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No luck and a bit confused, could someone help?

I started using a prostate massager a couple months back, and I haven’t really felt much so far. I’ve felt the p-wave once, but it was short-lived and I haven’t been able to have it since (I’m not sure what I did that time that was different), and involuntary twitch is something that I think I only experience with my pelvic muscle, which doesn’t really move the massager, and is kinda distracting from feeling the prostate.

Also, I’m getting confused on what I should be doing during a session. I’ve read several posts on this subreddit and other sites; some say to just focus on the feeling and nothing else, some say I should fantasize or watch porn (which would distract from the “focus on the feeling”), and holding contraction hasn’t really lead to any quivering or spasm that may lead to the massager vibrating.

What should be going through my mind, and how should I move which muscles?

Is aneros prostate massager breaking my ability to have erections?

I’ve been using an aneros for about 4 months. I use it every other day for about 20-60 minutes at a time. I really enjoy it.

However, I have noticed that the frequency of erections has gone way down over this time. I can still get one while using the device or if I watch porn. But even with porn, my dick feels almost hesitant about getting erect.

I feel like my sexual response has re-wired to move to my prostate instead of my penis. I guess I’m OK with that as long as I don’t LOSE my ability to have erections if I want one?

I’m not sure what to do, I’m kind of terrified. But, also do not want to stop using the aneros because it’s amazing.

not masturbating. is it worth it?

i am trying not to masturbate or look at any porn in an attempt to focus my energy on prostate stimulation.

is this worth it or am i just wasting my time?

The Plateau – There and not further

In the last weeks my doctor changed my anafranil dose to half, which could kick something in my sexual drive.
I’ve tried having some sessions meanwhile with progasm ice, progasm jr, helix syn and maximus but nothing come out of it.

The problem is that I need a long time for things to start and generally I fall asleep during the session.

Yesterday I decided to try eupho. My prostate is kinda dead and recently I’ve been trying to have more contact with it to trigger something. In the last days I’ve tried something else, getting more movement with helix syn and eupho.

As most of my sessions in the last years, I don’t have much hope that a session will be good. Anyway, I keep trying. My sexual drive is extremely low and I wonder when will I be able to have a proper sex drive to help me in the aneros way.

So after inserting eupho I watched some porn, in this case the xtude Aneros MMO video of that guy with helix syn where he explains through the session what he was feeling. I really like this video and I like the slow session that I can watch for almost an hour. Read more »

Nov 1

So, as expected I had a chance to use the Helix today. I used the Astroglide. It seemed slippery enough, altough it was so thin that it was tricky to get it to go where I wanted and not just drip all over the place.

So, then with the Helix in, lying down and reading. Once again after about 5 minutes I felt the “tingle” starting. I tried to relax and let it go for a few minutes–slow, deep breathing and nipple stim. This time something different happened… I got hard. My Aneros experiences so far have mostly been erection-free, but this time the pulsating of the P-tab seemed to lead directly to my penis. At this point I decided to wait it out and see what happened… though I had a pretty strong compulsion to clamp down with my PC muscle, I decided to wait and see what would happen. After a short while I reached a plateau of the involuntary Helix motions and then started to relax, and the erection went away.

After a couple minutes of relaxing and breathing the tingling came back, and another erection, though not quite as hard as the first one. At this point I was feeling another buildup and I gave in to the impulse to do some contractions. I had some very pleasurable spasms, but it felt like there was more to come. Read more »

Sunday, Oct. 30, 2016

My previous session was on Wednesday evening, so 4 days ago. I will say, just for comparison, that it was OK, but nothing special. I have found my fatigue and frame of mind at the end of a long day at work often results in a less interesting Aneros session than when I am better rested on the weekend, but I generally take what I can get in terms of my schedule.

My previous technique had been to lie down after insertion and just relax, usually reading something for about 10 minutes, to clear my mind and let everything “settle down” with the Helix, and then proceed to work on some contractions or whatever I was thinking about trying, and see what happened.

Today, however, after a bit more than 5 minutes, I started feeling a tingling, warm sensation around the Helix. I have felt this before, but generally not so early in the session. So I decided to resist the temptation to do any contractions or anything and just breathe and concentrate on feeling what was happening. I continued to have the tingling sensation as I worked on deep breathing. I sort of alternated between concentrating on the breathing and sensations; doing some erotic visualization; and thinking about situations at work or errands needing to be done. (No, the last was not voluntary or planned, dammit, but my mind wandered and sometimes I had to refocus.) Read more »

Captivated by my prostate only

Hello again. After that overwhelming first experiences with my new little sex weapon I had no clue how it should get any better.

Two days later I was still steamrolled by the feelings the Aneros Eupho Syn had evoke in my prostate. I lay on my bed and thought about this session and the difference to those earlier lessons learned with my Nexus G-Rider. I did a little stretching, yawned heartily and was willing to fall asleep, as some vibration from my prostate captured my attention.

As I had learned from my Eupho lesson I did let go doing nothing. The vibration build up and became more intense. It wandered through my testicles, into my cock, along my spine and up to my nipples. I felt a warm shivering through my whole body. Like a rodeo horse I made an inverse bow and felt pure pleasure. Waves of these feelings struck my body, uncontrolled muscle tensions in my legs and pelvis and unvoluntary moans of pleasure followed. I got a semi hard-on and bumped in the air.

I visualized some sex scenes from porn comics I liked to read, but now I was part of the scenery, involved in wild intercourse with those blinding colorful creatures with their musculous and feral bodies and genitals. It was the beginning of a wild orgy, some time later I found myself on all fours in ongoing rough sex with those creatures grasping my mattress and moaning in ecstasy. Aching hard-ons were coming and going. Sometimes I felt like ejaculating, but there was only precum dripping from my cock, sometimes there was a little release, then the next wave shook me even more than before, my mouth went dry but I didn’t want to stop it. Read more »

“An SR Temptation”

I am in a new Day 8 of SR and as expected, I awoke with an extremely hard erection (way beyond 90 degrees!) Anyway, I decided to listen to some erotic music. It took a while, but I finally settled on “Erotic Affairs Porn Lounge Sensations (FULL ALBUM)” on YouTube. It was a full hour and thirty minutes and was perfect for this relaxing, erotic session.

I am beyond my boost in testosterone from Day 7 and I am really feeling it. As I begin to listen, I am falling-into a fantasy. My lover (girlfriend?) knows that I am practicing semen retention and she is “teasing” me. She begins to caress my firm balls through my red silky boxers and gently makes her way up to the shaft of my very erect cock. I warn her to stay away from the underside near the frenulum. But she gently pushes on it and squeezes it ever so sweetly. She keeps doing this while the music is playing and I am getting more and more aroused.

Finally, she whispers in my ear: “I just want the head of your glistening cock in me!” By this time, I am starting to leak precum and she sees that I could easily penetrate her. But I resist, because I know that if I penetrate her with only the head, I could easily cum within her with just a few strokes. So I maintain my resolve and say “No!” She continues…”Fuck me” she says. “Cum within me”. I can hardly hold-back. Now she has positioned herself on top of me and starts to straddle my erect, glistening cock. She makes contact with my head and I feel the sensation of starting to glide within her. She is wet too. It was so easy…. Read more »

Session 30/09/2016

When I’ve started writing this blog days ago, it has been many months since I had a “good” session. By good I mean getting something more than the background pleasure.

I had a good session yesterday.

Like most of my sessions, when I have them during the week, it happened after dinner, because before I was at work. This brings a problem – I’m tired. Most of the sessions I try at night end up with me falling asleep, and today the same happened but not before I got good things.

On the problem of being always tired and why I think in the last years things have regressed/stalled I will explain a next post, let’s go now to yesterday’s session.

In the last weeks when I attempted sessions I’ve been using Maximus. After pre-lubing inside (which I only rarely do) with Johnson’s baby oil, I used vaseline and a coat of a slippery silicon lube named Millennium, I inserted Maximus.
I watched just a little bit of porn in the form of other guys using aneros, just some minutes. The guy was using Progasm and I was like, why not use Progasm Ice again? In my last tries with it it didn’t gave me anything, which is “normal” for me, so after a while I switched to Progasm Ice, lubing the same way.

I fought a bit against my sleepiness but I was able to keep awake. Read more »

The Search for Something Meaningful

In February 2017 I will be seeking for Something for 5 years, beginning in 2012. I still didn’t achieve meaningful satisfaction from Aneros, but first let’s explain my journey and after all I need to introduce myself.

I’m currently 29 years old. In some ways I think I’m special – for good and unfortunately for bad the most.

Unlike the vast majority of men I never felt any sexual or emotional attraction to anyone, male or female. In a very small amount I feel some men porn and/or fantasies as exciting. I say a very small amount because in no way I experience any meaningful sexual attraction.
I am sexually insecure. I never got an erection for being excited. My erections don’t last long without stimulation. I have premature ejaculation as with stimulation it only takes seconds to reach the orgasm.
With all this I feel inferior, I feel I am not who I’m supposed to be. I feel I’m not a “man”. This pains be deeply and is a profound pain that I have that goes on and I don’t see its end.

Despite my sexual unperformance, I felt like trying and having sex with men, to see what could come from that.
The answer was the same emotionless sexual response I have. I’ve been with some men (you can say like 10 times in 10 years, so see how rare that is), not many, and I’ve been confortable with most of them. In all cases I felt no attraction whatsoever for the other man, sexuallly or emotionally. It’s very frustrating when you’re trying something and you get nothing in return. Read more »