Another super-O

I wasn't expecting much last night but got the best super-O in weeks that I could actually enjoy without interruption for a change.

At first I thought it was going to be dud session. No sensations at all for the first 5-10 minutes and I almost gave up. The it started to build, very slowly. As I slipped into an orgasm it immediately became a whole body experience, electricity shooting through me into my arms and legs and I was determined to enjoy it to the full. Wave after wave of orgasmic energy flowed into every bit of me, my body convulsed and I could hardly catch my breath. I love feeling of losing control giving in to the intensity if the pleasure flowing inside me. It was like magic and lasted 20-30 minutes.

I'm not sure quite why some sessions give me a super-O, others just a pelvic orgasm, although I throughly enjoy those as well. The super-Os seem to take longer to develop, I'm not sure it's got anything to do with relaxation, I'm going to keep experimenting.

1st Experience with the VICE

Since my last blog i have had some great times using the Classic and being rewarded by Awesome SUPER "O's".mmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
I would get the hunger for a SUPER "O" and it would feel to me as if my prostate was "gagging" for the Classic! Most certainly when it was inserted there was no stopping events that culminated in strong breathtaking SUPER "O's". The classic broke my prostrate virginity and awakened inside of me a kind of dormant monster! A monster that has the strength to push home the most intense orgasmic feelings that i have ever felt! However "as man's destiny is never to be happy" i wanted to try in another prostrate plug. I decided to go for "The Vice" with the vibrating bullet! This is a larger plug than the Classic and its a beautiful design.
As i say it is larger but i find that as with the
Classic if you squat down as i do [like if you were pushing out a stool] then insert the plug fully home.This way for me it doesen't hurt that much! My normal session position [which i find best]is on the bed lying on my back lifted by 2 Large pillows with knees in the air and legs open wide. On my 1st session with the Vice i lubed it up well and went into my squat position on the floor. As i inserted the plug it instantly went in and fully home. I could feel the Perineum tab make contact just below my scrotum! The plug going in took my breath away and felt delicious. I was about to make it onto the bed when suddenly i was hit by a BIG pleasure
Wave! I was on my knees at this time and it stopped me in my tracks! I rode out the wave and as it was subsiding i again tried to make it onto the bed but i was caught again by another BIG pleasure wave and at this stage all i could do was stay on my knees at the side of the bed. I gripped the covers and sank my head into them. This 2nd wave made me shake and i felt i had lost control of my legs! So there i was kind of "pinned" on my knees to the side of the bed gripping the covers and going into a kind of spasm! My shaking legs appeared to be causing a
forced and uncontrollable contraction of the Vice
inside me! I moaned. Another wave hit me and i could feel it was more intense than the last one's. I was going no where so i said i would ride this out to the end on my knees! There was no let up on the PW's. The waves were now causing more spasm's and i could feel the Vice tight and fitting so full inside me.
It was beautiful! With each PW i let my erotic thoughts enter into my mind. I then broke out with a rock hard erection! It was the uncontrolled body spasm's that kept contracting the Vice and subsequently setting off more PW's. I moaned, man did i moan. At the peak of the waves i was biting into the bed covers! I felt parched for a drink but all these feeling's were much TOO GOOD to give up now! The last most pleasurable wave seemed to pass and things settled and i felt so good -when suddenly out of the blue i was feeling this massive build-up in my anus! It felt like a massive HOT explosion that rapidly shot into my pelvis/genital area. It sent me into an uncontrolled convulsion. I felt unable to breath! With a contorted face i screamed and at this spasmick moment – i just knew this was a SUPER "O" but what a SUPER "O". Its erotic power shot right thru me!! It PEAKED SO MUCH!! It PEAKED & it PEAKED!! Fookin hell…….. there is absolutely NO WAY a wet orgasm will come anywhere near what my 1st experience was with the Vice..believe me… Since that 1st try ive been having some fantastic SUPER "O's" with the Vice.
Its just sooooo good reaching the SUPER "O" and it goes into a multi orgasm that sometimes it feels like "an out of your body experience" There is only some precum after them- as yet no cum. My hope is that i could experience a wet orgasm brought on [with no hand's] by the Vice! Maybe its time now to try it with the vibrating pellet fitted? mmmmmmmmmm

Sleep paralysis, not enough orgasms

Last night was a downer. I was good and did as I was told. No orgasm.
At 1 am I had a very scary sleep paralysis. I felt like my arm had become a snake. Bit weird.

Still looking after a sick child whilst wife goes out for the day again. I manage 20 minutes maximum to myself and have taken to pretending to read on the bed to get some time alone.
I must have been desperate I had one orgasm today and got into it within 30 seconds of trying, but got disturbed by children again so it was disappointing. I couldn't get back into it after. This is supposed to be my week off work I have done nothing but be stuck in the house looking after children, the wife has been out most of the time, and she's out again tonight. Back to work soon and 14 hour days. Fun.

Amazed, and disappointed

Last night I had an hour and a half of mind blowing orgasms. I'm feeling totally energised, turned on and ready for more. My wife is going out all day, my children should be at school and I was looking forward to spending a day on my own for the first time in months.
My eldest daughter has a fever so she's staying off school and I have to look after her all day. So much for a day of orgasmic bliss, and I could actually have been naked for the first time I usually have to be fully clothed; I have never been so disappointed. Oh well, that's life I suppose.

Last night I had a 30 minute orgasm before going to sleep. It was mostly a hard thrusting sort of orgasm going on and on like a normal orgasm but more intense and never ending. I love to imagine myself having sex and cumming and cumming inside someone my sperm dripping out and down my legs and I just keep going and going and cumming, and it just gets better and better, I almost feel like an animal out of control. It's a powerful fantasy for me at the moment.
I woke at 4am feeling very turned on and had a full hour of orgasms ranging from had pumping ones to times of just peaceful continuous orgasm, followed by an orgasm starting in my sacrum spreading up to my lower spine then around into my abdomen. I though it might be a Full Kundalini rising but it felt so good I couldn't stop it. I sort of knew it wasn't so just enjoyed it.
I can't believe how much pleasure this is giving me.

The Road to Enlightenment Is Not Always Paved, Even, or Straight

After my excellent Peridise experience at work, I was hoping for some advancement with my Progasm. But I had a pretty uneventful bedtime session )2+ hours( following steps that had been fairly successful previously. The next night, I opted for the Peridise and experienced another unrewarding session. I was going to lay off for awhile, but I couldn't resist trying another work session with the Peridise and had only limited response from my body. Disappointed to say the least! But that night, following my workout, I inserted my Progasm at bedtime, fell off to sleep, and was awakened with an erection great p-waves. The intensity ebbed and flowed for at least an hour with the best sensations I can recall.
I took my Peridise on a my weekend trip and inserted it on Saturday night with no meaningful results. Upon arriving home from my trip, I followed the same steps that have been successful with my Progasm two nights prior. Some ok sensations, but nothing memorable in what would have to be classified as another step backward.
Oh well, Rome wasn't built in a day, and clearly neither is my rewiring and enlightenment.

I felt every drop

Hello my fine gentlemen. I write this still with a smile on my face from last nights session. So In a previous blog I wrote I was doing the 21 day challenge of not having a wet orgasm. I have doe it before but with a few years of prostate play under my belt I wanted to see how different not coming for a long period of time would effect me. It was hard trust me it was hard but yesterday was today was date between me and my glorious hard rigid penis to finally have the big bang of a orgasm.

It all started by me coming to the site ust to relax with my aneros brothers. I got into the chat and saw all of my old buddies i started here with IE Brine DJblackknight & the teacher Runel. Even a few new guys that I have been seeing recent was even there too. We were all just chatting when someone brought up who will be riding tonight. It was 11 pm then. So we all join in and said we were. So instantly we all just pulled out our toys and began to ride. I actually had to clean out so it took me a few minutes to get started but when I did It felt amazing. Maybe it was cause I was so at the edge that my prostate was just ready to finally push me over to cum or was it riding imaginary with my brothers.

Quiet, but nice

I'm meditating regularly. Yesterday I was circulating energy into my sacrum and up my spine, I suddenly got an immense surge in my lower back during the day, I thought at last the real Kundalini is on its way, and was able to meditate immediately and I concentrated on the feeling. It became very powerful but nothing broke through. I really think that I have to be careful.
My theory is that my original experience was forced in that I pushed energy up through my chest and into my head and triggered a partial Kundalini. It went through the wrong channel rather than rising up my spine.
The lesson learnt from yesterday is that you can't force it, much like trying to force an orgasm. If I am not ready for it, I am not ready for it. I have decided that it will happen naturally if I work on meditation, relaxation and positivity. It might take years but it will come when it is ready.

I'm also having slight difficulty with dry O's again. I'm sure it's because I tried to force a Kundalini yesterday and I have put things out of balance again. I certainly haven't got anywhere near a super-O again yet. I feel like it's a prize waiting for me once I have balanced myself sufficiently and it will happen when I have truly given in and accepted myself and that I'm not in control.

Helix Syn feels like nothing, Njoy Pure Wand feels great. What’s the deal?

I want to preface this to say I've only had a few prostate play sessions and most of my enjoyment came from a vibrator.

I've had an Njoy Pure Wand for a bit now, and have had 2 sessions with it. I have a hard time finding the prostate, but sometimes I'm able to rotate/turn the wand and suddenly it feels jaw dropping amazing. It seems like it doesn't last that long though, and I have to go very deep to get it.

Now, today I got a Helix Syn. It felt like nothing. I had it up there for about 2 hours and just couldn't get anything to happen. I ended up using a vibrator at the base of my cock to orgasm, which felt super great. I'd never done that before.

I'm just wondering why the Njoy wand can feel so good but the Syn does nothing. On top of that, the Syn seems to dry out easier and also retains gross smell even after thoroughly washing.

Quiet at last

Well, I can now get into an orgasm again at will. I seem to be getting closer to having a SuperO again, it felt as if I was almost having one last time but I still don't think it really was. I can't stop lying there analysing as I orgasm so once I stop doing that it will probably happen.

All the Kundalini awakening stuff seems to have stopped now and I feel rather back to normal. I'm not sure if that's a good thing or not as I was sort of expecting to feel different forever. Some of the manic phases were rather good if not slightly out of control. I suppose only time will tell. I was even quite grumpy at work yesterday just like normal.
I sort of suspect that once I start superO-ing again it will re-energise things and hopefully this time I can control it. I'm meditating regularly to get myself ready, it would be nice to find someone to teach me more about how to use the energy but I don't really know where to start.

Thanks to Linghaman I Found Peridise

I took Linghaman's advise and ordered a Peridise. I arrived at work this morning )plain box(. I made a quick visit to the men's room, lubricated the Peridise, and went back to work )desk jockey(. Although it took a few hours, the waves started happening without any effort on my part. The last two hours of work have been terrific. Luckily I have a office because there have been periods where moaning was has been required. More later…