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More on Rewiring

In all my blog writing and my memoir – novel I have referred to my rewiring many many times. I would have to say that rewiring is without a doubt the most transformative thing that has happened to me in my adult life. I had heard guys talk about it in the Aneros Forum when I first joined this site 8 years ago, but I didn’t really comprehend what it would mean for me when it happened to me.

The process of being rewired is akin to finding a switch in my body and turning it on. At the same time that my sexual apparatus is awakened the switch resets the sexual responses of my body.

Perhaps the most amazing result has been the way it altered my mind and sense of eroticism. Rewiring intensified my sexual interests and characteristics, creating new ones, and altering my perceptions, and desires. I rewired myself 7 years ago when I learned how to have prostate orgasms using an Aneros massager, as my skill grew to achieving A less orgasms I practiced every night and deepened the impact of rewiring. Awakening my prostate awakened my sexual brain and created the new sexuality that has enriched me at this mature point in my life; it has made me a much more erotic, sexual and sensual man. Read more »

Not sure what I experienced, wondering what happened

after smoking quite a bit I was fairly stoned and I decided to have a go with the aneros and to my surprise I got somewhere with it I'm just not sure what to call it, what I felt was what I think were some p waves I started breathing heavy and shaking it felt like I had just been in a fight with because it felt like a had a lot of adrenalin in my system right after. Any idea how close I was…or how far

This is as far as I have gotten with it

Orgasmic Triad

The day after Thanksgiving, the tumult had died down and all was quiet. I slept deeply and quietly that night, slowly walking through hallways of erotic fantasies in my dreams. I walked naked and aroused down hazy corridors past lurid scenarios of naked men and women, all calling to me to join them in dances of lustful erotic gratification .

Those fantasies inspired an unusually needy erection at 4 AM. As the ache of desire lapped at my rigid cock there was an equally erotic trilling deep inside my anus. The old familiar urgent and somewhat anxious desire for pleasure tingled deep inside me. It was the familiar desperate erotic itch that causes my cock and prostate to twitch and my brain to thirst for the sweet anguish of orgasm.

It is a hard battle to resist the temptation to launch into mmo when my cock is singing as it was. Over the last several years it has become easier and easier to initiate A-less orgasms. A-less orgasms are slower to build and more resonant than penetration induced orgasms. An aneros inside my canal instigates hard assertive orgasms that literally tear into me, while A-less orgasms are slow agonizing lilting song of male orgasmic magic. There is also a difference between a great session, one punctuated by extreme sensations of orgasmic euphoria that sustains itself for an hour or more and a so – so session which yields pleasant sensation and a few mild contractions and fizzles out. Those pinnacle sessions are the ones I live for. Read more »

Silent Seduction

As usual I have to put in my disclaimer…this is total fantasy. I was inspired by somebody but not fact…only fiction. Hopefully it will get some of your sessions off to a good start.

I swing the door open before he even has a chance to knock. I look up at him, "Come in." He does and sits down. He's sick, I hand him a tissue. He takes it and blows his nose, I stand there and watch him. Funny how sometimes even the most disgusting things in life can be interesting. He's sitting there blowing green goo out of his nose but its such a real moment in time, it helps me to remember he's not a total fantasy. It doesn't turn me on…but it doesn't repulse me either. Once he's finished I take the tissue to throw it away, I see him watching me in my peripheral vision. When I come back he seems comfortable, quietly relaxing, I sit next to him. I feel him looking at me, I look over at him not truly believing he's here. He trails his finger down my arm leaving goose bumps in his wake. I slid closer to him nestling into his side wrapping my arms around his torso. He feels nice warm, soft, but not too soft. I avert my gaze away from his eyes, not wanting to make it too painfully obvious how aroused he's making me. Instead I elect to caress from his chest down to his tummy and back. He puts his arm around me resting his hand on my hip. I notice he's rubbing the cotton material of my undies…I smile to myself. I wasn't expecting him so I was only wearing a t-shirt and panties. Its then that I remember how much he says he likes cotton guess he was serious because there is a suspicious bulge in his pants that wasn't there before. Read more »

Third Session, before during and maybe after

Last night during the chat session my better half was sending me to the moon in other ways.

Just to give you an idea about 2 weeks ago she wanted to start exploring sext messages. She loves the idea of turning me on whenever and where ever she can. I have no problem with this, but MY GOOD LORD does she press all the buttons! And the pictures? Steamy!! Now mind you they are not bare it all pictures, they are those naughty little hints. The edge of sexual desire kind of things. I'll give you the world, but you can only see a tiny slice of it. Those are my favorite. I love teasing more than anything. It's the power supply to my sex drive (and perhaps many other people)

I spend time out of town on the weekends, so this is her way of reminding me of what is waiting at home. Sheer bliss, that's what!

So you get the idea. She was ramping me up the whole night until nearly 2am. I wanted so bad just to grab hold and have an amazing tension release! I was so hot and bothered I was literally soaked.

I decided not to take care of myself and also not to have a session last night (this morning) because for one thing taking care of myself might ruin any later attempt with the MGX and I wanted to keep that tension for the experience. And for the other I as drinking while I was chatting and I decided it would ruin the experience as well. I wanted it to be as pure as possible. Read more »

Second Experience

Been thinking about my session very little throughout the day.

On the way home from work though that's just about all I could think about. What will this next session bring – make sure everything is setup so we can get right down to business!

Last night just before I went to bed I purchased and downloaded the Hypnaerosession CD, awfully pricey, but hey…

So I get home, setup everything. I run into the computer room and transfer the CD to my Samsung S2 and pop out my Siberia V2 headset from the computer and plug it into my phone )awesome sound By the way(

It's 6:22PM – I hit the bed and insert my MGX slowly and let my muscles do the rest. At this point I tap play on my phone and listen to the first CD.

I have to say this much. I am not usually into subliminal anything, but when you actually WANT to relax and you really WANT to follow along, it does have a way of swaying you new levels of relaxation.

I won't bore you with the base details of the CD – I followed along, breathing, contracting, feeling, going deeper and deeper.

At some unknown point I must have dozed off. When exactly I really don't know because I recall thinking to myself, "I am super relaxed and still really alert". Either I told myself a fat lie or I was just so into the CD that I did as I was told and just listened. Read more »

My first attempt

The short version, keep at it and be patient!

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Plenty of excitement! The MGX Aneros has arrived and I am alone at home today! I can explore without interruption.

Tearing into the package I quickly read the instructions and take note of cleaning the unit and the suggested position and movements.

Ok, NEXT!

I happened to just recently buy a cleaning bulb so I did the deed in preparation for my session.

The bed is all set, my towel is down and I have so many great lubes, no problem with setup!

I go ahead and prep myself and the MGX for our first meeting. It doesn't take long to slide on home. I'm already comfortable with basic anal play so there isn't too much tension. My concern was the depth, but those fears were allayed quickly as I tightened up to slide it the rest of the way in. Nice and smooth!

I immediately get into the suggested position on my side with one leg out and one bent towards my stomach.

Grrrr!! I gotta pee.. Or do I? I remember some early reading that it was a sensation that may occur. Rather than getting up to relieve myself, which I had already done prior to my session, I just lied in bed and relaxed and let the sensation subside on it's own. Read more »

Deeper & deeper, subtle & delicate Aneros sweetness

Hi guys,

I find that my Aneros sessions go much better when I do them absolutely first thing in the morning after getting up from my night's sleep. I am at my freshest, most well-rested, and alert state, making for really good sessions which have been the rule the last couple months.

For the title of this blog entry, I use the expression of "deeper and deeper, subtle and delicate" Aneros focus. For this type of focus, a "do nothing" approach is essential. Invariably subtle and delicate breathing with occasional anal contractions enable me to do "deeper and deeper" with my Aneros tools. This focus upon my Aneros tools autof*ck me in unimaginable ways is absolutely sweet.

Such was my experience yesterday morning. Eupho Classic with its slim, yet long shape opens most of my sessions. It opens me up for my larger models.

The next Aneros tool used is the Helix Classic. Until the arrival of the Helix Syn in March 2012, most guys began their Aneros journey with Helix Classic. Since I had no anal play experience whatsoever, the Helix Syn was ideal for taking my anal virginity. The Helix Syn was great in my initial attempts in Anerosing in my first two months before graduating to Maximus in early August 2012. Yet I adore Helix Classic now for its aggressive shape in exercising and massaging my prostate. It produces now paroxysms of sweet Aneros pleasure with minimal effort. Read more »

A Wonderful Session and a Fantasy

I have not done an entry here in quite a while, but I just came off of one of the most exquisite sessions that I have had in a long time. I decided to commit the experience to writing because just yesterday I was chatting with someone in here on the magnetic pull that my desire exerts on my body. When my desire sings in my thoughts I am weak, I cannot ignore it. I have lined my underpants before I sat down to do this entry as I am sure I will be leaking profusely before I am halfway through it.

I have come to realize that my most euphoric, deep and resonant sessions occur when just the right combination of conditions, thoughts and bodily functions come together in a “perfect orgasmic storm” so to speak. Such was the case last night. My sessions over the last few days had been really half hearted and very short. None were more than 30 minutes and I was unable to maintain the mental focus or the erotic inspiration to rise to a pinnacle of sensation. Twice this week my wife coaxed a copious amount of cum from me, once orally and the other when we were in a very intense mutual masturbation session. That masturbation session was two nights ago and it literally drained my balls. Over the last few weeks I have been finalizing my erotic novel to send it to some friends for review and comment. A few nights ago I was editing a part of the story that is in a time and place of a homoerotic exchange between my character and another main character. The narrative describing their sexual liason is particularly steamy. Editing gets me extremely aroused as I can read without stopping too much; as a result I was feeling extremely sexy. Read more »

The Aneros autof**k & Aneros surfing

Hi guys,

I had an enjoyable session early yesterday morning using the models above. Every went well through Tempo. However I had a big bowel movement coming on afterwards which forced me to use my bathroom. That event preempted using Progasm Ivory. Nevertheless, I enjoyed sweet Aless for hours afterward. So I was thinking of having an early evening session last night with MGX which I hadn't used in a very long time, followed by Maximus, Tempo, and Progasm Ivory. Some distractions caused me to scrap the additional session, maybe later on today in the early evening.

Right now I am in a very deep afterglow of Aless after having perhaps one of my intense Aneros sessions ever this morning! Damn, I am so horny! Aless sweetness has pervaded my entire sexual apparatus, especially my testicles, penis, perineum, my entire groin or "man area" [as Mark Littell, inventor of the Nutty Buddy athletic cup, calls it], even my whole body and consciousness, but the sexual energy is centered or rooted in my prostate. Doing occasional Kegels pours fuel on this sexual fire in my loins which makes me glad that I am a man!

I will now speak in some detail about the Aneros autof**k which is mentioned in the Aneros Wiki and stated as one of the Aneros milestones. At age 65, I am still a virgin when it comes to fucking. I think I will remain virgin in this primal human experience of procreation. So I have never fucked or been fucked, male or female, in my whole life. STD's such as HIV/AIDS has deterred me from this one human experience, perhaps regretfully. Read more »