Rumel's Ruminations – Part I

This Blog is in two Sections : Part II is my periodic blog of experiences (most recent at the top), Part I (this one) is just copies of some of my earliest Forum entries (oldest at the bottom)

12/17/07 : I read in the newspaper today about the death of singer-songwriter Dan Fogelberg at the age of 56 due to advanced prostate cancer, boy did that bring a twinge of pain to my heart. He was an artist that I grew up listening to with a gentle thoughtful style I regularly enjoyed. It certainly gives me pause to think how fortunate I am that my own cancer was detected early enough for effective treatment to commence. I now have a very good prospect of becoming a long lived cancer survivor. To any of you guys who may read this blog entry, I strongly urge you to begin getting yearly PSA tests (especially if you are over the age of 50)to monitor for potential prostate cancer. It is a simple blood test, I would never have discovered my own cancer were it not for that finding of an increasing PSA level. Hopefully, upon conclusion of my own treatments, I can get back to enjoying the wonderful Aneros journey I began back in April.

Where does it come from?

Wow, wow, wow. I'm getting hard again just writing about this. I don't understand it. I had an incredibly intense session last night, to the point where on the bucking stage of Super Os, my left testicle got pulled right into my body. As I went to gently cup my balls (as I sometimes like to do), I noticed there was only one and realised the left testicle had been sucked inwards. This hurt a little as the muscle contractions were very solid and long-lasting.

During these wonderful moments, it occurred to me how much the First Noble Truth in Buddhism applies so much to using the Aneros. The rule says that suffering is caused by attachment, and applying this to using the Aneros, I've found that if I have a nice feeling and want to hold on to it, it messes the whole process up. Instead, I've found it works better if I let the feeling or sensation do what it wants to do (after all, it's not really my conscious brain producing these feelings, so interference isn't needed) and either let it grow or let it pass, it matters not – it's all part of the journey and the process.

Very Nice Session

This session occurred last night when I went to bed. After my pre-session douche and lube-up, I lay down on the bed and started with the Eupho. This was only my second extended session with the Eupho. It is less filling than the MGX and the Progasm, so I expected that the action would be different. It has more movement than the others, and as the session progressed, I edged closer and closer to that area, where the pleasure comes in waves. I have found that nipple stimulation really enhances my sessions, creating an almost electric effect in the groin area.

After about an hour with the Eupho, I switched over to the MGX. It is becoming my favorite, though I would like to try the Helix to compare the two. The MGX nestles inside me, giving me very pleasurable feelings just lying still. I got into my preferred position, on my back with my knees bent and my feet flat on the bed. I have found that this position gives the most control and the greatest pleasure.

To this point, I have not experienced what is referred to on this forum as the "Super O", but I think I have reached a point of "mini Os". The MGX soon had me "on the edge", with successive waves of intense pleasure following one another. I am learning to explore the various motions and modalities of the MGX. Sometimes it has a feathery, teasing quality that lures you ever higher, and sometimes it invites you to bear down and push for that "deeper", more intense feeling. It's like learning to dance with a skillful partner.

well I just don't know

Ok this is how it went. I found the time to have a nice uninterrupted session. I put the eupho in and withing like 5 minutes I felt the trembling in my body, moved to a position where I was on my back, with a pillow under my hips. For the first time could feel the aneros starting to move with my anal sphinkter. Felt more treamors and was awash with a trembling all over my body. There was a lot of very heavy breathing and a feeling not unlike getting ready to have an orgasm. This lasted about 5 minutes. I just got too tired to keep it going. I relaxed a bit and when my breathing had subsided a bit I clenched again and it started again. Heavy breathing and quivers all over my body. this time it lasted maybe 3 minutes, I get so tired I can't hold it in any longer. At this point I notice that my eupho had almsot wiggled itself out of me. I moved to my stomach but this was too much pressure on my penis, and I was afraid I would have a penil orgasm.

moveed back to my normal position on side with pillow under bent leg, inserted the Progasm, and the whole thing started again. Much more pleasure than I have ever had before, but still not sure If I can call it a super O. Still thinking it is mini o's that have move up a notch.

Morning Session

Spent a lovely hour and a half with mistress Aneros. I started out with the Progasm. It was easier to insert today and less painful. I started out with it to try to avoid any more tenderness the MGX might contribute. Again, my impression of the Progasm is that it really fills you up. It doesn't move much, but seems to work on the prostate more. I suspect that if it moved more (and perhaps it will as as I work with it more) it would really be a wild ride.

Switched over to old faithful MGX. I think I'm getting the hang of it's idiosyncrasies because each session is a bit more lively and lovely than the last. It's like a roller coaster, building up to a peak and sliding down before heading up another peak. If precum is any indication of good sessions, I am having them, because there is a lot with my sessions.

Ended up standing with the MGX. You seem to get a more solid contact on the prostate and can bear down a little to increase the sensations. Grinding your hips helps also and I've found that if I lean against a counter, I seem to have a little more control.

Reports from an Asstronaut

A cautionary entry: don't push it too hard. This entry is for yesterday as I had not had an opportunity to update the blog before now. As I recounted in my last post, I had received the Progasm that day. As they say, "boys with their toys" — I just had to try it, again.

Alas, my poor butthole protested . I did manage to get the Progasm in, but could only tolerate it for a short session. So we have our physical limitations. I suspect I'm going to need more work with the smaller models to get up to regular sessions with Progasm.

I am now an Aneros junkie, however. I decided I wanted to give the Eupho a try. Each of the Aneros has it's own characteristics and I'd like to experience what each has to offer. I think the Eupho is a good progression from the SGX, but we will see once I have it, so to speak, in hand.

Also, all of my sessions to date have been about an hour in length. I am looking forward to being able to schedule an open-ended session, taking as long as I can and taking the time to really relax into it. My sessions to date have been delicious, but I suspect I have only scratched the surface. I long to sink below the surface, to experience what lies there.

And I will.

Enjoying but still wondering

Well I will say that I have been pleased with what aneros has bestowed upon me. I have had the chance on several occasions to start with the Helix, and work with it for an hour or so, achiving, great shutters in my body, very heavy breathing, pleasure definately, but nothing that "feels" like a penile orgasm. Have I missed the point here? I do love the feelings I get, (even though I find it takes a great deal of physical activity), I have on occasion had a magnificent erection caused by the stimulation, (although I knew of the erection only by brushing my hand against my penis, and not from the feeling of the penis), a good supply of precum, and an amazingly short time to feel the prostate pleasure, (sometimes within a minute of inserting the aneros). I do love the movement I find in the Helix, and as I said I can feel the gratifying effect very very quickly. I also love the feeling of the Progasm for it's size and the take charge feeling it seems to have over me. (I do love the full feeling).

Reports from an Asstronaut

I am new to the Aneros, having used an MGX for three weeks and just having gotten a Progasm today. The MGX has been a lot of fun and has given me much pleasure, though I haven't achieved the legendary "Super O". I am, however in pursuit of it.

I do have a serious problem with the Aneros. It is so pleasurable that I have a hard time refraining from using it every chance that I get. For example, this morning I had a really nice session with the MGX. Then the Progasm got here and I just had to try it out.

The only problem I had was that my sphincter was pretty sore from the workout it had already gotten. But I lubed the Progasm up well and took my time and in a little bit had it in place. I have to say that the Progasm has a qualitatively different feel to it. I had gotten it because I wanted to experience having a bit more "up there". Nor was I disappointed.

As large as it is, the Progasm doesn't move as much as the MGX. But it definitely hits the prostate more solidly. I had a pretty nice session with the Progasm, discovering that on the back is my best position for it. By the time I finished, I had a nice buzz going on with my backdoor.

Have now tried Helix and Progasm

Well I have now had the chance to try out my new models. The Helix, and the Progasm. Let me begin by saying I have only had minimal success with any model. The very first time I tried the SGX I got a nice tingling in my anus and a kind of light kissing response from my anus, but was never able to repeat that. I have read so much about aneros taking over and doing its own thing to massage the prostate, but never really understood what that was like.

Last session I cleaned up used marksman lube as an interal lube and then lubed the Helix with ID Millenium (found it to stay slipprier longer, even if it takes more to clean it up) I inserted Helix and relaxed. I started slow clenching of the anal muscles and found that there were more muscles I was using, I guess they are called the PC muscles, the ones by the Perineum. It took about 15 or 20 minuets but then I began to feel a kind of pulsing in my penis, not my anus or the PC muscles but in my penis like it was bobbing on my body. I have to admit I wanted to get back to the body shutters I had experienced the very first time I used the SGX, (nothing since)so I concentrated very hard on what I was doing. The pulsing in my penis began to grow very slowly, and I could start to feel something, what I was not sure in the area of my prostate. It was vague and undefined. After about 40 minutes I decieded I was not free enough so I put a pillow under my bent leg (legs were in position as noted in the instructions). It began to feel much more comfortable, and I could feel myself relaxing even more than I had been. I felt a quiver in my body much like I had the first time I used the SGX, not as strong, or as long lasting but definately there.

Well I went even farther, bought helix and Progasm

Maybe it is the Christmas season maybe my desire to make this work, but I have ordered two more models of aneros. Helix and Progasm. I know I will have trouble with all the models I have, but I want to try and give each a chance. I have read that each model gives a different kind of feel, so I am up for it. If you think me foolish ok, let me know, but I am to the point where I want to try everything there is.
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