Routine ecstasy

Well, bedtime with my wife asleep in the other room.

Cleaned up, lubed up, snitched a bathtowl from the laundry to handle the problem of small towels under me, inserted, and lay back to let it happen.

About 20 minutes in, I was starting to flop from time to time. Playing with the Eupho, telling it to move from side to side without forcing it with the musces.

My superO's started with my belly hardening, and my conscousness expanding to the whole room. Thrusting started instead of mere convulsive flopping. Got the feeling again of being a woman being done in my pussy by my beloved … welcomed it this time.

Blissed out for about an hour and don't recall just what was happening.

Came back to myself enough to realize I didn't want to be riding all night. Drove two logs through my belly with the exercise, which pumped up an erection. Beat my meat for about four increasing supero's, getting closer and closer to ejaculation feelings.

No fluids available to ejaculate. Last really huge one, collapsing, gasping for air, with a load of endorphins coursing throug my body.

Barely able after about 10 minutes of reducing-level after-orgs to remove the Eupho, clean everything up, and tuck under the Pendleton Blanket with that sweet feeling of being in the warm house with the bitter cold outside. )True in Minnesota today. First temps this year below zero last night( Read more »

Thank you, Lord!

Woke up and peed, I'd like a ride if my wife were out shopping. Nope, napping in the other room.

Back in bed, trying a little fooling around.

I tried that exercise where you tent your hand and push a log through your abdomen. WEEEEEEEEEE! SUPER-O

Wow, let's try *that* again! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWW ROOM-FILLING SUPER-O with a lot of convulsive thrashing.

Didn't want to waste the privacy, and I was really feeling horny, so I tried the log again concentrating on the front. It took two logs to inflate a lovely hard woodie.

Stroking, I go bigger and bigger super-o's until I was ready to pop (I deflate between them, which makes intercourse difficult.) I was short on fluid, but I had a super=T regardless, with a few drops. Not enough to fill the tubing and give me the full ejaculation sensation. But what a shot of endorphins!!! My boss told me once when he the medics shot him up with morphine in Viet-Nam, it felt like he was on a bearskin in front of a cozy fire in a cabin on a snowy night. Well, I just curled up like that in my Pendleton Blanket and cozied off to sleep for a couple of hours, with just a couple of minis shaking me as I drifted off. Except for my hands flapping against my chest for a few minutes. Read more »

First Session: Ahead as planned

When I got home from work yesterday, my Syn arrived. I was so excited that it did, I honestly felt like a kid at Christmas. But I had told myself I should wait till my pre-planned time this coming Saturday where I know I will have the time & privacy to take it out for a spin. I also wanted more time to just practice my breathing and isolating the various muscles. But close to bedtime, I was a little antsy and saw that I will have some time & privacy. So I just decided, "what the hell."

Took a brief shower and quick enima to freshen up. Gathered some towels, laid one down over my bed, another off to the side. Turned on some quiet, easy going on my computer to help relax. Then I just laid dawn, closed my eyes and relaxed. Stroked myself to a decent erection, doing so actually helped me to relax more. After 10 minutes or so, I dabbed my finger with a healthy amount of Maximus lube. Then shifted to my right side, right leg out straight, left leg up in a fetal position. Then I massaged my hole and just overall lubed it up. Then I lubed the Syn a number of times till it was really dripping of lube. I then adjusted it to the correct position, then rubbed my hole with it and with a gentle push, it went in easier than I thought. Which surprised me because I have no real experience with anal. Read more »

At the internist's office

Went to see my doctor, getting my periodic diabetic checkup. Mentioned to him that I'd had an odd experience; within the last month I'd learned to call up dry orgasms at will just by requesting a p-wave.

"That's unusual."

He asked if it was a problem I wanted to get rid of.

"No, I don't think so", I opined.

Drove on with the diabetic checkup. 8>)

He did think the folks doing the Alzheimer study I'm participating in over at the Abby van Buren Unit at Mayo Clinic might be interested. Currently they just have me reacting to cards being flipped over on a computer, or tracing a maze several successive times.

The prequel

I thought I should give this a try and the thought of doing a blog with updates really appealed to me. Let's start. Recently 35 and I've always had a very high sex drive. Masturbate at least twice a day most days. And very limited anal experience. Always been fond of anal but never really explored it. Bought a simple anal vibrator a couple of years ago, didn't really mess with it too much for no particular reason. But I've always been interested in exploring, in particular, prostate play.

So I finally decided to take the plunge and ordered the Helix Syn as my first foray into this. Should be delivered by Wednesday. So I've been researching, reading, and learning all about the process of what to expect, & general idea of what to do. This is simply the most complex sexual idea I've ever attempted. Almost intimidating and a little scary but I think I'm willing to walk the plank in exploring what all this will be like. Yeah I know, a little melodramatic but I feel like little young me when I first discovered masturbation all those years ago. Read more »

My 2nd post.

I finally went to bed last night proud of myself for not masturbating to ejaculation. I did stoke myself to the point of several drops of precum. When that happened, i just squeezed out what I had, wiped it off. Then licked it. As I dazed off to sleep, I felt this dull ache in my entire genital region which persisted all through the night right up to morning. Woke up with a real stiff & firm morning wood so I stroked myself some more till more precum leaked out. But again I resisted the urge to finish to ejaculation. And the dull ache returned a little more noticeable. But I'm vowing not to allow proper release till at the very least this coming weekend for my very first session.

Now a question from an Aneros virgin. Would this kind of edging have any effect on my first ever session? Keep in mind I haven't ejaculated in slightly over a week so far. I know from all the reading I've been doing that ejaculation isn't the goal. If it happens during the session, it happens. Any advice on what I'm doing this week and any advice for my first session would be greatly appreciated. I am willing to listen. Sorry for acting a little overzealous before I even start. I honestly haven't been this exited since I first discovered masturbation and also first having sex.

Ya cain't never tell …

My knee was giving me fits in the morning, and I took two alleve tabs. When my wife went shopping, i thought it was a good time to relax … I cleaned and lubed and put in the smallest peridise. But instead of howling ecstasy, I just got a couple of mini-O's and one small thrash. After a good whil lying there dozingly, I gave up and moved to the next size up. Again, I had my pc's playing soccer with the bulb, and went nowhere but to sleep. Gave up, cleaned up. and my wife came home.

I'm suspecting that the Alleve interferes with more than pain coming up the nerves.

However, when I went to bed, I was thinking of telling my internist about my newly found gift of calling up dry orgasms at will, tried calling up a couple of p-waves that brought minis, licked the end of my finger, WOOOO! I got a Aneless super that kept me rolling with p-waves and supers for an hour before I collapsed into sleep!

Now I'm sort of scared of what the Eupho Syn will do to me next time it rides me. Last time, I was hallucinating I was in a woman's body having intercourse with my beloved. And I haven't had a dick in me since high school when my best friend and I, with inadequate lube, tried to find out what sex felt like.

Session 3 – more vibrant prostate and dildo

So I feel like my prostate has been more sensitive, and I have been having great sensations very fast; except this time I got too horny and just took out my 7'' dildo and start riding it. Oh My God, it feel so good as it slowly slid in and out of me as I clench; sadly I wasn't able to achieve a prostate orgasm, but I feel like I have been very close! At any rate, the orgasm is better than yesterday!

I'm So Thankful

Hey guys. Hope everyone had a great holiday. I hope you got really full of food and of your aneros toys lol. So I was blessed with getting some alone time after all my family left and my parents went to go visit college buddies in another county. So I stayed back and cleaned up the house and the decided to have some fun.

I took my a nice shower, cleaned out and lubed up like always. I actually recorded this session that I am recalling now and will be up shortly. I put a pillow under me to lift me up cause it makes me feel like I'm being pounded when my progasm goes deeper. I had the best session to date. I cried, I screamed and I came all over the place.

YES I HAD A HFWO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok sorry for screaming but i did and it felt amazing. I was rock hard and throbbing and pre cum was shooting everywhere. Then I held a contraction and BOOM my beautiful love juice came erupting out of my hard penis and onto my balls, pillow and belly. I cut the audio off after 20 minutes cause I thought I was going to pass out but my prostate wanted more and more is what I gave.

Session 2 – Similar to Session 1, except..

It has only been a day, and I am trying it again, and I think I am liking it more and more. The session is like yesterday's. I ended up beating off, and the orgasm feels better this time; however, after the orgasm, I still have the urge to come as I grind on my aneros.