In a Haze

It's been a while since I've blogged. I actually wrote a blog a week or two ago, but my Internet connection cut out and I lost the draft. I just didn't feel like rewriting it.

There haven't been any real big developments lately. Once in a while I still have a super-O or two, but sessions can be fine for me without them. I'm trying to dig deeper into different aspects of the experience. Specifically I'm trying to see if there's more to this haze I feel in my head when I have any type of Aneros inside or partially inside me. I can have a Peridise halfway in and already feel something starting in my head. The prostate isn't even being touched at this point.

It's a little like I have a head cold where my ears and equilibrium are affected. I'm not dizzy, but it sort of feels similar. I've tried getting lost in the sensation, but I don't seem to get too far. I can sort of separate myself from what is going on at the prostate, etc. The p-waves may come on their own or not, but I'm less actively part of the equation.

The biggest success I've had is using my mental focus when I'm beginning or in the middle of an orgasm. Focusing on the pleasure has really amplified it on a few occasions. Yesterday evening was probably the most intense sensation I've had during a super-O. Normally the duration of the pleasure is what makes a super-O so intense. Last night was probably the closest to having the sensation of a traditional orgasm during a super-O.

Quality Time

This entry will be very different. Some of you may not know but my dad also is a aneros user. He has had it for about 5 months now. He has the Progasm Ice and he loves it. There's a blog I wrote on how he discovered them and me using it and how he got hooked to the toy and why he even likes anal play.

We were suppose to be going on one of his business trips this weekend. But his comapny cancaled it and had to rescedue it. So instead of fun with dad while mom was at work we really had a indepth conversation about our sex lives and aneros experiences thus far. As you know I just celebrated my 1 year anniversary and he wanted to hear all about it. But I really wanted to see how he was doing and how he feels he has changed since buying th ty or does he feel any different at all. He began to tell me he oves it and that its a diffrent feeling then having the real thing up there. Oh yeah forgot to say thatdad is bisexual. Hasn't acted on any sexual intercourse with a man in years but still has those urges.

First blog

I experimented today with something different. I started with a normal session, that lasted for about an hour. I started off with muscle contractions only while watching a video which gets me aroused. After 10-15 minutes, I started mild thrusts, which then built up to stronger ones. After 30-40 minutes I was thrusting hard until I would start to quiver non-stop without thrusting for a bit, then I would start thrusting again until the quivering/contractions started.

I did this for the first hour, but even though I have waited a whole 24 hours…I didn't get the whole body spasms like I had the previous days. I decided to try something new. I had heard someone in the chat room mention they put a vibrator on the outside of their aneros, and well, I decided to do something similar. I have a bullet vibrator )has a bullet on a cord that connects to the control. I actually have never tried to use it directly for prostate stimulation..which I need to do sometime, but in this case I took my Aneros out, and inserted the bullet first )not vibrating at that point(…gave it some extra slack…and then put the Aneros back in.

Then I went back to doing what I was before, thrusting )slower now as the process of taking things out/putting them in etc cooled me off a bit(. In no time I was back to where I was before though, and then I turned on the vibration for the bullet.

Orgasmic Chat

This was just a regular day in chat and me and my bro's just conjured up a four way energy sharing a-less ride together.
[15:13:43] Canacan: ‹@BigGlansDC› i am having an amazing aless myself
[15:13:51] BigGlansDC: @euphemistic, such powerful thoughts for a Aless session
[15:13:59] BigOluver: im not even kegeling i was just breathing slowly hmmmm
[15:14:09] euphemistic: ‹@Canacan› IDK the center of pleasure just moves to where I focus.
[15:14:09] twlltin: ‹@BigGlansDC› nice
[15:14:36] Canacan: ‹@euphemistic› yeah thats it i think
[15:14:40] BigGlansDC: Wow, @BigOluver, that is awesome. Distance transmission of erotic energy!
[15:14:41] twlltin: I'm also having a chair Aneros-less session
[15:14:59] Guest2: Hey guys is there any certain way to lay or stand to insert it
[15:15:01] BigGlansDC: Oh boy, @twlltin!
[15:15:13] BigOluver: ‹@Guest2› try on your side or back
[15:15:17] twlltin: ‹@Guest2› Which model do you have?
[15:15:23] Canacan: dont make me laugh guys or i'll ruin it lol
[15:15:43] Canacan: ‹@Guest2› anything you like
[15:15:44] Dave753: my rides has been dumb in last few weeks
[15:15:50] twlltin: To insert, perhaps raise one foot onto a chair or a toilet seat.
[15:15:52] BigOluver: whoa there getting intense its like my prostate is growing twice the size
[15:15:57] BigGlansDC: @BigOluver, I think I am going to have an awesome ride with Maximus, Tempo, and Progasm Classic
[15:16:12] BigOluver: ‹@BigGlansDC› dont thin just know
[15:16:35] BigGlansDC: @BigOluver, have you ever had a handsfree ejaculatory orgasm?
[15:17:08] BigOluver: ‹@BigGlansDC› oh yeah. some times it slides out and one time it shoot out lie a rcket
[15:17:09] euphemistic: ‹@Dave753› dumb?
[15:17:14] twlltin: mmm
[15:17:20] BigOluver: sorry for typos having fbo
[15:17:26] twlltin: ‹@euphemistic› I think he means "dud"
[15:17:27] BigGlansDC: Sort of like, mind over matter?
[15:17:36] euphemistic: oh
[15:18:04] Guest2: I don't have any yet but looking at getting the helix classic first
[15:18:07] Canacan: mmmmmmmmm
[15:18:09] euphemistic: ‹@Dave753› are you still thinking about exams?
[15:18:28] BigGlansDC: Guys, I have heard that guys here often distance transmit erotic energy to each other and even collectively
[15:18:38] BigOluver: this orgasm is lasting long and its getting strnger as it goes
[15:18:57] BigOluver: ‹@BigGlansDC› i think were all felling it
[15:19:06] BigGlansDC: Wow, @BigOluver, what you are describing right now sounds so hot!
[15:19:25] Canacan: ‹@BigGlansDC› then somebody is sending me big time
[15:19:49] BigOluver: i cant keep still its so strong keep it going guys
[15:19:55] BigGlansDC: You bet, @Canacan :( And you live in Paris :(
[15:19:56] twlltin: ‹@Canacan› me too!
[15:20:39] BigOluver: the room is geting so hot im rock hard right now
[15:20:40] BigGlansDC: @Guest2, Helix Classic is a good model for beginners, but Helix Syn is even better
[15:20:51] twlltin: I did a couple of PC squeezes to start this off, but it's not in my control now.
[15:20:51] Canacan: i am sure varmint statrted it all once again
[15:21:23] Canacan: totally out of control here
[15:21:27] BigGlansDC: So @twlltin, this energy is collective right now?
[15:21:46] twlltin: sinuses dribbling… tingling at forehead and crown
[15:21:47] Canacan: building slow and steady for a loooong time
[15:22:04] twlltin: …and chin
[15:22:10] BigGlansDC: wow, @twlltin :(
[15:22:11] AneRico: User <AneRico> entered the chat room.
[15:22:21] Guest2: Ok
[15:22:22] AneRico: hola, chatters
[15:22:26] BigGlansDC: Awesome, @Canacan
[15:22:31] BigOluver: :w00t: i feel so good right now
[15:22:32] BigGlansDC: Hi @AneRico
[15:22:33] twlltin: hi AR
[15:22:42] AneRico: heya T
[15:22:45] twlltin: building slow and steady too
[15:22:47] BigOluver: i feel it all voer my body
[15:22:49] AneRico: hi Biggie
[15:22:49] Canacan: ‹@AneRico› wb
[15:22:57] Guest2: User <Guest2> left the chat room.
[15:23:04] AneRico: ‹@Canacan› heya
[15:23:06] BigOluver: ‹@AneRico› hey
[15:23:25] BigGlansDC: Guys, I have to go offline for my supper. Hope to return later. Bye
[15:23:30] BigGlansDC: User <BigGlansDC> left the chat room.
[15:24:21] Canacan: rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
[15:24:24] BigOluver: m gonna save this chat cause this one is for the recoord books. i have never felt that good before in a less ride

Today's Session

Today's session did not involve the Aneros. Started with a fine BJ to the tune of 15 minutes. Followed by a few minutes of tasting and caressing her sweet pussy. We then moved to her with the Rabbit and me stroking. She inched closer to a throwing orgasm and I grew harder. She cascaded over the edge in two fabulous orgasms and tho I enjoyed , I held back a little hopeful of dipping my dick in that sweet pussy. Alas, once she settled down a bit, I knew I was too close for intercourse. She shoved the Rabbit on high speed under my Pentium and BOOM !!! : Part ejaculation and part flow over…Awesome feeling !
Exterior prostate O I guess 😀

Sexual Yin and Yang

J loves the sensation of her vagina being filled by my cock; penetration is a huge turn on for her. It was not always so as my erect penis is amply proportioned. In later years however, she has developed the ability to accommodate my girth and length. Beyond penetration she loves to feel the weight of me on her pelvis as her pussy mouth stretches open to swallow my cock. The sensation of having her vagina packed with warm pulsing cock and embracing my weight between her legs as I grind on her vulva is both thrilling and gratifying for her. However erotic and wonderful it feels, she has a really hard time orgasming by being fucked in missionary or in almost any other position except for one. To compensate for the difficulty she discovered the advantages of riding me cowgirl to have an orgasm. As a result her favorite position has always been cowgirl.

I can identify with the mind focusing thrilling and gratifying sensation of having me penetrate her. Her need to hold my cock in her vagina during arousal and orgasm is akin to the feeling i have from anal penetration from an Aneros. I hope someday to experience the exact same sensation she feels when I am fucked by a guy.

Aneros Girl Showed Me Something

We were sitting in a bar we like to frequent. Though I've only known her a short while, we've both been coming to this place for years.

A guy approaches our table. I've seen him around over the years. Disheveled clothing, obvious physical disorder of some type that has twisted him and made his speech garbled but recognizable.

I've always had an easy time ignoring him. Let me say that again, because it pains me…I've always had an easy time ignoring him.

He's one of those you don't want to look at too much. )what does that say about me? It says a lot(.

So he approaches the table.

AG lights up! She is beaming, throwing her arms around him, hugging, kissing his cheek. "I just love this man!," she exclaims.

I watch as they talk for a while. She hasn't seen him for a long time.
She introduces me and we chat, then he leaves.

I have never seen anyone do that with this man. Usually he just kind of 'slinks along', keeping to himself, staying out of the way.

I've told you AG is spiritual. But this revealed to me how huge her heart is. She is a beautiful woman. She could act aloof and I'd have hardly noticed it.

Pelvic relaxation

Years ago I remember reading a post from another user here, I think it was darwin, but I can't remember clearly if that's who it was. He mentioned how he has pelvic pain, uses a Therawand toy to help him with that and mentioned the book “A Headache in the Pelvis” as being really helpful and important for him.

The reason I mention this is for two reasons. One, I suspect I suffer from low grade pelvic tension. I notice I sometimes get minor pains in my anus and rectum for no reason that my Aneros sessions seem to exacerbate. And in the past would very occasionally get an approximately five second burst of really intense and debilitating pain in my anus and rectum that would stop me in my tracks while it happens. Like a really bad muscle spasm kind of pain. And that in my Aneros sessions, it is really easy for me to unconsciously tense muscles down there not only when the pleasure gets really good, but just out of force of habit.

New Revelations

So I lie here with my Progasm Ice in reflecting on what have been an eye-opening couple of days. Until last night I'd not ejaculated since Tuesday, instead I've been focusing on Aneros use.

Thursday night I used the Eupho Syn again, along with the reverse kegals method. It was as successful as a session can be without a Super-O. Again I experience the pumping/cumming feeling with some accompanying precum.

Friday I went for something a little bigger and chose the Helix Syn which has been neglected a little because of my love for the Eupho Syn. However I was in for a really pleasurable surprise. Again I went with reverse kegals, my prostate loved it. Very soon I was extremely erect, my cock twitching around as the HS thrust in and out dancing a loving tango on my prostate. The auto-fucking took up most of the session, again lots of precum )for me(, and that exquisite prostate clench. The pump lasted only a split second but I'm hopeful for more in subsequent sessions.

On sat I had a joint session with my wife. It was amazing, I had the helix in and was extremely aroused when I inserted due to the sight of my wife in a state of obvious arousal at my suggestion. We used the wedding band position, me using her magic wand on her, seeing her excitement build as her vaginal lubricant began to ooze from her. This had the prostate swell dramatic and soon my cock was harder than I ever thought possible, straining in the skin, it felt good to burst. After she came she grabbed the wand and placed it on my perineum, the feeling was unreal, I felt extremely close to cumming. My precum began to flow and it was then I felt her tongue licking up every drop.

California Dreamin' in Buckhead???

So I'm in Atlanta at the moment, and have no clue how long I'll be here. After being here for a couple of nights I had this dream. It was pretty hot to me and happened while I had Peridise in…and had some other Aneros action in the dream so I figured I'd share. Let's jump in…hope you enjoy.

The night I had this dream I was alone, it was pretty late but I'm a night owl so…I was still up. I decided to have a session with Peridise )wasn't feeling Evi for some reason(. So after insertion I was clearning my head and a fleeting thought went through my mind. It was of somebody I kind of know but dont really know…if that makes sense. Nothing extensive just wondered how he was doing, and what he was doing…then I quickly put him out of my mind to focus on me. Well clearly I was a little more tired than I gave myself credit for because I must have fallen asleep rather quickly and ended up having this wild dream.

Disclaimer: From here on all of the things described were strictly in my dream. All of this is fiction and fantasy. However, my dream was very vivid…which is usual for my dreams.