Tag: Do nothing

Prostate discovery

TL;DR
* Prostate finally felt – warm and tingly.
* No touching or erotic audio/visuals.
* Letting the body naturally shake engorges the sensations.
* Realising and understanding the unique feelings when Aneros is in, as opposed to out.
* Some positions worked better than others )Durr…(
* Shaking my right leg 'released' some pleasures, odd.

The session last night uncovered a few things that, while obvious, helped me to get proper usage out of the Aneros. Saying that, this is what virtually every entry goes into )if it isn't sulking(

Feeling perked by my project finally moving forward, I felt I could sleep for once that night. Some insecurities were dealt with and fear levels were down. My arousal took a flying leap from this, though. Maybe it was pent up by the stress all this time.

So I thought maybe giving the Aneros another go might give something worthwhile. It sure did. Putting it in I remembered to take note of what feelings I was getting in session. Within half an hour in – it occurred to me that the Aneros is generating pleasures from the prostate. Typically in sessions I use imagery and nipples to progress things, but this was the wrong way of doing it. This time I just let the Helix sit in there and do nothing else. Read more »

Day 1 – 22

My experiences with anal play are limited. Tried a dildo and som BP`s before, but never knowing that the prostate and connected parts can give us med Super-O`s or MMO`s.

This will be a work in progress, maybe it can help someone in the future or help me keep track. Please feel free to comment or give me advice! From now on I will put up a new journal entry every session – I can put it in this thread or in new threads if the OPS prefer it.

First session )Day 1(
Decided buying the Helix. Bought it after reading through most of the info on this site and the wiki`s. Read discussions here for maybe 25-30 hours before deciding to try it.

First day.. Helix slipped right in. Used som petroleum jelly and some silicone based lube. Huge invoulantary anal contractions sucking it really deep in at the start. Hard to stop it, but tried my best since I read it could be counterproductive. It`s the feeling that you just HAVE to suck it up there, and so you get a combined anal and PC contraction sucking it waaay in there. Read more »

We don't have to try – it's always a good time

TL;DR:
* Stare into space + do nothing = p-waves.
* But I may be completely wrong, as usual
* Looking at pictures/nipple stimulation is a no go
* Pleasures would build when simply enjoying what's there
* Shaking doesn't completely stop things, nor does damping
* Erections, however, do )Stops the contractions(
* Different positions kept things going – simply laying down worked best.
* Heavy breathing, paced, often gets things going
* That was much longer than I anticipated
* PC Muscles/Prostate ached a fair bit

Before this session, my previous one a few days back was a dud. Per usual, I take it too seriously and freak out over making no progress.

Day after I went back to basics and again, just focused on what felt good. Since it's typically the PC muscles, I focused on them and remained frozen solid. Not sure what, exactly, but something sparked and felt great. Visual imagery helped )and probably did most of the work(.

Last night was fantastic nonetheless. My main goal was to just drop expectations and not care at all for trying to achieve anything from it. If it's a dud, it's a dud. No loss. In any case, I started off with the MGX on a whim. Since the P-Tab was causing my prostate to ache a fair bit, I dropped it off half an hour in and switched to the Helix Syn. Read more »

Peaking…?

* Same feelings as outside of session
* Aneros amplified it
* Solid erections and need to breathe more
* 'Ring of fire' indeed

Last night was one of the few instances where the Aneros worked in tandem with the growing sensations. Typically what I experience with the Aneros — and the sensations I discover without it, work in different ways; when I think I'm starting to 'get it', Aneros sessions turn out to be a dud.

But my recent session just seemed to work with the pleasures that I've built as of recent, and it felt great. It wasn't anything new or dramatic, but still. My abdomen toughens up, and my penis cycles on and off with rock-solid boners. There's a constant urge to moan, too. Most of the session worked it itself from doing nothing, though I have tried incorporating contractions into the mix. )Will do for next time, I think( Of the positions I've switched from, spreading the legs apart seemed to swing the arousal up, if briefly.

Saying that, being back onto the Aneros is nice – my anus has had some pretty irritating cases of thrush or whatever, over the past months. It's settled down almost completely after visiting the GP. The spincter is still inflamed, though, making insertion of the Aneros initially a painful process. Taking it out, and excreting for that manner, is also pretty nasty. Read more »

Pleased that progress is resumed

For the last few weeks sessions have been quite low key and I seemed to have reached a bit of a plateau, if you define progress as an upward journey. I was beginning to get a bit despondent, wondering whether I ought to get another model to try and move things on. Last night I decided to have a session, just for practice;it was several days since the last one which was pretty unproductive. No session produced a complete failure; there was always some movement and sensations but only weak waves of pleasure.
When I prepared for the session last night I determined that I was inserting the MGX to keep my prostate on its toes and would just limit the session to an hour for practice with no expectation of any great event.
I also decided that I would lie on my back with a pillow under my lower back to keep the MCX handle free of any surface contact. For most of the latest sessions I had positioned myself on my right side with one leg straight and the other bent up to my stomach. I was convinced that the side position was not allowing me to concentrate intently enough on the sensations and movement in my anus and prostate area and even hindered the contact with the perinium.
Within ten minutes of starting the session I felt movement of the device and also started to feel pleasure sensations. There followed mild orgasms and a feeling of positive development that were leading to something. At this point I felt quite content that I was back on a path of progress and I was wrong to get despondent.
After an hour and a half of good sensations and at the end of a nice orgasm there was a tingle right in the centre of my anus which started building and seemed to be climbing upwards externally but giving me feeling internally. The image is confusing but that is how it felt to me. The sensations were incredible and I wondered how far upwards it was going to take me and how intense the feelings were going to get. I was gasping at this point and breathing very heavily and quietly moaning.Momentarily as things were going upwards I almost felt as if I was going to lose conciousness.
After that there were some further nice waves of orgasm but nothing on that scale. I decided to end the session feeling very pleased to have obviously made progress with an intensity of sensation unlike anything previous.
I am not going to claim to have had a super O but I certainly feel I am on the path to that zone.
I am now convinced that lying on my back is the best position for me and that no expectation is vital to a positive session.I have to beware even of subconcious expectations! I am in the "do nothing" school of thought other than diaphragm breathing at the beginning until things get going; Then just lying relaxed and concentrating intensely on the sensations in the pelvic area and being aware of odd sensations in other parts of the body. For example my lower lip twitches when I am about to start mini "O's. Before the major orgasm started I had a massive tingling in my right thigh.
I have managed to stop myself from overdoing the activity and to have a day gap before the next session and have used writing this blog as sublimation!
Its a wonderful journey!
Taffy

Reminiscing About 18(mm)

I've been a bit out of sorts with posting any updates recently due to some personal issues I've been having (health and lifestyle related). To be perfectly honesty, I was not planning on finishing my updates with the Peridise set because I felt like I missed the "deadlines" and the experiences weren't quite fresh in my mind. That changed when I noticed that there was genuine interest in my first two posts, which made me remember these posts are as much a benefit to the community as they are a historical log of my progress and thoughts. This post will go over the 18mm Peridise, which I probably spent an additional week on due to lack of availability during the holidays. From the Friday before Christmas until the Friday after, I was away from the Peridise set (and lube/syringe) so didn't even have them physically available to me. That being said, I'm going to go over the differences between the Peridise and the other Aneros products. First, the other products that I'm familiar with (MGX, Helix). Read more »

This was GOOD..

Hey,
I had yet another amazing session this past Saturday night. I prepared the helix and myself with some Vaseline and Astroglide, slid the helix in and laid down on my left side with my right knee slightly bent. I closed my eyes and relaxed just doing nothing. I took nice slow, even breaths trying just to relax and see where things take me. I eventually started doing some short, hard contractions and the p-tab really hit my sweet spot. I could feel my cock becoming erect and the helix really going to work. I could feel my prostate really starting to get worked. I drew my right leg closer to my chest to increase the sensation on my prostate and hep draw the helix deeper inside of me. I could feel my heartbeat from my chest right down through my cock. I started to lightly caress my left nipple with my right fingers with heightened the sensations even more. It felt like I was a ticking clock as my helix pounded my anus feverishly. I reached down to rock hard cock and wiped the precum from the cockhead. I looked at the long clear strand dangling from my fingertip as I licked it clean. My ass was begging for more. I had no other thing to do but oblige. I coud feel my toes starting to curl up and my legs starting to twitch. I let out small moans as my prostate was getting worked like a piston. I didn't have to contract… it was doing it for me. My legs and arms really started to twitch and my head was thrown back as I was involuntarily curled up in a tighter ball. I could feel myself starting to build up a lot of pressure. I grit my teeth and grabbed the towel hard. My breathing was quick and short. It felt like my eyes were going to roll back into my head. Oh I wanted someone to give me a blowjob as I was getting pounded by the helix. A busty brunette with long red fingernails…. Oh my… I could feel the sensations of a major O building up… I let out a muffled groan as super O washed my away out to sea…

Euphos back! Just like that!

Ok so if you have been following my blog lately you would know My helix has been working well but the eupho has been almost doing nothing for me.
Last night I decided to sleep with miss eupho all night.
Now I cant remember how good a session I had before I went to sleep but I suspect it was below average because I cant remember.Asleep by 1:30am ish.
Woke at 3am. I was not feeling sleepy either?
The eupho was feeling numb. Not a good start but I must of awoken for some reason…
The eupho was twitching only slightly but I did not feel much because I was numb down there.
I touched my cock and soon I could not resist touching and caressing it.
I almost brought myself to the brink a few times but did not go past the point of return.
Then I noticed that the aneros was twitch a lot more because of the penis stimulation.
I let go of my shaft and let things settle.
It went all quiet for a minute and then things picked up. The aneros started floating in my anal canal and slip sliding around and the pleasure was great.
It kept going and increasing and I could feel myself going higher and higher. Closer and closer to dry Os.
I got there and had numerous dry Os then everything would go quite and then start again.
I lost count but the last three sets of these waves of dry Os went beyond dry Os.
I mean the dry Os would stop but the build up kept going higher and when I though it would not go higher it still did.
I noticed that my I was on my side but my legs were ina position like I would be if sitting in a chair.
The strange thing that I felt was that my hips and thighs felt numb and as if they where locked in place.
The aneros just slammed away past dry Os and up to a pinnacle.
The problem was when I got to the pinnacle of these build ups there was no release or orgasm it was just the same feeling of getting up there but in reverse back down past dry Os to nothing and then It would start again.
Anyway I rode these orgasms until 5:30am at which time I removed the eupho and went to sleep straight away until 8:30am.
I woke feeling ok not very tired.
On reflecting what a beautiful early morning session and I learned a new way to wake things up with cock play.
I used nipple stimulation all the way through and could feel the sensations on my nipples doing the same thing to my balls. Its magical.
Glad Miss eupho is not broken coz she really is special when she works.

First Blog, and Journey Report #1

My first sessions were with the Helix, which failed to produce, and then I had to leave to Army Basic Training. Since graduation I bought the MGX, and was ready to try again.

So this was my fifth session, within 2 weeks. I decided to try some new things that were given to me on a forum post. Needless to say it was without anything intense, but I definitely got a new response this time.

I started by viewing stimulating videos and relaxing for 15 minutes. After that, I couldn't take it and threw the MGX up in there. I laid down on my bed in the traditional side laying method, closed my eyes and breathed.

I started doing soft contractions, which felt good but didn't do anything for me. So I went to very hard ones, which gave me a little more but nothing still. I eventually got fed up with that, and after 20 minutes I just relaxed. I decided to try something new at this point..

I contracted the sphincter as much as I could on it's own, and I felt something I never felt before – Very slight sensitivity. When I contracted the PC muscles, this sent a sensation to my naval area. I tried to repeat this but it was very exhausting and hard to concentrate on so I couldn't continuously repeat it. I went on with this for about 5 minutes, when suddenly I had a "falling asleep" sensation in my hands and toes, which quickly spread to my torso area. My breathing got VERY heavy and audible, I also slipped a few small moans. I was thinking to myself, I'm getting there. And then it died completely as it was too impossible to contract. I had no involuntaries, so it died off. Read more »

Photo sessions

hello,
Recently I have been wanting to view myself as I have my helix inserted and have a session. It is not particularly easy to try to hold a camera in one hand and, hopefully, get a decent shot! For the past couple of nights, I have just done that.
I grabbed my camera and headed for the basement office. I undressed and prepared myself and my helix for action. I inserted it and tried to relax and breathe slowly and deeply. After about thirty minutes of "doing nothing" my anus started to grind.
The sensations were nice and I was getting into the groove. I could feel my heartbeat quicken as I could feel my cock slowly become fully engorged and hard as steel. I wanted to snag some shots of this, so I reached out for my camera and did my best to get my ass with my helix in it and my hard cock in the shot at arm's length behind me. I took some shots but when I looked at them after, I noticed that I got more of the lens cap, camera strap and floor then of me. I placed it on a couple of boxes and then hit the shutter button. Much better results, but I needed the flash on. All the while I'm doing this my hands are still somewhat smeared with lube and thus the camera is getting covered by it too!
All of this starting and stopping and back and forth, is starting to take the edge away from the session. I need to find a way to make taking pictures more "hands free" too! Ah ha, the self timer mode! That's the ticket!!
I look down and see that my cock has started to leak some pre cum fluid. I aim the lens to get some shots of that and of multiple views of my rock hard cock. I use the pre cum as a lube as I start to stroke my cock. I can feel the helix press against my prostate as I do this. I can tell that within moments I will be cumming. I place the camera in front of me to capture the moments as the first spurts of cum start shooting out of me. I click away as cum shoots out of my cock. I clean up and head upstairs to check out the pictures.
I become aroused as I look at myself in the throes of orgasm. They are pretty erotic…
Now, if I could only make some videos…
Say Cheese!! Click!
JS3802
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