1st Session

Received my Helix in the mail today and had my first session.

I will say that I was a bit nervous about this whole thing at the beginning.

After a long relaxing shower I retreated to the bedroom to begin. I was pleasantly surprised at how the Aneros fit into my body. After prepping it with ID I laid on my side, hips cocked, and began to insert the Aneros. I reached a point where it was automatically drawn in. This was a bit of a shock, yet surprisingly comfortable. I laid there and relaxed for a few minutes and just took in the new feelings. After a while I began to make a series of small anal contraction. I would work them in series of 5 to 10 contractions, never really keeping count, then relax for a few seconds. After a few sets I had this strange feeling. I would have this urge to contract while I would be resting, like a sort of tension. And then I had what I would call echo contractions. After I would release a contraction I would have 3 to 5 small twitches in quick succession follow. After working with this for a few minutes I completely lost control of the contractions, I just let them do their thing. This lasted for maybe 2 minutes. Then as quickly as thing got ramped up it all just kind of tapered out. I attempted to regain the previous involuntary contractions but to no avail. Then after a while I just decided to end the session. From what I have read on the forums there is no point in trying to force something to happen, it will only hold you back. Read more »

Anerosless Ecstasy and Auto-Thrusting

Had a horny morning yesterday, and thought I should add it to the blog.

Woke up very horny, and began nipple stimulation whilst still half asleep. My nipples had been stimulated already by the duvet cover, and as soon as I touched them, mini-orgasms started. I continued – my penis swelled really hard and jumped as my PC muscles contracted, and in so doing, also massaged my prostate. I could feel my prostate swelling, and remembering to relax and breathe, an intense dry orgasm started and lasted for about 6 seconds. In this time, my abdomen and arse muscles vibrated, and the lower half of my body jumped around – sometimes it is like auto-thrusting (for want of a better description), only much faster than would normally occur in sex for example.

More relaxing, and more deep breathing, and then another dry orgasm, and then another emanating from the decline of the former. On it goes, getting more and more intense – the dry orgasms lasting longer and the gaps between getting shorter. At this point my penis becomes less hard with each dry orgasm, and my foreskin is filled with precum. I begin masturbating to near the point of no return, and sink back each time, into a chain of dry orgasms. I am gasping aloud at each one, my breathe becomes shorter and MUCH faster, and my body begins to feel hot and sweaty. After 40 minutes of almost reaching the point of no return many times, and sinking back into orgasm afterwards, the dry orgasms are very frequent, and each one probably lasts for 10 to 15 seconds. Even in the lulls between, my abdominal and leg muscles vibrate deliciously. Read more »

Dan Tien and the Perverted Gremlin

So this week I've been focusing on deep belly breathing (as I'm sure you all know from my last post), and that hasn't changed since yesterday. The one thing that's different is that I discovered that uncontrollable smiling and euphoric feeling are also caused by amygdala clicking (concept brought to my attention by chat here last night), and I'm convinced that this is the explanation. Just thought I'd preface my progress with some additional discoveries.

So the title of this pretty much explains the last 24 hours of my journey. My drive home was another deep breathing exercise, but this time I focused more on the energies exchanging. Visualizing the energy flow into my stomach and travel to all corners of my body, pushing the negative energies into my lungs to be exhaled. As I expel these negative energies, relaxation washes over me, and I'm left with a feeling of serenity and a stillness throughout my body and mind. As I got closer to home, I became aware of these energies collecting in my stomach and as I got home, began to focus on them. This kicked off a quick 'less session for about 5 minutes, and as I pulled up to the house started bouncing between my prostate and stomach. As my focus on these energies grew, my mind slipped into nothingness and I became these energies. I could feel (and see) the pulsing and shifting of these energies flow throughout my body, even though my conscious mind was only aware of the energy in my stomach. Since I was home, I couldn't stay out there long, so I opened my eyes and found myself completely rejuvinated, like my day was just beginning. Read more »

Directing Energies

Alright, so there's been some significant progress these past two weeks, and just want to document what's happened so far.

Getting positive feedback loops on a regular basis now. None have been quite runaway like the first week, but they are still pleasant. My 'less sessions have been taking off and are becoming more eventful than regular sessions. The reason is because I'm able to put more focus onto all of the sensations being generated as opposed to just the prostate and anal area. This should change with time as I learn to relax more and am able to have regular sessions that focus on the full body experience. Thankfully, my 'less sessions are a good practice to getting to that state.

Anyway, this week I've been focusing on deep breathing and the effects on my mental state. My feelings towards deep breathing were somewhat downplayed, as it's always just been about air and nothing else (you don't breathe, you die). Obviously, there's more to it, but I never quite made that connection outside of the physical need. By focusing on deep belly breathing, I instead imagined what the air was doing for my body. Inhaling provides more than just oxygen, it provides the body with energy. Exhaling, also provides the means for expelling the negative energies collected in the body (for whatever mental/physical reasons). Read more »

That Aneros sweet spot: Sessions for October 20 & 22, 2012

Hi guys,

I think I have found my "sweet spot" which I believe my Aneros big buddies have begun to locate in recent weeks. But before I go into detail about my "sweet spot," I shall proceed at once to a description of my Aneros sessions which I had last Saturday afternoon and my session yesterday morning on Monday.

I find that some foreplay is a wonderful prelude for an Aneros session. Normally I like to do the Kegel Exercises some and stimulate my nipples. Those activities most often arouse me sexually for the Aneros. But Saturday morning, I wore my Nutty Buddy Cup combo underneath my camo cargo shorts as I went to the barbershop for a buzz cut and a beard trim. Then I went had breakfast at my favorite coffeehouse and did some grocery shopping before returning home around 11 a.m. I just loved how my Nutty Buddy Cup caressed my testicles and penis, and even stimulated my awakened prostate during my long walk and I had breakfast at the coffeehouse and leisurely Kegeled away. 😀

I was so turned on that I had my session at 3 p.m. I began with the Progasm Classic, but peristalsis set in very quickly. Then I switched to the Maximus which gave me a much better massage for a half an hour. Then I proceeded to the Progasm Ice which worked well for another thirty minutes. Read more »

Waves

This morning around 3:30 AM after coming home from a 12 hour day at work, I had one of the most intense aneros sessions ever. After cleaning myself and my Helix, I ventured downstairs to the basement for a little "relaxation" time in our office. I disrobed and prepped myself and Helix with copious amount of KY jelly and grabbed a towel. There is a high back, leather office chair and a corner desk in there. I turned the chair around so I could kneel and support my chest and arms on the seat. After inserting the Helix, I got myself into a comfortable position and just "did nothing" but try to relax, clear my mind, breathe and let the Helix do its thing to me. After about ten minutes I started light contractions and I developed a massive erection that I had to fight the urge to touch and stroke. Soon my contractions really intensified and my body, particularly my right side, started to shake uncontrollably. I didn't know if it was kneeling on a cold basement floor that caused it but it was intense. Then after awhile it felt like I could feel it moving across my body to the left side and settle right in my ass. I could feel dribbles of fluid leaking my my cock as the Helix 'took' over. At one point I could hear it slapping against me and that familiar sucking sound. My shakes seemed to go on in various intensity for about an hour. i just tried to breathe, keep my mind clear (which was pretty hard at times with the intensity!) and let the Helix do its thing. It sure did. It owned me. After awhile, the wave feeling subsided and I called it a night. I had to fight the urge to JO, but I was spent and it was almost 5:30 in the morning. Sleep well, I did. try again same method when I get home early tomorrow morning??? Yeah, maybe…
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Personal Journeys

Rikaaim's post just made me realize that while we all share in the same journey, the path that we take through this journey is a very personal one. We all have different obstacles (both physical and mental) that make each journey unique, but that doesn't mean that they don't resonate with other's experiences. I used to take EVERYTHING that was said on the forums to be the absolute truth, and tried incorporating the ideas into my own sessions. My problem with doing that was that I was ignoring the personal aspects of my own journey to try and discover a shortcut to the promised land. This was definitely the "aha" moment that I needed.

Whether I realized it or not, my sessions were always about "searching" for greater pleasure. While I did enjoy each session for what it was, and kept expectations to a minimum, there was still some goal that I was trying to reach. This is what I meant with "driving the car" instead of "riding in a hot air balloon". I felt like it was up to me personally, like I had total control, over where I wanted (needed) to be, and subconsciously I was getting frustrated and impatient that I hadn't gotten there yet. The first step in understanding a problem is recognizing that the problem exists in the first place, and this realization was a wake up call. It opened my eyes to what the Aneros itself was capable of doing, where it was capable of taking me, instead of where I wanted to go with it. That was my key. That was my moment. Read more »

Maybe not so old? Dry orgasms and non-orgasmic ejaculation

A brief introduction. I am a 50 year old gay man, who has been at this for 2 years. No super-Os that I can identify thus far, but plenty of action. Started with the helix, and have added the eupho. I have more recently also added Taoist inspired ejaculatory abstinence, which has moved my experiences on dramatically. As a result I now have regular dry orgasms in sex and whilst masturbating, even without using an aneros, but in return I have to restrict the frequency of ejaculatory orgasms.

This morning, I awoke very horny after just 3 days abstinence. My partner gently stroked my upper back a couple of times, and gave me some nice mini-orgasms there and then. I decided I would get up and work, but I was just so damn horny. I went to the toilet (is there such a thing as too much information?) and had a few more mini-orgasms as I had a pee and more. I cleaned up afterwards, and went back to bed, still half asleep.

Started to get VERY hard, and touched my nipples and seemed to get even harder. I spontaneously began thinking about my aneros and how good it might feel slipping across my prostate, but work beckoned, and I decided to wank instead. It was then that I discovered just how horny I really was. I was like a thing possessed. I wanked myself to the edge several times, and had some really strong dry orgasms as I relaxed back into them from just before the point of no return. The precum was flowing, and I fingered my foreskin, and gave myself some more dry orgasms. [I just had a dry orgasm while typing, thinking about how intense they had been]. Read more »

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After a session with the vice while
Laying on my side and a few contractions my rear got a buzzing that continued into the night and the next day are these mini O's

Introduction

A little introduction about myself before I begin with the blogs. At age 23 I am a young heterosexual man who began his "journey" approximately three years ago. One summer vacation I was feeling particularly bored so I decided to look for better ways to masturbate – a good way to pass the time as it is. Browsing the various toys out there, the first thing I decided to try out was Tenga and I own a flip hole to this day; beats a hand any day. Upon further research I happened upon the concept of anal and prostate stimulation. I thought to myself "Well people do find real pleasure in it, it is worth inspecting" and became interested in learning more. A couple of weeks after discovering the aneros website I decided to buy a helix.
Over the years I have discovered SO much about my body and the male sexual response, the pleasure that is easily within my grasp is simply amazing. As far as the toys: I bought a maximus a month after the helix because I was excited at beginning to feel a little pleasure and sort of wanted a larger model anyway, I bought the tempo around the new years when it was released just a few more months later, then the progasm ice I bought one year ago. So far the modified helix has been my go-to with most experience and many good sessions, the tempo took me a good year or so to actually start appreciating but I love it very much, the progasm I feel really jump started my progress about a year ago and I absolutely loveee the size and feel of it. Unfortunately I have never really had a good session with my maximus, not then, not now despite repeated attempts. The main issue being the p-tab which I find too pointy and CANNOT rest on my perineum – it is always offset to the left or right disrupting perineum and prostate contact. Other toys I own include the njoy fun wand as of about a year ago which has given me fantastic results and I really want to get myself a lelo billy soon. I impulsively bought a jelly 2 inch wide dildo and had two fun sessions with it but threw it out because of what I was reading about such material deciding to hold off for a quality instrument such as lelo.
The reason behind my name is that psychology has been my primary focus of study for the past few years and for many more to come. I am very interested in the body+mind interaction as the brain governs everything about our world as we experience it from feelings to perceptions and so on. Experiencing the neural "rewiring" first hand made me appreciate the power of the mind to change and shape our world even more.