Tag: Nipples

Silk

Silk

It is 8am Sunday morning; an ocean haze is hanging over the ground outside of the window of the room we are in. Late yesterday when we got into the hotel after the wedding the surroundings of the room were not visible. But this morning the quiet of early morning mist is tantalizing my barely opened eyes with a muted view of the ocean; even in the misty aqua blue air it is spectacular. The peace of early morning is quietly punctuated by the rhythmic muffled crash of the waves on the beach below our balcony. Other than the waves breaking on the beach the only other noise outside is the quiet chat of morning walkers enjoying the solitude of the surf before the onslaught of beach goers. Our floor to ceiling window accesses our own private terrace outside our room. It is a divinely peaceful morning on the beach in Cape May New Jersey. We are here because of a family wedding last night. Weddings are romantic for the newlyweds whose wedding it is, but also they are romantic for those who are there and in love and who walked the walk and spoke the vows years earlier. That is us. Read more »

MMO with Tempo and Female Erotic Massage

So it has been a while since I have made an entry here. Work has kept me busy and travel too. It has been a very sexy summer for me. It began with a series of very slow and thoughtful mmo sessions. After three years of minimal massager use I began to insert my peridises again. Using the condom method and filling the condom with lube and tying a knot in the opening allowed me to use in any situation and not make a mess. It also allows me to use any lube I want as it all stays in the condom. This allowed me to do sessions with insertion anywhere including in my own bed while my wife sleeps.

In June I started while visiting my daughter on the West Coast. The sessions were exquisite and as I said very slow and luxurious. Throughout June I was doing up to three sessions per week. By the end of June II stopped using the Peridises and transferred to my Tempo. Again I used the condom method. The onset of full orgasmic contractions after insertion of the Tempo was startling. On the average it was less than 5 minutes to full spasms that were sucking the Tempo in and out of my anus. Mid way through July I began to experiment with suppressing the spasms and orgasms, trying to keep them from happening. The more I denied them the more powerful they became. Read more »

Success?!

Since my last entry, I've practiced about three times. The last time I got my leg to shake a bit, like a dog being scratched in just the right place. This time, I took it to a whole new level. I had today off from work, and I had just come home horny from the gym. As usual, I was wearing my jockstrap and cup. My ass was ready to work, so I slipped in the Aneros and I laid down on my right side, knees bent. To heighten my arousal, I had a long loop of erotic pictures on a screen next to the bed. For the first hour, I was trying hard to maintain that partial contraction, experiencing lots of involuntary anal pumping.
Finally, I straightened my legs a bit and lightly flexed my glutes to add pressure to the P-tab on my perineum. At the same time, I was doing valley breathing into my stomach. I got a little bit of leg shaking, then I rested.
About 5 minutes later, I continued the partial contraction, a bit tighter this time. Again, I straightened my legs, squeezing my butt closed over the Aneros. As I beared down into my stomach and tugged my left nipple, I began spasming all over, thrusting uncontrollably like a jackhammer.
This freaked me out but it felt great. The spasming lasted about 10 seconds, but it could have been longer. I also realized after the spasming stopped that my butthole was still pumping by itself and I'd thrown a strong boner.
I rested again for a while, then started the same technique. I began shaking and thrusting wildly again, my erection began poking outside the side of my jockstrap. Unfortunately, the friction from thrusting began stimulating my cock, and I instantly ejaculated onto my stomach. I think maybe this experience was the fabled super orgasm, at least before I unloaded. What a rush! My heart rate was up for at least 10 minutes afterward.

Communication and Expectations

My wife said she was fine with my prostate play. She liked the intensity of ejaculations. As I started to rewire it was good to share the experience and she could get better feedback on how subtle touches were really impacting me. Nipples, inner thighs, low back, all produced small orgasmic shocks at times.

As we explored this journey, one night, I went for my Helix and she said no, not today. This led to a difficult and powerful conversation. We discovered that she did not ask permission for her vibrator but I was expected to ask permission for my helix or I was sheepish about what I want in bed.

Turns out she was concerned about sexual activity becoming about the orgasm, ejaculation, or the "getting off" and never considered that I might view the vibrator in a similar manner. I don't but she clearly saw her fear and a double standard.

I have some ambivalence about anal play. It is increased along with excitement when we play together.

The techniques of Aneros involve a different type of interaction than straight sex. Guys don't "meditate" to find the zone and orgasm. Women do take a trip in their body and find waves and have orgasms.

As we talked through all these issues we found some important insights. She realized an opportunity to coach me about the orgasm journey. She worked through feeling replaced by a piece of plastic. I am working on sheepishness. Some stuff just makes you horny. The list goes on but you get the idea. Read more »

Shy Guy

So he says he's new to this. Never really admitted how much he enjoyed anal play until recently. He craves more, the more the explores his ass the more he becomes open to. Says he's curious about men…but in talking with him more I get the jist he is a little confused. I dont care if he bangs a guy or not, but in describing what turns him on…its never a man. Anal play turns him on, that has no bearing on his sexual orientation. In laying out our guidelines he lets me know that his ass holds the key to most of his kinky desires. I ideas and visions play through my mind. I may enjoy this more than I thought. I've never seen him, only talked to him, he's due to be here any minute. I hear a knock at the door. Read more »

Just Joy, no Pain

So I wake up, I can still taste his cum on my tongue. He's sleeping, I decide to sneak away I need to sneak away to brush my teeth and take a shower. Once I make it to my bathroom I start brushing my teeth while reminiscing on the last 24 hours. Half way through my teeth brushing I hear footsteps, then I see him standing behind me in the mirror. Our eyes meet, I'm naked, so is he. I feel his heat radiating off of him, its making me hot, turning me on. I quickly finish brushing my teeth, never taking my eyes off of him, he caresses my skin ever so slightly. I feel his fingers running up and down my back, over my shoulders, he's making my knees weak. I rinse my mouth out, I bend over a bit to spit into the sink, when I do he grabs my hips and steps into me. I feel his erection between my cheeks at the small of my back. I braced my hands on the sink, look up in the mirror and see him standing behind me smiling slightly, he is too sexy for my well being. Read more »

Another twist in the road of my journey – late July and early August

Since this is more of a journal I'll be updating my experiences semi-regularly. Skip to the end of the blog for the latest entry.

I found that I had unintentionally hijacked the topic in the"weed" forum discussion with my Salvia Divinorum experiences and thought that my descriptions of my experiences were more appropriate in a blog. So here it is. I'll keep updating it as I go.

June 25
salvia divinorum looks interesting; quick acting, short duration, not addictive, meditative affects, no hangover. I'm going to try it.

Wikipedia says "Mazatec shamans have a long and continuous tradition of religious use of Salvia divinorum, using it to facilitate visionary states of consciousness during spiritual healing sessions.[1] Most of the plant's local common names allude to the Mazatec belief that the plant is an incarnation of the Virgin Mary, with its ritual use also invoking that relationship"

June 26
Here's a poetic description of the Salvia Divinorum experience from the Pharmako/poeia by Dale Pendel:

"It's like a mirror with no frame: some don't see it at all; some do, but don't like what they see.

It's like cat paws, soft cat paws pressing, or like a bunch of bird tongues lapping the mind. Or like tiny fingers, the way ivy fingers reach out to climb a wall . . . Read more »

Pro Job

Today I had my first session with the wife and my new Progasm Ivory.She started with teasing and a blow job before I put the device in. Several minute of playing and touching to get warmed up.
I coated the Ivory with coconut oil and slowly slipped it in. I got that familiar full feeling as the Progasm slipped into place.

I start contracting on the device, short ones to begin with. I immediately start to notice those powerful little waves and spasms inside of me. She takes me in her mouth and sucks me in deeply. I try to press and contract harder on the device as she sucks me. I start to buck and the contractions begin. I love the feeling of the finish of the Ivory on my prostate. Very different from the Vice.

She teases and sucks on my nipples which causes my cock to harden like a bat. This is something that never did anything for me before, but I now find it quite pleasurable and erotic. She coats my cock with coconut oil and jacks me off . She coaches and coaxes me as I am flopping on the bed.

The animal noises and reactions take over as she drives me over the edge.This time the ejaculation is shooting and almost forced ! Powerful session today and I think the Progasm Ivory is going to be a great addition to our foreplay. It is a very different experience than the Vice.

Alone In a Hotel Room

As I sit here in a hotel room 275 miles from her there is a fire roaring in my cock that is making the cream of my passion boil and churn in my balls; they are heavy, aching to release the erotic burden that fills them. I am overwhelmed with a fire to feel my cock in the warm tight caress of a wanton vagina. Three times since last Tuesday in the half light of morning I woke with my cock throbbing and wetting my sheets, teasing at me begging me to succumb to hours of pulsing and shuddering mmo pleasure. Ultimately, three times I rejected it.

But now as I lay here nude in this hotel bed I feel that same gnawing desperation to enshroud my mind in erotic thoughts and engage in a elegantly vulgar tryst with a lady. Fantasies run rampant in my mind and amplify my desire to MMO. Now there is no restriction holding me back. So I succumbed to the unceasing demand and gave myself over to the warm seduction of cascading orgasmic pleasure. As I lay here now the tantalizing warm tongue of rapture is lapping my cockhead as her hands tug at my balls; the warm erotic flames are igniting the sweet sensual anguish of my arousal. Read more »

Fantasies, Kaleidoscopes and Ecstasy

Peppered throughout my writings are descriptions of prostate derived orgasms, or MMO’s as I call them as kaleidoscopic. In Aneros circles MMO’s are commonly refer to as super Os. Sometimes guys refer to the sensation of MMOs as pleasure waves )which I sometimes do as well(; however in many of my recent sessions I have been perceiving MMO’s as chains of kaleidoscopic orgasms that sensually morph from one ecstatic feeling to the next as they unfold. Each wave of pleasure reveals excruciating ecstatic sensations. Just as a kaleidoscope morphs and transforms one elegant richly detailed vision to another so does an MMO; the rhythmically pulsing spasms of orgasm transfigure themselves unfurling lush orgasmic sensations as they do. And just as I struggle to see and absorb the deeply vibrant images in a kaleidoscope, so do I also struggle to experience and savor the intense and overwhelming sensations of an MMO.

With my eyes closed I can sense the sensually erotic colors of pleasurable sensation. I do not really see the colorful vibrancy and chilling detail of an MMO but instead I envision it viscerally. I feel it as the enticing chill of ecstasy and as agonizing euphoria of cascading pleasure. It moves throughout my anal tract eventually permeating my entire body, its alluring fingers stroking my anal canal, tugging on my cock, squeezing my prostate, and coaxing my anus, teasing it to flex and spasm in paroxysms of erotic bliss. It makes my entire body quiver and my cock drip precum as I succumb to the exquisite echoes of orgasmic rapture. Read more »