Tag: Breathing

Ghost Butt

Writing this the day after because I had to savor the events… Been about 2 weeks since my last ride, and my taint softened up a bit again. I only say this because when I ride more consistently, my perineum gets tougher and the P-tab isn't so aggressive feeling.

Oh, and no sex of any kind for maybe 4 days… the glands were throbbing to drain! I plugged in my Pro Jr. and practiced contracting my actual anus, not just the PC muscles. In about 10 minutes, I was getting major involuntaries and new stimulation from the K-tab. I'm guessing my ass is building some amazing strength from these sessions.

Ballooning my abdomen by taking in a slow belly breath added even more pressure, and I got some great rapid anus contractions in return, almost like a machine gun. When these fired off, my penis erected and I spasmed shut. My glutes contracted rhythmically and added movement to the locked up Aneros. Then all hell broke loose and I was grunting loud into my pillow, my body tense as fuck. When it was over, I had kicked everything off the bed. Read more »

First Super-O !

Had my first bona–fide Super–O last night! Felt warm floating feeling wash over my body and then started shaking all over and had orgasmic release.

Previously, I'd done a session with as much non–aneros prostate stim as I could muster the evening before, with no results. Felt I just wasn't getting enough prostate stim to do the trick. I may have done some corona stim which resulted in a regular orgasm, which really frustrated me. Also, I've typically been rubbing the base of my penis to get aroused.

So the next evening I figured I'd focus on the prostate itself, and I used the helix out. I almost hate to because of the prep and cleanup work. But, BIG improvement in prostate stim. It must have been all the practicing I'd been doing with K–contractions )not sure if these are kegels, but it's the muscle that stops urine flow( and other stuff, but this time the helix REALLY felt stimulating and pleasurable. Previously, it felt THERE, but not really pleasurable. Must have finally activated stimulation directly to the prostate.

So spent maybe 20–30 minutes of k–contractions, moving my hips around and abdomen touching, nipple stim, and felt stimulation in the prostate area steadily getting stronger. Really took the full 20–30 min of warm up time I think. Read more »

Need help

I purchased a helix syn 2 weeks ago and I have had about 4 sessions so far. I want some tips and to hear If I'm doing this correctly. Here's my process I live my finger up and play with my asshole. Once I'm loose I live up the helix and slide it in, I get in my back and bend my legs and sit contracting muscles and breathing for a while. I usually get some twitching in my ass and some chills throughout my body. I lose my erection and sometimes my arousal all together. Am I allowed to watch porn? What can I do better? Thanks in advance.

Binaural beats and aneros

Hi all, I'm a long time reader here and recent participant. I started using an aneros in 2010 after an injury led to some damage to my pelvic floor. I saw a physio who open up my pelvic floor muscles with massage and figured an aneros might help in a similar way. I started with an MGX but never really was relaxed enough to break through. That and I was impatiently focused on ejaculatory orgasm. I then purchased a helix which seems to fit me better but still no breakthrough. I see now that I wasn't using enough lube as well.

I hadn't used my aneros for years until last year my wife went abroad for 6 weeks and I was left at home holding down the fort. I discovered my old toys when I was packing and decided to give them another go. I discovered much more info than was previously available and made modifications such as removing the handle. I also started to begin session relaxing with orgasmic breath work.

My first super-O hit me quickly like a ton of bricks. I had the toy inserted on the bed and knelt over listening too a hands free orgasm binaural beats session on YouTube. I was using a blindfold. I started to moan in resonance with the tones and my body was overcome with sensation. I bucked, shook and moaned for what seemed like an eternity. I felt the emotional memories of ex-lovers passing through me as orgasms ran up my spine and down my front. Read more »

Meditation

I have had some amazing success with higher levels of orgasm this week and sort of forgotten about my meditation. I am quite exhausted form work and staying up late trying to orgasm, and I keep waking up early in fact I have been doing that since my adventure began. I wake with butterflies of excitement in my stomach and I can't seem to stop this happening. Maybe my excitement is a bit out of control and actually bringing it under control would do me some good. It's an energy that I can't control which can't be good.

Intuitively I know I have to get back to meditation and resist the urge to just try for another orgasm. In reality I don't feel like orgasming anyway right now and deep down I know that.

On trying to meditate I could feel the butterflies again, so tried to meditate on that and just let it flow which sort of dissipated it. Just accepting it and observing it seemed to work, rather than fighting it or trying to understand it.

Then I had a realisation that my mind was not still. I always have thoughts going through my head even when I think I am quiet and relaxed. I'm writing a journal and thinking about how I am going to describe what is happening, it's almost an addiction. I stopped those thoughts and at last my mind went quiet and I hung onto that. For the first time ever I had a quiet mind with no thoughts, I ignored any that came up. Probably for 10 minutes I held onto a quiet mind with just a few interruptions. It was quite a new sensation and I think this is what I am missing from my meditation. Read more »

Metaphysics and the Ring of Fire

Metaphysics, the Ring of Fire and Our Relationship

I took the Kinsey Sexual Orientation Test again recently. I took it because I was wondering about my recent writings involving guys. I was a 0 at one point indicating total heterosexual. I am now a 2 indicating heterosexual with tendencies towards homosexuality. At some point I will write about the fine line that divides my sexual psyche. However the results reinforce thefact that I am still very very turned on by women. The main reason I am turned on by women is the emotional connection I feel for women and the woman I love.

Emotional longing and erotic arousal and passion; the relationship is so powerful that at times it can be overwhelming.

I share a deep emotional love for my wife, as a result there is a physical energy that expresses itself as a passionate attraction. It is a dominate force in both of our lives.

Attraction occurs in nature in the affinity of the north and south poles of an earthy loden stone; magnetically the poles are drawn together by an invisible attractive force. Attraction expresses itself through gravity, in a cold clear babbling brook being drawn along a stony channel in the forest, desperately seeking the release of joining with the warmer water of a deep lumbering river. J. and I share such this passionate attraction; it has bound us together as a couple for 4 decades. Our attraction did not start out as strong as it is now, but it always was there, and it has grown and evolved over the years. Read more »

Getting better

Tw nights ago I had my first super-O for a while. The night after I was too tired and got nowhere so gave up.

Last night it took a while but once I broke throught into an orgasm I knew it was going to be good again. I was still very tired from lack of sleep and long working hours so my mind wasn't really in the right place and I was doubting myself and worried I might 'lose it' but it was still something amazing. Had I been totally rested I think I would have had the best experience of my life.

It started as a strong prostate orgasm with a sort of dreamy feel washing over me. I relaxed and found that I started getting an anal orgasm which I haven't experienced before, together with some deeper sensations. Then I went into an intense prostate/abdominal orgasm that completely took my breath away and left me bend double gasping for breath totally locked in a continuous wave of pleasure that held on to me for several minutes – it was one long burst of electricity shooting up through me that just went on and on and one of the most intense things I have ever had.

I really need to get some sleep and I'm sure this could get even better still.

Wow

I'm not sure what happened last night but what I had described as super-Os last week were without any doubt definitely nothing like super-O's.

What hit me last night was the most extreme pleasure I have ever experienced in my life, and was definitely even beyond what I had in my first few days using the aneros. I wasn't expecting anything like what I was treated to. It was good from the moment the orgasm set in I was out of control being swept along in a river of pleasure, I don't think I was even in control of my breathing to start with. Wave after wave of strong prostate contractions that were more intense and satisfying than anything I have had before to start with, and when I purposely relaxed and allowed those to subside a second sensation grew from deeper inside me that took my breath away and for a few minutes I could only lie with my head thrown back allowing a sensation that was beyond words to flow through me. I couldn't even tell where it was coming from it just completely flooded my body with pleasure.

I want more of those!

Mind, Body and Soul

The scent of her feminine desire radiates from deep within the warm recesses of her moist pink furrow filling my nostrils with the warm musk of her sexual need. The sexual cauldron between her thighs is boiling over. It spills its mysterious power onto the bed where it laps against my body, stiffening my cock as it’s warmth touches my thigh.

Her sensual femininity slowly begins to assume a shape; invisibly it becomes an exquisitely delicate and slender hand that inches its way up my thigh and tenderly grasps my penis. Then lovingly caressing my pulsing purple hued cockhead in her warm grasp she toys with it, mercilessly teasing the wetted cleft under my cockhead. The erotic torment she inflicts on my sensitive cock cleft causes me to fidget.

I feel the sweet tingle of the virtual pleasurable of her hand; it sends shivers up my spine. Waves of erotic bliss collect at my ears and nose and fill my head. The sweet desperation of growing arousal encircles my neck and envelops my head, making my scalp vibrate and my ears ring. As I lay there I give myself to her as I shudder and quake in her grasp. Arousal tenderly caresses the swollen head of my cock; ever so daintily a finger extends from the hand and searches for the slit at the tip of my lust swollen cock shaft. She knows my penis so well, and she is in no hurry; there is a glee in the way she torments me. Read more »

Afterglow following my first Super-O, July 4, 2015

Hi guys,

I think guys and gals who have had that first time sexually that went well often experience an afterglow which is to be savored and treasured.

I know this was true when I masturbated and achieved my very first full-fledged orgasm complete with ejaculation of semen around age 14. No one helped me. It just happened of its own accord. Thus began long journey as a masturbator through the years to even now!

Likewise as a sophomore in college when my college roommate and I engaged in mutual masturbation and cock sucking. I had a profound afterglow which lasted whole night long. Also some years later, when a guy and I got together for a more serious affair that lasted some months. While I never became promiscuous by long stretch, sexual encounters of this type had a profound influence upon me.

Many years later at age 63, I began my Aneros journey with Helix Syn in early June, 2012. In the two years which followed, I developed an Aneros routine that enabled me to enjoy my various models more and more. Getting Tempo just before Thanksgiving 2013 caused my sessions into a much higher level of fun and pleasure. So whenever I have sessions now, I focus on the fun and pleasure that my Aneros models avail me now. I seldom have dud sessions. Invariably I came away from my sessions with profound Aless. Read more »