Tag: Nipples

Refraining from masturbation has been a catalyst. Late night session blew my mind

For the past 20 days or so I've only orgasmed through masturbation once. I'm currently on an 8 day streak of not masturbating and I hope to continue this for a long time. I've tried to avoid masturbating before and found it very difficult, I usually become unbearably horny and end up masturbating to satisfy my urges.

This time is different though. I've been using the Aneros during my break from masturbation and it's helping me progress with rewiring. I can only get pleasure from my penis if I stimulate myself but my body now knows it can get pleasure from my prostate without me physically doing anything.

Previously when I avoided masturbation for long periods I used to wake up in the middle of the night and find myself with my hand on my cock stimulating myself even when I didn't want to. Last night I woke up half asleep and began subconsciously caressing my thighs, stomach and nipples. As I began to wake up and become fully aware of what I was doing my arousal strengthened. Looks like my body has found a new way to get its dopamine rush.

Luckily I had my peridise set at the side of my bed. I lubed up and inserted the largest one. My body sucked it in eagerly and the contractions began straight away. Very gentle but feeling so amazing. Read more »

A very sensual session… feel like I made love to myself?!

This was a very short session. I knew I would only have an hour and a half max, but I was yearning for a session so I went ahead and had one anyway. I've been extremely aroused for the past few days so I felt like I needed it.

I relaxed very quickly, quicker than usual. I had lots of small involuntary contractions all over my body, every contraction felt very nice. I started listening to Kelly Howell's 'Ecstasy' to help me keep focus and relaxation, which really helped.

I began to get very pleasurable feelings in my anus around 5 minutes in. My prostate swelled and I could feel my PC muscles twitching and dancing. I relaxed myself further and just enjoyed what was happening to me. I became so relaxed that I arrived at that 'special' place between sleep and consciousness and I began to fantasise, not intentionally though. I feel like my body brought out these little fantasies to help me with my session.

I imagined that there were calm waters inside me, I could see them inside myself. As my prostate pushed pleasure through me the water began to ripple and wave in sync with these pleasure waves. The water began to ripple more and more as I felt increasing pleasure through my body. This vision of water made me more aroused as I could feel exactly where the pleasure was, but it was also keeping me relaxed and tranquil. It was beautiful. Read more »

Quite a happy surprise

I didn't think it was possible. I'm str-8 without a woman and 73 years old. I saw some videos on line and decided to take a chance trying the helix. When it came, I couldn't wait to try it out. I didn't expect much at all. So, after lubing I inserted it and was amazed how it just seemed to pulled in. I was thinking that perhaps nothing would happen, and if it did it would take at least 40 minutes. I just cleared my mind and relaxed and gently massaged my nipples as I was conscious of slowly breathing.. Much to my surprise in 10 minutes I started to feel something (maybe like subtle twiches). Then in rhythm with my breathing I started to gently draw the helix up inside me. After another 5 minutes wonderful feelings started to happen and shortly thereafter I was shaking and gyrating like I never expected could happen to me. It was wonderful. I enjoyed the session for just about an hour and then felt sort of exhausted — but GREAT. The only thing was my mouth was so dry, probably from breathing through my mouth (at times gasping). Is there a solution for this, or should I just keep a water bottle handy?

Never Far Away

It has been a while since my last blog entry. As the days slip by one into another, I realize it's been four years since I started my aneros journey. I'm now quickly approaching 64; and, issues of aging and related health issues crowd close and tempt to overwhelm at times. This afternoon, I sit by my open office window — feeling the Spring breeze upon my bare arms and face — it's been a busy day — time to sit and reflect a bit.

As I type, I'm also aware of the slow pulse within my prostate – now spreading gently into my balls —prodding me to remember this morning's early session — a duet with my trusty mgx leading off and my ice finishing. My sessions continue to take place every other day; and, yes, they are usually sessions where I start off with either my favorite eupho or mgx and finishing up with my ice. Lately, I've been using my new lube, Slippery Stuff, injecting directly into my rectum and lubing generously my tools.

This morning was no different. I slid my mgx in through my anus; and, it instantly snuggled against my prostate. I lay still, on my left side with my knees bent upwards towards my chest. I connected with God and praised Him for this time alone with Him — blessed by unspeakable joy — never to be taken for granted. After a few moments, my prostate started to ramp up — subtly at first butt then more aggressively. Nowadays, my O's cascade upwards without breaking in between. The first contraction set off a series of O's that clamped tighter and tighter — one after another. My cock gave the sensation of erecting as my foreskin seemed to slide back; and, it wasn't long before precum was being forced from within to drool onto my leg. Read more »

Astonishing session but a disappointing finish…

Feeling like a bit of an idiot at the minute… the session I have just had has been the most incredible, pleasure-filled four hours of my life. Almost an hour has passed I'm still not over it. Every part of my torso is glowing with orgasmic energy, my cock is rock hard and my prostate is still sending orgasmic feelings to my pelvis and stomach.

I'll give you the short version first… my session ended because I got a bit scared of what I was feeling. It makes me feel stupid because the pleasure I was experiencing was exactly what I've been looking for. It's what I could only previously dream about feeling and I got scared and removed my massager. I think I was having an anal orgasm… i've only ever had one experience that I could call an orgasm and that was last week so it's very new to me. That orgasm was also in my penis so I was obviously confortable with that.
The pleasure in my anus is kinda new. I've felt pleasure there before but nothing of this nature. It took me by surprise.
If anyone has any tips for me it'd be awesome, hopefully I can experience that again. )Without the fear(
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I've not masturbated for around three weeks, probably the longest I've gone without ejaculating before. I feel very energised and it takes very little to make me aroused. This morning I woke up feeling incredibly horny. My anus was twitching as I woke up. I ignored it and carried on with my day. By 11AM the twitching was back along with very subtle p-waves. These I couldn't ignore. Read more »

Things are really hotting up. More sensations! Possibly an orgasm?

I've had a couple of sessions this week and they have been brilliant. A couple followed the same pattern as the last session I blogged about.
**Pleasure waves that grow in intensity as the session goes on, lots of pre-cum, intermittent and very intense erections.

This mornings session was very nice. I got up early so I could have a few hours with the helix before university if I felt like it. Turns out I did! Good planning.

15 minutes after I inserted I started to caress my stomach and work my way up towards my nipples. As I got to the bottom of my pectorals, my nipples started to tingle. I kept my hands away from them as they became erect. The feeling of that was really pleasurable. All I had to do was rub the area around my nipples and it made them feel really nice. It felt better than anything I'd felt in my nipples. The tingling grew in intensity and then faded away to leave an almost orgasmic feeling, actually thinking back it was definitely orgasmic. I also had a very small circle of intense pleasure in my chest.

As that feeling continued I felt my prostate swell, this was kind of new to me. In previous sessions I've had a small suspicion that this was happening but this time there was no doubt. I could feel the helix rubbing against it without me doing anything. The anal twitching returned and all of a sudden things started to feel incredible. Read more »

Progress, progress, progress

Looking back through my blog entries has made me realised how different my Aneros sessions are now. When I started this blog I was struggling not to have HFWO's during sessions. My body would always try and create a traditional orgasm when things started to feel good. The orgasms were amazing, and they are by far and away the most pleasure I have ever felt – often lasting for 20 seconds or more involving my penis and my prostate/anus as well, but they are not the kind of orgasms I would like.

I think the key to avoiding these orgasms was down to a number of things: relaxation, removing expectation, and patience. I am able to relax fairly quickly now, which helps me move into the state of mind that is required to have a good Aneros session, and I enter the session with absolutely no expectation.
I am able to just relax and enjoy whatever happens. I am not actively looking for any kind of orgasm, nor am I trying to create one.

One of the things I look forward to most when preparing myself for a session, is just being able to relax and enjoy myself. I have noticed that I am smiling during my sessions whenever I feel pleasure. I think this creates a feeling of happiness inside me, and even helps me during sessions. Read more »

Amazing session!!!

It was a beautiful afternoon, the sun was pouring through the windows onto my bed. It's been bitterly cold outside recently and the sun was a welcome relief.
I'd just come out of the shower and was relaxing on my bed soaking up the blissful warmth from the sun. I thought that it'd be a great time to have a session, maybe an hour or so to just relax and enjoy.

I brought out the peridise set and started with the largest of the four. It slid in extremely easily and I contracted until it had been pulled all the way in.
I just laid there and relaxed myself, focusing on the sensations that were being created by the peridise. The muscles in my anus were already contracting by themselves. In, out, in, out. It was very gentle and it was creating subtle waves of pleasure with each movement.
My body started to feel very heavy – a feeling I've had before. I'm assuming it's when I'm most relaxed because it feels quite good. Gentle waves if pleasure have previously followed this state of heaviness and this time was no different as I felt a very soft tickling feeling around my groin evolve into pleasure and spread up to my stomach and move out to my arms and legs. Another one followed instantly and was accompanied by three or four other waves.
I was so relaxed and happy. It'd been a long time since an aneros session had caused this sense of happiness. Read more »

Sitting Multiple Orgasms

Hi

A very strange session. I started it as usual and I decide to use Rice Oil as internal prelube (instead of Olive Oil), and I found it amazing: it gives a great mobility to the device. On the SGX i used the Shea Butter. I used it also on the external ring of the anus.

I was lying on the bed on my back and I completely relaxed. I breathed as usual, trying to never hold my breath during inhale and exhale phases. I could feel so clearly this time the action of the aneros on the prostate and this has caused a lot of leaking precum: that has raised a lot my excitement levels.

During the higher peaks my breathing and heartbeat quickened. After more than an hour of interesting feelings I decided to stop and go wash: and this is where the journey begins.

With the aneros inserted yet I sat on the bidet, I opened the water and began to wash the penis in a very sweet and without the intention of being a wank.

My anus has started to throb and a series of convulsions began to prevail over what I did. I stopped and put right hand on the abdomen and the left on the right nipple, starting to caress me. Felt more and more strongly the prostate, throbbing and a sensation of hot and cold that spread along the thighs and over my back. Read more »

The Cat Who Caught the Canary

It has been a long while since I had the time to invest in a well-planned, well-executed session.

Manscaped, showered, bed set up with comfy pillows, towels, cleaned out, lubed up, music, headphones. Quiet, warm room.

Lady Syn is inserted, headphones on, listening to my "session selection."

She does not waste time. With in minutes, my beautiful black and red companion is making me twitch and wiggle. Oh, she is so sweet.

Warm, electric, buzzing, energy paths running around me. Deep sighs exhale satisfaction. Breathing is quickened and a bit shallow.

Then, they come in rapid succession – Dry O's and Super O's over and over. Dozens. Whole body shaking, flailing, precum flying.

My nipples are sparking, and there are cellular critters running all over me, dancing and singing. Mitochondrial entertainers.

The moans are low and guttural. At one point my head begins to swim and I feel as if I'm going to black out. I close my eyes and push the energy back to my amygdala.

Mental bliss.
Physical bliss.
Emotional bliss.
Spiritual bliss.

That was more than four hours ago.

As I write this, I'm sitting watching a movie with my family – feeling full, satisfied, whole. I'm the only one who has this secret inside of me.

I am the cat who caught the canary.

Brian