The Before Times till The Now: The Sleeper Has Awakened

Just realized I had gotten my membership to the forums the other day and I figured it was time to start this blog detailing my journey up till now.

Must have missed the verification message when it came months ago, but no matter, I've been doing fine on my own.
However, on the 4th of July, after the fireworks, I had some interesting things happen that I believe have really redefined what this amazing little device is capable of, to me.
Therefore, this time is as good as ever to start this, not only to keep a record for myself, but to help others who may need some insight. Let's start with a little history…

Way back in March 2012, I broke down and bought an MGX model Aneros and a six-pack of Marksman lube. This was only the second time I'd bought a sex-toy )although it is obviously more than that( the first being a Fleshlight.
I had been fascinated by anal play for a while, although most of my attempts hadn't gone over very well… Fingers didn't reach far enough without holding an uncomfortable position and even then all I could feel was pressure against the back of my dick, nothing pleasurable really.
I first learned of the Aneros, oddly enough, though reading Japanese Hentai. After finding out that it was a real thing I found the wiki and this forum, as well as a few videos.
After a few days of reading up on it, I made the decision to buy one. Next paycheck, I made the purchase. This was before the Syn models came out and just after the Vice, but after some research I settled on the MGX: classic, average, good for beginners.

Ending in fireworks

It was so hot and humid on the 4th, that I declined several invitations to join friends for the Boston Pops Esplanade concert and fireworks display. I'd planned to go away for a long weekend anyway, leaving the morning of the 5th. So I wanted to devote the 4th to celebrating my own personal freedom to give myself as much pleasure as I could handle.

For about half an hour leading up to beginning my aneros session, I merely relaxed, headphones on, with soothing sensuous music lulling me into a mild stupor. I flexed my anal muscles in concert with my prostate, feeling the pleasure start to build deep in my hole and luxuriating in the tingling sensation of my manucunt lips. My balls were feeling tight and my cock slowly began to become engorged, but not rock hard. Wonderful!

When I couldn't wait any longer, i lubed my pussy with a mix of vaseline and albolene, pushing the balm deep in my hole with my finger and spreading a coating on my hot pulsing cuntlips. I took out my aneros classic and covered it with the same lubricating mix, and prepared for the penetration. I changed the music track to )oddly enough( a series of satanic chants i found on a tumblr page. Many of the chants celebrated a devotion to lust and erotic pleasure, while others were dark, foreboding but intensely sexual.
Lying on my side, I placed the aneros tip just at the opening of my hole. And as the music exhorted me to give in to lust, I pushed the aneros into my hole while pushing my hips back to fully embrace the penetration.

I love my body

Hi again. new to blogging but I'm getting the hang of things now to my story. I love my self but i really didn't like my body. I have always been a big guy, and was also a big kid as a child. I'm not obese but i have a belly and boobs. lol Before aneros i slept fully clothed and never showed skin even to my lovers. I didn't hate my body but i just wanted to change and tone up a bit. The only part of my body that i was happy about was my big juicy ass. When first started to read about the prostate I was intrigued not know it would change my whole out look at how I look at my self and my body.

Before I bought my device I wanted to play with my self manually. I stuck my finger up there and got the searching for the jack pot. As soon as I graze it got hit with a burst of sensation. After I read more and more about the journey and experience I had to get a device. I saved up got me a helix and inserted him in. I laid on my side and let it do its magic on me. Best feeling I have ever had. But you may be wondering what does this have to do with my body.

Re-wiring is still happening…

My body and mind are still trying to work out this whole prostate orgasm thingy. My sessions are constantly changing and adapting, some are so pleasurable and I moan and groan for two hours, others are so relaxing and gentle I eventually fall asleep amongst waves of very soft orgasms and others are a mixture of both – heaven!

Lately they're very pleasurable but I'm not as relaxed as I sometimes am. My last three sessions have had a couple of the same traits. These are:

* Very long periods of full body shaking/quivering – usually gentle but sometimes borderline violent, causing me to move around a lot. involves all of my body, even my lips and cheeks. My sessions usually involve shaking but not for this amount of time.

* Tingling sensation in my head around my temples and scalp – not orgasmic but really nice.

* Tingling sensations that travel up the sides of my bodies and then work their way across to my chest. Similar to the sensation in my head but more pleasurable for me.

* Very pleasurable spot in the centre of my chest. (heartgasm)

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I've started having sessions on my floor rather than my bed because I like the way that I can feel every movement that's happening. Sometimes when I'm in bed these movements are restricted due to the mattress.

Prostate discovery

TL;DR
* Prostate finally felt – warm and tingly.
* No touching or erotic audio/visuals.
* Letting the body naturally shake engorges the sensations.
* Realising and understanding the unique feelings when Aneros is in, as opposed to out.
* Some positions worked better than others )Durr…(
* Shaking my right leg 'released' some pleasures, odd.

The session last night uncovered a few things that, while obvious, helped me to get proper usage out of the Aneros. Saying that, this is what virtually every entry goes into )if it isn't sulking(

Feeling perked by my project finally moving forward, I felt I could sleep for once that night. Some insecurities were dealt with and fear levels were down. My arousal took a flying leap from this, though. Maybe it was pent up by the stress all this time.

So I thought maybe giving the Aneros another go might give something worthwhile. It sure did. Putting it in I remembered to take note of what feelings I was getting in session. Within half an hour in – it occurred to me that the Aneros is generating pleasures from the prostate. Typically in sessions I use imagery and nipples to progress things, but this was the wrong way of doing it. This time I just let the Helix sit in there and do nothing else.

Bliss Restrained

I call this "Bliss Restrained" because despite my entire family being home I had a strong urge to hold a session late at night, so I had to hold back a little bit. I had refrained from traditional ejaculation for almost two weeks by this point, only indulging in dildo/aneros play, nipple play, and masturbation with no ejaculation. That being said I am in a constant state of hyperarousal: every sexual thought or erotic rub radiates pleasure from my prostate or other erogenous zones, erections come and go in high frequency and often linger for a while, my prostate constantly feels full and never lets me forget it. The session turned out to be significantly better than I could have hoped for, and unfortunately I was forced to restrain myself a little bit )wild movements and moans of pleasure( so as not to rouse attention. So this session took place last night, starting out with my Maximus and continuing/ending with the helix – running Hypnaerosession all the while. The reason I started out with the Maximus was because I had a decent session with it a couple of weeks ago and still try to maintain some sliver of hope for it. For 20-30 minutes it was actually pretty ok but the long time problem resurfaced once things started to get decent: since my perineum swells up from arousal and due to the "pointy/thin" nature of the tab, the tab swivels off-center and gets stuck to one side or the other, disrupting prostate/perineum contact and requiring constant adjustments )within seconds of each other(.

Vice and the paddle

It's been a while since I created a blog post. There is a reason for this. I tend to share so much on the forum and chat about what I feel during an Aneros session that I want to use my blog for new explorations and new sensations.

That's what my blog is about. It's about me combing several elements of my sexuality into a self-reflecting exercise. There are two very key parts of my sexuality that I wish to combine into a fluid and coherent mixture. I'm combing my passion for BDSM and my tantric energies. Aneros is the tool which I'm using to generate and expand the tantric energies. I can full succumb to the pleasures and sensations of Aneros. I can build that energy, move the energy around, create pleasurable feelings in other parts of my body. I can connect to a cosmic force reaching out. There's an entire realm that Aneros allows me to be part of. Rather, that other realm is constantly in existence. Aneros allows me to venture into that realm for just a little while.

This post is not about that connection though. I've written about that before.

This post is about the connections I'm making between pleasure and pain. This is about BDSM, tantra, and combing aspects of sexuality.

The Point of Aneros — In My Opinion

This is a very slight edit to the original post.

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To a new Aneros user or anyone feeling frustrated:

Seeing the length of this post with the thought of, "I simply don't have the time or desire to read all this!" Let me give you a Rika's Note version of what this is about. I understand initial frustration and expectations of the new user. I detail what those frustrations are and why they occur. Then I proceed to describe a way to change the mindset and approach of Aneros in order to reduce frustrations and expectations so that this product and adventure becomes fun and rewarding. If you're a new member stressed and wondering what to do, you've already spent time trying to figure it out, spend a little bit more time to read and hopefully find a few answers to your questions. Thank you.

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I see new threads and topics all the time, as well as men in chat, just at a total loss about Aneros.

I'm going to use some creative speculation here for a minute, so please follow along.

What I see in chats and the forums essentially boils down to a feeling. That feeling is frustration.

my journey

All smiles here. I will try to convey my story with out getting a hard on. I started my journey a few months ago after I saw a video of a guy going banana's over a aneros device. As a gay male I have had a penis in my ass but I have never had any prostate fun. So i was broke to buy a device so i looked at a diagram to find it and just used my fingers. It was a very nice feeling. I haven't done any reading though before hand so i was confused on the actual feelings that I was having. I read that the trembling and convulsions were normal. First month down and feeling great. I actually just typed in aneros one day and this site came up. SCORE! Been learning ever since. I saw that the devices were really pricey so I went to amazon to find a deal. Got me a Helix syn extra excited for the sensations that will cum. I got it a week later, ripped open the package and praised my new friend that I will soon luv. Was home with family so no instant fun so after mid night hit I got some cocoa but lotion and inserted him in. Slide in very nicely and there my helix introduced him self to my prostate and now they are the best of buds.

That Delicious Tightness in my Perineum

Hi guys,

In the last couple months or so, I have experienced a delicious tightness in my perineum as a result of the Kegel Exercises and my Anerosing, especially with the Progasm and Maximus models. Just now this evening I discovered once again that the Kegel Exercises in men are designed to strengthen both their pubococcygeal or PC muscles and the cremaster muscles. These two sets of muscles have a direct link to a man's scrotum and his anal sphincter muscles. But what is more beautiful and profound is that the Kegels have a close connection with the Aneros model, especially the Progasm.

I began noticing that when I began using both the Maximus and Progasm late last summer that these two models toned and firmed up all these sets of muscles. Hence the Kegel Exercises began to have a facility that I never experienced ever before. Not only do the Kegels work well with my Aneros models, especially with both the Progasm and Maximus models, but I come away from my sessions with the realization that my Kegels seem so natural, so easy to do!

But now in recent weeks there is that delicious tightness in my perineum which produces exquisite sweetness when I Kegel both within and outside my Aneros sessions. This sweetness is so sexual and pervades my entire genitals, a sweetness that approaches orgasm and ejaculation! What is even more wonderful now, such as tonight when I am composing this blog entry, mere stimulation of my nipples and hairy chest activates this sexual sweetness "down there!"