Tag: Girlfriend

Peridise bliss!

I had a spectacular session tonight! I started with the Progasm and had a few nice mini-O's. But after about 40 minutes I had to stop, as this was the second night in a row of Progasm use. So my prostate was a little sore at this point.

It didn't really want to stop. So I removed the Progasm and inserted the larger of the two Peridise from the advance set. I remembered one user telling me the he used the Peridise on off nights when his prostrate was a bit sensitive from the previous nights use of the Progasm.

Keep in mind this all happens in bed with me laying on my side. I found I didn't get much of any response from just relaxing and doing nothing. But shortly thereafter I learned that very hard voluntary anal contractions gave me the most exquisitely pleasurable feelings which turned into the most amazing mini and dry-O that I've had so far!!! And I was able to have them one after another. I can't count how many I had. I basically kept going until I couldn't make them happen anymore! *huge gigantic grin*

And I never once ejaculated! And it seemed the further I got into the session, the more I desired these new feelings. Rather than the release of ejaculating. Even though I would have to stop for a few minutes between every 2 or 3 orgasm to get my penis to go flaccid as it rubs against the mattress when laying on my side. Read more »

Life Story Factors Influencing Your Practice

As things have progressed forward with my/our practice, I get taken back and aback by the old life story elements that reappear as having effected rewiring and other dimensions of the practice.

Here we begin at the beginning (from a post in a Community Poll):

I was a sickly child and a difficult birth, raised by my mother and nurses mostly for at least the first two years at times in quarantine. My father did not get to hold me until I was two or a little more. I was raised on doctor-prescribed phenobarbitol and atropine for my first six years and had abdominal surgery during that time. I suspect that those drugs over that time had probably pre-rewired me early in several ways!

I was very tall and thin for my age as I grew and was quite shy early, growing quite intellectually adventurous and outspoken in the later pre-puberty years. At one point I declared my interest in yoga and planned "to develop the skill of lowering my large bowel through my anus inside-out as the East Indians do to clean it". I was not strong and still ill on and off during those years and at school was bullied and taunted: "four-eyes!, girl!, fag! etc.", partly because my family were prominent businessmen and community leaders. This, even as I was dating a girl and partying with others before high school… Read more »

First Day

Read about this site before and filed it away in the back of my mind. Then stumbled on it again this week and really studied it. The forums and Blogs caught my attention the most. My thinking was that if so many Men felt so strongly about this product that they would post to a public forum, well there must be some truth to it.

The girlfriend and I have played with prostate massage in the past (a year ago) and I can remember thinking to myself "No human being can feel this good. We were never made to feel this good." I Saw colors and lost total track of where my arms and legs were in relation to the rest of me. Lost my hearing while it was happening too. An overwhelming human experience. The down side, She has had an arm injury in the past with some nerve damage and could not keep it up. It was tiring for her and I could see that I could want this several times a week and for hours. I would not ask her for that. Amazing woman though she would try in a heartbeat for me. So I filed that experience away as possible special thing to ask for on my birthday. Nothing more.

Then I studied this site. I got some hope, what if based on my past experience I could have that again. without putting anyone else through hell for it. Wow. I got the Progasm and the Mgx. Read more »

Not much yet after 6 sessions, but Sensual peeing?

I now have completed my 6th session, and so I am pretty new at this. Each session so far has lasted roughly 1-2 hours. I have felt close to nothing the last 5 times. This last time, I didn't feel anything while the massager was inserted, but I think I'm starting to see what people mean when they speak of not 'clenching tightly' or trying to avoid vigorously massage the prostate.

I tried my absolute best not to expect anything, and relax… I can honestly say that although the first 2-3 times this was definately not achieved, during the last session, I was extremely relaxed. I also noticed how the aneros started to move (for the first time) in a fluid motion with my breathing, in and out without really forcing or flexing much. Not really sure whether my prostate is being massaged, since I don't know what it feels like.

I do believe that with patience, it will eventually come… after all, it took me at least a couple of years to reliably find my girlfriend's g-spot. Granted that I don't own her equipment, but I suppose there was some 'rewiring' that she had to go through as I am hopefully about to do (but that discussion is for another forum). Read more »

Calboy

Hey Buster –

Thanks for your letter. I've started to read some of your posts and have found them very similar to my experience. I haven't gone all the way through your journey, so I don't know if you've had the Super -O yet, but so far your posts are interesting.

As for me, I had another session last night. During the day, I'd been squirming, and had this full filling in the prostate area. Add to this, being horny for the last few days and I had all I needed to get into a Aneros session.

I broke up with my girlfriend about 8 months ago – and I dearly miss the regular sex. In fact, some of these memories are what have propelled me during various sessions, and made them enjoyable.

Last night, I did something different. While reading some erotica on the computer, I lubed up and inserted the MGX. I immediately got a shot of energy in the neather regions and felt warm all over. I work this for about 15 minutes, then decided to retire to the bed room. One thing I noticed about sitting in a chair – is that the device is puched into the prostate gland and creates a different sensation. At first this was pleasurable, but later, when I was laying on my side, and the device was gently pulled in and pushed out, another set of sensations came forth. Read more »