Finally…

So I've been interested in trying anal sex for a while. I had a couple of failed attempts by not so worthy men in my past. Those occurrences taught me a valuable lesson, my ass is special and so should be the man who is invited into it.

So I'd say my husband definitely fits the bill for "special". He has my complete trust, and I know he wont put his excitement/pleasure before mine. however…we've had a small challenge in this area. Honestly I've been scared shitless (no pun intended) of him taking my ass. I'm not one to boast but my hubby is not one to take lightly in the endowment department. Mentally and visually 11" length and 2.25" in diameter is quite a bit to take on. Vaginally he is a challenge. I dont have much of a choice but to allow myself to relax completely so that everything fits. I must admit i like that. Its amazing how accommodating the human body can be, still it's a stretch (damn puns…). For a long time I thought to myself (when he would bring up anal sex) you're not putting that anywhere near my ass! Yet the more I push myself mentally, the more the idea became more arousing. Just the idea of him opening me up, and visualizing him moving inside me made me at least want to try.

A Session Worth Writing About

Last night I was chatting with a female friend on line , it was one of those intimate conversations that went to the core of my erotic passion. It was not about explicit details of sexual anatomy but rather it was about sensual intimacy in sex. The more we talked the more my arousal bloomed and blossomed, like a flower in the morning sun. Only instead of petals opening my cock was hardening in response to the tender sensual mercy that she was whispering silently in the words on my computer screen. When we signed off I commented to her that I had already planned an MMO session but after the last hour of erotically incendiary conversation my cock was rigid and my mind was steaming and a hard MMO session was clearly in the cards.

I went upstairs and took my shower with my thoughts awash in the luridly tender intimacies that I had shared with her moments earlier. Resonating eroticism has an intoxicating effect on me. It is like a sensual veil that covers my body; unlike a drunken stupor that dulls my senses, this veil of erotic intoxication sharpens them and blots out all other conscious thoughts but ones of erotic pleasures. I spent a little longer soaping and rinsing my erection and anus than I usually do. The sensation of my hand tugging gently on my hyper-sensitized cock head sent chills up my spine. My warm soapy finger probing my anus and priming it for penetration later on caused it to contract and grip my finger with a desperate attempt to savor the sensation of intrusion. I resisted the urge to massage my cock and coax it to hurl a rope of steaming cum into the swirling water at my feet. I love to watch my cock spew cum as my cock head swells and pulses. I exited anticipating greater pleasure later on.

I Miss Aneros Girl

I was supposed to be with her all this week. I cancelled. Its complicated.

A friend recently said to me, kindly, " I don't pretend to understand your relationship with AG".

Kids, I don't pretend to understand it either.

She is a prostitute )in a country where it is legal(, an adept with Aneros or manual prostate massage, a mystic, and a kindred spirit. She fuccks like a tiger, and I fucck her back like a tiger; even among prostitutes this is rare for me.

I spent a weekend with her at her home recently. Met her two boys. Met several friends of hers. We had a blast. We made love in ways that were so tender and intimate…I simply cannot express to you how it was so different from the usual prostitute experience, it was way off the charts from that. And yet, that could just be the 'technique' she uses when she sees that a guy is hooked.

The terrible truth about sex with prostitutes is that then entire thing is based on lies and deception. My experience with prostitutes has taught me to be so cynical that, even if AG is the 14 Carat Gold Cast Genuine Article, I don't believe anything that comes out of her mouth…ever. And on some levels, that just stinks to high hell. And I hate it about myself….that I know this and am this person. But it's self-preservation.

update on experiences

Hi everyone. Just an update on my experiences this week, and my current…routine.

I experiemented a bit this week as I have not been hitting the highs I did at first. It still feels quite good, but I only get short orgasms or quiverings, that are localized and not whole body..and rarely if every do they happen one after another like the did for my first week or so )Before I got a cold(.

I'm not sure why, although it may be due to not giving more then 24 hours or so before a session on a regular basis.

I tried a few new things along the way this week though.

First, early this week, I tried using a toy on myself after a session )Before cumming( and culminating while using a toy. This was enjoyable and felt good, but it seems better to just keep using the Aneros since it's hands free and moves around in time with my thrusting quite well on it's own. It lets me focus more on the feelings and less on …well generating them.

After that, …yesterday and I think the day before, I switched positions a bit. I usually lay on my side )on my right side( and thrust….but I started trying a few other positions and found them quite good. Both laying on my back and thrusting up, and laying on my tummy thrusting down are very good after I have already gotten turned on and thrust on my side a bit.

Fueling for the race

As I've probably mentioned I often use the Peridise for a little while )15-30 minutes( before switching to the Helix in most sessions. Friday evening wasn't any different. I did have one thing planned to try this time. Previously, I had had one of my longest super-O's in a Helix session where I'd stimulated my nipples quite a bit in the Peridise session before, but not at all with the Helix. That's what I planned on this time.

The nipple stimulation almost always brings me to an orgasmic state in short order if the Peridise, Helix, etc. is inserted. I was hoping that something about doing the nipple stimulation with the Peridise would carry over to the Helix. Things went as I had hoped.

I don't know if I did the nipple stimulation all that long. I still had the Peridise in for several minutes before starting in on the nipples. I switched over to the Helix, got myself situated and waiting in hopeful anticipation.

I don't think "waiting" or "doing nothing" is really what is going on even though outwardly it would look like that. I find myself actively keeping certain muscles in my pelvic area from getting tense. It's easier than it used to be, but there's focus needed to maintain this. There's a nearly automatic reaction at times for these muscles to tense up when a wave of pleasure hits, but it really prolongs the pleasure to keep those muscles from clenching.

Talk About Prostate Massage

So my mind had been running wild with fantasies for a couple of days and I decided to make a move. I approached my husband that morning and asked him what e had planned for the rest of the day. He didn't have much to do except get a haircut. I let him know that I'd like to have a little play time later. He smiled and agreed.

What has aneros-use ever done for me?

There are obvious things that aneros use, and other techniques, have done for me. For one, I am now a multi-orgasmic man, and could perhaps even claim to have had many super-Os.

Is this what aneros use has done for me? Well it is a small part of it for sure. There seem to be other knock-on implications from the acquisition of the techniques, the rewiring, and from broader philosophical thinking.

The techniques and rewiring have altered the way that I think about sex. Whereas it was formerly more ego-driven and about compelling my body to do what I wanted, and based on a NEED to ejaculate in order to get release, now it is distinctly more relaxed, about recognising the slightest of sensations and about focussing on them, without expectation of where it will lead. The need to ejaculate is no longer a major concern; after all, I get plenty of dry orgasms or stronger now, and I enjoy the STRONG sense of arousal that temporary ejaculatory abstinence brings. This approach doesn't just reside within aneros sessions – it bleeds across into all aspects of sexuality and my life in general. I find that I now have multiple dry orgasms within sex as well, and even such unpromising daily routines such as going to the toilet can initiate more modest orgasms!

Working again

Havn't used mine for about a week after getting a cold and finding out, it just doesn't work very well when your sick lol.

I was a bit worried it was newitice actually )something new being more pleasurable etc until you get used to it(….because I tried to use it a few times last week, and really got no pleasure/enjoyment out of it at all. It was such a HUGE difference then before I just couldn't believe it.

So I stopped for awhile, and once I was feeling better )nothing like having to blow your nose and being stuffed up in the middle of a session to ruin it I guess(, I tried it again last night and woot…it totally worked again.

So, for anyone who doesn't know, using the Aneros while sick may not work so well for you.

That may seem like common sense, but I can traditionally ograsm just fine when sick. In fact, it often helps me feel better faster )so does a ton of strenuous exersize..I burn the cold/flu out of me(…but not so with the Aneros. Guess you need to be healthy for it to work…or work well hehe.

Anyway, it's so nice to be not sick again…and nice to have the super yummy intense orgasms again. Only did 1 session last night so far, but plan on making up for lost time!!

What has aneros-use ever done for me?

There are obvious things that aneros use, and other techniques, have done for me. For one, I am now a multi-orgasmic man, and could perhaps even claim to have had many super-Os.

Is this what aneros use has done for me? Well it is a small part of it for sure. There seem to be other knock-on implications from the acquisition of the techniques, the rewiring, and from broader philosophical thinking.

The techniques and rewiring have altered the way that I think about sex. Whereas it was formerly more ego-driven and about compelling my body to do what I wanted, and based on a NEED to ejaculate in order to get release, now it is distinctly more relaxed, about recognising the slightest of sensations and about focussing on them, without expectation of where it will lead. The need to ejaculate is no longer a major concern; after all, I get plenty of dry orgasms or stronger now, and I enjoy the STRONG sense of arousal that temporary ejaculatory abstinence brings. This approach doesn't just reside within aneros sessions – it bleeds across into all aspects of sexuality and my life in general. I find that I now have multiple dry orgasms within sex as well, and even such unpromising daily routines such as going to the toilet can initiate more modest orgasms!

Anal Pleasure: My Sexuality Part 2

I have always found that there is something inherently erotic about being in a hotel alone. Don’t get me wrong, J and I have had some incredibly sexy times together but there is something decadent about being naked in a new place that is not home, and sexing myself up in quiet solitude as I view my body responding to growing arousal. Freed from any inhibitions I will murmur all types of lewd and lurid things and articulate all kinds of fantasies when I am sailing in chains of chilling ecstasy from cascading MMOs.

I have always masturbated in front of mirrors and watched porno when I traveled before. But ever since I have learned to MMO my solo trips have taken on a whole new dimension. I really look forward to the intimate alone time and the layers of complex, intense and chilling orgasms that I coax from my body in the dimly lit darkness of hotel rooms. Lying on my stomach with my anus exposed and penetrated by a ruthless instrument of sexual pleasure is not only lewd but it is vulgar and sensual as well.