Tag: Breathing

11/27/18

Last night I had my first twinkle with the mgx. I started early at 7:30. I was at the computer sitting side saddle minding my own business when I felt the twinkle of an orgasm tingle start. It came out of no where starting deep in my belly than dispersed in a flowing ripple of a wave, like a rock being tossed into water. Once it dispersed to my extremes no amount of doing nothing or something would bring it back so I stopped for the time.

Took my shower and went for the helix. Laid in bed for a bit and decided to try some blending. I reached down and started some external massage. Immediately an orgasm started to grow. I stopped to see if the helix would take over but did not. I kept massaging slowly keeping the orgasm just lit up, kinda like edging. Nothing came of it. I started a slow contraction and found a point that with every beat of my heart my pc muscle also contracted involuntarily. I could feel the helix slowly disappear, I no longer felt the fullness just the slight movement over my prostate. I believe my body is starting to get accustomed to both of these tools as I don’t feel the mgx after several minutes once inserted either. Since I no longer feel them inserted I’m hoping this frees up my conscious mind to experience the motion and stimulation they were designed to give, so I rolled over on my side and delved into a do nothing state along with manta thoughts focusing on feeling the head glide up and down the gland while breathing. I ended up dozing off but was woken up to the same pulsing of my body like I had before. Very intense pounding over my entire body at twice the speed of my heart beat. I tried some light contractions to see if something would arise, no joy. Again I ended up dozing off, this time being woke up to a light feeling of weightlessness in my head but my body felt like it weighed so much that I couldn’t lift my fingers, not that I wanted to try. I reveled in this feeling and let it linger till it faded. Once it was gone I got up and cleaned up to go to sleep. Sleep came quick & hard because if felt like just minutes but was hours when the alarm went off.

Friends, Nipples and Semen Lend Me Your Cocks

During January and February of 2005 I made 4 trips to the City (NYC); those visits were 3-5 days each for a total of at least 18 days of the 60 total days of both months. Those extended times in the hotel offered seemingly limitless time to investigate my sexual curiosity. Somehow , laying nude and horny in a hotel bed on a cold snowy day seemed so romantic. I discovered early in my sexual discovery journey that one of the keys to enhance the sensuality of my solo sex sessions and my orgasmic response is to romance myself. I would often have candles burning and new age music playing when I was self loving. This became a big part of sessions in hotels and still is.

During those hotel stays there were many nights of lengthy sexting with friends. Most of the chats were with friends from Sex Forums. There was also a very good friend from the Word Press Blog who I was sharing the blow by blow details of my MMO journey; we were both happily married but established what is colloquially known as a bromance. We shared intimate details of our sex lives and our relationships just as many women do. He was (and still is) a physician who was totally into MMO. I still communicate with him on FB in my real life. Read more »

The Drive to Work

Well this morning was interesting. I finished my crossfit wod…got in My SUV and did prepped myself for the 25 minute commute.

As normal this is the point where I do my 300 a day kegels. Today was about to be different. So I am heading south on the turnpike and I am about 220 kegels in. I hit some traffic and thats when things went into overdrive. My prostate began the familiar tingling and before I could even get to stop the involuntaries took over and right there I was getting that orgasmic feeling. Cock was hard and just as I was taking a deep breath a cascade of orgasms hit my body. The more I fought it the the MMO bathed me in its warmth.

I moaned loudly in my SUV. I got super scared because I know this normally leads to a super O and I know I cant drive under that kind of state. At this point I was whimpering…almost begging for it to stop.

And with one last shiver up my spine my prostate relinquished its hold on me. I grabbed my cock and squeezed it.

What a way to start the day.

The Beat Goes On

On the trip home from that first successful session my prostate was buzzing; that buzz lasted several hours. The gentle hum deep in my anal canal was juicing my libido big time. I was leaking heavy all the time. The hum in my anus also triggered intermittent erections that caused my cock to drool precum. I felt higher than a kite. I had arrived at MMO. After I arrived home I texted an on line friend in the UK that I had been sharing the details of my efforts with telling her of my success. She was fascinated. I also told my wife about my experience. She was OK with it but was still really worried about my heart and whether it was safe; we still had not had sex yet.

It was another two weeks until I had the chance to travel again, so another succession was not possible until then. It was during that two weeks of sharing the details with my friend in the UK in writing that I discovered my love of erotic writing and sharing descriptions of my anal orgasmic experience and the journey of sexual discovery I was on. So I registered for a Blog on WordPress using the name I was using on Sex Forums and began to give my sexual narrative. I used the forum thread in Sex Forums to drive readers to my WordPress Blog. Sex Forums was also where my On Line UK friend was from; her name there was Princess O. The blog was becoming very successful. At the end of that first month I had 1000 subscribers. I loved the writing. It aroused me more than watching porn. At the end of a year I had 10,000 subscribers. Read more »

11/25/18

Woke up at 5:30 again, felt empty. I went and got the helix to start the day. I know I should give a day between sessions but woke up several times with a screaming hard boner. God I need to get laid but know it most likely won’t ever happen again. Hell I’ve forgot what it feels like to have a hot wet pussy wrapped around my cock, it’s been so long

Slipped back into bed on my left side. I decided to start w/ do nothing and breating. I can feel the helix sliding in/out ever so slightly w/ each breath but not actually sliding or putting any pressure on my prostate. No different than the first time or second time, I know it’s there just not responding to tactile input yet on that side. I don’t know how long it was but I felt a jolt go from my prostate up thru my cock. With in seconds I was hard as a rock. Having my cock grow is not uncommon when doing an external massage, sometimes if the feeling is just right, but it is generally a slow gradual increase in size taking maybe 10 seconds to full size. This was fully soft and small at about 1.5″ long to full engorge of around 8″ in literally 2 seconds. It felt wonderfully full and just south of the painfull kind of hard on one gets with a cock ring that is on the edge of being to small. I almost wanted it to get to that point. I didn’t jerk when this happened to cause a contraction, I just breathed feeling a sliding motion waiting for the next jolt or tingle to come my way. Read more »

The First Success 2004

I had been participating in the Aneros Forums for 2 months; the descriptions of Super O and the nirvana like descriptions of the experience whetted my appetite and hardened my penis. After two months of reading stickies and communicating in the forums I ordered my first device. This all transpired during my recuperation from open heart surgery in January of 2004. Aneros Forums helped to occupy the long days of healing; I was physically limited as to what I could do at the time, and sex or any sexual activity was out of the question. So chatting about Aneros and learning about the wonders of MMO was a way to pass the time during this slow – boring time in my life. I also ordered several books on ESO (Extended Sexual Orgasm) and read voraciously. It was all I was able to do. I also brushed up on my Zen Meditation as all that I read talked about mind – body control.

So in March at two months along I made the decision to order an MGX; it was well before I was allowed to use it. I had not spoken to my wife about the sex toy I was ordering. She was still fixated on my healing from the heart surgery. So I ordered an Aneros MGX, hoping that she wouldn’t be home when it arrived. Indeed I was home alone when the UPS guy rang the bell. I was feeling pretty good by that time. I was walking a half mile or so each morning trying to build up my strength so the quick response to get to the door was no big deal. I gave myself kudos for my progress. Read more »

From Frustration to Exquisite Bliss

So Thanksgiving had one negative effect. It made my digestive system very gassy. Therefore when I laid down to try and get some relief at 1am this morning I didnt realize the frustration my food choices would have put me through. For the next three hours every time I would get to the point of cascading into an dry orgasm or a Super-O….

…I would let out a fart.

Like every…single…time…

I thought about rubbing one out. But now I am on day six of SR and this is the point where things just start to feel super sensitive. So I went to bed. 4 hours later I woke up to some butt buzz. I ignored it. Went in the bathroom and decided to get whatever was in me out at first. I initially had pulled out the NJoy Pure Wand to see if I could brute force this some but decided against it. Best decision ever. Within about 10 mins I found the wave and I rode that sucker to my first Super-O…

…Lets pause here for some vital information. I have family staying with me and all of my bedrooms are next to each other. The AC vents carry any sounds throughout the house. So I literally had not make any noise outside of breathing hard. This was quite difficult seeing as I was about to have some of the most explosive super-Os including a 6 minute one and one that was over 10 mins and felt like it would go on forever. Read more »

Are those the right feelings?

Hi folks!

35, anal beginner. Wanted to share some doubts also in case somebody passes on this post later 🙂
Got a helix trident. Went to toilet, waited a bit, lubed abundantly with pjur’s silicon lube. The little guy slid in quite nicely after a few trials. No pain, feeling full. Started breathing and relaxing started feeling a light pleasure every now and then like it were at the base of the penis. So far so good.

I notice keeping the set of muscles by which you can also bring slightly up your testicles made things more pleasant. Great. But the more I did it, the more the little plastic guy went to position itself in a more “vertical” way (I was lying on my back, curled legs). In the end, it really felt it was trying to push through my colon a bit (I felt a bit of pressure) and at the same time, the center feeling of pleasure moved more down. I could feel the frontal part of the aneros (the zig zag) touching also some internal stuff.

Anyway, went over for ~ 1hr, didn’t get too far, but was interesting anyway. Question is: am I doing it right? I know the prostate is not exactly attached to the colon so I understand it may have to push a bit, but is the right thing? Or was it going “too vertical” and there was actually some danger for my rectum? Also at some point it really felt like it was pressing on a nerve a little bit, like a buzzing sensation.. damn, they should put more instructions with this thing 🙂

My experiences so far as a newbie.

So I’m pretty new to prostate stimulation. I bought the Aneros Helix Syn but so far I’ve only used it twice. The first time I didn’t feel much but I did start shaking uncontrollable almost like I was shivering from the cold. The second time I used it was a couple nights ago and holy shit was it amazing! I didn’t start feeling much until about an hour or so in to my session. This time however, instead of getting full body shakes only my legs started shaking at first…..then I started getting hard. The best way I can describe the pleasure I felt is that it felt like pressure was slowly building up in my shaft like my penis was tightening up in the most pleasurable way. I would be shaking and tensing up and I would be breathing hard and uncontrollably like I was literally sucking in air. It would build up and up until I could swear I was seconds away from an orgasm…then it would subside. I went through two cycles of this the 2nd cycle being more pleasurable than the first. I tried to go for a third but it was getting late and I had work the next morning so I just finished myself off the regular way. I have NEVER felt so much intense pleasure in my life and I haven’t even gotten to an orgasm yet. I can’t wait until I have my first dry O. Honestly, what I felt was so dang good that even if I never reach the so called Super O I am still satisfied. It was such a cool experience to feel so much pleasure even though I had never even touched my penis. Read more »