Tag: Concentration

Back to Aneros!

TL;DR:
* Finally a session!
* It wasn't much.
* Ass rejecting the Progasm.
* Lingering arousal )Damnit…(
* Actually feels like I need to pee when touching the prostate now.

One month has fully passed! The goose was cooked, and it was time to see how a session would fair — but only until my body and mind had a wanting for one. Today felt like such a time, possibly due to a near wet-dream last night.

And I’d also try having a session during the day! It’d seem the most appropriate — I’m wide awake and it’s just me in the house. Perfecto.

So in goes the Progasm! And…the session wasn’t that great. It certainly wasn’t dud material, as some sensations swelled outside of my control, but it wasn’t the surprise smack that my previous session gave either. What gives?

For one, the Progasm was not staying put. This model kept trying to slide its way out, like my ass was pushing it out of bed. I’ve heard some customers have this issue, but I’d never thought it’d occur just like that. Usually the ass pushes when clamping down on orgasms, but even then, devices often stay put. So that got in the way of letting the Aneros do what it should. Read more »

Breathing meditation – revised

Guided breathing meditation

(I duplicated this entry because I edited it and wanted it at the top of my blogs. this meditation is similar to kundalini circular breathing)

(I've edited this blog after getting feedback from my Tai Chi teacher.)

I've started my sessions recently with this breathing exercise that I put together from several sources. I do it with any model aneros prostate massager. I like it because it gets me aroused from within without any stimulation. It may be of interest to men who have trouble getting aroused. I don't know if it will work for anyone else but me. Let me know if it works for you.

stage 1 oral breathing – to relax and circulate oxygen

Breathe into your abdomen relaxedly with your diaphragm, don't use your chest muscles.

You can put your hand beneath your navel to remind you and guide your breath to your belly.

With your mouth closed pull in air smoothly and slowly and gently through your nose.

Feel it as it flows down your throat into your chest.

Pause briefly, and then push the air out while saying"ahhhh" deeply so you feel it in your belly.

Exhale slowly and feel the air flow up out of your chest, up your throat and out your lips.

Pause briefly again and start over. Read more »

Sexy Massage

I have always enjoyed giving J pleasure. However, since rewiring my delight in vicariously enjoying her orgasms has doubled. Rewiring has had a profound impact on my sexuality and my perception of her sexual pleasure. As I have said several times here I am a much more sensual and erotic man as a result of these orgasms and the mental state that accompanies them. I also have learned to realize intense joy from escorting my lady to experience erotic pleasure and emotionally fulfilling orgasms.

I derive deep satisfaction from massaging her and getting her relaxed and in a mind set to embrace arousal and let herself slip into orgasm in my arms, even if I don’t climax.

Such was the case a night last month. Whether from stress or overactive mind or passion, I couldn’t sleep. So I just laid next to her, watching her doze in the first moments of light sleep. Occasionally I would lean over and kiss her lightly on the temple. She was laying on her stomach with her head turned to me.

After a few kisses which caused her to stir slightly, I slid my arm under her night shirt and rested it on her back. . Ever so slowly I began to stroke her back. She murmured quietly and snuggled closer to me. In her semi – awake state she sensed the warm loving touch of my palm on the soft skin between her shoulder blades. Read more »

Care and Feeding of Vaginas for Guys

When I saw a picture of a vagina for the first time I knew I had to get one. When I actually did get my first one, it was love at first sight. But I had a lot to learn after I got it. So with my own lessons learned I thought I would share some insights I learned over the years of keeping a vagina happy to help you get a vagina that will be a loving and loyal friend.

The first thing is that if you are going to bring a vagina into your house, keep in mind that it is attached to a woman; many guys lose sight of this simple fact. When you get up close and personal with your new vagina, there will be a lot of excitement, without a doubt. In the excitement, the cute furry vagina will hopefully drool all over you as it gets to know you; this is a good thing but keep in mind that this initial enthusiasm can be transient. when you enter into your vaginal relationship you do it with total commitment and a willingness to pay attention to all of its needs. Each vagina is different, just as each woman is different, and the same vagina on the same woman can behave differently depending on many factors. So you must learn to understand your vagina before you make too many irreversible mistakes with it. Treat your new furry friend with respect and trust and it will return your investment many fold. Read more »

Sexual Yin and Yang

J loves the sensation of her vagina being filled by my cock; penetration is a huge turn on for her. It was not always so as my erect penis is amply proportioned. In later years however, she has developed the ability to accommodate my girth and length. Beyond penetration she loves to feel the weight of me on her pelvis as her pussy mouth stretches open to swallow my cock. The sensation of having her vagina packed with warm pulsing cock and embracing my weight between her legs as I grind on her vulva is both thrilling and gratifying for her. However erotic and wonderful it feels, she has a really hard time orgasming by being fucked in missionary or in almost any other position except for one. To compensate for the difficulty she discovered the advantages of riding me cowgirl to have an orgasm. As a result her favorite position has always been cowgirl.

I can identify with the mind focusing thrilling and gratifying sensation of having me penetrate her. Her need to hold my cock in her vagina during arousal and orgasm is akin to the feeling i have from anal penetration from an Aneros. I hope someday to experience the exact same sensation she feels when I am fucked by a guy. Read more »

Homoerotica from my Memoir / Novel

This is an excerpt from my novel. It is partial truth and partial fantasy. I put it here in response to several guys asking me about the novel. This excerpt is homoerotic the novel is mixed m-m, m-f-m, and m-f. Enjoy and tell me what you think.

Ling

So the day finally arrived. It is a significant drive to Virginia for me. During the entire trip my cock was erect and drooling as I though that he would be there when I arrived.

I got there first, which was odd because he was a lot closer. I wondered if maybe I was more aroused and motivated by the prospect of being with him for the next two nights. I took the suite in the hotel under my name. Part of the reason I had arranged to get a suite was so that we would have kitchen facilities and avoid going out and be seen together as little as possible. We planned on spending the weekend in the room having sex that was it. Read more »

It Was About Her

I wasn’t sure how long I would stay with my erotic writing; I thought that I would just make several entries and go on. But I have enjoyed doing this so much I decided to continue. After the first few posts I was hooked. Why have I stuck with this for so long and why am I willing to commit to all these entries?

Part of it is I am smitten with chronicling my erotic thoughts. My rewiring has opened a creative window in me, my powers of observance have been sharpened and my love for expressing those observations has grown exponentially. When I read through all the entries I am struck by the consistency and the emotional power of the sexual things that I have thought about and the things that have happened to me.

Part of it is the pure eroticism of it Like most people I don’t dwell on things in my life but my writing has created the opportunity for me to savor some very special steamy times. It has given me the chance to ruminate on sexual events in my life and revisit them in my mind. In the process of recalling events, thinking about them, describing them and thinking about how they felt at the time I am reliving them. In this ponderous process the richness, sensuality and eroticism and the depth of the events intensifies in my mind and hardens my cock. Read more »

Letting Go

This morning I didn't have the luxury of time like I have had during previous weekends. I had to be on the road to visit my parents by late morning. Still, it was a fantastic session. I have been trying out the unrefined shea butter the last two days. So far the results are good. I'll have to see about leaving the Peridise in all night with it now. I unintentionally left it in overnight earlier in the week with no trouble, but I'd rather not take a chance with the water base lube.

I started off this morning with the Peridise as usual and held off touching my nipples for longer. I'd like to see what I can achieve with less nipple involvement. I'll have to see how things progress in the future. Things still felt pretty good in the limited time I had. I had a mini-O or two before getting the nipples involved.

I've found that I can't easily get into a more meditative state anymore. Things too easily progress to a more powerful state and there seems to be no need at this point. I'll keep it in the back of my head if I run into trouble in the future, but I sort of miss the more relaxing times I've had. I don't miss it nearly enough to trump the super-O's, though. Read more »

Pleasure & Pain

Hi guys. SO I decided to sleep with my Progasm Ice last night. Even though I had some great orgasms im paying for it now. So I was in chat last night with my bro's and we were decussing building up pleasure and pressure in the body. I stated that I just let it happen and and orgasm when the body wants too. But my buddy here who has years of experience notified us that he lets the pleasure build and build and build to get a strong and satisfying orgasm.

Even though Im coming up on a year of Aneros experience I still not as advanced as other gus here. So I wante to try that. So i cleaned out and got in bed and slide hm in. I havent rode in a day so i knew i was extra tight back there. But he still went in nicely with no trouble. So I began to deeply breathe in and exhale very slowly. After a few times of this i began to feel the pressure build up inside me.

My legs became numb almost and my dick began to move on its own. It was feeling so good and I already had a semi erection. But I wanted to see how much i could take. So I continued to build and build. I had to grab ahold of my bed so I wouldn't shae to much and mess up my concentration. I felt like my body was about to shoot through the ceiling cause of all the bottled up pleasure that was going on inside of me. Read more »

Partnered MMO Part One

This journey that I have been on for the last 18 years has been so rich and varied. It has also been internally focused and driven by me. I have shared my experiences with my wife and she has benefited from my enhanced ability to perform sexually and my newly attuned ability to coax shuddering orgasms from her lust dripping pussy.

To achieve each new step I took, I read and studied. I read all kinds of books about ESO and ejaculation retention; I dabbled in Zen and meditation, and in tantra. I am by no means accomplished in any of the eastern psycho – spiritual skills, but I have been informed and guided by them. I have always been a thoughtful – introspective person about my work and my experience of the world. When I embarked on this sexual journey I applied the thoughtfulness that I put into gazing at a beautiful sunset into my experience of sexual pleasure. When my sexual self discovery was beginning to resonate and illuminate a path for me I looked inside myself and I followed the path. I applied the intuitive prowess I applied every day at work to my sexuality and my sexual response. It was transcendent, transformational, tumultuous and a lot of other T words like terrific. Read more »