Questions along the way

First time poster here and a little background. I am a 49 y/o newbie. I purchased my first Aneros about a month ago and am very happy with my toy(s). First 3 or 4 sessions even after reading quite a bit of the forums and blogs, were fairly uneventful, but also a lot of fun! After about a week I had a series of what I will call body shakes that would last for several minutes at a time. I was on my back with my feet flat and my legs begin shaking. It would alternate between my knees flapping side to side, to huge shudders; all great feelings, but I still don't know how to define this within the Aneros glossary of terms. It wasn't a sexual feeling, but a new and different sensation that I enjoyed exploring.

I found out that when I'm interrupted in a session, it is fairly easy to get back on-track without having to go through the initial relaxation phase.

Back to more and more reading of the great posters on this forum and even more exploration and experimentation of these 'body shakes'. Like many others, I decided to order a couple of other products. I chose the Helix and the Peridise starter kit.

I love the Peridise starter because without the p-tabs, I can insert and sit comfortably in my recliner and practice late at night without others even knowing. I can easily shut down if interrupted and have found it fairly easy to start back up. Both of these guys have allowed me to continue play with increasing results.

ed's journey

started out with the helix after a good bm and a lot of lube–arrived at involuntaries quickly and tried bouncing around and humping on my back–got a lot of nice rubbing for a long time but could not get to super o–fun though–tried same with the same results with the 20 mm and then the 16 mm–someday that gear will switch and i'll be off–only it will depend on what my body wants and not what i want

ed's journey

sometimes my prostate or asshole seems to demand that i play with it–this was one of those times–if i lie down on my back and use slow deliberate breathing my prostate will begin to make its presence felt–when this happens i will give it time to see whether it diminishes or increases–if it wants to go away i let it–if it increases i see where it wants to go–i never force it cause that is sure to be counterproductive–yesterday it wanted my aneros–it was a pretty good session but i didn't go beyond p waves and some mini waves–there was no "welding" of it to me as i have described before, but there were a lot of good feelings–still on the search for how to initiate regular super o's, but meanwhile a lot of fun and a lot of new things learned–the one thing i can say is be patient

ed's journey

took yesterday off–thought it would be a good idea–was surprised this morning when i awoke with some "feelings" down in my prostate/anus–let them go where they wanted and was surprised when they built instead of receding–and on my side too, always was on my back before as side was non-productive–anyway, it was pleasant and building and i decided to insert my 16 mm when they got more intense–sadly i couldn't pursue them to a satisfactory conclusion for me as i had house guests who were up and my first super o was so intense that my vocalizations would have scared the shit out of everyone if i had let go and done the same as the first time–someone would have thought that i was being killed or having a heart attack or something–will have to lay off for a few days until i have the house to myself again–this is a very satisfying pursuit

ed's jpurney

the last two sessions were about the same as the previous ones–i get to the involuntary contractions and bounce around on my back and the pleasure mounts and when i stop bouncing and relax fully the aneros adjusts itself to another position and i bounce again to feel the stimulation–when the aneros adjusts it usually feels like it's going deeper although it feels as though it is already as deep as it can go, so go figure–if i am lucky it feel like it welds itself to me, that is, when i bounce it maintains its grip on me so that there is no feeling of movement between me and the aneros, we are one–this can occur several times and is usually a tighter grip each time until it finally takes over–this was the super o for me, where it seemed to switch a gear and took over completely so that i couldn't stop bouncing or groaning, moaning or shrieking–sadly it hasn't happened again, yet– i get to the bouncing and gripping tightly and all that that gives me but haven't been able to go farther since my first super o–who knows, maybe i am pressing or maybe it wants to be completely next time–maybe there is a different trigger next time–will continue and see where i go

ed's journey

had my first super o yesterday and i'm here again trying to duplicate it–lots of lube again after a douche–start with my helix again and then my 16 mm, followed by my progasm and then my 16 mm peridise again–basically did the same thing with each massager–got to the involuntary movement part and the bouncing and the very good feelings and the panting etc but never over the hump to the super o–it's great getting to the involuntaries so soon now, like i have been able to do these last few times–also great knowing what i am looking for and finally knowing that it really is all about letting go completely–there is no longer letting go and grabbing onto a feeling with a contraction–i don't use contractions at all–they keep things from happening–also when a feeling hits i no longer contract as a reaction–i don't know why or how i manage to do this,although the movement is so small now that it doesn't surprise me like it used to do– i relax and take whatever my body dishes out to me–the movement seems to be so small and fast that i don't perceive any movement at all–i do feel movement when i'm starting but when i get there all aneros movement seems gone, there is just this thing buried so deeply in me and seemingly welded to me that it seems a part of me–it seems to feel hotter too–it grabs onto my asshole and bounces me around without letting go– there is no me and it anymore while it is in control, just us

ed's journey

this is the session where i had the super o–i was talking about the quality of the feelings being different since i had the hives outbreak and i thought that i was a long way from getting back to where i was before the allergic reaction to the lyrica–i thought that my feelings were diminished and that i would have to work at getting that quality back–i was feeling pressure on my prostate instead of a delicious rubbing and no tickling like i had before–anyway on thursday i doubled lubed, about 2 to 3 teaspoons, as i wanted plenty of movement, which i thought had also been missing–i started off with the helix and got the same quality feelings but i could move it around and it moved on its own too–i worked with the helix for about 50 minutes and was getting a lot of response,that is, rubbing and quivering of my legs and a good feeling on my prostate–it felt like it was going farther and deeper than ever before–also my prick felt like it was big, which i knew was not true, but it felt like it was–then i switched to my 16 mm peridise and things went on the same from there–it didn't seem like anything was going to happen but i kept with it, not working but enjoying what was happening and relaxing all the way–no contractions to distract me either–just letting it go–then i started to feel what i call a poking on the right side, this is probably a rubbing on the top of my prostate–this makes my breathing start to accelerate and my legs start to quiver–i'm on my back with my legs bent with my heels on the bed, my hands on my chest–anyway i start to feel it and i start to bounce and my legs go crazy on their own, jumping from side to side and up and down, until some rhythm comes along and everything starts to build–my breathing goes ragged and i moan and pant very loudly–i feel the rubbing on the right and then it shifts to the left, what i associate with the lower part of my prostate, and it becomes more intense –this builds and builds and i feel the peridise dig into me all the way and it gets hotter and it seems to weld itself to me–i don't feel it moving at all but all of me is moving, bouncing and legs swaying and head bouncing and then out of nowhere, it seems as if a switch was thrown or a gear shifted, everything goes crazy, but in a controlled way with the rhythm perfect and i'm off–i just let go–i didn't try to do anything but let go and relax–cleared my mind and panted and moaned and bounced–it was the super o and different than i thought it would be–it just took complete control of me and bounced me around and shook me for what seems like a long time but was probably only 5 or 10 minutes–i couldn't tell the time–my mouth was so dry and i was so tired and it just shook me like a rag doll–it must have looked like articwolves's video–i was completely under its control–i was yelling and screaming and panting and my whole body was bouncing on the bed on my ass while my legs were flying up and down and every which way and my arms were bouncing off my chest and into the air–my head was screwing around and bouncing off the bed in rhythm with everything else–it was great but it was completely different from any sexual experience i've ever had–different but definitely something i want to repeat as soon as i can

ed's journey

wow!!!!!had my first super o–it was grand but much different than i thought it would be–more description later–just wanted to shout it out that i've had my first super o

Further Exploration

I've had two more encounters with my MGX since writing the last blog entry. Both were great and very similar to each other, although with each use I'm getting a better understanding of my own body's sensations and how I can use the Aneros to build on them.

On Friday afternoon, I had a bit of extra time to spare so I gave the ol plastic a spin. After a short period of just resting on my side with the MGX inserted, breathing deeply, I started doing some light sphincter contractions. Surprisingly I wasn't feeling much of anything for about 20 minutes and considered giving up. I tried a few minutes on my back, then on my other side, and wasn't getting much other than a low-level, pleasant feeling. Finally I flopped back on my left side and did some squeeze and release movements involving clinching my glute muscles. That did the trick. Eventually these movements evolved into doing some small rotations of my pelvis, lightly squeezing the sphincter when my "O" shaped motions caused my middle to point forward. I also moved around some interior muscles, although at this point I don't really know what I'm doing there. Man, that felt good. I felt a tingle growing and growing inside me. I started moving faster until the bed was shaking like crazy. What emerged was a wonderful buzz that felt like I was almost ready to cum, but sustained over a 15-20 minute period. I don't know if it was a mini-o or wave or whatever, but it sure felt good. At some point I felt ready to stop, then I said to myself "no, I wanna keep going" – and I rode another 15-20 minute wave of pleasure. Eventually I rested on my back and jacked off to a fantastic orgasm, noting that my cum this time was much thicker and whiter than usual.

Closer

Today was my 6th session and it was the best of all. I had two sessions. The first was 2 hours and the second 1 1/2 h with 2 hours break between them. I think I`m very close to thw Super O. I think today I had a few mini Os and it was incredible. I was very horny so I shooted a video clips and now I`m trying to upload them on xtube.