Fall 2011 – Early learning

After receiving my MGX in September 2011, I began doing regular sessions, twice a week, of about 20-30 minutes each. Initially, I found the feelings uncomfortable. The fullness was unfamiliar to me, and I had a few cramps. It was very difficult for me to get comfortable, to relax. But I did press on, convinced there was something to the concept of separating ejaculation and orgasm, but also in part because I believed it to be good for my prostate.

As the months rolled by, I continued my regular sessions. I began watching porn, and enjoyed the build-up of arousal. I began ending all of my sessions by masturbating to ejaculation. That felt good, and I slowly began having an expectation of an enjoyable solo sex session whenever I used my MGX.

I read the through the archived forums with fervor. As I read through thousands of postings by the Aneros community, I learned and tried new things. I read CaveOfMystery's "Quick and Dirty Path to the Super-O," and began exercising my PC and sphincter muscles daily. I would do Kegels while sitting at my desk at work.

These exercises soon yielded results: I began having tingling sensations. I enjoyed my work more than ever!

By December 2011 I had tried smoking a tiny bit of cannabis during a session. I also played music by "Liquid Mind" or other ambient or hypnotic artists. The combination was excellent, and I began having contractions and pleasure waves on a regular basis. I had fewer and fewer "dud" sessions.

The Aneros Maximus Rocks!!! Session for September 17, 2012

Hi guys,

About three days ago, I had a long overdue Aneros session on September 15, early Saturday evening to be precise. The session before that was on August 28, nearly two and a half weeks ago. So Saturday evening's session was in a sense a reintroduction to the Aneros. Once again I used the Maximus and Helix Syn models. Once again I had some trouble with the Maximus slipping out through peristalsis, but I am slowly getting used to the Maximus. He delivered a fairly good session of P-waves and a reasonably good prostate massage. But it was the Helix Syn which once again saved the day for me in giving me quite a few series of P-waves and a robust prostate massage. I came away greatly satisfied in that I lost little ground from two and a half weeks of inactivity. See my last blog entry for more details.

Last evening I had another session. It began around 9:30 p.m. This time I was really psyched for the Maximus. He slipped in easily to the hilt. His P-tab was positioned "firmly" against my perineum. I spent about a good ten minutes on my right side after insertion mostly to accommodate myself to the Maximus. I spent most of this adjustment time doing some Kegels. My anal contractions fully positioned this large Aneros model right next to my prostate.

Retrospective on One Year Anniversary

I'm just finishing my first year with Aneros toys and other dry- and multiple-orgasm explorations, and what a fabulous year it's been. I started as a complete skeptic at age 54. Now I'm more than just a believer. I now have access to so much pleasure, so much enjoyment, and a whole new frame of mind. I've learned much about how my mind works in the process. I think it is fair to say that I have had great success with these methods, incorporating Aneros, KSMO sessions, amygdala tickling/clicking, music, binaural beats, cannabis, nipple play, stomach rubbing.

My goal today is just to establish this blog, get something down in black & white, so that I have a place to explain my journey thus far. As I organize my thoughts offline, I'm hoping to go through some of the steps I've gone through, and especially focus on some of the many things which have helped me along the way. Perhaps the most important piece of the puzzle has been allowing myself to open up even more to many new types of sexual fantasy, which has greatly increased my arousal level. Raw desire and arousal are the drivers of this process, I believe. The other techniques are here to enhance that arousal, to drive the desire to greater heights.

My greatest joy is that my wife is now becoming a greater partner for me in this journey, and her arousal is getting stronger after a difficult time for her over the past year.

The Wildness of Five Super-Os & a \\

Condom Lube + Maximus + Nipple Suckers + Pillow Hugging = Wildness

Sometimes just dumping several randomly selected kinks into the mixing bowl and stirring gently can yield amazing results. In this case, the 'yield' from the recipe was five Super-Os.

My introduction to nipple suckers had only been with Lady Vice and I'd wanted to try them without a vibe. Stepping into the shower, I found the threads stripped on the shower-shot nozzle. What to do? Messing with a bag or bulb over the toilet wasn't an attractive option so I though, "how about Condom Lube."

Having become more involved with Vice and now Helix-syn I'm a bit spooked by the thought of residual silicone oil in my ass. So, I've avoided Darwin's new Condom Lube routine. However, I had bought some Bare, un-lubed, oil-proof condoms recently. With no threat of silicone-lube my interest was spiked.

Instant plan. Condom lube with Vaseline & some I.D. Glide that I wanted to get rid of, a nice bulky tail-free Maximus and my new nipple suckers. Imagination at work! On to the shower for a nice scrub.

Thinking ahead to nip play, I put on a pair of Nitrile gloves to keep the greasy fingers issue at a minimum. Also had a mirror handy to avoid the Braille approach to finding the 'mouth' of the condom.

Not quite getting it…

TL;DR:
* Bland session.
* Some P-Waves here and there.
* 40 minutes of no nipple stimulation, didn't change much.
* Still no sensations from anus/prostate.
* Possible p-tab problems.
* Shaking is nice but doesn't add to anything.
* P-Waves when staying completely static.
* Need to concentrate the mind on more specific feelings for longer.

Yesterday I finally moved into my new place for my final year of University.
Before venturing off to do so, I decided to give another session a go in the morning. Switched from MGX over to Progasm like before but didn't get the same surprise as before. Mild and weak session as a whole.

Recently I feel I haven't been understanding the core of Aneros use – stemming from the sensations of anal and prostate. No noticeably nice feelings come from either, which to me is a little jarring since I'm certain most users with good sessions and usage report such a case happening. So I want to work a little on this field and see where things can improve.

With that said, this morning I gave the MGX a go! This time I wanted to go for roughly 40 minutes of 'doing nothing' – particularly no nipple stimulation. I recently felt that nipple stimulation has become too distracting due to the overpowering vibes, almost on par with penile counterpart. I wanted to see if anal and prostate pleasures could emerge and be sensed without such.

Do I really know what I’m doing…?

I've used the Aneros for what seems like just over a year now. Often using it would be in spurts, then I'd go off it for a month or two.

Recently, I've abstained from masturbation and sex for over two weeks. My sexual senses are at a refreshing high – feelin' pretty good, particularly for pleasurable anticipation.

Naturally I decided to dive into the Aneros because of the sexual drive pumping around. Found that in the morning, usually before 11:00am, morning glory kicks in. Of course I decided to see if this could amplify a session with the Aneros.

And the result: no, not much. Maybe the time spent pre-lubing and slipping in the MGX killed off some of the drive? Still, the session didn't hit me with any groundbreaking sensations. Most sensations still come primarily from PC and abdominal muscles, and just doesn't feel like the Aneros itself is bringing any positive and necessary pleasures from the sphincter, prostate and rectus.

Just under an hour in, I was a little dissatisfied and slightly impatient. So, in a rare occasion, in went the mighty Progasm. Oh man.

Early on into it, I was getting a weird but really nice looping feedback of the chakra from pelvic to chest, and back. The result was causing my dick to swell completely involuntarily, and this also furthered the pleasures – increasing up and up in my pelvic and chest. It got to a point where my Progasm would sink in and press against the prostate, causing a noticeable tingling like one gets when they're about to ejaculate. All of this disappeared as quickly as it came, however.
The rest of the session didn't lead to much.

Aneros Session Early Tuesday Morning August 28, 2012

Hi guys,

Early this morning at 2:30 a.m., I had an Aneros session after two guys on BateWorld.com urged me to do it. I thank both of them for their prompting.

I began with the Maximus which slipped in smoothly and easily. I spent several minutes on my side accommodating myself to it by performing some Kegels. The Kegels set my Maximus firmly in place against my prostate. Then I maneuvered myself with my butt on a folded pillow and began my session in earnest. My session began slowly as I began a series of deep, slow breathing exercises which set in motion the Maximus massaging my prostate. Then began the P-waves which gathered in intensity which in turn propelled my Maximus prostate massage. This went on for a good 45 minutes. All this action produced pleasure beyond measure. I am sure that I experienced many dry mini-O's. Throughout this block of time, I stimulated my nipples and caressed my thighs which fueled everything! It all felt so good.

I could have gone on with the Maximus after the massage action and P-waves wound down. I decided to take the Maximus out of my rectum. It took me perhaps a good five minutes to pull it out slowly and carefully. All this gave me much joy in that the Maximus was embedded fully in my butt.

Synsational!! The wild skills of this Aneros Synpinnacle to date!!

The new Syn is almost unbelievable in its refinement and capabilities!! Thanks so much CT for the revival of the blogs and this chance to put these first two adventures together here.

Part One: Talk about a difference of black and white!!

I enjoyed my first Syn session early this week after it arrived last Friday. Very fond on my Vice, I was very happy with the texture and feel of Syn, and particularly the flexibility of the P-tab arm.

From the first insertion I was afraid that it was locking up in my rectum as my Helix did repeatedly years ago until I set it aside. I had to get up and walk around a bit to get something, AND SUDDENLY!!! Syn was VERY MOBILE and the massaging and wide ranging stimulation points and varying pressures on my prostate had it dancing a vivid tango!!! Dries and Supers ramped and pitched and popped in chains, mixed with periods of prolonged Still Body Os that were extraordinary.

My intent for the session had been for an initial trial, and yet Syn continued to bring more and more variety and I shifted to an online session with some friends as I moved into a BPH therapy session. I could sit upright in my office chair with Syn VERY COMFORTABLY!! and rock a bit with the most extraordinary prostate massage!! I could lean back and quickly a great auto*F began and expanded!!!

Becoming wedded to a particular toy or toys

Even though my Vice, Classic, SGX and -syn provide unique pleasures they don't match the orgasmic delight I get from my two 'main movers.' At this point in my Journey I find myself orgasmically wedded to my unmodified Helix and Eupho.

Helix was my first Aneros toy and with minimal preparation is a 'fast start' for me. Within just a few moments it fires up my nips, builds warmth in my DanTien, forges a bond throughout my body core and starts the flood of endorphins that will enhance orgasm. Helix seems to sound the fanfare for each abdominal contraction which, in turn escort each dry-O during a chain of pleasure.

Although my first full body-brain Super-O was with Helix, more often this tool leads me through cycles of strong downward energy moves along my central core, each 'pressurizing' my lower abdomen with orgasmic energy. Even though Helix is the trigger for orgasm, it seems to be a continuous player, and keeps my whole perineal-anorectal complex in the game throughout the session. Throughout this, I visualize Helix as 'nibbling' away at the edges of my prostate.

In sharp contrast, my Eupho sessions are highly ritualized, start physically (with Maximus) then employ extended Zazen meditation to 'zero-out' my physical and mental processes. Once quieted, I allow the faint pleasures to slowly grow as Eupho 'explores' the folds, nooks and crannies of my interior. The resulting build seems mostly mental and grows into intense mental imagery that sometimes elevates me to an extreme of perceived spiritual vision. By that time, Eupho 'fades out' and I'm sustained by my mind and my mind's-eye.

Long Overdue Aneros Session, Saturday Afternoon, August 25, 2012

Hi guys,

Saturday afternoon two weeks ago on August 11, I had an Aneros session which didn't go as well as I had hoped to. Once again I used the Maximus, but it slipped out of my butt several times. After an hour or so of futile tries, I tried my Helix Syn which worked fine. It gave my prostate a wonderful workout without trying! That went on for about 90 minutes. Then after a brief intermission I tried the Maximus again. This time I couldn't hardly slip it in without a tinge of pain. Again it kept slipping out. My session bordered on pain and so I had to bring it an end.

I brought my difficulties with the Maximus to the attention of guys at the Aneros Forum. Several head honchos there told me that the Maximus is not balanced correctly, so it has a tendency to slip out easily through peristalsis.

Thus I had to take some time away from the Aneros to work through my disappointment. Some things intervened in the meantime, hence my hiatus stretched out two few weeks. However there were subtle P-waves which lingered in my prostate and groin during these two weeks away from the Aneros.

So I devoted most of today to getting myself psyched up for an Aneros session. It was very much on my mind earlier today. In fact, I was horny for it. In a sense, I was engaging in some subtle and hidden foreplay most of today.