As I write this during this brief Aless intermission, I feel so Anerosy thinking about Maximus. I wish I could marry him right now! Read more »