Tag: Involuntaries

Another twist in the road of my journey

I found that I had unintentionally hijacked the topic in the"weed" forum discussion with my Salvia Divinorum experiences and thought that my descriptions of my experiences were more appropriate in a blog. So here it is. I'll keep updating it as I go.

June 25
salvia divinorum looks interesting; quick acting, short duration, not addictive, meditative affects, no hangover. I'm going to try it.

Wikipedia says "Mazatec shamans have a long and continuous tradition of religious use of Salvia divinorum, using it to facilitate visionary states of consciousness during spiritual healing sessions.[1] Most of the plant's local common names allude to the Mazatec belief that the plant is an incarnation of the Virgin Mary, with its ritual use also invoking that relationship"

June 26
Here's a poetic description of the Salvia Divinorum experience from the Pharmako/poeia by Dale Pendel:

"It's like a mirror with no frame: some don't see it at all; some do, but don't like what they see.

It's like cat paws, soft cat paws pressing, or like a bunch of bird tongues lapping the mind. Or like tiny fingers, the way ivy fingers reach out to climb a wall . . .

Some say it is a sensual and a tactile thing. Some say it's about temporality and dimensionality–that it's about time travel. Some say it's about the Root Energy Network, or that it is about becoming a plant. Read more »

Making love with the Vice !

It has been a couple of weeks without any Aneros time. The sex has been great, just in different directions.

Today ,I decided I was craving a session.

I came home , prepped and she gave my 20-30 minute head start as she knows I enjoy that time relaxing and getting in the mood.

By the time she comes in , I am having dry Os regularly.
Twitching and edging.

She proceeds to give me a deep throat BJ after eating two Altoids ! I was buzzing from the Vice and my cock was almost numb from the Altoids.Very different sensation !

After a bit I stopped her as I felt this orgasm )s( would be the oozing kind, not the shooting type and I may not know when I came and could ooze down her throat.

I rolled over and got in a missionary position to make love to her ! I slipped into her with the Vice thrusting into me with the kegels and the pumping movements I was making . It was wild , like it was thrusting into me pushing me into her…almost involuntary and not in my control. Like the best of both worlds !!

I am getting an erection just rethinking it !

After a bit I realized that I was probably pouring precum and pulled out not to cum in her. Read more »

Aless and more

Ok, lots more changes experiences in the last week or so. I have reached some kind of new level with my Aneros at this point. The orgasms…the portion that involves involuntary muscle twitching/spasming, I can now get at any time and even simulate.

I can contract my muscles so fast and so controlled that it is similar to having an orgasm at any time )with or without the Aneros inside(. This always causes a feeling of pleasure, and I believe I am stimulating my prostate even without the Aneros inside anymore this way )mainly due to being able to basically cause ejaculation only with muscle control and very little direct stimulation at this point(.

The best part is with the Aneros in though as you can literally target your prostate and stimulate it very quickly over a very long time. I progressed here through a variety of alternative positions. I started off on my belly thrusting down…this gives more of a bounce then from on the side, and allowed my bum to…twitch more, and have more freedom to move I guess. I think the largest factor though was just practice and having so many hours of involuntary twitching going on, I got used to continuing the twitching on myself in between orgasms )As the twitching is probably the easiest/best way to constantly stimulate the prostate that I have found, much better then kegels or thrusting(. Read more »

Anal Pleasure: My Sexuality Part 2

I have always found that there is something inherently erotic about being in a hotel alone. Don’t get me wrong, J and I have had some incredibly sexy times together but there is something decadent about being naked in a new place that is not home, and sexing myself up in quiet solitude as I view my body responding to growing arousal. Freed from any inhibitions I will murmur all types of lewd and lurid things and articulate all kinds of fantasies when I am sailing in chains of chilling ecstasy from cascading MMOs.

I have always masturbated in front of mirrors and watched porno when I traveled before. But ever since I have learned to MMO my solo trips have taken on a whole new dimension. I really look forward to the intimate alone time and the layers of complex, intense and chilling orgasms that I coax from my body in the dimly lit darkness of hotel rooms. Lying on my stomach with my anus exposed and penetrated by a ruthless instrument of sexual pleasure is not only lewd but it is vulgar and sensual as well. Read more »

Pelvic relaxation

Years ago I remember reading a post from another user here, I think it was darwin, but I can't remember clearly if that's who it was. He mentioned how he has pelvic pain, uses a Therawand toy to help him with that and mentioned the book “A Headache in the Pelvis” as being really helpful and important for him.

The reason I mention this is for two reasons. One, I suspect I suffer from low grade pelvic tension. I notice I sometimes get minor pains in my anus and rectum for no reason that my Aneros sessions seem to exacerbate. And in the past would very occasionally get an approximately five second burst of really intense and debilitating pain in my anus and rectum that would stop me in my tracks while it happens. Like a really bad muscle spasm kind of pain. And that in my Aneros sessions, it is really easy for me to unconsciously tense muscles down there not only when the pleasure gets really good, but just out of force of habit. Read more »

A Sexy Weekend

This morning in chat there was some discussion of 3 AM being peak time for men to orgasm as a result of elevated testosterone level. It certain has been the case for me as it has become a programmed ritual with me over the years to wake up at 3 – 4 AM or so and launch immediately into a one or two hour session and then go back to sleep.

Last Saturday morning it was 3:30 when I woke. Unlike many early morning wake ups, my cock was not totally erect. It was firm and rubbery in semi arousal but not hard; but my prostate was already tingling in anticipation of a session. It was like little tiny fingernails were deep inside me teasing me and tantalizing my swelling gland.

I rolled over on my side to face J who was lying on her side facing away from me. The skin on her exposed derriere was soft and velvety. Before I did anything I slid my hand over the heart shaped satin softness of her rear. Then I slowly eased up against her, grasping my firming cock in my hand guiding my mushroom shaped cockhead into the warm caress of her ass crease to kiss her asshole. Read more »

Manual contractions to the rescue

In a surprising U-turn from my previous post. I've started to experiment more with manual contractions.

I still think it's important to learn the skill of being able to let go and experience the involuntaries when the time is right. But after a disappointing dry spell, trying to chase the "do nothing" magic of before, I remembered another post I'd found on the forum that described a contraction technique that sounded to me like the "quick and dirty path", but explained in another way.

The thread is here:
https://www.aneros.com/forum/discussion/comment/2315

This changed the way I do contractions. Focusing more on feeling the aneros move in to a deeper position, and then letting it move back to where it was. The difference is listening to the right feedback. When the aneros has reached its target destination, then I know when to release and when to contract. I let the position of the aneros dictate my timing and build my rhythm around it, rather than trying to build a rhythm out of thin air. It seems so obvious now, but I think what I was doing before was listening to what my muscles were ready to do, or what sensation I wanted to produce in the moment, rather than what the aneros was actually doing.

I had experimented with this rhythm before but only with anal contractions. I've found the "penis muscle contraction" is an important one too. It seems to pull the aneros forward. Combining this contraction with how ever much "anal pull-in" it takes to hit the spot. Read more »

Energy Transfer Perhaps??? Or just my crazy mind…

A couple of nights ago I was in the chatroom and something new and interesting (at least to me) happened. So here it is.

The usual regulars were in chat, and the topics were quite random. I love that about the chat it can be anything from sessions to whats for dinner you just never know. I got a private chat request from one of the members in the room. We'd talked before in the main room but never privately. Hmmm… I thought. I'd read some of his posts in the forums before (as i've read many peoples posts), and had a general idea of what he felt about the things he posted on. I could tell from his posts that he's a pretty dynamic guy. A pretty funny guy as well, he's always one to crack a joke, but manages to remain a level headed gentleman.

So while we were chatting privately we talked about numerous things. Just general everyday conversation about mundane things. The conversation was very pleasant however. I'd already had Peridise in before I started talking to him so I guess my slightly aroused state made me a little more ballsy than usual. Read more »

My first 5 sessions with helix

Hi guys

I need advice and feedback from you guys : do not hesitate to comment.

I got my helix 2 weeks ago. I did 5 sessions so far.

I did a lot of reading before beginning.

For each session I put no pressure on myself. I try to have no mental representation of what a Super O could be and try to listen to my body. I tried several positions. The one I prefer is on my back with a pillow under my back/butts.

After 2 or 3 sessions, I could feel the variation of pressure on my prostate when I varied the strength of my contractions. Now I try to find which strength will return the best echo from my prostate. I believe that strength is far less than the one you need for instance to stop the pee stream and far less than the strength you need to stop ejaculation. I guess the contractions needs to be smooth.

With nipple stimulation I get erection and with the right strength of contraction I can feel a very little bit of pleasure on my prostate.

At some point, for a short while my prostate feels like a red ball full of blood and is warm for a short while like one minute or so. It happened two times. I felt a little bit of pleasure at my prostate but no waves. Read more »

Broke the Ceiling

I hadn't entirely given up on seeing where I could go without nipple stimulation, but it wasn't really on my mind this afternoon as I started a second session. The first was heavy on nipple stimulation and was very good as a result. I can't remember much else from it as it seems to have been mostly eclipsed in my mind by the session this entry is about. I do know that I got my penis involved which isn't the norm for me.

I started off this session relaxed with my legs slightly spread and bent with a cover over me and my butt resting on a pillow to get a slight elevation for handle clearance; a pretty typical setup. There was already the vague sense of pleasure I get from having one of the Aneroses inside. I felt something slightly extra, though, as I lay there relaxed. It was a more tangible pleasure from the Helix against my prostate. Maybe it helped that I had already had a session. Maybe things were still sensitive from that. Not sure.

I soon found that just focusing on this pleasure caused it to grow. I couldn't perceive any physical action from PC muscles. I wasn't trying to initiate anything. The pleasure was just happening by my thoughts. It grew and grew and grew until I was in the throes of what I had hoped to experience: a hands free Super O without even using my nipples. I was on cloud 9 and stayed there for close to an hour. Read more »