So he says he's new to this. Never really admitted how much he enjoyed anal play until recently. He craves more, the more the explores his ass the more he becomes open to. Says he's curious about men…but in talking with him more I get the jist he is a little confused. I dont care if he bangs a guy or not, but in describing what turns him on…its never a man. Anal play turns him on, that has no bearing on his sexual orientation. In laying out our guidelines he lets me know that his ass holds the key to most of his kinky desires. I ideas and visions play through my mind. I may enjoy this more than I thought. I've never seen him, only talked to him, he's due to be here any minute. I hear a knock at the door.
Tag: Breathing
Just Joy, no Pain
So I wake up, I can still taste his cum on my tongue. He's sleeping, I decide to sneak away I need to sneak away to brush my teeth and take a shower. Once I make it to my bathroom I start brushing my teeth while reminiscing on the last 24 hours. Half way through my teeth brushing I hear footsteps, then I see him standing behind me in the mirror. Our eyes meet, I'm naked, so is he. I feel his heat radiating off of him, its making me hot, turning me on. I quickly finish brushing my teeth, never taking my eyes off of him, he caresses my skin ever so slightly. I feel his fingers running up and down my back, over my shoulders, he's making my knees weak. I rinse my mouth out, I bend over a bit to spit into the sink, when I do he grabs my hips and steps into me. I feel his erection between my cheeks at the small of my back. I braced my hands on the sink, look up in the mirror and see him standing behind me smiling slightly, he is too sexy for my well being.
Guess that was a Super-O!
TLDR:
* Blank feelings for the first 15 minutes.
* Erotic material started some vibes.
* Kneeling like this produced a Mini-O:
http://www.exrx.net/StretchImages/TibialisAnterior/KneelingShin.jpg
* 20 minutes in, crazy quivering of abdomen, and shaking legs.
* Intense, radiant sensations from pelvis region. Moans, heavy breathing.
* 10 minutes of shaking, and strong sensations.
* Abdomen tenses, pushes Aneros out, then draws it back in.
* Session passes its peak after 35 minutes,
Well, I wasn't expecting the session to be this good. Before the orgasms I was feeling moody, and pissed off. I actually tried doing seven minutes of exercises to relieve tension and relax myself, but…it ended up doing the opposite.
But I figured the whole thing would be a dud in any case — just wanted to have at least 30 minutes so I tick the box on having a session. But no, it ended up being one of the best in recent memory. There wasn't any particular catalyst for making it so great, I think my body and mind happened to open up at the time.
Keeping the mind off the Aneros until time nears the session is important, though.
As you can interpret by the title, I'm still reluctant to accept whether or not I have Super-Os. It could be attributed to my idea of a huge p-wave — which is this surge of adrenaline. That's not a p-wave, as far as I know, but this adrenaline rush has happened when some new sensations occurs. )Much like a first-date, in terms of butterflies( Suffice to say, this feeling is amazing, as it makes the whole experience feel like a roller-coaster ride.
Aneros horniness, session for Aug. 5, 2014
Hi guys,
It has been a long time that I have given a blow-by-blow description of a session. However this morning, I will because Aneros horniness has come upon me full force.
In the mood: That happens almost daily. But since I have been having sessions at least three or fours time a week, it is so easy for me to get in the Aneros mood. Guys who work out have this feeling, this anticipation that an athletic session is in store for them. They feel so happy and satisfied after working out because exercise or athletic activity release in their bodies feel good endorphins! Same thing with an Aneros session. I can forget my worries when I engage in an Aneros autof**k which makes me glad that I am a man!
Specifically I received two powerful stimuli for this morning's session. [1] I received an PM from a good buddy on Aneros who complimented me on my Aneros progress. Matt1008 also is a member on BateWorld where I met him in Sept. 2011. He got me interested in Aneros and the Kegel Exercises then. [2] I heard a news report early this morning which mentioned about 'muscle memory'. Aneros 'muscle memory' is an operant factor when I have Aless. Just thinking about my Aneros models and what do for me causes both Aneros 'muscle memory' and Aless which is so sublime! In Aless, I rehearse in my mind past sessions and think bout future sessions. Both Aless and Aneros muscle muscle are basic components of my horniness for the Aneros!
Another twist in the road of my journey – late July and early August
Since this is more of a journal I'll be updating my experiences semi-regularly. Skip to the end of the blog for the latest entry.
I found that I had unintentionally hijacked the topic in the"weed" forum discussion with my Salvia Divinorum experiences and thought that my descriptions of my experiences were more appropriate in a blog. So here it is. I'll keep updating it as I go.
June 25
salvia divinorum looks interesting; quick acting, short duration, not addictive, meditative affects, no hangover. I'm going to try it.
Wikipedia says "Mazatec shamans have a long and continuous tradition of religious use of Salvia divinorum, using it to facilitate visionary states of consciousness during spiritual healing sessions.[1] Most of the plant's local common names allude to the Mazatec belief that the plant is an incarnation of the Virgin Mary, with its ritual use also invoking that relationship"
June 26
Here's a poetic description of the Salvia Divinorum experience from the Pharmako/poeia by Dale Pendel:
"It's like a mirror with no frame: some don't see it at all; some do, but don't like what they see.
It's like cat paws, soft cat paws pressing, or like a bunch of bird tongues lapping the mind. Or like tiny fingers, the way ivy fingers reach out to climb a wall . . .
Always Learning
We were playing this afternoon. Caressing and turning each other on. Just enjoying each other. She stroked me to a huge erection. She coated me with coconut oil. I haven't cum in two days , so I am definitely ready. She get her Rabbit and starts taking care of herself as it has been a few days for her too. I take over stroking myself and watching her. I never tire of watching her masturbate.
We are dirty talking to each other. She ask why I don't have a toy in. So I get my Progasm. A coating of coconut oil and it slips right in. Immediately I jump to a new level of pleasure. I learned today that when I haven't cum for a while, the prostate too becomes sensitive like your cock does. The combination is insatiable.
She crest to a very nice orgasm and writhed on the bed. I stroke and breath it in.Love the pleasure in her face and body. She comes down and I am stroking and the auto movement has taken over. In fact, it did not take long to start. She takes the Rabbit and presses against the middle of the bottom tab of the Progasm. Great balls of fire !
I exploded in seconds! If Aneros made a vibrating Progasm, they would have a best seller ! I'm going here again !
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Alone In a Hotel Room
As I sit here in a hotel room 275 miles from her there is a fire roaring in my cock that is making the cream of my passion boil and churn in my balls; they are heavy, aching to release the erotic burden that fills them. I am overwhelmed with a fire to feel my cock in the warm tight caress of a wanton vagina. Three times since last Tuesday in the half light of morning I woke with my cock throbbing and wetting my sheets, teasing at me begging me to succumb to hours of pulsing and shuddering mmo pleasure. Ultimately, three times I rejected it.
But now as I lay here nude in this hotel bed I feel that same gnawing desperation to enshroud my mind in erotic thoughts and engage in a elegantly vulgar tryst with a lady. Fantasies run rampant in my mind and amplify my desire to MMO. Now there is no restriction holding me back. So I succumbed to the unceasing demand and gave myself over to the warm seduction of cascading orgasmic pleasure. As I lay here now the tantalizing warm tongue of rapture is lapping my cockhead as her hands tug at my balls; the warm erotic flames are igniting the sweet sensual anguish of my arousal.
20 O's
Took a nice hot shower.Got relaxed.Got about a 20 minute head start with the Vice. Having many mini Os. I open my eyes to watch her come out of our suite's ( at our home) master bath in a short white robe. her hair still wet from the shower…. Very sexy !! She opened her robe and laid beside me sharing my experience. She caressed and teased me to the point of many internal / no ejaculation orgasms…over and over ! At least 20 ! It was fantastic ! Once she got involved , the eroticism went from 1- 100% !
She teased me lightly with her fingertips. Ever grazing over my cock and scrotum. My cock hardens with her touch. She dips her fingers in the coconut oil and dribbles it on my cock. She wraps her fingers around me and lovingly strokes me up and down. Her soft hands make me squeal with desire. I raise my hips up off the bed and thrust into her hand. The Vice is burning my prostate as I buck and air fuck her sweet hand. She pushes and tugs on the Vice with her other hand causing me to moan and buck harder. The mini Os keep coming over and over as she kisses me and enjoys them with me. My feet are flat on the bed as the Vice thrust in and out of me, matching her strokes. I continue to cum inside over and over again. Moaning and in euphoric ecstasy.
Fantasies, Kaleidoscopes and Ecstasy
Peppered throughout my writings are descriptions of prostate derived orgasms, or MMO’s as I call them as kaleidoscopic. In Aneros circles MMO’s are commonly refer to as super Os. Sometimes guys refer to the sensation of MMOs as pleasure waves )which I sometimes do as well(; however in many of my recent sessions I have been perceiving MMO’s as chains of kaleidoscopic orgasms that sensually morph from one ecstatic feeling to the next as they unfold. Each wave of pleasure reveals excruciating ecstatic sensations. Just as a kaleidoscope morphs and transforms one elegant richly detailed vision to another so does an MMO; the rhythmically pulsing spasms of orgasm transfigure themselves unfurling lush orgasmic sensations as they do. And just as I struggle to see and absorb the deeply vibrant images in a kaleidoscope, so do I also struggle to experience and savor the intense and overwhelming sensations of an MMO.
With my eyes closed I can sense the sensually erotic colors of pleasurable sensation. I do not really see the colorful vibrancy and chilling detail of an MMO but instead I envision it viscerally. I feel it as the enticing chill of ecstasy and as agonizing euphoria of cascading pleasure. It moves throughout my anal tract eventually permeating my entire body, its alluring fingers stroking my anal canal, tugging on my cock, squeezing my prostate, and coaxing my anus, teasing it to flex and spasm in paroxysms of erotic bliss. It makes my entire body quiver and my cock drip precum as I succumb to the exquisite echoes of orgasmic rapture.
A Fantasy and a Reality
When an erotic fantasy finds me it is like it has found a comfortable chair; it settles in and stays, relaxing and pondering the facets of its own lush eroticism. It has certainly been that way over the last week or so with my fantasy of sexual and emotional intimacy with A, a woman I volunteer with.
Last night I had a particularly pleasurable fantasy involving the two of us. It happened because I saw her at a meeting of the organization she works for, and that I volunteer for yesterday. As President I have a lot of interaction with her before, during and after the meeting. She is Secretary to the board.
The fantasies that I have that involve real people that I see all the time seem to be the dominant ones in the erotic landscape of my mind. Certainly the homoerotic fantasies I have at the pinnacle of MMO ecstasy are not realism based; when my anus is quivering and my prostate is pumping and my cock is lurching in convulsive orgasmic spasms my fantasies become surreal. Most of the time they involve a exquisitely muscled faceless guy who is exuding male sexuality; he is drilling my asshole with a massive erect cock whose shaft is tracked with rigid veins. The convulsive spasms of pleasure pumping deep in my own anal canal become spasms of his cock as it rhythmically pumps a thick hot stream of his sweet ejaculate deep into my anal cavity.